Nom nom nom, Mmmattelicious...

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Woke up with barely any recall at all, but I had a few feelings that wouldn't go away. Something about a train and a carcrash. Halfway to work I recalled a couple of things.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm playing golf with a few other people. I try to find some balls and I spot a couple in the fake grass. The courses are tiny, just like in mini-golf and it seems as if they're platforms in water. I try to find a few peg's but I only find flat ones. "Wtf is this?" I wonder but I realise it must be for hard surfaces. My boss shows up and he smiles at me. I shoot the ball into the water and jump after it. "How am I supposed to swing under water?" I ask my mom.

*I'm on a bike and I'm trying to catch the train. The signs says the train will be leaving any moment and I jump through the doors just as they close. I sit down and relax.

05.10: Stunt gone wrong
I'm in a car going really fast on the highway. Next to me are two guys in black leather on one motorcycle and they're doing some kind of stunt. Suddenly they fall and starts rolling. They don't slow down and continue to roll and flip. One guy goes limp and I can tell his neck is broken. His head gets twisted in strange angles and it gets blue in seconds. After a while the guys stop rolling and we all rush to the guy with the broken neck, now turned 180 degrees around. A guy in a helmet walks up to him as he's sitting up, still alive amazingly, and twists the head with both hands. A large "Crack" is followed by a moan.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Kinda freaky dream but still entertaining.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
Good morning! Had the intentions of becoming lucid last night, and guess what? It worked like a charm. Even got to do my task I had set up, but it didn't really work the way I had hoped... Need to try it again next time. Also, I woke up with a headache and it felt like my dream memory was blocked. My pee was almost brown so I guess I'm dehydrated. Anyone else had trouble recalling while being dehydrated?

23.30: Sleep

07.00: WBTB 10 minutes

08.00: Whorehouse
I'm inside of a big house with alot of other people. Guys and girls around me are drinking heavily and partying. It has the feel of a whorehouse and a very hot, skinny woman walks up to me. A guy is about to have sex with her, but I decide to warm her up a bit first. I rub her breasts with my hands and grab her ass with both my hands and lift her up. I start to feel a bulge in my pants but I know I can't do anything as I've got a girlfriend. "You've got the most amazing ass" I whisper in her ear and she giggles as I feel it for a few more seconds.

I let her go and start walking up the stairs with a friend. He nudges me and points to the top. A girl is sitting there with nothing on her lower half and she seems to be very drunk. We get a clear view of her private parts and my friend laughs but I look away in respect. The stairs take a right just a few steps from the top, and I find my coworker Peter sitting on a chair. His eyes are red and half closed. The girl on the stairs bends over to pick something up and Peter grins at me in satisfaction. "Haha what a pervert" I think. He's 60+. I walk into a room and sit down a large table where most people have suddenly gathered.

08.00: Senses MILD
I'm about to head into a seven eleven store when I spot an old woman with a tiny dog. She let the thing crap on the pavement right infront of the door, and didn't pick it up. I'm furious and I can't just let her walk away. I start attacking her verbally. "Don't you think adults should take responsibility for their actions? Are you really one?" I ask her and take a closer look. I can spot a thin mustache of white hairs on her upper lip. She's very ashamed and just stands there in silence. After a few more amazing lines I totally nail, I head into the store. I walk up to the counter and ask the guy behind it to give me something fun. He puts up a bowl of pasta bolognese.




I look at the bowl and slowly become lucid. I remember my task of using my senses. I taste the pasta, it tastes just like I expect it to. The guy behind the counter starts asking me questions. "What do you work with? How old are you? Where do you live?" I answer them each in turn as I focus on my sense of touch. I run my hands over the counter. "Do you do any sports?" he asks me and I tell him no. I remember that smell is another sense. I take a big whiff of the pasta, it smells just like regular bolognese.

I look around in the store and there are some shelves to the right behind the counter. The guy asks me more useless questions he should already know. "I don't have time to waste on you" I tell him and walk out the store. I'm on the street outside, but I can't seem to see very far. There's a fog and it's very dark outside. A single streetlamp fills the street with gloomy light. I can't for the world remember what the fifth sense is. "What the heck, I'll just fly" I tell myself after some time when I get bored.

I take off instantly at will and go up a few meters and stop. I don't want to fly away in this darkness and destabilize the dream. Suddenly the entire dream starts to collapse. My vision gets twisted and I can only see a spot of asphalt underneath on the lower right corner of my vision. I remember spinning might stabilize the dream and I start to descend while spinning around. I never reach the ground for some reason and I just hang there for a few seconds as I cling to the dream.

