MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.

★★★

Mom

Vague dream where I am talking to my mom. She was saying that she was dead now. I asked where she died... She said in some room. I asked for the specific location, because she is still missing and my family needs to confirm her death. She seemed trouble by my questions and started flipping out.

Mom again

Vague dream about chasing my mom up a hill.

Weird

I'm on some sort of cliff overlooking a shoreline. There's a bridge people are building, we have to roll the beginning pieces of the bridge to the edge of the cliff and fasten them. At first they appear to be too big for anyone to move, but some how i manage to move a large piece all by myself. I have trouble fastening it to the cliff. But then i notice these clamps that are set up on the cliff. I mess with the clamps until they hold onto the cliff tightly.

Dad

i'm with my dad in some weird construction site. I have to slide down some walls in order reach some black buckets that's all I remember.

Buying Coffee

I'm driving with my brother when we pull up to a tim hortons coffee chop. We go through the drive thru, but the drive thru leads inside. My brother says i have to pay myself. We drive in and I'm no longer in the car, so i try to pay for my drink. An Asian guy is selling me the coffee and he gives me the price. I can't hear him well so i pay witha quarter and a nickel. He says he doesn't want a nickel but a dollar. He acts like I was trying to rip him off. I find four quarters in my hand in the change. i hand it to him and he smiles. I then go outside to where my brother is parked.

Yeah

Vague sex dream with asuka

HH

I had a brief Hypnagogic flash of someone holding a card in front of me. it read "Bow down". The image faded. I said "hell no"

Captain Janeway reads my dream journal

I remember pulling up to some nightclub with some people. We get out of a car and it's night time. The guys say we have to reposition Captain Janeway's bed in the trunk. Apparently she's injured or something and tied to a bed and we have to shift the bed's position ever once in a while.

I open the trunk and she's tied to some bed. We talk for a bit. I try to move her but I touch her feet, when i do that her toe almost falls off. It's soft and mushy like uncooked sausage... when you don't handle it carefully it falls apart. She looks shocked but kind of faking it. She then tells me thank you for shifting her bed, she said she knows from reading my dream journal that I had to do this for my mother recently.

Super WTF party.
(Note: lots of sexual content don't read if you are offended)

I remember being at some large party. I remember it was at my house. By the living room some guy was sitting up high some where taking pictures.

Outside some guy was trying to fight one of my old friends. I got in between them and pushed them away from each other. I'm like "Don't hit Brad... he's my friend... or was years ago in school" They agree not to fight. I see brad begin to walk away but the other guy pulls a small metal ladder out of nowhere and hits brad in the back of the head with it. Then brad gets something metal also and hits the other guy with it. now they are having a full fledged fight.

I go back to the entrance of the house and some people are watching. I ask one guy to give me his cell phone and I'll call the police. He hands it to me, but just then a cop car pulls up and the police start hauling the fighters away.

I go inside and now the party seems to be winding down. I go down some stairs and see a line of people playing a game, in the line the one person has their hands on the next person's hips. I go back upstairs to avoid them. I find myself in a living room and I see Shawna sitting on the couch in boy form. His/her eyes are waide as if he saw something that he shouldn't have seen. Just then some Transvestites knock on the door and enter the place. They have manly faces that aren't even tempting. I try to find a place to sleep.

I go into another living room area that seems to be empty. I sit down on a chair. Then i notice that there are people there... they aren't sleeping but having an orgy. Oh well if i can't sleep i might as well watch. I spot a couch where two lesbians are making out. One turns to me and gives me a seductive look. A third woman comes up from the one cushion of the couch. then a fourth woman comes out. The other three women disappear.

The remaining woman comes up to me and starts making out with me. The kissing is weird. lots of tongue, so for a second i'm worried if i am acting like a pig. She stops, and now she's naked. She moves toward me about to get on me. I wonder if this is actually happening, but it feels real enough. She gets on and we start having sex. I do a few quick thrust but get kind of tired. I don't like doing fast sex like you see in porno movies so i go slower. i look down and see that she is gushing. I can't remember when but suddenly we switch positions. i am still sitting and now i'm doing her from behind. It feels ackward, then my perception goes to where our parts are mingled and i can see that i'm not completely in. I shift myposition a bit and now everything works nicely. But now i can't feel much so i shift a bit so that my foreskin hits the edge of her vagina where it enters. There, now it feels better. I look forward and notice she has a soul patch where her crotch begins. After a while she stops, she looks back at me and says "Damn your great" then she gets of and starts leaving. Did she just use me? i say "hey, where are you going" She turns to me again and now has a different face. She says don't worry, she'll be back. she goes to kiss me again but i wake up.

