non-lucid

Date of Dream: SUN 27 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 751 - Separated Sections

Dream 751 A - Overgrown Market Shed
I can’t remember much about what happened in this dream. The only thing I can remember is that I was walking around a huge version of what seemed to be Dandenong Market. There were many ridiculous looking stalls and their items under the tent but I can’t recall what it was that was actually being sold.

Dream 751 B - Riding A Light Cycle
I was attending a Killester alumni event when I noticed ShoW and her sister ShaW there. I ended up talking to ShoW, but unlike how she was in real life, she wasn’t nasty to me in this dream. I ended up taking ShoW and her sister out of the school grounds, and got onto a light-cycle bike that was waiting for me. Yes, there was a light-cycle bike from KH-DDD’s world of The Grid, waiting for me outside the school gates, and this is how I was going to take ShoW and ShaW home. ShoW ended up getting on the bike as I got on her back, and ShaW was bunched next to us.

So therefore, I ended up controlling the bike but did so from on ShoW’s back. There was a point though, where I didn’t seem to know the directions of the road their house was on, and I ended up going a million kilometres down Springvale Road, apologising to them as I seemed to take them past The Glen Shopping Centre at the middle of the night. The dream then ended as I attempted to go past Brandon Park and back towards the right area.



Dream 751 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 26 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 750 - TAFE Class Scandal

The dream started off at my house, with one of my old TAFE teachers Kevin coming to take corporate governance class which was to be held in my study room. We were supposed to cover three whole chapters in this class but Kevin never actually turned up. With that discovery being made, I asked if somebody else could take the class and my grandma seemed to oddly volunteer. It was near the end though the Riku ended up coming to take the class, but before anything could actually happened, I was made to wake up.



Dream No. 750
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 25 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 749 - Separated Sections

Dream 749 A - We'll Find Kairi
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in some sort of corporate building, that looked like my university complex but wasn’t. Girls from all different schools came to gather at ‘our school’ and do activities with us. My RE teacher Mr. Bl took my group of mixed girls and we were going to learn a song to perform to the other groups.

Later on in the dream, the school groups seemed to be leaving to go back their own schools. Sora was in one school group, and in this dream, we seemed to know each other, so I came to speak to him before he left, while the teachers were corralling his classmates outside, not knowing where he was yet. Sora seemed to be crying about something, and so I told him, “don’t worry, we’ll find Kairi”, as I hugged him and he returned a big hug back. And then he walked out to join the rest of his group as they walked through the distorted Dandenong to get back to his school. The dream then ended.

Dream 749 B - Ballistic Sora
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, Two Rikus were affected by this ‘ballistic’ Sora going everywhere in what seemed to be the floor of a ballet practice room; the two Rikus were carbon copies of each other. In the dream, I could only save one Riku, and for some odd reason, I chose the cloned Riku over the real one, and so the real Riku was ‘wiped out’ by the ballistic Sora. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 749 C - Murder Cave Creator
I don’t remember much about this dream at all. The only thing I can remember is that someone from my MNW community appeared this dream, one of the ‘murder cave creators’. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream 749 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 749 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 749 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 24 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 748 - Guardian Gathering

I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, we were in the Land of Departure and Ventus had initiated some gathering with me and all the KH Guardians of Light. They were either in a line, or a circle around me, and they were all talking me and giving me some form of affection. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 748
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 22 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 746 - Kingdom Hearts Christmas Shopping

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my mum and I were at a distorted version of the shops, a cross between Fountain Gate and The Glen. As we were walking through the massive underground park, my mum insisted we use the lifts to get the shops but I told her I didn’t want to unless Riku was with us. So we ended up heading towards the travelators which was the default way up anyway.

As we walked through the main corridor of the shopping centre, we headed to a distorted version of David Jones where my helped me to look for Christmas presents for all the Kingdom Hearts guardians of light. I got them all one item each, but I said that I wanted to also get Riku something else, and for his items to be very special. I can remember getting some Donald and Goofy items for Sora and a Mickey item for Riku.

We then went upstairs, this David Jones having ‘a million’ floors, to get the book section to hopefully find something for Aqua in which I was struggling to do so. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 746
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream - SUN 20 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 745 - Too Many Power Points

The started off with my at my old house, watching some weird episode of Supernanny. However when the episode of Supernanny was done, I tried to turn on the bathroom fan but was too scared to do it. The main reason was because a million power-points were popping up on the wall and this freaked me out greatly. Smaller factor that was limiting me is that Riku wasn’t coming. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 745
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 19 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 744 - You Can't Summon Him

I can’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was at a distorted version of Waverley Gardens shopping centre, where at the time, I was given the opportunity to do elevator practise with paper 18-Volt. However it was paper Riku that ended up coming and by the time we got to the elevator, it had closed and so we couldn’t do anything about it. I ended up, though, finding some weird, alternate way to get to the undercover car park.