11.00: Fragment
*I spot a bug in the bed and I attack it.

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 200 ml applejuice

That's it! Recall sucked for 11 hours of sleep... Must be the dehydration. Also I couldn't remember the 5th sense as I have trouble remembering them in real life. I know what they are, but I have to think for a second or two before I can name them all. I guess I gotta practice on that. Still, awesome.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Tomorrow morning is closing in. I didn't expect to have a lucid last night, but I did. It was a very weak one, and I don't have the greatest recall. But still a lucid.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Short lucid DILD
I'm walking behind someone. I suddenly get lucid and start thinking of my senses right away. "Sight, touch, hearing..." I think as my sight suddenly vanishes. Everything's black but I can feel I'm still in the dream. I focus on my hearing and I can hear crickets and birds. A dark green, slimy path in a swamp appears infront of me and I can feel the slime under my feet.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I'm psyched about tomorrow. Try to stabilize the dream and root myself as much as possible, then play around with telekinesis. That's my plan.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I've started to notice that I very often dream about either taking a piss, or taking a shit. I think that I dream about pee'ing as my bladder is full and I have to go, but I never wake up and feel the need to go number two. Weird...

22.30: Sleep

Boat, bee's
I'm standing next to two wooden rowing boats and I'm with a few people. We're about the enter the one in the front and I remember that you get really wet if you sit in the back. "I wanna sit in the front" I say. Someone tells me I can't and I shrivel up my face and pretend to start crying just for fun. Some girl buys it and tries to soothe me. We get in the boat and suddenly it's filled with foamy, warm water. We're in a hot tub and some black guy is sitting next to me. I feel like I have to pee and think about doing it right there, but I don't.

The dream skips. I enter a barn on dry land and is about to take a piss. There's a buzzing sound coming from the back of the barn and I can see thousands of flies flying around. Only it isn't flies, it's bee's! I run out and wave my arms as they try to sting me.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 150 ml applejuice

That's it! Friday tomorrow... I want a lucid BADLY.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Kinda in a hurry, but I did have a fragment I could post.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm at work with a few coworkers. We all laugh about something and I feel the need to take a shit. I enter one of the containers with all our tools in it and is about to take a dump there, but I figure taking it at the toilet would be more convenient.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Woke up and didn't recall anything. After some half-sleeping on the ride to work I recalled a fragment of the dream I had, and man did my day get a lousy start.

22.30: Sleep

06.00: Fragment
*I'm with a superhero of some kind. He uses two powers and one of them summons an enormous tsunami that comes crashing down on a villain. "Shouldn't you take it easy with that? You know it will hurt the body you're in" I say but he just shrugs it off. He's in another person's body and using too much power will hurt the vessel.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I know that dream was awesome. I think I flew around and used some powers of my own... Sadly I don't remember. Oh well, what can one do? Try harder!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! The week is starting off with a very weird dream and a nice monday. I can feel my motivation coming back to me and I've done quite a few RC's during the day. Awesome!

23.30: Sleep

05.10: Oh shit
I'm with a few friends and we're at some nightclub. I walk up to a few people I know sitting around a table. A few people I dislike are sitting at the table nearby and they give me a questioning look. "Oh yeah, I know these people and Yes, I am in this exclusive club" is what I tell them with a single look back. I sit down and start talking to one of the girls, a friend of my sister. She asks me if I want the picture of her sucking on my dick at a party a few nights ago. I remember the picture clearly and I get a pit in my stomach. "Let's keep it on the downlow with that ok? It wouldn't be good if my girlfriend found out" I say and fake laugh a bit. "I didn't think I was capable of cheating, even when drunk... I guess I was wrong" I think for myself.

The dream changes. I'm watching a video clip that I've recorded myself while drunk. I'm high up in a pinetree and I'm showing my genitals. "Oh come on, less of that" I say to the people around me watching the clip. My friend Felix was there and some other person. There is "no less of that" though and the drunk me is starting to masturbate while climbing down the tree. I ejaculate downwards and I can feel the shame. "Ok we have to erase that tape" I say and start measuring something on the ground around a few trees. I get help and we try to calculate how much to ensnare to make sure the tape gets erased (?). "Why don't we just erase it in the VCR?" I ask.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 5½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I'm glad I had a rather interesting dream. Let's see what tonight brings!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a couple of dreams last night, but I was too tired to write them down. I did use the G+C combo this morning during a tiny WBTB, and had two dreams afterwards.

