MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.

Dreamwalkers... I've met many, and they always underestimate my low recall. It's low at times for a reason, and that reason is so that I don't get distracted by too many amazing dreams, so that what I remember is the important information... Like when someone fucks with my Asuka... or decides to spy on my dreams using asuka. *facepalms*. I haven't been pointed out as a Nagual based on false claims. Come on guys, can't we just be friends and ask eachother nicely?

Manuel approaches.

I'm on some hill when manuel and his Death Defier approach me. They tell me that the information I gave them were helpful, but they see things differently than I do. Actually the giant Nagual meeting is supposed to shift around the energy lines of the earth. They could be right or wrong but I'm not sure. Their actions in later dreams tells me that they don't really know themselves.

Yves

I'm with Yves and he driving a truck or something around calgary. i'm supposed to go meet a man in a church or something. I remember this being really vivid but it was more just driving and scenery of the city. I remember one point we drive upa really steep hill, and the van stops at a point where I look and see one of his old dream houses. The vehicle is now a van and it starts to slide backwards. I don't remember anything else.

OK Computer

i'm at an outdoor cafe sitting on a cobble stone typing in a laptop. I am reading a blog or a conversation of Manuel's Nagual woman. He's telling her to spy on me for a few nights... to find something out. using asuka. Asuka looks at my laptop, but i sense someone else in there. The NW... she says "don't look at that." and tries to shut my screen off. She goes to typing on an ipad that is huge. I keep reading but she catches me again and bends my laptop a wierd way. now it won't turn on.

I get mad and Grab the ipad from her. I pretend Like I'm going to throw on the ground and smash it. but I stop. instead i pocket her Ipad and tell her that I'm keeping it until she buys me a new laptop.

Spell

i'm in bed and asuka is singing something over me. I can still sense the NW in her. I'm not sure what the spell is four, but the song is one i know. but it sounds off. it has a dreary effect that is almost depressive. I wake up wanting to know why the NW is merged with asuka.

oh yea the song was this.

Cannibal

I'm in the woods on quite a number of trails. I come across a Cannibal, He is all dirty and has matted brown hair. He is eating off of some dead person. I suddenly have a picture album of him at the scene. I then run into my cousin Kari, she says she is on her way to meet this cannibal. I tell her that he will eat and kill her, but she doesn't believe me even when I show her the picture album.

Interpretation: This dream forsee that my cousin will have a disease that will eat away at her, maybe cancer or a flesh eating disease. Even if I show her this dream and warning she will probably refuse to accept it.

Guitar queero

I'm in some place where I see an asian guy playing a guitar. There are guitars behind him so i inspect them and pick one up. At first it is a full six string guitar. But when I play it, it turns intoa guitar hero guitar. I can still play it and make music with it however... LOL

Kaomea visits

I had a dream that she visited me suddenly in waking life. I told her that her coming is absolutely crazy. The is in agreement with that and laughs. We are supposed to go out somewhere but All I find are bagy and torn pairs of pants. I yell at my brother for mixing my laundry with his (again). Kaomea returns from shopping with three pairs of pants. The dream diverges.

In one dream the pairs of pants fit me. In the other dream the pants are baggy and torn and are for her to wear so that we both can go out looking stupid together.

Dog WTF

Asuka and Kaomea merge and turn into a small dog that is multi colored. The dog surprises me in the backyard and licks my face. Then it tries to stick it's tongue in my mouth. i laugh and say That I can't make out with a dog... LOL

I had a total blackout during most of my sleep. But the morning proved rather interesting.

Scott WTF.

Starts out... I'm in Calgary at an outdoor bus depot waiting for scott. I'm with some dude chatting but then he has to hop on a bus. All the buses leave at once and they like, swerve to try to hit me. I somehow manage to doge them. Then I meet Up with scott. But he isn't his new and improved self. He looks like a crack addict. He tried to promise me the world, but obviously he's in no condition to promise me anything.

I get in some vehicle with scott, but I'm in the back that is like... As big as a house, I swear to god. I get all hot and sweaty because the heat controls are in the front cab, and I can't get a message through to the driver because in between me and the driver is a wall. So I open the back door (dumb idea) the let some breeze in. Then all the stuff in the car house starts blowing out the door. I'm freaking at this point and thinking, "Scott is gonna kill me now that all his stuff is blown out the back door." I see that the floor is a large mattress and is also almost on it's way out the door. I go to close it but spot about five dollars worth of coins on the ground. i pocket them and then close the door, and I save the mattress floor!

Missing time

I'm at where scott lives now with a family: Yves, Alaina, and their almost 2 year old son. I'm in my room listening to some music. It's my guitar rendition of vivaldi's 4 seasons: Spring. i'm liking it.
We all have to go somewhere. so as I leave I hear Yves is is in his bathroom grooming himself up while listening to my 4 guitar concerto by vivaldi. I can tell it isn't his type of music, but for some reason he's really diggin it. Then i go into the living room and hear Enter Sandman by metallica playing from the TV.