-cacophony, cleaning, dad angry
- bus driving WTF roadway, lucid but dream falls apart
- in a strange house i float and meditate in mid air. i try to leave the house but get lost.
- cacophony again.
- JM is gay?

★★★

nomad's apartment

All i remember was being outside an apartment building and remembering that Nomad lived there. I was walking around and doing something i forget.

fight.

Brief dream where I'm outside some buildings. theres a young boy and a man there. for some reason i don't like the man. We somehow get in a small fight. I try to hurt him but the restrain myself from doing so.

Basement

I'm in a basement. My room is all messy and there's clothes all over the floor. I go into another rooma nd it's filled with some construction guys. they seem rather rowdy and I don't like them.

Later i am looking at a japanese newspaper. I flip through the pages and see a colour at. The title says "MoSh Moon". i see a picture of manga. In it i see a cartoon version of myself sitting on a couch at night time. beside me is a Rico suave dude. Beside him is Asuka, who's smiling. In the picture i Look unhappy, my head is reasting on my one hand and I look sad.

Kung fu

Vague dream of going through section 7 of the tiger and crane kung fu set. This is the section with crane beaks. I remember doing a series of movements and then switching the movements with the opposite sides of my body. making pecking motions with my hands.

★★

Short Lucid

I remember being chased on a street by a man in a car. I headed down into some Ravine. A Klingon's head emerged from the water. He said "this way".

I followed him into the water. The sensation hit me that I was dreaming. I jumped out of the water and flew in between some bushes. I landed with my hand on the ground I looked at it and started counting. I wanted to try counting past 10 but on 11 i woke up. (i forgot to imagine the segments as units of time stretching out)

Water ways

Vague dream about swimming in a town where all the roads were made of water.

Night at the museum pool

I was in some weird museum. i was also swimming somewhere with someone. I saw something in the water like a black pipe sticking out. It changed shape and then phased back to it;s old shape. I said something's wrong here. The person said he felt the water moving. I looked down a hallway and saw a huge wave of water ready to sweep us away.

★★★★★

wow. ok... so I've been dreaming with Asuka well over 8 months. in dream time that's two and a half years.. In all that time, i have never been lucid and shared a tender moment with her.. until today! So many things stood in our way. My doubts and frustrations, everyone Else who for months on the dream plane who mind controlled her, infected her and gang raped her (whether you were aware of what you did or not but you know who you are). In spite of all your crap, I still reached my goal.... as simple but hard as it was. So guys, instead of trying to be better than everyone... why not instead rise against innumerable odds and find your own moments of love and peace, Defeat your own ego... and DO IT WITHOUT STEPPING ON ANYBODY'S TOES! Try it. I DARE YOU!!! I bet you won't last a month... but prove me wrong... That's my challenge to you.

Thanks to all those that helped and encouraged me along the way: Waking nomad, Raven knight, Nagual Lonewolf, Cacophony, Q, Shawna, Serenity, Bonnie, Warrior Tiger, Walms, Data, Stone giant, victor, and everyone else whom i forgot... I couldn't have done it without you! This is not the end of my journey but the beginning!

Jenny is what?

False Awakening, I'm in some dark room. A woman is sleeping on a bed and i have a mat at the foot of the bed. I think the woman is my cousin. A strange voice says "you should sleep in that bed with her." I can see out the window that a new day is dawning.

"what?" I say.

FA, i'm in the same room the woman is gone. I hear a voice saying "she's dead."

"who's dead?"

"j... (couldn't hear it) is dead." ( a voice starts crying). I can hear somebody sobbing in the shadows. I tell them to move closer so I can hear them. I feel a presence nearing.