23.50: Sleep

07.00: WBTB 10 minutes

09.30: Fishing
I'm with my mom and my brother and we're down at the canal. We've just come back from something and returned to our stuff, some of it stolen. I try to find worms and lift up a metal plate on the ground. Thick purple worms are trying to slither away but I grab them before they have a chance. With a handful of worms I go back to my mom who's already fishing. "Help me out, I've got a big one!" she cries out to me and I grab her line. I can see a huge silvery fish struggling in the water and we pull it up on dry land.

It's a fish that no one eats, and I try to remove the hook. The fish has swallowed the hook and even thought I try to wiggle it out, it's still stuck in there. I take out my knife and tell my mom there's no other way. I stab the fish hard in the head and miss its brain. Some guy who's with us pulls the fish to the side, making my blade cut in an arc into the brain.

09.30: Weird dream
I'm at work with a few coworkers and we're all playing paintball with pink paintball bullets. Snusknicke drives up to me in a large white bus, and tells me to get in. I'm amazed we can afford such a cool vehicle. He drives like a maniac and pulls the handbreak at the end of the street. We spin 360 degrees and slam into the wall of snow by a gate. A large plastic decoration of some sort on the roof comes off. Again we go really fast down the street and I pull my window down and hold up my paintball rifles.

No one shows up and with the speed we've got, I'm sure we will crash. He drives the bus off of a hill and down into a creek. "If we die, I'll see you in Nangiala" I tell him and hold on for dear life. Instead of crashing through the windshield at impact, we bounce up again and fly over the trees. After some airtime we finally land the thing on the ground. I get out and look back at the annihilated bus. It's upside down.

Some Spanish dude tries to run away with a few plastic cups and I tell him to stop. I inspect what he's holding and after a while I tell him he can have them. Björn is there instead of Snusknicke and we get in the bus again. I open the fridge and check if anything's left. Everything's in perfect order, but it's all upside down. I have no idea how the soda's and food are even able to stay like that, but I don't think much about it. We go up some stairs to a room, and stay there for a while. Suddenly we can hear voices outside. Björn tells me to be quiet and we stand there for a long time, just listening. "Bar Eneng! Bar Eneng! Bar Eneng!" the people outside are chanting.

"Do you think we should stand on one side each of the stairs with a knife ready?" I ask Björn. He tells me to be quiet. I realise they probably think we're ghosts and I can see silhouettes outside. They must have seen me through the white linen cloth draped over the windows. Björn tells me to follow his lead and put a white cloth over us. Apparently we're going to pretend we're actually ghosts. Walking down the stairs, he holds up a speaker. "This is insane" I whisper to him. I feel like we're walking in slowmotion and people downstairs are watching us. I'm sure we're going to get busted any second.

Suddenly some kind of menu pops up and I can see different quests being completed. Just like in WoW. All quests are turned in except for one. An old woman walks up to me and asks me where her daughter is. I have no answer and she pokes me with a thin black rod. Our plan failed. From this point on, everything feels more like a strong thought than a dream, as people start pulling guns on eachother and we barricade ourselves in a room.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Slept for a long time as usual, and ended up having more fragments than dreams.

23.30: Sleep

09.00: Fragments
*I'm playing CoD. I'm on a beach in some jungle country and there are wooden houses everywhere. There are several "support" classes to choose from and I choose one with a slim rocket launcher. I try to use it on a helicopter but it doesn't work. Walking down the street, I spot an enemy up ahead. I jump and crouch and fire off a few bursts. He dies and the game ends. I can see my kill in replay.

*I'm at my own appartment and Monica is there with me. I walk into the kitchen and look at some kind of calendar with sexy girls on it. I find a dildo looking thing, with a small hole in it. Apparently it's a thin plastic vagina.

09.00: Ice
I'm standing next to a frozen lake. An ambulance zooms across it and I'm afraid it's going to break through the ice. Long tracks are made in the snow and it makes it to the other side without falling through. I walk out on the ice and walk to the shore on the other side. A wave suddenly rips through the ice and I brace myself for the impact as a large chunk of ice heads towards me. There's a woman ontop and she's screaming. She hits the water but I don't. I drag her out of the water and tell her to take her clothes off. She thinks I'm a pervert and I have to tell her it's so that she won't freeze to death. I take my pants off and tell her to put them on instead. "What about you?" she asks me. "I didn't fall in, so I'm not wet, I'll be alright" I tell her.

