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    Hi!

    This journal will account my many dreams!!! yay! Anyway, I have had so much amazing synchronistic occurrences around dreams. I have helped myself and a few others through my dreams! I am doing my best to find out how to live my life by my dreams.

    Main entities:

    Asuka: My dream wife. I am purely convinced that she's not another aspect of my mind. She exists separate from me. Lately I have been running into people similar to her in waking life. She's sweet, very kind, and has a strange sense of humor. She has a yellow aura.

    Nomad: The guy that got me into shared dreaming. He doesn't show up in dreams as often... but back in the day we dream shared lots. He got me into the dream lover thing and also has experience with meeting their twinners on the waking plane.

    Raven: My other dream sharing friend. She helps me and asuka a lot. I wish I could recall her more.

    Data: He maintains the shields in my inner world.

    Victor: My dream guide... though he hasn't shown up lately.



    Shawna: A soul that shared a body with a woman named Aeona, Raven's guide Q appointed me guardian of Shawna when she was separated from Aeona.

    Other dream children: Two babies between me and asuka and also two other orphans that now reside in my inner world. We are all like a dream family... Aren't I creepy?





    The dream plane:

    I look at dreams as a separate plane of existence. Our waking realities are dense energy that give the illusion of solidity. Next is the Astral plane that is just outside of our waking perception. The dream plane vibrates at a light frequency and consits of bubbles. Every person when not traveling out of body dream in their inner world. Anyone can shape what they want their inner world to look like, and also use it as a focus point for the law of attraction. You can invited other dream entities to stay in your inner world... but be careful, it may attract demons. Dream sharing can take place inside your inner world or the inner world of someone else. other dream places are bubbles made of less dense energy.

    1. now my recall is slipping

      by , 09-25-2010 at 04:02 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      Swimming tank


      I was in some strange wooden house looking at a door that led to some dark water or something. A woman came in wearing deep diving gear.She said she was going into the water. I asked her how long she would be. She said it would be a few days. I was going to go with her but she said I would most likely freeze to death if I joined her. I realized i was naked now and a bit cold. She went into the blue water through an airlock and vanished in the waters. I sat around on a couch and watched TV or something.

      James

      Had a dream that my friend James from red deer had to battle a Giant octopus. The octopus would reach it's arms out of the tank and grab people. I was hiding behind a door frame watching james battle it. I wish I remembered more details because it was epic.

      hill

      something about sliding down a hill. that's all I remember.
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    2. Almost lucid... but no cigar.

      by , 09-24-2010 at 04:05 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★

      Job Screw up


      I was in some apartment place with my brother and dad. There was a propane tank connected to a heater. The propane tank fell over and started shaking. I thought It was gonna blow up. My dad told me to close the handle, but I said "no way i'm going near that thing". I left the room and ran downstairs a few floors until i reached the basement. Then I ran to the other side of the building and was running upstairs to get away from the impending explosion.

      Apartment WTF.

      I was back at the apartment but the basement was filled with people. i was upstairs for a while talking to people, but in the basement people kept trying to jump me. I remember fighting a few people off. At some point I hid under a chair and a miniature version of a guy i knew from school started asking me why i was hiding. I said "The people upstairs are nice but down here people are violent"

      Bonnie the psychic was voicing her interpretation for my dream while it was happening: Robert you are still having difficulties reaching your breakthrough(upstairs). You continually stay stuck at the basement because you are not surrounding yourself with the right people. The chair is your own personal place where you like to hide. Only go there to sleep and work on your future, stop using it to hide from the world. In order to reach the next level get out and surround yourself with more positive and like minded people.

      Gary

      I was with my old friend Gary from Chilliwack. It was night time in some park and we were climbing trees. At some point we found a weird pool.

      Older souls of the sage

      i was back at the park but there were more people. People were pairing off in order of how aged their souls were. It was only me and two other people who had the souls of a sage. I remember one weird woman who was tiny but had a large head. We all talked together about somethin but I forget what it was.

      Flying

      I was walking along a busy street when I flapped my arms and discovered that I could fly. The feeling was rather normal to me so I didn't question it. I flew around rooftops feeling pretty cool about it.

      Inner worlds

      At the same park I was walking on a sidewalk. Still night out. On the sidewalk various people had drawn glow in the dark chalk on the pavement. A drawing by each person was supposed to represent their inner dream world. Dreamers were allowed to view the drawings and use them as portals to the person's inner worlds. There were some pretty colorful and spectacular looking ones.