FA, My brother is sitting on the foot of the bed. He says that Jenny H is dead. I ask him how. I see a poster with her grad picture. In the dream i remember seeing the picture on facebook. The poster said "She had MS Twice and cancer, she never told anyone until it was too late."

FA, I'm in the same room room. my brother is still crying, he then looks like he's going to throw up... on my sleeping mat. I try to push him to the other side of the mat

"eww don't puke on me" I toss him across the room, he throws up and then comes near me trying to talk. I can smell his breath. I tell him to get back a few feet.

Fa, i'm in a different house It is morning now. I go and tell my brother the dream. He shrugs and says "yeah right"

DEILD FA LUCID chain

I was lucid somewhere but I forget what happened.

FA , Get out of bed and RC. It just feels like a dream! i'm walking witha woman at night time in some mini mall.

"what's your name?" I ask her. She says it's none of my bussiness. That's rude, she's trying to blow me off... good i'll help her re inforcer her preconceived notion of me.

"Come on just tell me your name" I ask.

"It's Yvonnegee"

"cool, do you have a boyfriend?" I say this just to piss her off. She does. I see her eyes go wide, and she looks like she's gonna hit me but everything fades.

FA, Get out of bed and RC, I'm in a strange bedroom I float up to the ceiling and try to puch through it. Everything fades out.


I find myself walking along some road in some town. I'm with some guy and we have to take a canadian flag back to his home. I take it and fly off. I become lucid with the flag rolled up in my hands. i look down at the houses below. I want to see Asuka so I try and spot spot a house that looks familiar. I remember that my house is up on some hill. I try to find a hill but everything fades.

FA, get out of bed and RC. It feels like a dream. My brother enters the room and says that I should stop cheating on Asuka. I tell him that Asuka only exists on the dream plane. In waking life she's not around, so it's ok to get a girlfriend. (this convo doesn't make sense since i don't have a gf in waking life for now). I go to follow him out of the room but everything fades.

Fa, get out of bed and RC. Now I'm in some indefinable place that is all blue. I think "fuck so many FAs! Maybe I'm dead and have to live in this dream reality for quite a while now... i better try to wake up for real."


I have a slight Real awakening and notice that It feels real. the room i am in is in olds. I DEILD.

FA, get out of bed and RC. Back in the strange room. I get out of the room and find i'm in a basement that resembles the one I use to live in in didsbury but a few details are off. The rooms are out of place. I find a closed door and enter it. a woman is sleeping on a bed. I call out to her. The blankets move and I hear my mother's voice call out to me "robert. is that you! it's nice to hear your voice" I am shocked when everything begins to fade.

FA, in the backseat of a car. It feels like a dream. some guy is in the passenger seat. and the car is being driven by a mechanical man attatched to the steering wheel. I think "this is the car that singer drives me home in during dreams. when she's not dreaming this guy takes her place" I try to fly out the window but everything fades.

Fa, get out of bed and Rc. Back at the basement. I want the dream to last so i rub my hands together... That just destabalizes the dream.

Fa, get out of bed and RC. back at the basement. I get into the main area of the basement and find a staircase. It's the same staircase from my friends house from childhood. At the top a bunch of wooden beams are blocking my way up. I fly up to them and try to fit through them. I manage to get free somehow. I find more stairs leading up. I find a ball, pick it up and drop it a few times to incorporate my sense of touch within the dream. Next sense is taste. so I like the carpet.. it tastes nasty. I keep walking instead and find a living room.

FA, get out of bed and RC. My dad and brother are getting my up for work. tell them it's a dream and follow them for fun anyway. We walk through a door in the wall that leads to a strange store. Some weird guy joins us. I am sensing a strong presence from him. I ask him if he is a dreamer or some other kind of energy. He gives me a strange look and then vanishes.

I turn around to the entrance of the store. There, standing on a plant pot is two asian woman. one is a regualr asian lady. The other looks like a ten year old asian girl with glasses. The shorter one seems familiar. i walk up to her and ask her " Are you Asuka?"

Everything starts fading, i manage to hear a "yes" before the dream ends. (It was Kanmuri and asuka!)

FA, get out of bed and RC. I go upstairs again and enter the living room. I try to find someone in the house. I see a one to two year old child sitting on the couch, she has a black streak in her blond hair. She's flipping the channels. I aks her "Are you Shel?"