I walk towards the stairs and when I can get there, i can hear the two different songs playing simultaneously and they appear to be harmonizing together. Alaina walks up behind me and makes a comment basically in agreement with what I was perceiving . Yves and scott join us going out the door. and we all go into a van to send me off. We drive and then when we get to the bus depot, the van gets his by another vehicle but some how we are managed to be saved. I am left at the bus depot again. Then the dream repeats in exactly the same manner a few more times.

Kamea WTF.

This was a pure auditory dream. I woke up and fell back asleep into the same dreams a couple of times. Each time she was saying something to herself. It went Kind of like, "I want to where lingerie while opening a chain of stores... I want to open a store called 'Heaven's Gate.'(or something like that.)... I love mosh today, but tomorrow i may love (some other name I can't remember). But thankfully tomorrow never comes."

My mind was in some chaos last night. Went to bed not focusing on lucidity or remembering dreams much, just wanted a good night's sleep. now my dreams won't leave me alone.... but in a good way.

Kaomea

Saw Kaomea at school. She was sitting at a desk writing diagrams about twinners, doubles, and energy fields. She kept theorizing about it to no end. She was using a calculator to try and solve her problems. I just laughed.

Truck driver

I had a dream that I was a truck driver. I remember pulling into a pit stop. As soon as I parked I was like "WTF?!?!!? since when did I become a truck driver?"

I was becoming lucid but woke up too fast.

Market

I was at some market with my brother. I saw him in the hallway and said I wanted to get a few things to myself. I found a bag of chips I like. Then I started looking for a particular brand of instant ramen.
found a place in the store that led to a party hall. I saw my brother leaving with a couple of girls. I followed him outside. He got in a car fast and started driving away. I got distracted by some other guy pulling out of the parking lot, he almost ran me over. I had to run a few ft. to avoid his large swerve. He wasn't even looking ahead. By then My brother was on the highway speeding away. 'You forgot about me!" I yelled. Thunder crackled and it started to ran. It was a long way to walk. I felt abandoned and tears started welling up.

Kaomea's inner world.

I was in Kaomea's inner world. I think we were in the same bed having a discussion. Can't remember the whole discussion, but she had her hand on my chest where my heart was beating. She looked at me and said "You have every right to have that/this" or something.

I said, "I have been with Asuka for almost a year. I never gave up when things got really bad time and time again. You really think I'm going to let this go just because we had a silly little fight? do you really think i'm going to give up just because of what might happen? If I did that, i'd be like everyone else who has nothing but a sop story to tell. remember, i've been at this for a long time with asuka. and We've only known eachother for a few days. to give up now would just be stupid."

"You're so right Neevok, Thank you."

I woke like "WTF?!?!?!?!? NEEVOK????"

yeah and WTF is with no comments when my recall goes back up?

★★★★

Fighting like a video Game

I am being led by the hand somewhere. I can't see but i notice the sensation of passing through a doorway and into a hall. My perspective switched to third person view and I see the dream like a 2d video game from the mid nineties. Kaomea, is leading me into a room. I am bounded and blindfolded. She pulls out a hammer and is about to knock me around, she has a dark aura which means she is infected with dark energy. Asuka flies through a portal and manifests DCs, in between me and Kaomea, since i have 3rd person view I play my "guy" with a video game controller.

I see my self jump up like a spinning top and bounce of all the heads of the Dcs. when I hit them an animated wave flies from them just like In a video game. I kille them all, land and fall over and roll around. On the side I can see Asuka struggling to stop Kaomea from hurting me. But somehow during the struggle Asuka gets infected with the dark energy.

Missing time

Semi lucid

Fa, I decide to gooutside in the middle of the night for a smoke. I have the sense that I am dreaming so I try to fly. i manage to float in the air a bit and then drop. I forget my lucidity and fly to a store to get a midnight drink.

House wtf.

I travel to Ontario to see my family there but instead enter my inner world house. I walk around and the place is filled with people. I see Dan and tell him i have the money to pay him back from years ago.

I decide to go downstairs. The house is huge and impressive. I know I've never seen it before and yet I recognize the place. I look around and find every room from memory is there. I go into the living room area of the basement. There are lots of people seated at a table. The all are sitting at computer consoles. I wait to use one, but then everyone gets up and makes the consoles disappear.

I go upstairs and havea smoke outside. I go back in and still realize I have the butt in my hand. I go into the kitchen to look for a garbage can but I can't find any.I find Asuka in the kitchen baking cookies. But she looks worn out. It's like those over exaggerated commercial of smokers when their face gets wrinkly. I ask her where the garbage can is. she says she doesn't care anymore about leaving garbage around, just eat a cookie and things will be fine. I shrug and go downstairs. I see a pile of ashes on a part of the ground.

I sit down on a couch Next to Kao mea, several other people are on the couch as well. We are watching some movie.

Fa, and I'm on the couch, the lights are out and everyone's asleep. Kaomea is falling asleep and leaning on me. I begin whispering things in her ear but have no idea what i am saying. She starts leaning too heavily on me and pretty soon I feel like she is crushing me. a wave of panic hits me and I try to push her off,but i notice my hand is in her hair. (apperently i was running my hands through her hair earlier). I try to get my hand out but my hand is caught in her hair. I don't want ot hurt her and start screaming. She wakes up and screams as well and I wake up.

