insideout

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

Dec. 28, 2011:
I am in the back yard of my old home, climbing a thin tree. The tree bends until it is on the ground and I am still "climbing it by walking on it on all four.
There is a small monkey. I start to pick on it. It bites me and a bunch of other monkeys show up to attack me.

I become lucid. Now I am inside. There is a grey cat-like monkey. I don't want it to be angry anymore. I ask the cat/monkey if it wants to be my companion. It sort of follows me but I don't see it again.
I remember my task and I say aloud that I want to create a location. Through the window I see the landscape change to a snowy place. Then it turns into a desert. But I don't feel like I chose those places.

So I say I want to create/go to a lava place [not sure what I called it]. I then go outside and it is like a giant cave full of lava and rocks. The place is dark, lit only by the glowing hot lava.
I jump and climb down a rock path as I sing the Mario music, first the above ground theme, then the dungeon theme. The rocks that I am jumping on are not secure. They move and break and the lava flows over them.
Jacqui, Monique, and Eddie (about 9 years old) are there. I am stuck on a rock surrounded by lava. I jump and start to fly by flapping my arms and making Mario flying sounds. This kind of feels like cheating.
Eddie is holding onto my leg. I tell him to fly on his own. I float backwards, on my back. I say something like "I'm glad I was able to make this location."
Then I talk to Jacqui and say things I wouldn't want to in waking life, fantasy things. I then say "I know it's stupid and not true." Then we have an extreme kiss, her whole face is in my mouth.

Jacqui disappears and it's just me and Monique, still floating in the air. I say that we will be in a forest when we land. We float down to the ground, into a clearing surrounded by trees. I say "It's kind of like a forest."
We walk, I'm following Monique. I almost say something to her but then change my mind. We come to a pond with little ducks swimming in it.
I lose lucidity. Some kids are swimming in the pond. David and Anna are there. David is going to show Anna his tattoo.