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    1. Dream - Change My Chair

      by , 07-12-2020 at 03:12 PM
      Date of Dream: TUE 7 JUL - 2020



      Dream No. 682 - Change My Chair


      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, it was the last scene of my dream and I was down in my brother’s bedroom. There was a holographic sub-scene within the scene which showed a bench, like a shop counter, and behind it were three chairs; a big one in the middle and two little ones beside it. Riku (in his KH3 appearance) appeared to sit in the middle chair and then Mickey appeared to sit in the right (left to the viewer’s POV) chair. I soon figured that the left (right to the viewer’s POV) chair was for me. However, I didn’t like how my chair was furnished and Riku looked over as I complained about wanting a more colourful weaving for my chair. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 682
      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    2. Dream - The Wrong Elevator

      by , 07-12-2020 at 03:08 PM
      Date of Dream: SUN 5 JUL - 2020



      Dream No. 681 - The Wrong Elevator


      I don’t remember how this started. From where I do remember, I seemed to be outside my Chisholm 311 campus and four girls from my high school were; I can remember who one of them was but not the other three. I then ended up at a distorted version of Knox Shopping Centre where I came to Hungry Jacks in the food court. The same four girls were there but as if they were acting like bodyguards and wouldn’t let me near the ordering counter.

      The dream camera changed perspectives to third-person mode and Riku (in his KH3 appearance) was seen to be ordering at the counter. He was seen talking to the girl at the counter, as she asked him which Fanta he wanted, he pointed at the machine and said he wanted the pink one (there was orange and pink (raspberry)). He had also ordered a chicken burger which he was seen to take a bite of. Back to me; I was trying to get through the girls to the counter when all of sudden, Riku finished his order, got his drink, and came and told them they didn’t need to be there guarding the counter. As Riku than walked over to find a table; I felt cut that he bought himself a pink Fanta but didn’t get one for me. However, I felt like I shouldn’t say anything in fear of sounding rude and so I just quietly accepted my fate of getting nothing.

      Once Riku had finished his lunch, the dream had showed us just outside the food court and Riku began to speak to me. He seemed to make an observation that if I was to return to my university campus for a new semester, my familiarity with the elevator my have washed and so my fear could return, so he specifically came as he said he wanted to take me for elevator practise. We discussed that we’d attempt usage of the elevator at MYER.

      He then seemed to give me this entire preparatory speech. He put his hands on my shoulders and looked me right in the eyes, starting off with an endearment as he said “Angel, can you take control of your fears or will you let them take control of you?”. I didn’t necessarily answer as I knew it was a rhetorical question but Riku seemed to gauge from my energy that I was willing, so he directed me to go towards MYER. I ended up waiting for him at the entrance as I had gotten ahead a little bit and he needed to catch up to me.

      Once Riku caught up, he and walked into MYER, which looked significantly different than in real life. Rather than being one large floor space, the second floor we entered on just seemed to be a narrow corridor with an eventual dead end. There were two young ladies working at the counter in the entryway, in which Riku had stopped to speak to one of them. He said something to the lady like “excuse me, do you know where the lift is? I’m just taking her for some practise because she’s scared of them”. The lady was very friendly and understanding and she pointed out to Riku where the lift was. Riku signalled for me to follow him to the elevator and so I did.

      Just before we walked in, he once again asked me if I was ready. At the sight of the doors, my fear seemed to be present again but then I did say to Riku that I was going to do it. As the doors opened, Riku escorted me in and as they shut, realising I was still uneasy, he ended up encasing me in a surprisingly tight hug for him, as I peered over his left shoulder to remain true to facing my returning fear rather than hiding entirely. However, the surroundings in the lift became extremely distorted and started to look nothing like one in real life and it was actually me that told Riku that the surroundings were incorrect.

      Riku looked around and he too realised that the environment was a dud. He was now thinking about which other elevator he would take me in. He thought about ones more in the middle of the shopping centre but then he decided that the interiors of them may be too dark and therefore look ominous to me. Eventually, he decided and told me that he would take me to the elevator at the opposite end of the shopping centre as he believed this would be the next best environment to my university one.

      As he and I walked out of MYER, the same way we came in, we now past by two ladies working at the front register. An African lady was talking to another customer and the lady that Riku had spoken to before seemed to be preoccupied with her own task. However, at the last minute, the lady ended stopping us and asked Riku how we went. He told her that the attempt was a disappointment and that he’d be taking me to the one at the opposite end of the shopping centre. Just as we were about to exit MYER all together and walk to the other end, the dream ended.



      Dream No. 681

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    3. Dream - School Spies & Riku Out Of Reach

      by , 07-12-2020 at 12:44 PM
      Date of Dream: SAT 4 JUL - 2020



      Dream No. 680 - Separated Sections


      Dream 680 A - School Spies

      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at this completely unknown place. Apparently, Dreamy WB was supposed to come and join me and she was going to be doing a primary school visit and talking to some of the children about something; I don’t remember what she was going to teach specifically. I also can’t remember how she appeared but as after she and I walked into the classroom, I started to interact with the kids while she set up for her teaching.