She says yes witha smile. Then i notice a smaller version of her is sitting beside her. "me and Asuka had another one without me knowing?" i ask.

"no!" the child replies. "were twins! sort of" she giggles.

"Cool" I say. the dream fades and as it does i hear the child yell at me "Have some fucking Nesquick!".

FA, Get out of bed and RC. I go upstairs. in the hallway, everything starts to fade. I place my hand on the ground and look at it. The dream goes back to normal. I enter the living room again. I go into a bedroom that I feel is mine and Asuka's.

Inside is a walk in closet but the doors are all mirrors. I looka t each mirror and I am a different age in each mirror. In one i am 21, in another i am 16, they all move independantly of themselves. I look at my present self and point at him, he follows exactly. "Who are you?" I ask. I almost expect him to respond... but no... it's a normal reflection. The dream starts to fade again. I can see my hand on the gorund through the blackness. I count to 10 and everything brightens again.

The mirrors are no longer mirros, but regular glass. I can see all my dream guitars in them. I pick one up and play it. It doesn't sound plugged in but I can kind of hear an almost faint ACDC type of guitar tone. I put it back.

i enter the living room. A hand comes in front of my vision holding a tim hortons medium double double coffee, i easily drink it in one gulp. The person holding the cup is Asuka. She goes in front of me and hugs me. She has a small resemblance to one of my ex girlfriends Mel.

"Asuka!" i say. "I'm lucid! and I'm going to remember."

"I know" she says and kisses me. Suddenly everything is dark. I figure we must have teleported. now she's on top of me and we are having sex... I can't tell if our clothes are still on or not... but it feels pretty naked enough. After a while i Stop her and say "Wait, I just wanted to tell you I love you." A wave of emotion swept through me. I held her tightly and said. "I'm sorry it took so long just to do this. I'm sorry that you suffered so much while staying with me." I actually started crying for a bit. Asuka didn't say a word. Her weight began to feel heavy I started to feel like iw as being crushed. "get off me, your crushing me" i said and she got off. She was still really silent. I wondered if what I said had upset her somehow. The dark room became darker. "Everything's fading to black." I said As I woke up.

★★★

Market

vague dream of reluctantly going to a market with my brother.


WTF

first part I'm in some room looking at a graph on the wall. Some guy goes up to me and says it's about a book. He says the book is about dreams and it goes way beyond what Castaneda wrote about. He then sits me at a table and shows me another chart he tells me it's vital to remember what's on there. He looks like the painter guy from my other dreams.

Later him, some people and Cheryl are at the same table doing a seance in low light. Suddenly a door swings open and the lights go on. I can feel a heavy presence in the room. I suddenly feel dizzy and something knocks me to the side. I become lucid as the dream fades out. I hit SP a bit and try to DEILD but I automatically turn over in bed.

just wrong

I'm in some dark hallway in a basement. I am looking through some pictures. They are all disgusting. In one I see asuka with shorter hair surrounded by a bunch of horny men that look like they are about to jump her. In another pic i see a bunch of guys having a gay orgy. In another pic i see a bunch of men in a bathroom stall, they are piled on top of someone. In the last picture i see a pretty graphic picture of a transvestite having sex with some man... her face is hideous.

I enter a room and see pictures like the ones i saw before spread on a table. Around the table is some asian guys with playing cards. I also see cash on the table. For some reason i want to gamble with them. I wonder if I have enough so i inspect the bills and see they are $200 plus. I figure i don't have enough. I spot commander riker from star trek sitting at the table. I ask himwhat the rules of the game are. He says no one is supposed to know the game until they sit down and play. I shrig and say that's unfair and then I leave.

Ghost hunting again

i am in my basement. I enter a room where my brother is sleeping. It's empty but i see he left things in the closet. I feel a strong presence in the room, so i consider sleeping in the room to see if it comes after me. But for some reason I leave the room and a voice tells me that a rock that my brother bought at the market had a spirit in it. He brought it to my house and now the spirit is loose.

may type these later.

