insideout

Dream Lucid Partially lucid

Feb. 18, '11: I was in my parents' bathroom, in their old house, facing the large mirror. I suspected that I was dreaming and I tested it in some strange ways. I slapped myself in the face, but it didn't feel normal.
Then I pinched my nose and could still breath, so I knew I was dreaming. i looked at my hands and rubbed them together to stabilize the dream.
I went out the back door, to the patio and yelled up to the sky "hey dream!" I asked it how to get rid of inner fear and doubt, but I didn't say it right at first so I asked again. I got no answer.
There were some women nearby. I jumped down from the patio, onto the ground. One girl was being chased by someone. We both laid on the ground to hide. I asked her if she knew how to get rid of or lessen inner fear and doubt. She said singing helps. I felt like I was making her say it. Then I humped her for a few minutes.

I got up and she turned into a cat (why does that always happen?). I felt like I was about to wake up, so I looked at my hands and rubbed them together and everything got more vivid again.
I went around to the front of the house, on the porch. I saw the kitchen through the window. I walked through the wall into the kitchen quite easily.
I put my finger through the palm of my hand, mostly for the fun of it. I tried to stretch my arm to reach an object on the other side of the room, but it didn't really work.

There were more cats in the kitchen, and one at the door. I let it in and screamed at it. Then I wondered why I did that (a non-lucid slip?).
I thought to call Sheila again. I reached into my pocket for my cell phone, but it wasn't there. I was wearing pajama pants. So I picked up the kitchen cordless phone. I said "Sheila?"
And a voice answered, "yeah."
I said, "I want to see you."
The voice said "OK."
"Will you come to the house right away?" I asked.
She said something but I didn't hear it very well.
I said "What?" and there was no answer. I figured maybe she was on her way.

But then I woke up. I couldn't re-enter the dream because I was too awake and there were distracting noises in the house.