      In-fact, I seemed to give myself the role of being the ‘fun’ person with the children and making sure they were entertained and engaged. However, Dreamy WB and I noticed an odd device in the classroom and she realised and pointed out that this was a device set up by Kingdom Hearts’ Organization XIII to spy on us. She said that if I removed the top layer which was this brass-like coating, then they could no longer spy on us. So we went over to the cylinder-like device on between two metal posts and she helped me lift the top layer off and throw it out of the classroom like a piece of junk. However, we were mistaken as only the red centre portion of left but ANY remnants of the device in the room meant they could still spy on us, which Dreamy WB told me when she regretfully realised.

      I gestured to Dreamy WB, suggesting she should and continue her lesson while I deal with the remaining problem. So as Dreamy WB got back in her chair and started talking to the kids on the floor, I picked up the entire device and marched it out of the room. Once I got rid of the device, I noticed all these men were after me, but they weren’t necessarily in the KH black coats; still, they were bad guys, so I ended up staying outside, running around the place, and kicking every one of them in the pants like Chuck Norris in Texas Ranger. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

      Dream 680 B - Riku Out Of Reach
      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my family and I were coming back from a domestic holiday. It was a gray day (but not raining) and my parents seem to have a hard time finding the normal way to return home; so they deviated through all these suburbs I had never seen before. However, really close to home, the surroundings became familiar as we finished on the Monash Freeway and I was really excited to return home.

      I entered the house by myself and I was more ecstatic than anything, like I hadn’t been home in forever. I said to myself that it was time to see my ‘dreamers’ or perhaps me ‘ex-dreamers’, but then I decided that I wanted to see Riku. I remember calling for him twice as I then felt an energy calling me into my bedroom. As I hesitantly walked in, I saw a big ‘lump’ under messy bed sheets which were light blue in the dream (but currently green IRL). I realised that indeed Riku was lying in my bed under my sheets and that when I got in with him, he would wrap me in a hug; however, right as I took a step next to the bed, the stupid dream forced me awake.



      Dream 680 A
      Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
      Lucid?: No

      Dream 680 B
      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    4. Dream - The Remorseful Teacher

      by , 07-12-2020 at 12:39 PM
      Date of Dream: WED 1 JUL - 2020



      Dream No. 679 - The Remorseful Teacher


      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my primary school and I was a part of the student group again, which consisted of various people from my primary school and high school. There seemed to be a whole school assembly at the time, and the teachers that were speaking had really nasty looks on their faces, and not of a normal person either. I’ve forgotten what they said but it seemed to be a massive plot against the students; something about not letting them leave the grounds at all, like not even at the dismissal time. I knew I had to get away and fast, before someone would find out.

      So I made a run for it as soon as I could. However, I felt that a teacher did notice and so was hot on my tail, I could not afford to slow down and catch a break. As I was running towards the basketball courts though, the teacher had caught up even though I had never slowed down; it’s like the dream gave her a teleportation boost to get closer to me. Right at the other end of the oval, next to the fence, I was afraid she caught me and that I was doomed; however, all of a sudden, she seemed to undergo a powerful transformation.

      The dream camera went into a close up of her and she looked like a combination of Dreamy WB and someone I know in real life who does not have a dream guide counterpart. But then also, she seemed to have Riku’s eyes in both shape and colour. It felt somewhat scary to see an African person with green, cat-shaped eyes but at the same time, this external energy was putting me at ease, telling me I had nothing to worry about.

      Back to what the lady was doing now. She had the most shocked look ever on her face, like she realised how horrible she was acting and she could not make a clear sentence because she was in so much disbelief. However, I became assertive and asked her questions like “was your behaviour worth it?” and “Do you realise now what the others would have lead you into?”. She nodded, with her eyes still wide open and was trying to utter ‘sorry’ what seemed a million times. I could tell she wanted to help me even though she would be going against her job if she did and would likely be ratted out by the other teachers. She pointed to where I could escape and she urged me to go quickly. As I headed for the gate, the dream ended.



      Dream No. 679
      Dream Guide: Dreamy WB & Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    5. Dream - The Clingy Parent

      by , 07-12-2020 at 12:34 PM
      Date of Dream: TUE 30 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 678 - The Clingy Parent


      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was in a distorted version of my grandparents’ plant nursery in their backyard. Like in other dreams though, this area seemed to connect to their entire outer-scape of the dream rather than just an isolated space of backyard. When I was outside, I ended up with this group of people, some I knew slightly and some I didn’t know at all. However this lady came out of nowhere; she was seemingly the mum one of my US friends. As soon as I said hi to her, she not only said hi back but she was literally acting like a stage-5 clinger to me. I literally cannot describe the ridiculousness of her actions and she was stuck with me for awhile, making the the walk in this scene feel like utter torture rather than it being enjoyable.

