insideout

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

March 25, '11: I was trying to find somewhere to sleep.
I think I laid down in a hallway and did a WILD within the dream. I became lucid, and said "This is a dream, so I can do anything I want."
I picked up a ukulele and strummed on it a bit, tunelessly.
There was a girl there. I held her hands and said this was a dream, but also very real, and I touched her face. Then I attempted to stabilize the dream.
I told the girl that I wanted to open myself to higher guidance. I said "higher source" at first by accident, then "higher source of guidance."
The girl seemed annoyed or put off by my statement. I got down on my knees, looking up at her, and repeated my intent. Everything got a bit brighter. she became naked and we had sex for a moment. she or I asked how this would help with the guidance.
Then I became scared and asked how I could overcome nightmares. I got no response, then woke up.

I WILDed again. It was dark. I felt along a wall and eventually gained sight. I looked in a mirror and asked for help with finding "higher guidance." Nothing happened. I put my head out a window and asked again.
I heard something and slid out the window, into another room. There was a woman and more mirrors. I dis some stuff in the mirrors, and the woman gave me a BJ. In the mirror, it looked like thee was a man with a penis for a head.
There was an elevator. A small, skinny man fell down into the room. I was expecting someone else.
A huge woman who could barely fit slid down the elevator shaft. She landed and kissed me. We danced and kissed. She had a sort of toad-like head, with a wide face.
Then it felt like Alice in Wonderland. I was very small for a moment. My legs were sore. I climbed into bed, laid down and woke up. My physical body was sore from the position I was in.