Mermaid

Asuka was healed earlier and me and Raven go after kaomea to heal her as well. she's by a large pool, and jumps in. She turnes into a mermaid and says. "I love swimming naked with men who's souls are old." At first my heart stops but then I realize she was giving me a back-handed compliment because I am the soul of a sage. I jump in after her.

some weird creepy mermen are luring her into a water abyss. They start making her say mean things to me. I lose control and I begin to battle her. Raven is with us now trying to stop me. She reminds my I am supposed to fight the creepy mermen.

missing time

back at the house.

I go back into the house I was in earlier and find it overun with Dcs. i enter some cafeteria and get my food. I sit down at a table and some guy takes my plate and spits on it. He laughs. I tell him I'll leave him alone for now, but should he ever do that again i'll make him drink my piss in a pixie cup.

He stands up and is 10 ft tall. He follows me into a hallway where I sit and meditate. The man grabs a huge guitar case and smashes it against my back. It slightly hurts, but not really. his guitar case is broken. I scratched. my back slightly and say "Was there a slight breeze in here? someone should close a door." I stood up and he looked feaked out. I shoved him through a wall leaving a big hole.

sometime Later I go downstairs and find a hospital like place that is sealed by a big blue door. i walk back up the steps with people in green and blue medical uniforms following me.

★★★★

Waking up

I wake up in bed. I'm in a large white bedroom with a large window overlooking the sea. It's bright in the dream but there seems to be no definable source of it. Next to me is a woman. She seems really familiar, she's also waking up and smiles at me.
I go, "huh. what? what is this place where am I?" or something. The woman shushes me. She smiles. I say "I thought weren't going to..." She cuts me off and tells me it's not time to get up yet. She says something about this place we are in exists out of space time. This is the past present and future she tells me. I'm confused. She tells me to just sleep, and that it's going to be ok. i lay my head back down to sleep. The woman is fiddling with a piece of my hair and humming softly as I fall asleep.

town wtf.

i'm walking along a street in Olds when some guy in a van drives by. I recognize him, he tells me it's time to go to work.
I hope in the vehicle and now it's a white car with no roof. There are 3 others in the car that I know. I recognize one as Gino. We drive on the highway towards disbury. When we arrive in Dids the car stops at some farmer's market. I begin questioning why I'm in the car. What work am I supposed to do? Why a farmer's market.

missing time

I'm in a large truck being driven by Sho. We are in didsbury still and heading towards the old run down fourplex condo's that bears the nickname "chicken coops". Sho keeps telling me that we have to arrive here and leave before the police come. Apperently he's making a drug run and decided to drag me into it unwillingly.

We turn into the coops and I tell him that I'm not interested in doing any illegal favors for him, so just let me out please. He says ok and Drives on the lawn. i jump out of his truck which is now a big garbage disposal truck. I am standing on the lawn and see another truck run and hit sho's truck. He ges out of the trucka nd starts running. The other truck chases hima nd runs people down. Sho finds a dead end wall and the truck runs over him. His body isn't crumpled, but the truck keeps rolling back and forth over his body. I am mortified. I hear sirens nearby. Soon an ambulance crew arrives and tries to aid all the people that got run over. The have large scissors and are severing off useless body limbs from the people. sho is clearly dead. I get sicka nd run into one of the fourplexes.

when i arrive in the fourplex I realize I am at an apartment of some kind. I try to fly to confirm I'm dreaming. I only manage to jump and float a bit. I do the Nose pinch RC, but can't breathe. I'm still positive i'm dreaming, I try to think how I got here. I remember the ride to the town, the farmer's market, and the thing with Sho. But I can't remember waking up from my house. so i must be dreaming.
I look around my scene a bit. Every time I blink the stairs I am looking at alters. At one point it looks impossible and i feel myself losing the dream.

I wind up non lucid. Somehow I get into my dad's truck and we start driving towards Olds again. He tells me I should work on my long weekend since we have 3 new houses to coat. i think he's lying because I don't remember us starting any new houses.

pre dream hypnagogia.

bunch of mini lucid flashes of seeing my hands, and then some of me holding various objects.

what is the question?

I am on facebook chatting with M. I can't remember the conversation much. Our convo boxes are on the left hand side of the page instead of the right. I get an answer to a question that I forgot I asked. I even forgot the question. all I know is that i clearly saw her answer as "Yes." not expecting that, I woke up suddenly.

44

My guides were showing me what relation I have to the woman who for now I'll call "M". Who appears to be a good candidate for the waking life version of Asuka. They show me the number 44. each four represents the four pronged nagual. We serve as an energetic unit. Again, we can combine our talents to accomplish tasks. Thought nothing is set in stone for right now. We will be given a choice later to decide for ourselves what this really means and how we may use it. for right now my future period consists of letting go of certain hangups i have from the past. This will be necessary for me if I am to continue along the path I am on.