      The dream eventually changed scenes and I was at some sort of garden centre; but not with my mum like IRL, I was just by myself. However, I seemed to bump into one of my mum’s old school friends there and we were talking about something. My mum’s school friend ended up with me as I ended up looking at all the rest of the gardening structures in the area. Eventually, I came across these heart shaped stones which seemed to radiate really special energy off them, like they were from Kingdom Hearts in some way. They were all different designs but I could not get them all of they would be too expensive, so I had to choose carefully. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 678

      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No

      Updated 07-12-2020 at 12:37 PM by 93119

      Categories
      non-lucid
    6. Dream - Banned From My Server

      by , 07-12-2020 at 12:30 PM
      Date of Dream: MON 29 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 677 - Banned From My Server


      I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember; somebody who treats badly on an online community in real life found there way onto my personal server in the dream. By the time I caught that they were joined, they had taken all these screenshots of things that were posted in my server so that they could supposedly share it around. I did not hesitate to go to the commands list and hit not just the ‘kick’ button, but the ‘ban’ button.

      I was taken to this area that does not exist IRL on discord to confirm if I wanted to permanently ban this user and once again, I did not hesitate to say yes. A picture of a ‘ban-hammer’ then appeared and it felt like the most epic ban ever. It felt good to get rid of some who I knew was going to otherwise cause me great problems in the dream. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



      Dream No. 677
      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No

      Updated 07-12-2020 at 12:37 PM by 93119

      Categories
      non-lucid
    7. Dream - Mystery Of The Possessed Kingdom Hearts Characters

      by , 07-12-2020 at 12:27 PM
      Date of Dream: SUN 28 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 676 - Mystery Of The Possessed Kingdom Hearts Characters


      I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, it was a simulation of Kingdom Hearts and for some time, the first-person entity in the dream was Sora (in his KH3 appearance; in-fact, all characters were in their KH3 appearance). He was in this world which seemed to be like a forest with ancient ruins scattered throughout it. The King (Mickey) was instructing him throughout a mission which seemed to, though, have some dark, creepy and somewhat psychotic vibe about it. Sora had to collect these red coins (120 of them) and the later the coins, they were harder to find and some even triggered weird events for Sora.

      The dream seemed to change scenes but it was regarding the same situation. I was now amongst Riku as well as Aqua and Terra in a different, seemingly more peaceful part of the forest. The King wasn’t there, but through his energy, we knew that Sora was in trouble. In-fact, Riku, Terra and Aqua spoke to me, wanting me to go on a scouting mission for them. Ventus was with them but he didn’t really say anything and was rather hiding being Terra and Aqua as if he was their child. I realised that the reason they wanted me to go is because as I am not an official member of Kingdom Hearts; Organisation XIII would not recognise me and so I could do whatever I wanted without being caught.

      The dream now split into two different scenes of what each party was doing. Firstly, the dream went to Riku, Ventus, Terra and Aqua who now seemed to set up base under a great big majestic tree and they were there waiting for me. Terra and Aqua were sitting on an additional stump on the side and were casually conversing with each other (though there was no sound from them, just visual) as Ventus seemed to be eating a bowl of porridge, but not by himself. Riku was spoon-feeding Ventus and I believed Riku was practising his feeding technique as a dream guide for when I would return. As Terra and Aqua had a calm, casual energy, there was a nervous energy coming off Riku like he was extremely worried that I wouldn’t make it back safely.

      Now the dream went to my scene. I was walking to this more open area and I saw these characters glowing with some light-greenish data shield around them; they were recognisable Disney characters from Kingdom Hearts. In the real life games, Donald and Goofy are Sora’s main companions but in this dream, they were his closest, nastiest prison guards. Sora didn’t have any obvious restrictions but if he moved from in-between Donald and Goofy, the possessed characters would hurt him very badly (any characters with the shields moulded around them).

      Even though the characters were extremely nasty and creepy when possessed, I walked around without a care as I recalled I would not be recognised by any of them; though my energy was that of sheer nervousness. Upon assessing the group, I shockingly noticed that Kairi was also possessed and so could also very well hurt Sora. The dream camera then went to a close-up of Sora, Donald and Goofy. Whoever was possessed would be able to say some of the nastiest, most horrible things in somewhat of a deep robotic tone; and this was Goofy at the moment, threatening Sora… Sora did dare not move or say a word. However, Goofy’s shield seemed to switch off and he was trying to cram as much in as he could naturally. However, it wasn’t long before his shield came back on and he was as psychotic as ever. Donald just stood there all the time, looking like he could hit Sora with a baseball bat.

      Goofy seemed to now be giving the ultimate speech of sheer terror and Donald now looked so violent like he was ready to pounce. I even felt Riku’s energy of sheer terror from afar, being worried sick about his dreamer. The speech did it; as Donald and Goofy remained on the hill to bar Sora; the rest of the possessed characters, including Kairi, got violent with each other. The dream camera even ended up doing a close up on the Pirates of the Caribbean group who were punching each other in the face while laughing in their faces like drunkards. I had seen enough and I figured it was time to head back to the group at the great tree before something would indeed happen to me too.

      As I quickly but quietly slipped away, I started off with a little dash and propelled myself into the air. I gained the best feeling inside me as I was to fly across the forest to return ‘home’, this energy of sheer joy and excitement to see my Kingdom Hearts family again. Flying felt so much fun as I went up and down and then straight forward, but making a slight left curve to steer towards the great tree, and now this triumphant sounding music was playing as I continued towards the great tree.