      Updated 09-24-2010 at 04:09 AM by 6012

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    3. still no lucids.

      by , 09-23-2010 at 02:08 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★

      School weird


      i'm in some class in school supposed to be doing some assignment. But I wait for the class to finish, i figure I'll just do the assignment at home. Meggy from MM is sitting in front of me. so I ask her for some notes. I see her notebook and there's things written about me in there. I say, "woah you still write about me? WTF?" she laughs and says something i can't recall. Get this: apperently the Assignment is about Pokemon and how different groups use pokemon. I can see different cartoon characters with different pokemon.

      Class ends. I find corey in the hallway and he invites me to hang out with him. I follow him outside He goes around the tthe bach of the school where there's a cliff and jumps off. I follow him down andfocus on the spot i want to land. When i do now I'm at another cliff, but fear suddenly strikes me. I muster up the courage to jump the next cliff but As soon as I do the dream rewinds. Now I think i am playing a video game because I am watching myself from 3rd person perspective, I try to move myself to follow corey but I wake up.

      Bridge

      I'm driving on a mountain and come across a destroyed bridge. I can see construction crew rebuilding it. so then i go to some house and later decid to climb over the mountain to get where I'm going. I walk into the woods with someone i can't recall. I suddenly zoom to third person perspective and see that i have shape shifted into a bear. I am knocking over small trees and eating them...

      Later I get to the other side of the mountain now in normal form. I enter a building with the person and we are looking for something but I find that one of the doors are blocked off.

      dog

      i'm in some living room. a woman wants to show me something, so she opens a case and a strange dog jumps out of the case. t's nose is longer than it's jaw and it bites me on the arm a lot. I sit on the couch and I notice the woman is fat, but i sit beside her and hold her hand anyway.
      Tags: 3 stars, corey, dog, weird
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    4. finally remembered asuka.

      by , 09-22-2010 at 04:20 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★★'s for remembering Asuka finally.

      Strange house

      I'm walking around in a large house. I remember that there were some extra rooms so I go looking them. I finally find a room and I see a black Piano in it. I want to play it but there are things piled on the piano. I take some time unstacking the stuff but i can't remember whether i played it or not.

      Entity

      FA, I'm lying in bed in the same house so I forget to RC. I remember that in this house there's a presence you can conjure. As I focus on the feeling I feel an invisible presence nearby. It startles me that it's actually there.

      Brother

      FA, in the same house. I'm talking to my brother about the previous dreams about finsing the piano and the invisible presence. My brother says he remembered something like that from his childhood, he use to walk around and would hear someone sniffing the air, but saw no one around. He use to make sniffing sounds back as if to reply and then the invisible sniffer would respond with more sniff sounds. I tell him: Holy shit, I did the exact tsame thing as a child... Playing a sniffing game with something I couldn't see.

      Sho Goes back to Canada

      Sho comes up with a way he can go back to canada, but it involves me escorting him back. So I fly to Japan. I get into the the airport when I arrive and meet Sho there. He hands me a yellow paper and says. "Fill this out fast so we can fly to canada." I fill out the entire form in a split second, all my actions are super fast. I think "We're leaving Japan already? I just got her dammit. Oh well I'll be back when i meet the waking life version of Asuka."

      We walk to a counter and a white woman takes my form. I say "Ah shit I forgot to fill it out" She has a look that says "orly?" as she unfolds the paper and sees that it is filled out. She then shows me it. I say , "Oh yeah I forgot that I filled it out." Me and Sho get on the plane.

      Super WTF on jupiter's moon

      The plane takes me and Sho to a moon around jupiter. It's covered with snow. "What is this?" Sho asks?
      "Ah didn't you know they moved canada to one of juptiers moons?"
      "Oh well," Sho says, "At least I can still smoke weed here." We walk on a snowy hill and meet Lonewolf. Lonewolf puts him to work and makes him shovel snow. I feel like i am supposed to help but I slip down one of the slopes while making a sliding indent in the snow. I go and fly up to the top of the hill and slide down again. This time I notice my sliding is tearing a hole in the surface of the moon.
      suddenly I am holding Jupiter's moon in my hand and I'm peeling off the surface of it like it's the shell of an egg. after it's all gone now I have an egg that looks hardboiled so I eat it. YUM!!!