When I was finally down there, I was talking to my mum and that’s when I noticed six fingers on one of my hands. As I felt myself slightly lucid, I decided I wanted to summon Riku in a realistic manner. Riku in his Kingdom Hearts 2 appearance, started to generate with realistic features but he never fully manifested, and I was frustrated as the dream forced a disappearance on him.

I continued about my dream but wasn’t doing much after this disappointment. I ended up having a scene where I was at a friend’s party, but I don’t remember much of it. After that scene, the dream ended.



Dream No. 744
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 18 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 743 - Illegal Dating

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was at one of my high school swimming carnivals at the Noble Park pools, but then were also people from other stages of my life there. One of the other people there was TH-101, but he was showing some questionable behaviour. As he went after two ladies that were very uncomfortable with the way he was acting, I pulled him over and told him off for what he was doing. Only then did he leave the girls alone and didn’t have intentions to seek out anyone else either. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 743
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 17 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 742 - I Don't Belong Here

This dream, with its surroundings in the KH3 graphics, started inside the Mysterious Tower. For some reason, I felt like I didn’t belong with the Kingdom Hearts and Disney group, all because I didn’t like that Master Yen Sid disapproved of me not bowing at him like everyone else. As I was walking off, there was a voice in my head saying something like “I need to go somewhere where I’ll be happier; I’m just not happy here”. The dream then played a sub-scene which showed me sitting at the computer in my study room as the voice in my head said “If you go home, you won’t remember anything about being with Kingdom Hearts”; I also wouldn’t be able to come back. And as the sub-scene was playing, the energy around me felt dead and empty, and like I was just living a normal life.

Back to the actual dream scene, as I was heading into the room that had the portal to my house (literally a round-shaped void of white light against a wall), Riku walked in behind me and spoke to get my attention. He said something along the lines of “Did you want to talk this out?”, but still being super upset from Master Yen Sid, I was adamant about going home and seemed to overlook the consequences of forgetting everything once on the other side; perhaps also thinking that Master Yen Sid may have sent Riku to speak to me as Keyblade Master duties. However, Riku’s energy suggested that he was desperate for me not to go and that his heart was breaking from the thought of losing me, that he wasn’t doing it for Master Yen Sid but for me.

After I rejected his offer to talk about the matter, he became quiet as he carefully but quickly pondered how else he could convince me to stay. Through his energy once again, I could sense that he was recalling on the fact (based on the real life KH game lore) that he never hugs anyone, but he turned to me and said “Here, if this makes you feel better”; but as he was coming to hug me, I once again seemed to reject the offer. As I was about to go through the portal, the dream camera seemed to centre on Riku, showing him standing very still and although he tried to keep a straight face, a tear rolled out of his right eye and down his right cheek.

However, right as I was about to be sucked up into the white void, I could here a voice saying “I think she’s being unreasonable”, with the female voice seeming to agree. My two main teddy OCs (from fiction I write IRL; they were human size in this dream!) came out of nowhere, from the left, running as fast as they could to stop me and pushed me, making me skid over onto the floor. I realised that they were listening to the conversation with Riku the whole time. As they pushed me to the ground, they then scrambled to get an anaesthesia mask and shoved it over my face in a bid to knock me unconscious to stop me from leaving. Apparently their plan was to gas me for a few days as to give KH members time to try and repair things.

For this next part, a plethora of scenes seemed to be playing at one time; so the recap is done in the most logical way. An image was shortly shown of me ‘at the hospital’ which seemed to look more like a normal bedroom looking out onto a daytime setting. My two teddy OCs, Selvian (Male) and Sierra (Female) were sitting beside my bed but chatting amongst each other while I was asleep. The camera was then back in the Mysterious Tower as Riku came to the realisation that I hadn’t left and that I was indeed still in their world. Riku stated in a sense of urgency that I was still around and that he needed someone else to go and speak to me, in which Ventus volunteered. Riku went on to say that I was in the hospital in Traverse town.