- family, elevator, corey, brother, gould
- talking to my brother about dream control with archetypes.
- bruce is an asshole
- washing the dog

★★★★

super WTF Asuka

Ok... this is weird. I'm sitting on a chair in my house. Above me is a tiny woman floating in the air. She starts twirling and then she spins too hard. I hear a woman's voice say "oh no she's spinning to her death.". The small woman twirls around faster and looks like she is close to death. My perception zooms to 3rd person view, and I see asuka grab the woman from in front of her face. she then says "gotcha"

fight

I have a FA in my room. Some big guy enters and attacks me. I forget how But I easily kill him. I am easily amazed at how easy it was. I see Raven (some guy from didsbury) behind him with a shoe horn. I think he's going to attack me so i grab the shoehorn from him and start beating him with it. He offers no resistance... the shoehorn is more like a crowbar now. The person just stands and looks at me with blood pouring out his eyes. The look is haunting.


Lucid

This Starts off in some Lab where i am helping someone make a pill mixture. The person tells me to mix themmyself. I do and put them in a machine that makes the pills. After i put them in they come out all black and drooping with goup. I obviously made them wrong.... Anyway I ate some of them...

I left and was walking down the street. I could feel the pills kicking in. I thought they were ritalin or something. For a second I thought had taken too much and would have a speed trip. But I forgot when I neared my house. I can't remember exactly when But I became lucid. i neared my house and saw three rowdy llama dogs. They kind of growled at me, chased each other in a circle and then ran to the back of the house. I started yrelling "Asuka asuka asuka" really fast for some reason.


I walked up to the front of the house where there were some steps. There was no front door so I went around to the left side walking on the driveway. I came across a 2 step up that led to a platform that led to the side entrance of the house. Ok, this part was exactly like the house I use to live in chilliwack.


I walked up to the door and opened it. Before me was an entrance way with a place to hang up your coat. Asuka was there. But she didn't even look at me. Usually, she greets me at the door with a smile and a hug. But this time she wouldn't even look at me. She was hanging something up and I asked. "Hi, how are you."

"fine" she said but still refused to look at me.

"don't ignore me" I said and she brushed past me and went out the door. I walked into my house and saw that it was filled with unfamiliar people and quite a few of them. A short girl walked passed me and I recognised her as Shawna. She didn't look at me either. Standing closest to the door was a man who looked like a ghost, all grey, and he was smiling to myself. He seemed harmless so I ignored him (boy was I wrong). To my left i saw another Asian woman sitting in a dining room at a table. She looked at me but said nothing. I turned right down the hallway. and to my right again was a kitchen. i entered it and I saw two children. A girl and a boy. Right, these were the kids I let stay at my house the night before... what were they still doing here?

the little girl took my hand and held it. the boy looked at me and smiled.

"what's your name?" I asked her.

"Chantaral!" she replied. Strange name.... i've heard of Shantee, or Chantal.... but never Chantaral. Weird. I then remembered something wasn't right with asuka. I was going to look for her. I went back to the hallway where the weird guy was still standing and smiling by the entrance way.

"hey, guys" I said "this is a DREAM!" I declared. The asian woman was still staring at me.

The man nodded and said "good". I began to feel the dream destabilize.

"'scuse me for a moment" I said to the man and put my hand on the ground. Time to use time dilation. I looked at my hand on the ground and it was crooked and started counting. "1,2,3,4,5,1,2,3,4,5" i said. Shit I thought I'm counting my fingers instead of counting upwards. But none the less a familiar force was pushing my hand down more that my arm started wavering. I started counting again while trying to visualize time slowing down. I found that hard to do and then the dream fell apart.


some HH

I was entering a dream lucid. I was in the middle of a conversation with two people at the dining room table. there was a man I didn't recognize sitting with asuka. I asked the man who he was. He gave a false name. "I'm her teacher/ He's my teacher" they both eerily replied in unison.

more HH

I was entering another dream. i saw asuka sitting up in bed with an ugly man beside her. Asuka was holding a flat computer monitor and projecting it towards something. I saw this from the side view

★

kids

I was in some large house that also seemed out in the open. I remember running into two kids that said they needed a place to sleep. I said they could stay at my place for one night. They followed me up some steps and we went into a room with my dad there. We also did some other running around but I can't really recall.

Cookie

I was in some restaurant eating a giant cookie. I went up to some table and some guy said to me that I was being over indulgent in the cookie.