      Woman At the bar

      I am walking towards a door leading out of a bar in chilliwack. A woman with shoulder length borwn hair puts her arm around me. "Who are you? Oh yeah your my girlfriend... how could I forget."
      "Of course I am!" she says, "How can you forget, stupid!" She kisses me.
      "Ack wait" I say as I almost avoid blowing cigarette into her mouth. I throw the smoke on the ground and it dissapears. I kiss her again. At some point I stare at her eyes. Asuka makes her eyes suddenly look smaller, first she has red eyes, then yellow, and lastly green.

      Data

      some dream about Data testifying in court on my behalf. He did a good job.
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    5. lonewolf eough for ya?

      by , 09-21-2010 at 02:55 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★

      A woman?

      I dreamd that i deliberately turned myself into some woman i knew from highschool. She's slightly bigger than me so i found it really hard walking around. My center of balance was off and I felt heavy, and then i went to the place where i transformed to change back.

      lonewolf


      I was in a strange place with Lonewolf. The whole dream seemed rather sped up. He was throwing Dice on the table to predict my future or something. He said the dice had a connection to the spirit so that the outcome would be accurate. I'm not sure what happened after.

      EMH
      i was looking at weird computer console or something. there was a display of some microchips and i heard the doctor from voyager talking about his program. Said something about the original EMH had difficulties because it's microship processors were faulty, but tnow they could be changed an upgraded so that the EMH could be programmed far beyond just medical abilities.

      movie

      I remember watching some movie but i can't remember what it was about.

      Lonewolf Again


      I was with lonewolf, don juan, carlos, Mothsdream and a few others. There was a geographical view of the different Nagual paths. Don juan's path wat like a stream of water and mine was more like a hiking trail.

      Making food

      I was at lonewolf's house messing around with a strange blender. There were two separate parts of the blender, one part there was a salad in it, and in the other was some chicken conconction. i couldn't blend them properly and the chicken kept going into the salad part so i kept picking out pieces of chicken from the salad part.
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    6. at least i had recall.

      by , 09-18-2010 at 06:35 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★

      Obama lol

      there was a metal concert hosted at the white house. There was a bunch of kids smoking weed. Obama was smoking a joint and then a cigarette. He looked around that the kids going crazy at the concert and then he was like "Oh shit... I forgot to set up my security team for this... I hope my presidential secrets aren't trashed and found out".

      a dangerous glass of water


      I was walking in a hallway of some apartment place. I ran into Bonnie lying in the hallway with an empty glass of water. She told me to put it back in the one apartment she was in... and she told me to be discreet about it because if they found out she snuck a glass of water, that they would kill her literally. Unwillingly i take the glass. I go to the aparment and put it in the door. Outside is a womanw ith red hair smiling at me. i feel like it's asuka merged with someone else i know. I am trying to be sneaky so I walk away.

      I wind up in my apartment and i start practicing Kung fu. In my mind it's because i was quickly in and out of the apartment, quick like kung fu. So i just continue the form iuntil the dream fades out.

      Dream labyrinth.


      I discovera a labyrinth of tunnels and hallways that exists in another dimension. I discover i can quickly get aroudn the dream map. Ever hallway leads to a different house. I can leave my house walking down this hallway and shortly wind up at a friends house. I come across a woman I know from waking life, she has a cast on one leg but seems to walk normally. I follow her to her place and she is always smiling.

      Gone

      I walk into a room to look at pictures of married couples. I can see a list of peoples names with pictures of couples. I recognise Erik from the metal band and his wife. I go to my spot on the list but there is no picture. I remember there was a drawn picture of me and Asuka there before, but now it's removed, because now the list only must contain real pictures from couples in waking life. I am a bit sad that i don't have a picture to submit to the list because Asuka is not with me in waking life.

      Steve in the labyrinth

      i am walking through the labyrinth between dream houses again. I run into steve who i haven't seen for a couple years. He takes me to a few different houses of his. At one of the houses i ask him if he wants to go to a club or something. I say I don't really care to go to try to pick up girls or anything. i just wanna drink and talk with him there. He laughs and says that making friends at clubs is easy, and that many people make it seem harder than it actually is. The hardest part is just opening up and talking to people.
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    7. Low recall.

      by , 09-16-2010 at 03:33 PM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      All I remember is something about being in a car. and going outside where a dog was there and I was petting it. it was a golden retriever.