      Now as I was flying straight again, as soon as I caught sight of the great tree, Aqua and Terra smiled and started waving at me. However, Riku seemed to have his back turned and was still doing something with Ventus. Terra took a quick second to tap Riku on the back and had a look like ‘told you she’d make it’. Riku turned around quickly in a flustered manner and had the most surprised look on his face, like he was gasping in astonishment, as he then smiled and waved to welcome me back along with Terra and Aqua. While I was still at full speed, just before I entered under the shade of the tree; the dream ended and I woke up.



      Dream No. 676
      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No



      I also ended up discussing this dream, so I'm also going to share here what I said about it on my Tumblr account:

      I’ve treated Kingdom Hearts differently compared to the past video game worlds I’ve incorporated in my dreams. Because Kingdom Hearts is such a large group and they all seem to be ‘friends’ with each other, I felt bad about using only Riku and therefore perhaps taking him away from the rest of them; so I’ve devised a 3 Level system in which the whole KH group can contribute. As Riku is my dream guide; he’s the only one on Level 3. Those that are not dream guides but I think still have a strong competence are on Level 2; they are Aqua, Terra, Roxas and Sora; they can act as substitutes if my dreams were to impair Riku in any way. The rest are on Level 1 which are those who are... Casual players; they are Kairi, Axel, Xion, Ventus and Namine. For those shocked about Kairi; I MAY promote her to Level 2 depending on how she performs IRL in Melody of Memory. It’s funny because I think the Level system was really demonstrated in Dream No. 676, but I’ll get to that recap eventually.

      So, since Riku was maintaining significant weakness as a dream guide; I decided to write a letter to Aqua and Terra in my IRL task journal, asking them to ‘speak to him’ about some points I as a dreamer wanted to address. I wrote to Terra because he’s Riku’s predecessor in their world; and then I included Aqua because I creatively thought ‘what if Terra gets another spell of darkness or some kind of rage?’. It was amazing to actually see results, but I was not expecting Dream No. 676.

      I’ll give the actual full dream recap in another post, but here’s some discussion on it. In Dream No. 676, Riku, Terra and Aqua appeared to me (after the first scene was about Sora rather than me). Ventus was also there, but he seemed to be ‘hiding’ behind Terra and Aqua like a kid; so that there emphasises my Subconscious’ (SubC’s) assertion that I had put Ventus on Level 1; whereas Terra and Aqua’s Level 2 was demonstrated by them ‘outlining the mission’ to me; and in this dream, it also seemed that they were teaching Riku about being a dream guide. In-fact it felt like the Wayfinder Trio were the main ones featured but Riku was brought along as that link between me and them.

      In a sub-scene, while I was gone; Aqua and Terra were sitting at the side on a stump and were talking with each other. Then there was Riku and Ventus at a table; Ventus had a bowl of porridge and Riku was spoon-feeding it to him. I feel like Aqua and Terra had asked Ventus to be a ‘practise dummy’ for Riku and Ventus had agreed. Riku may never spoon-feed me a meal in a subsequent dream, but it was just a metaphor at least of general caring conduct as a ‘dream guide’ in my universe.

      Like Riku still has a way to go to be a fully-fledged dream guide in my universe (he still has to master hugging and carrying), but he tried so damn hard in Dream No. 676. In-fact, Riku was the sole one to have the fear of God in him that I wouldn’t make it back alive (like a parent, he was worried sick for my safety), whereas the energies from Aqua and Terra showed that they were always confident I’d make it back to them safely. In-fact when I was returning, it was Terra that tapped Riku on the back and Riku was absolutely shocked. Ventus just continued to twiddle around at his end of the table. So with our group, it felt like a family of 3 ‘adults’ (Riku, Terra and Aqua) and 2 ‘children’ (me and Ventus).

      I loved the interaction I had with these guys in Dream No. 676, so I decided afterwards to draw us. I’m the one in-between Riku and Terra. My outfit is consistent; I devised this to be my Kingdom Hearts OC outfit; I thought my usual school uniform would not suit, so this is my new get-up. The background is externally sourced from a wallpaper image but this is similar to what the environment was like in the dream. As I said; I’ll put the actual dream recap in a separate post. Don’t hesitate if you want to ask me about any of my ‘universe laws’ and/or my various interactions.

      Congratulations if you made it to the end of this post!!

      DREAM VIEWS: I'll post the image I sketched about the dream below:

      hello my friends-316-dream-no.-676.jpg

      Updated 07-12-2020 at 12:37 PM by 93119

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable , side notes
    8. Dream - Cemetery Plot Panic

      by , 06-27-2020 at 11:37 AM
      Date of Dream: SAT 27 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 675 - Cemetery Plot Panic

      A note before reading this dream; it contains a lot of mature themes. If you are not comfortable with the concepts of diarrhoea (para. 1 and 2) and death (para. 3 and 4), then please avoid reading this dream for your sanity. You have been warned.

      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I ended up getting a really nasty spell of diarrhoea that lasted constantly for the rest of the scene; which was a while.