Later I was on my computer looking at an audacity file. The audio trak was looking weird. Other audio tracks were overlapped on it.

People don't like my journal here. I won't be posting much here anymore.

★★

park

Just vaguely remember going through a park.

WTF

i was walking along some hill. I came across a bobcat that just ran over someone.



the man driving it was upset that he ran over someone. He wanted me to let him know when he had gone far enough. He drove close to my boot and I made a stop sign with my hand. He kept going and ran over my foot. i motioned him to back up and he did. He got out and we helped the person he ran over. The person lying on the ground was my old room mate J. for some reason we thought the best way to heal him was to bury him! So we dug a 6 ft hole in the ground. put him in a coffin and placed him there in the hole and buried him. Itold him good luck and he waved before we shut the lid.

dog

I was in my living room with a golden retriever. i remember playing with it. It reminded me of my childhood dog Wilson.

Starcraft 3

i'm playing a game of staarcraft online. I figure out that I can place velociraptors on the battle field. I place 30 of them on the map but they all get killed right away.

dream in which I fight an invisible dog

This dream starts off where i'm in some place for a gathering of people at a table. I'm smoking a cigarette and notice a small child is nearby. I think I should smoke around children so I put it out. The Childs mother is an Asian woman (Asuka). They leave and I follow thema few minutes later.

I'm walking down an alleyway towards my old house in didsbury. I run into gary and see he's wearing a placstic mask over his face. He tells me to beware: that there's an invisible dog attacking people in the neighborhood. He hands me his plastic mask and goes on his way.

The plastic mask is a bottle. I can feel the presence of something near so I hold out the plastic bottle. I see teeth marks indent on the bottle and I have a bit of a tug of war with the invisible dog. I decide the dog just wants the plastic to bite so I let him have it. I come to the back gate of my house and pick up something with bristles on it. Between my two hands i make the handle roll and the bristles spin around. I hear a harpsichord sound come from it when I do that. I find a door to play the bristles on. I keep spinning them on the door and made a harpsichord version of a populare theme. After a while all the bristles fall off. I go into the house and see Asuka sitting on the couch with two children. She's watching TV and looks extremely depressed about something. I go to ask her what's wrong when I wake up.

★★★

Music

I was in some living room sitting in front of a computer console with some kid. The kid made motions with his/her hand and I heard a violin noise. I moved my hand in front of it and it made another note. The kid tried a few notes but they weren't very melodic. I tried my best to play the violin part of a bach concerto in A minor. I did the opening theme perfectly. The kid looked at me annoyed.

HH

A lucid flash of looking at my hand!

Mess hall

I have a brief memory of stepping into the mess hall on the Star Trek voyager ship. There was a weird table beside me when I entered the place. Someone slid a metal sheet over the table. That is all I remember.

Neelix



I was in some dark place flying around with Neelix, from Voyager. He was in a grey suit with his head popping out. I remember his strange hair sticking out as we flew. For a second I thought it may have been a dream but I got distracted in the direction neelix was pointing. We flew there, and neelix pointed out a part where the ceiling was cracked. I pulled at it and it turned out to be loose drywall chunks, i pulled them away and flew up it.

I was now in a narrow space just enough for me to fly in. I reached a part twhere there was some paper blocking. I tore a hole through. I noticed Neelix popped his head in from below. He asked me If I saw a way up. I got above the paper and pushed the rip down toward him. His head came through the paper and he managed to get through the paper hole entirely. We then kept flying upwards in the passageway.

Headphones

I was in some basement that was messy. I was listening to someone speak on headphones... suddenly they didn't work. I found another set of heaphones and they worked fine.

Firecracker

I was walking with my brother outside. We went over some dirt pile on astreet and came to my house. We sat on the curb of the driveway while we talked. I forget what was said. I saw a firework kind of display, it was the size of a dove bird it was sparkling purple and pink and it flew past us.

someone was coming out of the side door of the house. I heard a woman's voice say. "No, don't do that please, It will make him mad." A boy with blond hair emerged from the house. He had a firecracker in his hand. He lit it and tried to hand it to me. I said. "throw that thing quick or you'll burn yourself bad. He then pointed the firecracker in my direction and put it close to my face. I became frightened and turned away.