      I wish my recall would go back up.
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    8. Super WTF night

      by , 09-14-2010 at 04:28 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      Music

      I had a dream that my guides were trying to teach me how to remember music from dreams. I remember hearing this song:

      I also remember Raven Knight learning a song. She was at the keyboard and smiling. she was saying as she was playing. "Yes, I can finally play this music!!!"

      Super WTF dream

      At first I Remember trying to enter a room with a bunch of guys in it, but i had to fight my way through.

      Later I'm with Jaas climbing a snowy mountain and walking up trails at night time. We go up one until it goes almost straight up. Jaas falls and we both slide down the path. We pick another directiion but eventually the same thing happens, so we go down the mountain.

      Now I'm walking around... from my lower lip to my chin is a zipper holding my skin in that part together. I am trying to zip it up but it hurts.

      I am by a strange fire with some people, I think my brother's gf jen was there. I have a bottle containing the reamains of the DV member Vira. In the dream I am told she died of liver failure from cancer or something. I open the bottle and her remains are mixed in with shampoo. I pour it on the fire and a huge smell fills the air. It smells like bubbly shampoo and well... death. Jen says that was someone who recently died that Iput on the fire. I said yes. She said from the smell of it that it seemed like the person's death was rather quick.

      Don Juan

      some dream with don juan in it. I can't remember what happened, just that he was in it.
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    9. 2 short lucids.

      by , 09-12-2010 at 02:25 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★

      Flying

      I became lucid somewhere outside with a bunch of people. H was there merged with Asuka (seriously what is up with that?). I flapped my arms and flew up and hit my head on a ceiling. H looked up and said "hey how do you do that" I said it's a dream or something and she floated up with me. We flew up somewhere and i grabbed her and kissed her. Asuka was now now wearing a sailor girl outfit. I remember feeling the fabric on her back while we kissed. it felt pretty real. I can't remember what happened after.

      Finding LSD

      I was with my brother somewhere and he pointed to a jacket or something. I unraveled it and found another cloth underneath it. I unwrapped the cloth and found two bags. One bag was a full sheet of blotter LSD, in the other bag were smaller amounts but the pieces were cut out in the shape of animals. I tore off a piece of the blotter sheet and ate it.

      I took the other bag with the smaller stuff with me and put it my pocket and took off. I walked down a hallway for some time and noticed people were following me. I thought they had suspected me of carrying drugs so i found a bathroom and went there. I went into a stall and pulled the baggy out and looked at the shapes of acid paper. I looked and saw there was a window in the stall and the people were walking into the bathroom. I was worried if they had seen me so i flushed the bag down the toilet.

      Pumpkin house

      I was driving with my dad at night time. We were heading to a place i seemed to know how to get too. We went down some sort of rocky road near a mountain. I told my dad when we passed the driveway, but he insisted his way was the right one. Up ahead we hit a road block and had to turn back. We founf the driveway and turned in. The driveway all the way to the house was lit with jacko lanterns on each side. We went in.

      I became lucid going up some stairs. I wanted to make sure my perception was correct so when i got to the top of the stairs I looked back and took a mental note of what they looked like. I turned my head away and looked back to see if it would change. It was still the same, that meant i reached a solid dream place, probably someones house. I was going to incorporate more senses into the dream when I woke up.

      there were other dreams but i forgot them by now.
    10. Lucid but forgot my goals.

      by , 09-09-2010 at 03:19 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★★

      what?

      I'm in some house or something. Romano is an older man showing me some CD cover with interesting art. I don't recall why he was showing me it.

      sleep paralysis

      I'm walking around on new years eve looking for a bar to go into. I find one and i see in the window some people are dancing. I go in and recognize the one waitress L. After a few minutes the place is empty and I'm talking to the waitress. The bar is now a house or something, and I decide to stay for the night.

      I hit sleep paralysis, and i can feel my whole dream body going numb. I can see swirls of colors on front of me and focus on the center of the swirl. I think of a place i want to go. I think i want to go to J's dream so i focus on the person's name. The swirls stop and I'm looking at a strange room with walls made of blankets depicting clowns. I shift my gaze around and I see that the walls move around a bit and now I'm seeing a hallway at the end of the room. After a while I'm no longer looking at the picture but instead I'm almost inside the room. I can't feel the rest of my dream body.