      The dream then changed scenes, like it almost a repeat in regards to time but with different events. I went into some sort of old-style cinema complex and there was someone who looked like Xehanort from Kingdom Hearts but spoke in the tone of dark Ansem. He said something about light but I forgot what exactly it was. Though my answer prompted him to ask next if I would accept the darkness. The fact that I said no to this meant that Xehanort clicked his fingers and I ended up in a bathroom with a really bad spell of never ending diarrhoea. However, I sensed a familiar energy and Riku came almost straight away (in his KH3 appearance), gently putting his hands on each of my sides (hips) and the diarrhoea stopped immediately. The next scene was completely different.

      I now seemed to be at a distorted version of a walking track near my house. On the side, there were five large holes which we apparently burial sites, as if this was a small cemetery though not officially listed as one. As I was there, I realised that I had to act quickly as most of the burial plots were already taken, and I was going to order one for me and another one for Riku. A fourth one became taken and I freaked out because there was only one left. However, the man said that Riku and I could be in the same plot, and so I booked it.

      As I walked off, thinking I was successful, Riku suddenly appeared on the track (in his KH3 appearance again) and stopped me. He said that his site would not be accepted with his Kingdom Hearts details because we were in a different world. He said that we had to use his non-Kingdom Hearts name which was Firan. He then also added that we had to provide the people with a contact detail such as his phone number. As I stood having a nervous breakdown, Riku approached the man himself and started talking to him. As a warm energy fell upon me, with the feeling that my final resting place would be with my dream guide, the dream ended.



      Dream No. 675
      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    9. Dream - Have A Jacket

      by , 06-25-2020 at 11:04 AM
      Date of Dream: TUE 23 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 674 - Have A Jacket


      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my dad and I started our walk on what would be an extremely long track that would go on for miles and miles and have many different stages. The first stage felt normal, and was a peaceful walk in real life, but eventually, things started to get weird. There seemed to be this huge stretch of wet concrete, which seemed more like some really nasty slop to me. There seemed to be some sort of linear hole in the middle of the goop, where people would be forcefully submerged under by the dream and would then get out on the other side. Thankfully, my dad and I didn’t actually have to experience that in the dream.

      We ended up at some sort of beach which was heard was really special. Apparently 18-Volt was there to take people past a really nasty point on the track. As we entered onto the sand, I was really excited at the fact I would see 18-Volt and was thrilled at the idea of having a lap ride again. So I beckoned for 18-Volt to appear, but it is not what I expected. 18-Volt seemed to appear, but behind some sort of door and only by his energy, I could perceive how he looked and felt.

      His appearance was his realistic Game & Wario appearance but he was actually nowhere near happy to see me. He threw his rainbow jacket over the top of the door and then actually walked off in a huge stink. I was in total disbelief and just walked back to my dad, looking and feeling humiliated. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 674

      Dream Guide: 18-Volt (?)
      Lucid?: No



      This dream was quite interesting; and not because something good happened, but quite the opposite. Here I was in the dream thinking 18-Volt and I would be happy to see each other again, but what 18-Volt did shocked me not only in the dream, but in hindsight when I woke up as well. I believe that in my universe, 18-Volt might have felt hurt and betrayed, or like Riku has come to replace him. It's like 18-Volt's action in itself was his way of calling me an asshole.

      Then again, 18-Volt felt too perfect as a dream guide; I will elaborate on this. In my dreams, 18-Volt didn't seem to show ANY signs of a weakness whereas for fairness and human relation, I declare that my dream guides and/or tulpas should have strengths and weaknesses; and indeed they are all different. But 18-Volt was so perfect and felt like a mother.

      So I think I have discovered that 18-Volt's strength is that of ensuring my emotional wellbeing and that he gives the best hugs. Yet his weakness is when he finds out he isn't being utilised as much. In the past, when I changed primary dream guides, Dreamy WB or Murray never got angry at me and even after years, they appreciate it when they see me again. Murray actually has extreme joy when realising we haven't seen each other for ages; whereas Dreamy WB continues to help me nonchalantly like nothing was ever wrong. It's 18-Volt that has been the first ever in dream guide history to snap like that.

      And I seemed to have come across Riku's strengths and weaknesses already as well. Riku provides effective help, but struggles actually interacting with me, and cannot seem to interact with other non-KindgomHearts dream characters at all. Riku is also a weak hugger.

      So to counteract both weaknesses at the same time; within my task journal, I have asked Riku to meet with 18-Volt. The hope is that by Riku approaching 18-Volt, 18-Volt's 'replacement' is the one declaring that he is not there to replace 18-Volt. Then also, this is someone for Riku to practise interaction with and ensure he has a connection with the other dream guides. Because at the moment, Riku is the only one who does not interact with the others; almost like he's isolated from the rest of the dream guide team.

      In theory, each new dream guide has seemed to be taught by their predecessor (18-Volt was taught by Dreamy WB), so Riku was SUPPOSED to have his introductions delivered by 18-Volt; lack of dream guide introduction may also explain why Riku still has a lot of weaknesses despite him already appearing in a few dreams.

      This dream has revealed a lot to me; and rather than it being solely bad, it has given me a lot of interesting things to look at.