★★★

Guitar

flash of playing some vivaldi on guitar.

Meeting

Brief flash of Asuka bringing me to a restaurant to meet some girl... I wonder what that was about.

almost lucid

This dream started off... I was walking down a familiar street in chilliwack. I decided to Rc so I tried to fly, not expecting it to work. I flew and i thought "oh yeah I fly all the time... not a dream". I flapped my arms and flew upwards. A wave of tiredness hit me and I fell asleep in mid air.

I felt myself fall onto a soft bed. I got up and I was in a room. Asuka was there... she looked like my old friend Amanda. I told her that Somehow in waking life... I actually flew and teleported straight into my own house! She didn't seem too excited. She said that P was around and was wanting to fight me or something. She was saying how he was bragging about how he knew all these upper level people, and that it made him powerfull. we began walking into another room and she looked like nomad. I said to her "hey remember that Poet of the Myst guy? he said he wants to fight me." for a while I was afraid I wouldn't be able to fight him well in real life.

Somehow i teleported to a bar where I was supposed to meet him. I looked at some people in line for drinks. There was this disgusting dark looking creature... it was humanoid but all black... not like african.. but dark black. The person was naked and I could see the person's butthole.... It was disgusting. I moved to another part of the bar. I found some guy I thought might be P. but he just looked at me and said "That bitch got mad at me because i said 'cunt'"

I laughed and saiud "You can't say Cunt in canada... didn't you know that from that song?" He shrugged and left. But a bunch of Bar dcs surrounded me and started laughing saying that they lovved that song.

★★★

Flying

I had a dream of flying around with someone. We got onto some rooftops, my friend was goofing off and fell off one of the roofs. I was looking for where he fell when I fell too.

Trying to fly

In this dream I was going to try flying for a reality check. But for somereason I don't remember the outcome.


Searching

I was in some abstract house looking for some underground caverns. i had a map that indicated there was a large mass of caves almost like and underground continent. On the map it started in the sonoran desert and was big enough to cover mexico and the top of south america. I kept jumping into small rooms that were being built expecting to find tunnels. Someone was with me and said that i would never find them.

Not the bees again

Back at the same strange house where swarms of bees were all around. I kept running through them and not getting stung.

Serenity

I had a dream that Serenity was about the size of my thumb. She was on a table and I was looking at her, she was waving at me going "help me, help me!". Just then some guy came along and started reciting poetry. As he did this Serenity grew in size until her normal height.

I then looked at the guy who helped her transformation and it was john lennon. (the spitting image.)

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mom

i had a dream about visiting my mom with my dad and brother. She was going to die and we were giving her parting gifts. My brother gave her a movie, my dad gave her a book and I gave her some music or something. Afterwards i wondered if she would be ok when those things ran out.

Bar

A dream about being in a bar with nomad and some other people. nomad left, and the guy i was sitting near said, "that skinny asian man looks like a fucking loser." I turned to the guy and said "Well I'm that guys friend... and he's cool." The guy then looked at me and said "oh" and he was apologetic. He started asking questions about nomad.

video game

Weird dream that was video game like. It was all in 3rd person view. I remember seeing nomad who looked kind of like Lobo in the dream. I saw him go into a building and he got something from there and left. Then suddenly i was watching myself as a video game character go into the same building. But i did something different.

Weird school

I was in some large building that was like a schoolor warehouse. I was in the bathroom and suddenly a bunch of women went in there and just seemed to hang out there. I asked them what they were doing there in the men's. One said she was there to just chill. so I said "ok so you won't mind if I just go chill in the women's washroom then?"

I left there and saw nomad by a group of teens. there was a lot of discussion about dreaming. I remember seeing his face clearly. I wanted to tell him about the video game dream i had with him. I said it a few times but he was too focused on the teens. Later we were walking around in the place, just me and him. I was trying to tell him the dream again but he kept getting distracted by mannequins or something. We neared an escalator and went down it.

nomad again

another vague dream about trying to tell nomad the video game dream.

Lucid

At first I was in some basement. I left out the window, i forget how. i wound up on a busy street and began walking.