      FA, I get awoken by my family. They are talking to someone. I see the clock reads 8 and i decide i want to sleep in more but i check the kitchen to see who's there. I enter the room and see my mother talking to them, she's apologizing to my brother's gf for some reason. I look closely at my mother and see she has different eyes than usual.

      FA, I'm in the house again but everything is dark. I find J looking for a light switch it doesn't work. I become lucid. J says "Why is it so dark in here?" I say "I don't know but i think this is a dream" suddenly a pain in my chest wakes me up.


      Ledge

      Flash of being outside on a house ledge. I keep climbing up and jumping down it.

      Asuka gone again


      Realising the previous dreams weren't up on a hill where my house is I go up to my house on the hill to look for asuka. I find her and she says she's leaving and never coming back. I was crying abit and i can't remember much of the conversation.
    11. notes

      by , 09-08-2010 at 04:49 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      Another big screen.
      Super wtf mountain climb.
      - going down a trail. getting a ttacked by alien kids. but they give me a gift. A cop pulls me over and we both are eating old dutch chips.
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    12. a few more dreams. no lucids...

      by , 09-07-2010 at 04:44 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★

      Romano again.

      I'm being forced to walk through endless winding hallways again with Romano. It's like navigating a maze.

      Climbing


      I'm in some strange tower and climbing it from the inside. At first i am walking up a staircase. a door leads to another staircase but it's blocked off. So I have to climb the walls.

      A while later I'm in my house playing hide and seek with someone. i enter a lower cupboard. I don't seem to think I'll fit in it. but sure enough I do fit. I close the door all that way but it won't stay closed. I am fidgeting with the door when someone walks by.

      Slides

      I'm walking with the waking life version of asuka. I see some theme park in canada with gigantic slides... They look fun. I say to her "I'm sorry canada doesn't have as good as themeparks as you guys do in japan. but we could still have fun here."

      A bomb


      I'm in a living room with a GIANT television screen. I hear someone giggle and say "Let's see if he remembers this." They sit me down, dim the lights and play a movie. On the screen which surrounds me almost, i see a town and then a huge flash. When the flash ends i am seeing a city being destroyed by a nuclear bomb. But not like far away and looking through smoke. I can actually see all the destruction as it happens. The scene shifts to another city where another bomb goes off. It's much brighter and it seems to almost reach out of the screen, I get frightened and back up a few inches on the couch and just watch some more.
    13. a couple dreams.

      by , 09-06-2010 at 03:48 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★

      Flying

      I was with a group of people and decided to take off flying. I was going over an outside landscape that was lush with trees and a certain path. I flew until i came across the same scene that i had seen before. that looked like the one i left my friends on. while i was flying i knew that i had wings, i could feel them sort of.

      Train WTF

      I was on a train going through what appeared to be India. I got off the train and wanted to avoid some people so i hid with a couple others behind some strange trees. I waited for the other people to leave. When they were gone i left and found a bathroom and drank some tap water. It tasted wrong. I wondered if tap water in india was bad for you. I eventually boarded the train again.

      House

      Just being in a strange house and i appeared to be living with Jaas and his gf Haley.
      Tags: 2 star, flying, train
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    14. strange lucid

      by , 09-04-2010 at 02:58 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
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      Lucid and FA


      I can't remember exactly when or how i became lucid. I was in a strange building with a few people. There was one guy that looked like Arthur from the Inception movie. For some reason i was trying to open a portal using him... i must have expected a portal to come out of his chest.

      At one point i had to go pee and i found a place. I heard some girls coming. so i went up them and told them to go the other way so that I could finish. I hopped back up and found the arthur guy again. I pointed at him with my pinky trying to open a portal, didn't work. I said "I don't know why i always try to open portals with my pinkies". Arthur then sounded like he didn't ant to be a portal subject, so i knocked him out somehow. While he was laying there I jumped and let myself fall on him while i closed my eyes.

      FA, I went out of the house, Arthur was there again. Some guy was trying to enter my house with cocaine. I did jiu jitsu or something because i had the guy on the ground in some weird choke hold. I knocked him out and threw his cocaine somewhere, some guy said i shouldn't put it there, so i found another place for it. I turned around and three black yappy dogs ran across the street. One jumped up and started biting my arm. I was fighting him off when a second yappie dog jumped and bit my arm too.
      While I was struggling with them, there was a fourth Yappie dog, but he was bigger and seemed like a person. He had dark human eyes and had an aura. He was just watching me fight off the little dogs. I think he was romano, who likes to be dogs in dreams. anyway i threw the one dog off, I saw a white yappy dog biting Arthur's crotch and threw the other yappy dog at him which bit his arm now and was hanging by his teeth. the Romano dog began walking towards me.