      Editing to make another observation. Perhaps Riku and 18-Volt don't like each other. The reason I say this is because of what happened in Dream No. 665. When Riku was carrying me oddly, I said that 18-Volt does it better than him and this seemed to affect him for the rest of the time that he was in my dimension. And then now, the fact that 18-Volt knows I'm with Riku, he gives me the biggest 'F U' ever by not helping my dad and I. So it may seem like I'm caught in the middle of a rift between a Warioware and a Kingdom Hearts character having gripes with each other. I may need to help them resolve it as I have always wanted my dream guides to get along with each other like one big happy family.

      Updated 06-25-2020 at 11:13 AM by 93119

      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    10. Dream - The Croatian Protests & Free Pass Out Of Jail

      by , 06-25-2020 at 10:26 AM
      Date of Dream: SUN 21 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 673 - Separated Sections


      Dream 673 A - The Croatian Protests

      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my family seemed to be travelling in the car along this scenic road to some sort of town, but it was not for a holiday. Apparently we were attending these protests that were targeted at The Croatians, so therefore our family being included in the targets. When we got into the town, it seemed to be somewhat darker, like it was about to be night time.

      It started to get really cold and windy too. In-fact it was so windy that I actually had to hold onto the hood of the jacket because the rest of it was going to fly off. However, this stranger came up to me and attempted to have a conversation; however, this was an ulterior motive because they knew I was one of the Croatians. As I ended up loosely speaking to them, my jacket flew away and then they invited me into this shop on the roadside.

      I ended up going into the shop that sold vintage clothes but when I spoke to the lady at the counter, she got extremely nasty. I forgot exactly what went on, but despite the nice clothes, I knew I had to get out of there and try and meet back up with my mum. I can’t remember anything about this dream.

      Dream 673 B - Free Pass Out Of Jail

      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at Waverly Gardens Shopping Centre, but a seemingly darker, distorted version which had a creepy vibe to it. I headed towards the food court and that’s when I came across my brother who seemed to be struggling to get lunch; not only because og the coronavirus restrictions, but because in the only restaurant that was open, the man seemed to show a bias to my brother and not like him.

      I ended up writing a letter for my brother saying to have the man deliver the food to the Chisholm 311 campus and then I would have control over the man and make sure he did the right thing. The dream scene wasn’t clear in logic anymore, but I felt as though the man either acted, or at least my brother got the food. The dream then changed scenes altogether.

      The scene changed to some sort of outdoor jail, where Riku and Sora were there in their KH2 appearances, as well as two other men; all four of them were seen to be crying. The dream then showed me far away in a separated jail cell, yet I didn’t seem phased by the fact of being in jail at all, because I had a plan. Riku had received a note from me saying to have the person responsible deliver something (I forgot what it was) to Chisholm 311 and that would cause me to mistakenly be realised, then when I was released, I’d release the four men from their jail cell. Riku grew a soft smile and his eyes beamed as he showed Sora the note and told him “she’s going to free us”. The dream ended there.



      Dream 673 A
      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No

      Dream 673 B
      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    11. Dream - Exam Assistance Bribery

      by , 06-25-2020 at 10:02 AM
      Date of Dream: SAT 20 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 672 - Exam Assistance Bribery


      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at my house and although I seemed to be alone, I ended up asking Riku if he could stay over for the next few days to help me with my final exams. He didn’t appear fully, but a holographic version of him did, slightly faded though. He was wearing his KH1 clothes but his flesh and hair were realistic and closer to KH3. He had an awareness of me, but at the same time was in an isolated scene. He rolled his eyes and gave a look like ‘do I have to?’.

      I did feel I was asking a bit much of Riku and so I thought I could perhaps sweeten the deal. I went downstairs to the garage and remember that I had made a keyblade for him out of all these different craft materials. Indeed I saw it lying on a paper plate in one of the shelves. The craft (seemingly toy) keyblade seemed to be out of a tissue paper roll wrapped in thick silver ribbon and a decorative tassel at the end out of thin silver ribbon. I had also put a yellow bow on it to signify that it was for Riku.

      He appeared like last time, in the same clothes and style, as the feinted hologram but in a different scene. Though now, I could tell he was trying to hide any feelings of ‘awe’ but did manage to give me a look of ‘alright fine’. I can’t remember anything about this dream.



      Dream No. 672

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No



      This is another dream that is directly linked to my real life exam period. On the day before this dream, I wrote in my task journal asking for Riku's energy not to dissipate and 'return to his realm' at any point. I would be having my last exam on MON 22 JUN.

      The only concern for me as a dreamer is that lately, Riku has been acting more like his sassy side of his Kingdom Hearts self and not adopting many dream-guide-unique traits. So at the completion of my exam period (it is now 25 JUN), I have asked him to work on affection and/or having a proper conversation with me.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    12. Dream - Protests In The Streets

      by , 06-25-2020 at 09:56 AM
      Date of Dream: THU 18 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 671 - Protests In The Streets


      I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, the dream had just changed to another scene. My brother and I were walking around this unknown town, but it didn’t remain peaceful for too long. Apparently the dream started initiating the sense of protests and riots in this town as well. There was this man that was one of the troublemakers but he seemed innocent. I was talking to him on the streets for a while until he said he had to go because we could feel the presence of the police closing in. I was slightly devastated that I couldn’t talk to the man more because he seemed like a good guy.