Box sets

I am in my room looking at my collection of Maison ikkoku box sets. I currently have 7 box sets but the eighth is missing because That box set is currently out of print. I get closer and decide to watch an episode. But as I near the box sets they change. I pull one out and it reads "Asuka: dream chronicles the Anime series!" I put it down and notice and eighth set appears. It's the final set of the series and on the cover is an anime picture of M as a giant juggling Myself, Nomad, Raven, Shawna, Data, my dream dogs. M has an amused grin on her face.Romano is in the background as a black lab scratching fleas off himself. This is a parody picture of the cover of one of the maison ikkoku box sets.



Stop that

I'm at a dream version of Tracks pub. sipping a beer pondering my recent turn of events. "is this really happening... ... is the really real... ...what does this mean... ... how will it turn out exactly..." I sip some more and notice bob marley on the jukebox is singing the lyric, "...every little thing, is gonna be alright"
"Thanks bob" I mutter. Tupac is rapping on the tv screen about how life is just a dream. Pretty soon I'm lost in my chaotic train of thoughts again. Then the numbers 333 start circling around my head, confirming my thoughts. They turn into flies and fly around my head more buzzing "333,333,333" at me.
"ahhh buzz off." I said. I look down in my beer and see M's face in the bottle end. "what the..." I say as she purses her lips which become a portal and suck me into the bottle.

Nomad the big bad friendly vampire

I emerge from the portal in some dark room. There's a door slightly open so I peer through. In the next room I see M surrounded by vampires. Nomad is there too in his vampire form.
"there's nothing to be afraid of deary!" Nomad says, "I'm a big bad, but friendly vampire." He morphs into a mexican vampire witha big mustache and fedora hat. He has shakers and salsa music begins playing. He dances around going "friendly vampire cha cha cha! Friendly vampire cha cha cha!" I giggle a bit. M is still surrounded by menacing vampires, she's stimbling around the room holding onto various objects trying to get away. Nomad uses the music as a spell and mind controls all the vampires, they all start dancing and dance right through a portal to somewhere.
Nomad cuts his wrist, and morphs into vampire Ben Stiller. "No one makes me bleed my own blood! Nobody! except me of course!" Then nomad starts sucking on his wrist. blood is getting all over his face and he wipes his face off with his hands. "always wanted to do that in a dream".
I can see M in the corner cowering at the site. I put my head in my palm.
"Nomad," I roar jumping through the door as a werewolf. "What are you doing? She's terrified stop that." His eyes slowly fill with blackness, he seems slightly aware and pushes the blackness away as if on reflex.
"Sorry," he says. I just have to know if she's the real deal.
"Well ok, Remember when we rescued asuka from the Reptilian alien that was inhabiting Lujan? Weren't you there when walms ate the reptilian, and asuka was so grossed out that she threw up?"
"oh yeah," Well isn't M's reaction here similar?
"I have to know for sure!" he said morphing into a dark demon. A dark aura emerged that he could no longer contain. He ws drunk with rage.
"All this waking life shit is killing my dreams, and now she comes along. and look at her, already in distress. AEONA!" he roared at her. "ARE YOU IN THERE? You better not being trying to lead Mosh astray again."
"That's not Aeona." I said. "Trust me I would know." M fainted from the dream but left a silhouette of her dream body which turned cartoonish.
"I knew it." Nomad said and walked toward M. I shot astral tentacles out of my hand which wrapped around nomad likea web. I thrased him around the room. Now he was a jaguar cub yelping. i looked into the web. He looked like and innocent jaguar cub. then a dark aura emerged from him and tried to attack me. I opened a portal to the healing glen and through the jaguar cub through.

I sighed and noticed a beer bottle in my hand. I went to take a sip. M, who was still there, Shot a spider silk from her hand and snatched the botle away from me.
"STOP THAT" she yelled. She was angry, her background changed to a garden at night time with gargoyles. She grew 20ft tall and towered over me. She was like a dark witch.
"OMG," I said, "It's her shadow self."

M's shadow self

She had a large baton shaped like a tennis racket in her hand. "HUHUHUHUHUHUH!" she roared. I was just staring. "Now listen here mister! You're going to cut that drinking shit out right here and now. My waking self has spent years living with alcoholism. Don't bug her about that too much, don't overwhelm her with too much negativity."
"o. ok." I said meekly.
"Sick and tired of that shit. GOT IT" She raise the racket above her head like she was going to smush me, she had a sick grin that was evil and loving... she was drunk with power and pissed off. Asuka emerged froma portal.
"I told that damn Walms to leave the snake alone... grr. and where did you run off to... WTF?" She said as she saw M staring down at both of us. "Is that who I think it is?" asuka asked. I managed to nod. "Don't worry, i'll handle it." Asuka winked and then licked my face. She flew into M and merged with her. M roared and shrunk back down to normal. Asuka then de-merged from M.
"You found her!" asuka then said to me and M. "Well it's about time. My poor Mosh hasn't had any action from anybody in the entire year I've known him. That's three and a half years my time, do you have any idea what I went through?"
M just stared and said . "I'm serious, cut the drinking out."
"Right stupid." Asuka. "I've been trying to tell you for months about that but you just didn't listen."
"I tried," i said, "I kept asking but it just wasn't getting through."
"We'll smarten up and cut it out." asuka said. both her and M summoned tennis rackets with no nets and put them over my head. Asuka stopped. but M was having trouble getting the racket off. it was stuck onmy head. I felt my head being crushed i began to struggle. M seemed to find it amusing. Asuka dematerialized the tennis racket and flatly told M, "Be careful when doing that. He's very sensitive to mean jokes like that."
"yeah," I said trying to orient myself into the dream better. "I used to think asuka hated me with jokes like that."
"Mochi doesn't mind the odd fun joke. But I've learned not to overdo it aftera year or so. That would cause him accidental nightmares, and quite a few times got mad at me when he woke up. Being silly is fine, just don't overdo it in dreams." Asuka then hugged me. I felt disoriented.
"I need a vending machine." I said for some reason and then woke up.