      Missing time

      Asuka wtf

      I was in some building and my friends girlfriend kept hitting on me. I also recognised asuka in her. I was uncomfortable with her hitting me, because it was my friend's gf.
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    15. Meeting a Sorcerer

      by , 09-01-2010 at 05:01 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      ★★★★

      Notes- i am surrounded by cops. They shoot me in a parking lot. My head rests in Asuka's lap, another blond woman comes to comfort me in the dream, maybe Shawna.

      - I am with Nomad in the middle of a battle. He is swirling around as various rainbow colors and turns into a dog.

      Don Juan Describes Initiating an apprenticeship

      I am with don juan. I can't really recall where we had this discussion:
      DJ: Tell me about the man you met.
      Me: Weeks ago I had seen a psychic, Someone who can see spirits. She told me I would go to a place called Pine lake, and that there, I would meet a mentor. I wasn't sure what she meant by mentor, that could be anything, money managing, music or anything else... My last guess was that he would have been that he would be a sorcerer. I had no idea what pine lake was at the time she had told me,but nonetheless my brother invited me there a few days later, That was something which was impossible for me to ignore.
      Dj: You followed that action without question then?
      Me: Yes, That is until I saw him. When I saw him I KNEW he was the man I was supposed to meet, But I wasn't sure. I Hesitated before even talking to him.
      Don juan then hit me on the back. We were now floating over a familiar scene, which looked like a dream representation of the campground, many details and places were out of place, but nonetheless it was the same. I saw myself sitting on a bench at an outside cafeteria, close by were some doors leading into a music hall, on the other side was a short hill leading down towards two baseball diamonds where a couple baseball games were going on. I was seated on the lower seat, and sitting up higher on the bench and resting his feet on the lower seat was a man with long black hair, tied in a ponytail. He was dark skinned, He could have been any number of races. Don juan said that he looked almost like and ancient meso american indian. I corrected Don Juan as to the man's supposed true race. Don Juan said that I myself have read some of that races mythological beliefs and that some of it lined up uncannily with his lineages knowledge. He said either Casteneda had read those beliefs and put forgeries into his books, or that the two races weren't two races, they had an ancestral heritage. He then mentioned that the people of old, before the age of reason, Traveled to every continent on earth and settled in many places, Including entire lineages of sorcerers. We watched the scene some more, Eventually I got up and walked away.
      DJ: Why did you leave him sitting there, when you knew he was the man you were supposed to meet?
      Me: I wasn't sure. It was a flight response, I didn't realize it at the time, but in the back of my mind was "Is this REALLY REAL?"
      Dj: You should not have hesitated to approach him. Such hesitation could mean life or death in an act of sorcery.
      We coninuted watching the scene as it shifted. I was back at the bench by myself watching the man who was inside the entertainment hall. He was walking and and a dog brushed up to him.
      Me: I remember that! Before the dog came I was just thinking he was the one whom I was supposed to meet.
      Dj: That was your omen, and yet, you just sat there. It was an omen for him as well in his own way.
      Then scene shifted again, This time I was walking out of the music hall and the man sat on a farther bench, He was calling to a small black dog that looked like a cross between a black lab and a weiner dog, But the dog ran to me instead and I bent down and petted it.
      DJ: That was his second omen.
      Me: I knew it was for him as well.
      DJ: Then it was an omen for you as well, and yet you still didn't approach him.
      The scene shifted, to me standing close to the stage in the hall watching a band, and the man behind me roughyl 10 feet away. He kept looking at me. My energy body reacted and sprouted wings... but they weren't wings, more like tentacles that came from my back where wings would be.
      DJ: He was seeing you then, You put on a display for him and he caught it, you had him more than intrigued at that point.
      The Scene shifted to a merely empty hall in between bands. I finally approached the man and sat down beside him. As if on cue a black dog approached me, I petted it and said to myself "well, aren't you the messenger?" The man then laughed. and we began a dull conversation. I then meekly told him the story of why I was there. The man looked shocked, and then changed the subject. I excused myself saying I was going to my campsite. He walked with me until we came to the point where the main camping area was, which was downhill. My camp was on the other end behind the baseball diamond. When i continued walking the man looked confused as to my leaving