It was now fully the scene in the hospital (more like bedroom) and even though I was asleep, the dream camera was playing the scene from my perspective as if I was awake. Ventus was seen looking down at me, examining me as I still slept under the anaesthetic the teddies had put me under. It was then that Selvian came to the bedside to speak to Ventus in a friendly way as Sierra stayed in her chair, seemingly manning the ward phone if anyone was to call. After a while of Ventus and Selvian chatting, the dream changed scenes.

I was now back at the mysterious tower and everyone, especially Riku, was happy to see me. Mickey ended up saying something like that they were a part of Disney and so their values are to accept everybody and make them feel like they belong, and that they appreciate me for who I am. The dream then ended.



Dream No. 742
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream - WED 16 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 741 - Separated Sections

Dream 741 A - Prepare Yourself
The dream, at the start, pre-empted to me that I was supposed to some some sort of exams at the Chisholm campus on Level 4, but there were a few scenes before this actually happened. I was firstly at Monash University, near one of the cafeterias, where I encountered some of the girls that were mean to me at high school. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 741 B - A Stroll In Twilight Town
This dream was very short and was only one scene before I woke up permanently for the morning. Riku was in his KH3 HD cutscenes appearance and I was being carried by him, facing inwards, seemingly for a relaxing stroll. Beside us on one side were two storey apartment-like residence, so I felt like we were actually in Twilight Town. Nothing else happened in this dream.



Dream 741 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 741 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 15 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 740 - Separated Sections

Dream 740 A - Dreams of Friendship
I don’t remember much about this dream. In-fact it may have only been one scene where the camera was panning across all the Kingdom Hearts Members, standing in the building of the Land of Departure and smiling or waving at me. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 740 B - Shopping Restrictions
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my family and I were at some distorted version of Fountain Gate shopping centre. As my dad and brother were off doing something else, my mum and I went into a large clothes store as we looked at some unique designs that don’t exist in real life. I even tried a few garments on but at the dream got later, less and less clothes looked suitable for me and so we eventually ended up leaving the store.

We met up with my dad and brother in the food court and then headed outside to try and go to the car. However, because of all the covid restrictions, there were swarms off police outside, all with testing kits on them. As one of them tried to push a swab down my mum’s nose, I screamed at them and was able to pull my mum away from them. As all four of us hurried back to the car to leave, the dream ended.

Dream 740 C - Cooking Ham On The Floor
The dream faded into vision with Riku being in my backyard, however wearing different clothes to normal. He seemed to be wearing a cream and black knitted jumper with normal medium-wash denim jeans. His body though, had the correct appearance based on Kingdom Hearts 3. The dream seemed to be playing from a third-person perspective as I could see Riku carrying me in a front-on way as he walked me up the sloping footpath at the side of the house. I could hear my voice request that Riku have his correct clothing, which the dream seem to flick in and out of. But his final clothing was the casual, incorrect clothing. I noticed Riku and I now at the upper garden bed, which was nothing but bare soil in the dream, as I saw him seemingly crouched over, but lifting me slightly up and down and laughing with me.

The dream was then in the kitchen, where I was now with my mum. Although she was standing and looking to the stove, the dream camera seemed to point down to the floor and there I saw this massive square of thick ham. My mum was then magically slicing this thin ham without looking at it or even touching it, and she said to me that she was trying to work out how to cook the ham on the floor. The dream then ended.

Dream 740 D - Kingdom Hearts Greetings
Not much occurred in this dream as it only lasted for literally 5 minutes (11:10 AM – 11:15 PM) and then I woke up for good. Kingdom Hearts characters were in my vision. A few of them at the start but I couldn’t exactly identify them. The one I could first identify in the sequence was Merlin. Before I list the rest, they appeared a hologram above the same garden bed in Dream 740 C, each greeting me in their own little way; Merlin seemed to gracefully wave his wand. Next to greet me was Terra who just seemed to give a natural smile.

And then came Aqua, but I could tell she was distorted in appearance. I asked for her to be in correct appearance. The dream did not change her but I could tell Aqua was trying to give me a smile through her distorted shell. After that was the Fairy Godmother who seemed to be dancing around a little bit as she twinkled her fingers and then lifted her wand. Then Master Yen Sid came next, standing in a graceful way as he then gave a surly, wizard-like smile.

Next was Namine and my subconscious seemed to recall me writing to her last night in real life as not only did she greet me, but I was saying ‘hello’ two or three times as if I was greeting an excited puppy who was jumping up at my legs. This is the first time I’d ever met Namine in-dream. As Namine felt like the most powerful presence, I didn’t think there would be anyone else, however, there was. Riku appeared as the final projection as even though he didn’t give any significant, special motion, he remained as still as ever, holding a soft smile on his face. It’s like they knew the dream was fading and Riku, being my dream guide, was the one to farewell me.



