insideout

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid
March 29, 2012:

I am in my childhood home, fully lucid. I float through the glass of a window.
Outside, it is a bright and clear day. Very vivid. I am floating in the air, over the back yard in the wooded area.
I say aloud "I know I'm being watched. I feel nervous about it. But I want help and guidance to become a better dreamer." (This was part of my goal.)

I am now near the swimming pool. It is full of large branches and logs, like a whole tree was cut up and thrown in the pool. There is a young boy in the water among the branches, playing. I yell at him "Shut up!" then I catch myself and say "No wait, I should help him." (also a goal).

I go closer to the kid and ask to help him. The boy is standing on a chair in the water. He tells me I can't have it. He doesn't seem to want or need help.