      As the guy went into the block of houses, the police car pulled up and parked at the side of the street. There was only one police officer in the car and when he got out, he ended up speaking to me and my brother. Even though he was a guy, he seemed to have some womanly features as well. As he was talking to us, he had this seemingly creepy grin and he was saying way too much to try and sound like the good guy. In-fact, he was talking to my brother and I as if we were babies and we didn’t understand anything… I did not like this one at all.

      The police officer eventually went away to try and find the man from before and when he did, my brother all of a sudden got really angry at me. He accused me of saying something to the police officer when in-fact, I said absolutely nothing the entire time. I tried to explain to my brother but he just wasn’t having any of it. Eventually, he got so mad with me that he actually started to walk away. I kept trying to beg for him to listen and understand but he just stormed off and actually left the scene.

      Everything that was happening made me now feel unsafe, but what amplified this the most was the way I was treated by my own brother, and so I was under the belief that he too was affected by the surrounding riots. I decided that it was time for me to find a dream guide before things got any worse, so I could be taken to safety. I thought I knew who I wanted, but at the same time I didn’t. As I was walking down the sourrounding suburb streets in a mix between a calm but panicked manner, I first called for 18-Volt, but then I changed it to Dreamy Wabbi, but then I changed it again, this time to Riku.

      I seemed to stick with Riku though as I repeatedly called his name as I tried to walk further and further away from the town. Eventually, due to Riku’s energy, I turned around and noticed him walking into the scene from one of the backstreets; he even went around a parked car. I stood as I watched Riku coming towards me. As he then traversed the grass to get to me, the sides of his hair (he was in KH3 appearance) seemed to sway slightly back and forth. In this dream, his hair ended up looking really soft and silky and the white on his t-shirt was almost visually piercing.

      As he was finally in-front of me, he hugged me briefly. On releasing me, Riku then gave me a slightly serious look like he knew I was in danger and was telling me I needed to get out of this place. Although he himself wasn’t, his energy made it feel like we were linking arms as I walked beside him to be escorted out of the area. However, that energy didn’t last long and I realised that Riku was actually gone, but not by his own will.

      I was shocked as I looked down to notice two pieces of a small laminated Riku in my hand. My heart sank as I realised his head was separated from his body; the dream basically ruining his existence. I knew I had to keep walking in the direction Riku had started me on though. I did so with a look of despair and disappointment, but at the same time, feeling obliged to make this Riku whole again. Eventually I was able to stop and had a roll of sticky tape with me. I took a piece off as I tried to connect Riku’s head back to the rest of his body. Even though I had used the sticky tape, I came to the realisation that Riku would never be the same again. The dream ended there.



      Dream No. 671

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    13. Dream - I Will Survive

      by , 06-25-2020 at 09:52 AM
      Date of Dream: WED 17 JUN - 2020
      Nap Time Range: 5:10 PM - 6:00 PM (AEST)




      Dream No. 670N - I Will Survive


      It was a fairly short dream, or so it felt. As in the game reveal trailer I saw in the morning when I was awake, both Riku and Kairi were togther in The Final World. However, the dream was playing in third-person and I skipped and twirled into the scene in the Kingdom Hearts outfit I drew myself in IRL. As this was happening, the song ‘I Will Survive’ was playing and I was somewhat singing to it as I approached the lurching Xehanort with purpose; it’s as if this would be my theme if I was really in Kindgom Hearts. I couldn’t tell their emotions but I could tell that Riku and Kairi could do nothing but stop and stare at the magnificent entrance of this unknown but seemingly powerful person who was going to handle Xehanort on their behalf.

      The dream then moved onto the next scene which was completely unrelated. The energy felt like I was in my bedroom, but the scene itself was rather an empty black void as I was supposedly talking to Riku about how my tax exam went. I said that I needed to get 35 out of 60 to pass (which was actually also the case in real life) and then Riku appeared (still in the black void) as a hologram and gained a sort of ‘yikes’ look on his face; he shot his head back as his mouth remained closed but his eyes widened with his grey eyebrows shooting up and his forehead scrunching up. I woke up after this as my mum said dinner was ready.



      Dream No. 670N

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No



      I find it an amazing coincidence that this dream happened immediately after the tax exam; like 1,1/2 hrs after the conclusion of it. It's even more amazing because in my waking life task journal, I asked Riku to be with me IRL (in the form of energy) during the exam period. I was non-lucid, yet I accurately stated I needed 35/60 to pass which is actually the benchmark I need to meet in real life, and then Riku giving such an animated reaction to that made it feel even more real.
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    14. Dream - The Dreadful Tax Exam

      by , 06-25-2020 at 09:43 AM
      Date of Dream: MON 15 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 669 - The Dreadful Tax Exam


      I can’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my old high school, however, I was using this as my primary place of study; it felt almost like home to me. There were a few scenes showing me in the year 12 rooms and I was worrying about the material as well as that I was not going to leave myself enough time to sit the exam properly.