The feeling hit me that I was dreaming. I first liiked at my hands a bit. Then I jumped in the middle of the road, all the cars vanished. I wasn't paying attention to anything. I tried to dilate time again. I put my hand on the ground, looked in between my fingers and started counting. By 30 i was getting a Rush feeling again so I stopped. I then declared that this dream would last for 3 hours long.

no avail, I jumped up and flew. I wanted to see if I was in a big city and try to find my house from there. When I got up into the sky all I saw was blackness and I woke up.


practice

Vague dream about being outside in some weird place. There was a high brick wall with wood blocks on top. I jumped up and punched one of the wood blocks but it didn't fall over.

Asuka WTF

I go inside the door of my house and everything is a shade of pink. Asuka is an anime character smiling, she's also some pretty weird colors as well. i almost become lucid but wake up.

Kissing

i'm walking around in my basement when Asuka, who looks like one of my ex's comes up to me. I forget what is said but we begin kissing, we both get on the floor and roll around.

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Mountain range

first part was vague and it was about me walking with my brother up some mountain trail. We came to the peaks of some mountains.

Later i found myself in a clearing far away at the mountains. I was looking at the mountains i had climbed. There was a native lady with me, she was very dark, older, and a bit chubby. I was telling her how i had just come from climbing those mountain peaks over there.

Randomness

I was first in some house... there was a long sequence there but i had forgotten it. Later i was walking along some roads during the daytime in a country scenery. I walked to some town by nightfall. I remembered thinking Vex lived in this area and I was wondering how I had gotten there.

Lucid

I was outside at night time with some guy. I started jumping up high and landing. then I'd jump up again and fly for a bit. The guy I was with was saying I was doing something too dangerous. I jumped up and flew away from him and said . " dont worry. It's only a dream." I flew up over some treelines and spotted a clearing below.

I remembered I wanted to try and dilate time. I flew towards the ground trying to put my hand out in front of me. As i neared the ground my arm and hand materialized in front of me slowly. I got to the ground and placed my hand on it. I felt the sensation of closing one eye. I looked at the space between my fingers and started counting upwards.

At first I was worried whether i was counting too fast. I counted a bit slower then when my hand suddenly umped and moved a few inches. I kept counting diligently and re focused on my hand against the dream. At around thirty my hand moved again. I looked at it and then it moved some more. It took a great deal of effort to keep my hand in one place. by fourty, I noticed my voice sounded like a melodic robot. so I forgot my hand a bit and started being goofy with my voice while i was counting. I watched my hand begin to disapear, but then part of the dream pulled away like someone turning a page in a book. After the page was turned my hand was much more clearer. I got to 49 when i woke up.


Lost

I wound up in some town i didn't recognize. I knew I was in the USA somewhere. I needed to get back to canada. I was walking down the street and spotted a familiar house. I walked up to the house and nocied two black dogs guarding it. One dog left me alone. The other one tried to bite me as I approached the door. I had vivid memory flashbacks of playing with this dog before... more like fighting. I knew it could talk and just didn't like me for some reason. in my memory i had fought it for a while, but it always got some painfull bites in.

It kept jumping up at me and biting my arms untila familiar man approached the door. He came out and I talked to him for a bit. I told him I needed a ride to a greyhound bus station, so that I could buy a ticket home. We got in his truck and drove off to find the bus station. during the drive I wondered if i had enough money to pay for a ticket. i also wanted to check my ID so that I could go across the border (in this dream you need an inernational card to cross between the borders). I pulled out my card and on it were pictures of my hands doing kung fu positions. I thought it was funny they would put that on a government card.

We got to the bus depot. There was a construction lot nearby and we went there for some reason. There was a huge gravel pit that was steep i jumped in it a few times and then went into the office for the bus depot. Inside I said I wanted a ticket to go back to canada. The lady working there only managed to say some pretty random and irrelevant phrases. I gave up on her and went back to the construction place. I was talking to the man some more while sitting over the pit. down the sides of the pit was a large pink blanket. The man said I should go down again but suddenly i was afraid. I asked the man if i could slide down the blanket that way. He said sure. But i took the blanket instead and threw it down. I began trying to clomb up a part of the pit now instead of jumping in it.

gross

unmentionable disturbing sex related dream.