Hopeless Wanderings

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

Regular dreams: 7-13-09


Fragments

In one dream, I had like 60$ in my wallet. This was weird, because in real life I only have like 20$ in my wallet. Too bad I didn’t do anything about it.

In another dream, I was a famous celebrity, I don’t remember who. I was walking down a street with my body guards and there were people surrounding me and asking for my autograph. I decided to sign a few, but I forgot my name and didn’t know what to sign so I ended up signing with scribbles or something, hoping the people wouldn’t notice and would be glad that they even got my autograph at all. That’s all I remember.


Hills of Death and CPBC

In yet another dream, there was this huge hill that seemed to have no end. It was covered with dark green grass and the higher it got, the steeper it got. If you attempted to climb it, you would only get so far before you rolled back down. Nicole’s friend, Hailey, attempted to climb it but ended up rolling down and killing herself. I knew Nicole would be very sad about this. I went onto her myspace but it looked like she didn’t even notice. It was like Hailey was still alive. Then I realized that I must have dreamt Hailey’s death. This was weird, because I was actually still sleeping while looking at myspace. That’s all I remember.

I snuck out of my bedroom window and in the backyard we had one of those hills. I tried to climb it but then I heard my dad yell out my name in an angry tone. I knew he had discovered that I was out. I wondered how he figured it out, since I usually keep my door closed and he never checks up on me. I went into the house and kept quiet, not giving any explanation.

Some people from bible camp told me they wanted to try to skydive off of the huge hill. I thought they were crazy but I told them I would go with them anyway. We started our four day adventure to the top of the hill. It was like a bible camp thing, you could only wear the cloths on your back and we didn’t bring anything at all except the skydiving gear. We went into the woods and walked and walked and walked. We came across this abandoned van, yet I kept having a feeling that the owner would show up and be mad at us. He never did though. Anyway, I opened a door and the leader told me to look for clothes or something since we didn’t have anything with us. I found about 4 blankets and took them out and gave them to the leader and the other 3 teenagers with us. When it was time to go to sleep, they found this really soft stuff… it was like grass and weeds and stuff mixed together in a big pile but it was really nice and soft. I realized I had to pee so I went behind a tree. It was really misty and creepy so I hurried up and got back and slept. I don’t really remember any of the other nights we spent in those woods. When we finally got there, there was a crowd of people watching and a picnic area. This was weird, since we had to hike all this way while the other people got to drive. I didn’t think anything of it though. I decided not to go because someone said that every person who attempted to skydive off the hill had died. Still, the group was going to do it anyway. I looked at the hill and saw that it had snow on it, and there already were a lot of people skydiving onto it, they would land on a tube and slide down the rest of the way. I wondered how they were able to survive. Anyway, I put my headphones in to listen to my ipod but then realized the same song that I was listening to was on the speakers at the picnic area so I took my headphones off. That’s all I remember. I tried to fall back asleep so I could see what would happen to the group, but it didn’t work.