★★★★

Hard to separate these dreams

Yeah... Started somewhere in a house, may have been mine. I was in a room getting out of bed, and then a white yappy dog came and bit my arm. I was almost lucid and just decided the dog was a messenger so I thought I should not fight the dog. The Dog read my intent and It started dragging me by the arm. I complied and followed the dog as it grew larger. I followed it up some steps and then into a room.

I felt the room belonged to meggy faye, and then the dog was a woman (asuka). She was indicating something in the closet. I went into meggy's closet and on the board above the hangers I found a heart shaped cheesecake. I wasn't sure whether I should take it. Asuka said I should grab it quick before Meggy comes back. so I grabbed it and ran back downstairs and into my room with Asuka. She had a matching cheescake and we both ate ours very happily.

Around town WTF

I was at some AA gathering in Chilliwack. I had to leave the club to find someone. so I walked down the street and found a flat where this Old Timer lived. He had glasses and seemed nice. He was donating a couch or something to the Club so I grabbed it from him and took it to the AA club place. Everyone thanked me for bringing it there. I remember Thelma being there. Then we all played music or something and I left.

wound up in some car. I was being driven to the house with the young woman. (didn't realize it was asuka at the time. We got on top of a hill with some houses and noticed a bunc of mini Pine trees floating above the car. Became lucid, got out of the car. I suddenly remembered being lucid before this time, but can't recall what happened it. Pondering this I was walking into the house and it was full of DCs, they were dancing adnt ried to get me to dance with them. But I wanted to find my Inner world to see Asuka (not realizing I was already there). so I left the house intending to wind up in my inenr world. then everything started going black. I looked at my hand and looked at it. The dream just fell apart.

FA, I was getting Sleep paralysis. I was focusing on just getting into another dream lucid. I didn't realize I was already in a dream and could have just got up and walked around.


False awakening

Fa, I'm in the same room with the young woman, (Asuka). She's watching a TV show that features my guitar playing in the ending credits. She seems happy my music made it somewhere. I want to be a lone with her, but a bunch of DC's in blue jerseys come in the room and teleport me outside, and start talking to me. I get mad at them for teleporting me away. They apologize and leave. Can't remember what happened after.

Dogs can talk

At least in dreams they do. I was walking in someones backyard and ran into two dogs. One was romano. He said something about me wanting me to clean the fleas out of his doghouse or something. I said "ok" and followed him. The other dog kept trying to play with me and was getting in my way to help Romano. I pet him anyway and say, "Hey let me do my chore first then we play". But I woke up before i could help the other dog.

Flying

Had a dream where I was trying to fly. I jumped up but couldn't float for long, So I turned the dream upside down and wound up falling into the sky.... I couldn't fly, but I could do that at least. Nomad is right when saying the more outlandish things are easier to do in dreams instead of simple things. I think doing simple mediocre things in dreams is actually a good discipline.

Brown entities.

I found Bonnie W. the best psychic in the universe, in the park. She said she was gonna help me with a problem. She kept saying there were brown entities around me or something. I asked her to clarify what she meant by brown Entities. "keep them away from me". she said and then she changed into a pre - historic bird and flew away.

gary

something about hanging out with my friend gary from chilliwack.

working

Just another Exciting work dream... NOT. but yeah I was sanding drywall mud with a sanding sponge. I did an entire floor during the Entire dream. how exciting is that huh? Then i went home and for some reason stuck a syringe filled with drywall mud into my neck. Turned out there was an air bubble in the mud. OOPS. I died and therefore ended that dreary dream. Then I got to do it in waking life YAY! Except for the ending with the syringe...

Asuka and me watch stuff

Brief dream about watching a cartoon based on my very own dream adventures. On the screen i was a cartoon flying green snake with a cobra head fighting A giant black water snake in mid air. It bit my neck and then I bathed in in green flames! Then nomad was a red dragon and kicked the black snakes ass! I was awesome. Then we were all in a healing cave!