      The subject coordinator had given us a practise exam for some of the revision materials. I was now at the library in the year 12 study room as I seemed to recap in the dream what the practise exam was based on. Apparently, in the real exam, the subject coordinator was going to also be giving us questions completely unrelated to tax to distract us, and so there were some in the practise exam as well. There were some really hard questions about biology and then there was one question which wrote ‘what is a baka?’. I had a feeling that the subject coordinator was trying to call us an idiot as I envisioned the answer being ‘baka means idiot in Japanese’.

      In the dream, the exams were still being sat at the Chisholm 311 campus but everyone had to do it on the computers. As it was getting stressfully close to exam time, I was going to ask for Riku to take me to campus. Even though he wasn’t yet present, I didn’t end up yelling or even declaring; I seemed to use a calm voice instead like I was talking to somone in the area. I said; ‘Riku, please take me to Chisholm 311 and please include my laptop, the Australian Taxation Textbook, the Australian Taxation Study Manual, the Australian Taxation Legislation Guide, and a calculator’. I said this because I didn’t have those materials currently with me, and I wanted to use my laptop because I didn’t trust the Chisholm computers. Riku didn’t necessarily appear to transport me like I expected but his energy started to amplify and there was a slight hologram of him in his KH3 appearance as I then seemed to suddenly be teleported to the location, with the requested materials magically appearing in a neat stack in my arms.

      Unlike in real life, the campus wasn’t in the correct suburb and was rather in the CBD of Melbourne. I first seemed to be hovering and looking at the campus from the outside, like Riku was yet to release me. Inside, I saw some familiar classmates already working at the computers, so it seemed that I was already late and had find to make my way to the examination room quickly. Social distancing protocols weren’t being measured either; people were sitting next to each other.

      The dream scene then changed and I seemed to be inside the distorted building, on Level. I had to make my way to Level 3 as that’s where the classrooms for our exams were. The only way to get to Level 3, like in real life, was via an elevator. I eventually found an elevator but it said that it leads to ‘MYER’ and so I grew a look of disgust as MYER was the last place I needed and was definitely not related to the exam.

      There were no other elevators around and so I figured I had to traverse the huge building (campus is really small in real life) to find another one. As I walked through Level 1 and 2, I realised the majority of this area of Chisholm was actually a public cinemas entreprise, not an education institution. I kept the look of disgust at all the irrelevent, pointless features of the campus, but a feeling of worry and panic started to increasingly build up as well. The scene ended and I never found my way to Level 3.

      I was though back in the library of my high school and as I walked through room, there were now other students around. Strangely, they were all crying for some reason and I could make out why. Everyone was wearing dresses and even though this is an all-girls school, there were boys in dresses too! I approached the library man at the desk to have myself marked off for the study period. In this dream he seemed nasty and asked my why some details weren’t there. I said that even though I was there, I was not enrolled as a student in a homeroom, and it hasn’t been that way since 2017 through to 2020.

      Eventually I was able to go to the year 12 study room next door again and there were people in there. There were two people that came up to me and spoke to me, and it was actually Sora and Kairi in uniform even though they didn’t actually identify themselves! Sora was the only boy in the dream not wearing a dress but proper shirt and pants instead, and even the navy blue jumper over the top. Sora asked on behalf of himself and Kairi about going to the Chisholm 311 campus because apparently they had the same exam there. I said that I was asking Riku (whom they seemed to not know in this dream) to take me and that he could take them too.

      I walked out of the room by myself and proceeded to ask Riku like last time; but I asked just for myself. I figured that once he had me at the campus; I would ask him to go and do another trip for Sora and Kairi. Just as Riku was fading into appearance to take me across to campus, the dream ended and I woke up.



      Dream No. 669

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    15. Dream - The New Keyblade Wielder

      by , 06-25-2020 at 09:41 AM
      Date of Dream: SAT 13 JUN - 2020



      Dream No. 668 - The New Keyblade Wielder


      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, it was day time and I was sitting on my bed. I wanted to write a letter to someone Sora had met in their travels. I was trying to write to Jack Sparrow from Pirates of the Carribean. However, I wrote on the paper in greylead and my handwriting was large and messy like a child’s. I also seemed to have difficulties folding the paper neatly and was going to put it in a rather small envelope.

      As I was putting the paper in the envelope though, something hit me. I realised that as Jack Sparrow wasn’t a real person, the letter wouldn’t actually reach him; it had to be written to someone else. It took me a while to think of who the person was and I went blank a lot of times, but I eventually figured out that it was Johnny Depp that I had to write to. The dream didn’t show much of me re-writing the letter.

      A sub-scene was then playing as a hologram over the bedroom scene. It was a close of Master Yen Sid and apparently he was telling the Kingdom Hearts crew that they were going to get another new keyblade wielder to be taught by Merlin. However, Master Yen Sid had a look of disbelief on his face as he revealed that I’d rather teach myself. I then looked to the bedroom window and there was a hologram of the new Kingdom Hearts trio. I was in the middle and one of my real life OCs Selvian (a teddy) was on my left (right in your view). However, the right (left in your view) was empty, apparently Sierra (female teddy OC) was going to join later. The dream then ended and I woke up.



      Dream No. 668

      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
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