Dream 740 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 740 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 740 C
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 740 D
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 14 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 739 - Choir At The Cinemas

I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, myself as well as some other girls from my high school choir and Mr. Hickey were at some sort of cinema complex. We were going down the escalators as Mr. Hickey briefed us on what we were going to perform. There was only a short scene afterwards of us performing for some older people in one of the cinema rooms. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 739
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 13 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 738 - Trialling Riku's Voice

I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, it was supposedly at the Glen but then it was a very distorted version of David Jones where I went for some more elevator practice with my mum being there. I wanted Riku to take me, but I couldn’t get him to appear. However, Dreamy SW came and she offered to take me. And then Riku’s voice actor, David Gallagher appeared, and he asked me to trial for Riku’s voice for when he couldn’t do it anymore. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 738
Dream Guide: Dreamy SW
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 12 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 737 - Separated Sections

Dream 737 A - Timeout Military Camp
I can’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was living in my own house in this dream, which felt somewhat like a castle tower. As I looked outside my main window, the dream went to playing a sub-scene. Apparently not just one person, but everyone that was on the MNW server at the time of an issue had all received a timeout and as a result, had to attend this compulsory camp led by a military commander. The way this military commander was barking orders at everyone was scary and I was so glad I wasn’t online during the time of the incident, so I did not have to attend the camp.

I soon found out that the group would be coming to my tower for dinner, and that I was going to be the one making the dinner for the group. For the first night, I decided to make a meal including chicken schnitzel. Here I thought they’d all be in prison during dinner time and the military person would still be yelling and making everyone’s life hell. However, there was none of this in my place. In-fact everyone seemed to be having fun and were all happy, even the military guy was chill.

I realised though, that once everyone left the tower, things would return to normal for the group; so I tried to keep them with me for as long as possible. I also decided that for the next night, I would make a beef meal. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 737 B - Awakening The Fire Element
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was moping around my house, specifically in the dining room, upset because of Riku always being absent and never showing up these days. As at one point I felt like crying in the dream, I was made to stand still as I felt a pair of arms gently embrace me, which from energy I could tell it was Riku. When he released me, I started to have this radiant deep orange glow around me, and then all of sudden fire burst out everywhere and this Legend of Spyro style music started playing in the background. As that happened, Aqua and Terra appeared behind Riku as a hologram and had the most shocked faces, but in amazement. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 737 C - Twitch Craziness
I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I do remember, I was trying to watch something on EBo’s twitch channel when my brother came into my room and was distracting me really badly. As much as I tried to ward off my brother, he would not leave the room and eventually, he took my mouse and started putting all these weird emojis into EBo’s chat. The scene then changed to me being on Discord server in which weird things were happening. Although Riku was a mod on this server and he was indeed biased to help me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 737 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 737 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 737 C
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 10 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 735 - Separated Sections

Dream 735 A - The Geelong Chase
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my mum and I were visiting family members in Geelong. I was by myself at the time and the lady seemed to be behaving very weirdly towards me, as well her son. Her son was actually the one who was bribing me into doing something and when I didn’t want to do it, he got angry and started to chase me. As I scrambled through the house to try and get away from the pair, I called out for Riku to come and save me. I didn’t really appear, but I noticed a strong energy that helped me to climb the fence to get out the property altogether.

I was now running along the rural streets of Geelong, it was now the lady that took responsibility for chasing me, and was using a train to come after me and try to run me down.

Dream 735 B - Engagement Party
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, EBo had invited me to an engagement party, as in this dream, he found a girl that he was interested in. The dream ended up showcasing my outfit on me, which was a purple cocktail dress with rippled short sleeves and a long back and short front. There was also a slight hint of dark red pattern on it. I was also wearing some cream heels and moon shaped earrings. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 735 C - Distant Riku
I don’t remember much about this dream. The only I can remember is that I tried to call Riku but he wouldn’t come. I set the template but didn’t type out this dream until a month and a half later……

Dream 735 D - Let Him Go
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was walking along the streets of what seemed to be Geelong once again. Riku Replica appeared to me as a holograph and was asking me to let him leave the vessel behind that I had given to him (based on an IRL fictional story I wrote). I freaked out and asked him “aren’t you going to die!?”. He said that he wouldn’t, but that he would remain in the Realm of Darkness to protect me whenever I went there. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream 735 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 735 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 735 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 735 D
Dream Guide: Repliku
Lucid?: No