False Awakening

FA, Get out of bed and RC.... NOT I wish. I woke up in my house and heard my mother knocking on the door begging for food. there was know way she knows where I live or would ave the means to visit me... Definitely should have RC'd but did not.

Being cool at school

I was at school and Cacophony was there. Don't remember much a bout her though... I put a fake name on my schoolbook that ended with "Torres". I thought it was cool. but then my brother came by and laughed at the name on my book. Then I realized it was pretty lame for a name... i mean What was I thinking?!?!?!?!?

HH

Loads of mini lucid flashes where I was looking at my hand.

★★★

Asuka

I remember going into our room and finding that she was lying down on the bed. I remember talking to her about something but I can't remember what.

HH

Some hypnagogic stuff a bout seeing my hand and then a lit smoke.

X Men

I was watching something about X men. and then later i was walking around someplace and the X men appeared to me in cartoon form. I was amazed at seeing them!

Mayatara?

I had some long dream (can't remember every detail). I was with a woman at some weird school/marketplace. First we were with my brother and he had cuts on his arm. They looked like scars and puncture holes. I asked if they were self inflicted? He laughed it off but basically he said yes.

Later I'm walking around with the woman in the market and she says she was fired recently from the market. I say oh really? I've always liked the variety in that farmer's market. We walke around a bit more but I can't remember what happened after.

★★


Forgotten fragment where i may have been doing kung fu.

Asuka

I briefly remember holding asuka because she was upset. Probably because my sudden change of living conditions or where I'll may end up because of it.

Bjork

I'm in some room witha few guys and we are watching Bjork on a tv screen. First we watch a music video of her. There are mountains in the background and she's moving fast through them and singing. Then they go into a "making of" segment. First segment is video graphics, and then there's a section on other actors, then the music itself and other things. People are asking me what I think. I am fairly bored with it and can't seem to pay attention to it.

chris

I'm walking in some weird high up place and I see Chris sitting on a bench. I say "hi" but have to keep walking for some reason. I pass by him a few times wanting to talk to him but something keeps distracting me so I hesitate and don't talk to him.

Manuel

I'm in a dark place with the Nagual Manuel. Our energy bodies are being compared. We are both Naguals, but his energy body is brighter than mine, it feels slightly larger than mine as well. I unserstand that is why he is so sought after. It's his energy, he can share it with anyone with no harm to him. My kind of Nagual has to learn to conserve and deploy energy properly. For Manuel it isn't much of a problem to just give some energy away. Dreamers can seek him out for a boost. Since I have dreamed with him a few times, lucid dreamers can seek me out as a certain scout to take me top him in dreams. Dreamers can call to me a to take me to him. For some reason he seems to trust me in dreams.

Taking the rougher road

At first I have to go to some house out in the country. The setting seems to be chilliwack near cultus lake. I go to the housw but I don't remember what happened there. When I leave I decide to leave from the side of the yard which takes me closer to the road. I have to climb up a steep hill to get there. I have to literally use my upper body strength to geto the road. The cars are so close by that I worry if they'll run over my head as I climb. But as if on cue, the cars dissapear.

I begin walking down the road and wind up in an office I've been here in dreaming before when Asuka was playing a cat and mouse game with me last year. I remember the route I took to leave the building.

Later I wind up near a restaurant. I go inside with Gary, but when we arrive he is another friend. Someone hands me a cell phone I think Is my dad's. It's an insurance company calling for him and they want to talk to me. I say since I'm not my dad that it's not my problem. I hang up and laugh with my friend about it. I eat some sort of omellette after.

When Chwck was young

I had a dream about the guy who founded the town of chilliwack. There wasn't much of a town, just horse and carriage stuff. I remember going with the guy around to different places. At some point in the dream I go by a trailer where there is a couple dogs. The dogs seem to know me. After I leave the dogs I almost became lucid because i remembered the dogs being a dream.

data Asuka WTF

some dream where Data opens this large white box. Asuka is lying asleep in the box and kind of looks sick or something. He says she's in the box for her protection.

Panic

strange dream where I'm on the internet or something. My dad points at the window and says "they are shooting m16 missiles at us. I look out the window and the moon is on fire and some projectile is heading towards us.

I look out my other window onto the street. People are panicking, i can hear cop cars an amulances, cars crashing. I see this car driving on the Lawn. I see manuel across the street hanging something up. I ask if he's ok. He say's yes and flies toward my house and enters. I keep bugging my dad tog et in a truck and drive us out of here. But he keeps procrastinating on it. My brother grabs my attention and says I should look at the chatroom he's in, he says people are flipping out about the oncoming missiles. I tell him I'm not interested and that i just want to leave.

★★

shaman's day

I'm walking up a hill toward and AA meeting for something. I see Bruce from Chilliwack he greets me and we go into the meeting hall. There is a card being passed around that everyone has to say. It's not a birthday card however it's for "Shaman's Day". Like an official holiday to honor your local Shaman or something. I open the card to sign in and I can see you aren't supposed to sign it any old place but there are linbes and numbers. you sign your name on the right number or something. I don't remember anything else about this dream.

She's Looking for you.