      DJ: You are much like Carlos used to be when I first began to teach him. All this time the man thought you were a Sorcerer like him, because he thought you could see. He saw all the omens of you being a Nagual, the dogs and your display of control over your own energy body, He even heard you mention why you were there and who you were supposed to meet, and then he knew he was going to be an integral part of that. Much of what was said in your conversation was meaningless, by then the Nagual had taken control of the situation. He thought you could see, he was going to give you a demonstration of what he knew... and then you left. And that baffled him, Much like I was baffled when mescalito took a liking to Carlos... Here was an idiot insisting on an overindulgence in talking to himself, and constantly anylising everything to the point of nausea, and yet mescalito played with carlos like they were childhood friends. That's how baffled that man was, at an idiot over indulging in hesitation, even inspite of the fact that the spirit is screaming Omens and trying to get him to act.
      Again The scene shifted. In the scene i had mustered up the courage to confront the man, I was standing at the other doors to the hall mingling with people, and then looking over at the man a few times, letting him know that I was ready. The man left the building, while I was still talking to him. He then turned around and looked at me for a second until I noticed him. He began walking further as I followed behind him.
      DJ: He was trying to grab your attention with his eyes, he wanted you to follow him for sure this time.
      The man walked down a small hill into a valley where most of the camping took place. He quickened his pace to his campground, sat down by the fire and kept to himself, he seemed to be focusing on something. I followed down the hill a mere seconds after looking for him, I wandered close to his campground only separated by.... nothing. In my memory there was a trailer, but in the scene were was none there. A sleeping dog got up and walked in my direction. It stopped and faced me. It's actions were very deliberate. It gazed at me, I stopped in my tracks, backed up a step or too and looked again. The dodg shiften out of sight and came back again, Then I leaned forward slightly, eyes wide and said a low "WOOOOW!" I then turned and walked away.
      DJ: That's what what he came to do. He knew the spirit had pointed you out to him, but that you needed to be pushed. He sensed that you were unsure of the encounter, so he had to act fast before he left. He had to hook you, and that's what he did. He Used his intent to shift your assemblage point, and then he used his double to inhabit the dog. You've heard of Lonewolf speak of similar things when he talks about using the assemblage point of a coyote, and how a coyote will lend it's body to someone willing to shape shift into it's form. Although, there is no real shape shifting involved, The dog lent itself to that man, just like your dream body lends itself to your awareness, or can lend itself to any other dreamer. You know all this of course, but haven't articulated it yet, but you will.
      Me: Did he hook me like you hooked carlos?
      DJ: ina sense yes he did, But, he wasn't as aware of exactly what he was doing as when I was when I had to hook Carlos. The Nagual has a funny way of making sorcerers dance with one another, All participants are sure they know what they are doing while they are doing it, and yet the nagual guides their every move. In order for that to happen, they have to make themselves available to it. One way is following omens or signs of the spirit, which is what you both did. From that point on, the Nagual was running the show and palying you two baffoons like puppets to do it's will.
      Me: He seemed pretty controlled of his actions to me, and he acted witha precision I have never seen anyone else on earth do.
      DJ: yes, It may appear so, but that only means he has a cleaner connection to the spirit than you. He calls the Nagual or sppirit with different words. He will teach you them someday.
      Me: If he does, we barely have any way to contact one another again.
      DJ: Power Provides. Both of you are hooked into something now which is hard to escape from. Both of you have the intent to meet again. He may deny it to himself right now, in the same way in which you hesitated, but eventually you two will have to meet again, it's inescapable right now.
      Me: Why did you call him a baffoon.
      DJ: He was only a lot better than you at covering up his hesitations and doubts, He's been trained to do this in his spirtual practice, He's a baffoon because he's not 100% sure of himself, just like you are not 100% sure of yourself. I suppose that's why you two are well matched. But still He made himself available to the sppirit and he served as a catalyst for it to descend on you, That's his advantage over you. That is what you may have learn from him someday. If he ever teaches it. The only thing you can do for now is set your intent to meet him again, but Ultimately he decides whether or not you will meet again, He still has the power of choice whether to ignore the spirit or act with it. In a way he is hooked too.
      Me: I am definitely hooked. I can't get my encounter with him out of my mind. and Now I see signs of the Nagual wherever I turn.
      DJ: That's good then, You are oing your part. You should that hope he does as well.
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