I'm walking around Chilliwack and my brother (another guide) walks up to me and says "She's looking for you". He flashes an image of a womans face into my mind. She has blond hair that is dyed, not her natural color. Her name starts with an L , "Linda, Lisa, Lisette, Leslie," or something. She has A round face, she could be white, or maybe she could be asian, the face isn't clear. She could be a half white and asian breed. It's not clear because I am looking at an archetype of her face not her actual face. She's Then Nagual woman, I am the Nagual man. I'm told She's very psychic while awake but not while asleep. I am more psychic from dreams so there will be a balance there. We will combine our talents to accomplish tasks, Possibly form a Nagual Party. In addition to being the Nagual Woman, she is also a soulmate, could very well be a lover, girlfriend, or wife for lack of a better term. She is Aware of my existence and is currently searching for me. We've spent Past lives together. My guide then tells me to go to where she is. I spend the rest of the dream walking around town looking for her.

Raven

I remember walking with Raven knight in a town, that's all I remember.

Water park

Me and my brother go to some out door festival. The whole time I see an outdoor water park with a pool and slides. I keep wanting to go to it but for some reason I am always distracted by something else. Even when it rains it is still warm and I want to go to the water park, but i never wind up going.

Doubles

Very abstract dream about doing things twice, playing the same song, doing the same job. ?Always do it twice or something.

Backstory:

Nagual Lonewolf:

The core of sorcery is knowing. Knowing that is true and yet cannot be explained. I know there is such a one as Manuel, the new Nagual of the Americas. I feel him through the network of this planets filaments of energy. We have been blessed with having Dreamways give us his name. I did not know the name yet. Manuel is young and has became a master. Any here who know or have heard of him post it here. This is important.

Dreamways:

I agree with you, he is the Nagual. I've been trying to figure out why the inorganic beings called him a "benefactor" instead of a nagual, well actually the ultimate living benefactor. It could mean many things. My personal take on him is the same as yours though, that he is the Nagual, and, certainly the person that I would follow.

My sense is that Manuel is an Earth based nagual, as far as his energy goes. He has "dark" energy, but it is organic. So, he is quite different from Castaneda in personality and general vibe, as Carlos was a fountain of inorganic energy, from what I saw. I honestly don't know if I would be a "buddy" with him or not, but I get the feeling that he is a friendly person, more approachable than most. It is his energy that is important though, not his persona.

Somebody with as much energy as him can't stay invisible forever, and he's going to have people following him around whether he likes it or not. It is definitely enough to just have minimal contact with him to receive an energetic benefit, you don't really have to be in his party, but it sure wouldn't hurt either.

well, he is certainly having quite the party at this time, and he is young enough to enjoy the female attention that he is obviously getting plenty of, and maybe i would do the same thing in his shoes. your perspective changes when you're over 50, but what you learn just can't be related to somebody who is still young and dancing the night away. i was a party animal in my day, so i guess i can't talk, but i didn't have this guy's gifts either. well, at least he doesn't appear to be a drug addict or something, so he will probably survive until old age. his death defier is worse than him of course, she seems to be eye of that carnal storm he is in. so its not like she is going to be voice of reason there. fortunately, her youth is a temporary thing, and once she realizes that her body is no longer able to keep up with that lifestyle, then maybe she will wake up to what she is.

★★★

Magic tricks

I briefly Remember going to Manuel's house, he was invisible but his Nagual woman was around. Mnuel was invisible but his presence was undeniably there.

"Alright Nagual!" I yelled. "Show me your stuff. I wanna see what all this fuss is about. Show me a trick or something, Tun into a Dog like romano did."

NW(Nagual Woman) "uhh he's not here, please go away". I can hear them telepathically communicating. Manuel is telling her to get rid of me. He flies out of nowhere as a crow and goes on top of the fridge.

"I can hear you guys... you think i'm some random dreamer that showed up or, some dream character created by your mind. I can assure I am not Death Defier. now come on what can you guys do?" He telepathically tells her to do something just so I will be satisfied and will go away. "I can still hear you guys, come on!" the NW looks a bit frantic and grabs my attention. She goes to a kitchen sink and places a tennis ball by the sink. she then says "look at this", and opens hecupboard under the sink. i look up and now the tennis ball is gone. "ta daa!" She says.

I summon a tennis ball, teleport to the sink, and perform the same trick. Which is really telling the person to look under the sink, on hand opens the door and the other hand snatches the ball. At first I seem amused by the trick. But I shake my head and snap out of it. "If I let them play with me like this they'll eventually convince me that I'm a turnip."

"Alright." I say, "So that's your magic trick? Where'd you learn that one... Clownology 101? I don't mean THAT kind of magic. I'll show you magic." They look at each other confused and then look at me.

I pull off my head with my hands, throw it in the air an catch it, and then perform acrobatics tricks with my detached head. Kind of like in the "snake in the eagle's shadow" movie where the old drunkard throws around a bowl.

(@ 4:30)

They are both staring at me like "WTF" by now. I put my head back on. They are just staring. i'm thinking "oh yeah.. I should show them that trick that don juan taught me... if nly I could remember what it was... oh yeah! got it". I then morph into a Japanese girl with pigtails, laugh maniacally, jump in the air and start twirling like a top as I slowly descend to the ground. When I land a blue shock wave emanates from me and knocks me, and possibly them, out of the dream. As the dream fades out i hear Manuel go, "OHHH FUUUUU..."



Doomsday

I'm a dream like the movie "knowing". At first I see there are Archangels capturing kids to take them to the new planet after the earth is destroyed.

time speeds up and I'm in a playground at night time. The Cusp has long hair and is driving a Bobcat construction thingy, and he's knocking over the playground, picking up swingsets and ossing them. "If it's he end of the world i'm going to tear shit up first.

After he's done we go to pile in my dad's pickup truck. I'm looking into the sky and i can see stars like from the mario game falling to earth. I can see them hitting the earth and ripping huge holes in the continent. we decide to go out of the world driving the pickup towards the chaos. I say "I'm happing we're spending the last few minutes together as a family like this."

Don juan

I tell Don juan about the dream where i met the Nagual Manuel, he laughs uproariously, pat's me on the back and says, 'Good boy, you should have hooked them with that trick I've showed you. I knew you would remember. The dreaming double never forgets.If anything, Remember that."

The Return

I'm on Lonewolf's forum, where I just posted the dream. I refresh the page and I have a reply from Another Spirit. It says, "There you are drawing attention to yourself again. I bet you made that whole thing up blah blah blah." and in the signature I see a stamp of approval from Lujan??? I refresh the page and this time the NW replies to AS.

it says, "hey, I was in that dream dummy! it happened I was there so STFU!", the NW's avatar is a portal and I get Sucked in.

I am with both manuel and his NW somewhere. Before I Orient myself fully the dream explodes into countless different dreams. In one we are all amoeba, Manuel is a giant amoeba and the rest of us are tiny ones trying to eat him. In another he is the Giant tree from Avatar, and we are all Na'vi people living on him. I morph into a bear and eat his bark. In another dream Me and manuel are walking on a street in olds, I am telling him that as a Nagual he makes himself too available, creating a fog around himself so that no one really knows who he is or what he really does. This way unwanted people won't be yelling and clamouring at him for his abundant energy. Just the a jock drives by in a car and yells something untintellible, I tell Manuel that was the world agreeing with me.

In yet another dream I am walking somewhere with the NW. She wants to understand what all this Nagual stuff is. I explain to the best of my knowledge that the party they have formed funcion as an energetic unit, and that by the end of their lifetime they will be able to leave this world with their awareness fully intact avoiding the wheel of re-incarnation altogther, or having their awareness getting consumed by the eagle, whichever way they want to look at it. No only that but they will be able to take their party with, and leave behind a few aprentices to carry on their new lineage.

I'm with manuel again walking in a generic dream town. He asks me what if he just carries on as he is, partying it up. I say that what he is will eventually come and bite his ass, such to the point that it will be no longer possible to ignore the elephant in the room. His eyes are suns revolving around one another.

I'm with the NW again. She's explaining to me that her trick was actually a good one, since she was able to capture my dreaming attention. She told me that it doesn't matter how big or small the trick, as long as you can capture one's dreaming attention is important. She said her and her boyfriend have learned to activate their dreaming attention in the waking state and capture other people's as well. I ask her how they do this. She says she doesn't know how, trying to explain it is difficult, it can only be witnessed or experienced. she said I might try to go out in the world and intend to do it. She didn't explain it much further.

Twinners


somehow we all wind upin one single dream at a sort of bar. The NW is sitting across from me, she has brown hair, her bangs are cut as a straight line across her forehead, with the rest of her hair down to her shoulders.


She has huge captivating brown eyes. Manuel is drinking himself sick still trying to ignore his reality. I briefly remember the other dream where iw as reading my dreaming. I knew i was dreaming in that dream. I was about to RC but Asuka flew through a portal and looked at the NW., Asuka tried to merge with her, but the NW was like 'WTF" and blasted Asuka with an energy blast knocking Asuka out of the dream.

"you know her?"

" yes, that's Asuka my dream wife." I said.

"What was she trying to do?"

"She merges with other women in the dream state. I think it's because she wants to give other women's her feeling for me. She thinks I'm lonely, so she's trying to give me a good impression on their sub concsious. Although she never considers the physical distance between me and the dreamers... Kind of creepy if you ask me. But she means well"

"Aw that's sweet. I think.". Just then I get Dream amnesia and think, "why is the NW still here?". Manuel stumbles out of the bathroom drunk, probly from throwing up. He sits down and looks hungover. he has long brown hair. He looks like romano.

"holy shit!" I said. "you could be be Romano's twinner, He's my Nagual benefactor."

"twinner? double?" he manages to mumble dryly. "fuck this shit I wanna wake up." his head falls down on the table.

"he's not your double. But maybe a twinner, for one he's older than you and much more wise as to who and what he is, He could at least turn into a dog and all you've done is whine and hide". I get up because i have to piss. Then I wake up for real.