09.17: Money and snowboarding
I'm in a small pool with another guy inside. There are two other people next to us in another pool and there is money everywhere in the water. The pools are slowly filling with water and it's like I'm in a big game of some kind. I grab all 100 bills I can find and after a minute or two, an alarm sounds. Game over. I compare my amount of money to the other people. My sister's ex boyfriend is there and he shows me a receipt of some kind. "I got snowboarding stuff" he tells me. I find a receipt myself and it's just on some candy. We walk down a road and talk for a while. Suddenly I notice that my pile of bills is very small.

"Oh shit, I must have dropped them" I say and head back. My friend Felix calls me and we talk for a while. I realise that he has no idea what I'm doing or where I am, but I just left him. "Are you some kind of doppelganger or what?" I ask him. I hang up and find some of my receipts. I head back and I spot people skiing. There's a big slope with different lifts. My friend G takes off in a motor driven lift, where you have to race uphill to catch the anchor. I don't feel like going on that one, so I strap on my snowboard and head down. I walk up to the two seated lift and Monica is suddenly next to me. We go on it and talk on the way up. "I dreamt this once" I tell her.

12.00: Pissed brother
I'm on my balcony with my brother just chilling. It's night out and my neighbours above are having a party. My brother gets pissed off at them and I try to calm him down. Some guys lean out of the balcony and talk to us. Martin keeps yelling and I tell them I'm sorry. "You've been doing great these past months" I tell them. "No partying and nothing, it's great, just don't party all night". A very fat guy starts talking. "Hey, what did you do yesterday? You started talking about your own computer problems when I was talking about mine, and you cut in line with hotdogs, what's up with that? It's like G when he's drunk, not OK dude, not OK" I remember being very drunk the other night and I apologize to him for being an ass.

12.00: Fragments
*Playing wow.

*I'm gambling on a machine and it's going good. I get some kind of bonusgame as always.

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 200 ml applejuice

That's it! Was kinda close to getting lucid, but I haven't put in any effort at all this week due to being sick. Have a minor cold atm and it's making me lazy. Oh well.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Recalled a few dreams this morning. Nothing special really.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm talking to an old friend on the phone. I'm once again in my friend G's mother's house.

05.10: Sauna
I'm in some random house. I decide to go into the sauna and walk into my bedroom with my friends sleeping on beds in it. I take off my pants and grab a towel. I walk into the sauna room and accidentaly step on a gamecube, resetting the game. "What the fuck dude?!" A young teenage boy asks me. "Oh shit, I'm sorry" I say and feel ashamed. "How long did you play without saving?". "Like 8 hours" the second boy tells me and brings up the screen. I can tell it has only been set back like an hour and I leave the place. "I thought that was the sauna" I think as I walk around the place, trying to find another one. I walk in a saunadoor and find my cousin's father doing something on a grill. There's ash in the air and we talk for a while.

05.10: Disappointed
I'm at school with my old class. I'm joking around with a few friends and I behave just the way I used to behave when I was a kid. The teacher tells us to be quiet. "I have your test results here, Matte, you disappoint me" she tells me and hands me a paper. "Wtf, 52 points out of 64?" I think as I check the test. Matilda apparently did much better and I'm mad with myself. I can see I've accidentaly skipped a few questions.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 200 ml applejuice

That's it! I'm ready for another lucid! Will try to stay in the dream this time and activate all my senses. Read WakingNomad's tutorial on it, sounds good.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Haven't gotten as much sleep as I wanted to this week, and I've still got some kind of virus in me. Didn't get as sick as I thought I would though. Had one dream last night.

21.45: Sleep

05.10: Stupid girlfriend
I'm with Monica in G's mom's house. We're hiding behind walls and stuff and we laugh silently at Eric's new girlfriend. She's extremely stupid and we make fun of her. Eric and I have a very long and serious conversation afterwards on the yard about the whole deal. My family keeps listening in on us and I yell at them for being idiots. Me and Monica leave the place and go in a car on the road. I can see the golf court on the other side of the big road up ahead. People are having taekwondo fights on the grass and they're amazing. One guy gets a kick in the nuts and falls down in pain. The other guy is apparently a kick boxer.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Just had some applejuice, we'll see what tonight provides! I long for the weekend so much though...

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. Didn't dream much last night, and also I'm running a fever. My dreams tonight are going to be crazy, and I hope I don't get too mindf*cked.

23.45: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm with a few friends and Monica. We're lining up in a long line and I check my watch. It's just 5 minutes until the flight is about to leave. "We'll make it" I say and check my watch again. I walk up to our white car that I parked on the sidewalk.

*I'm in a clothing shop and I've got a hardon. By swinging my body to the right and left at a rhythm I create some kind of force, which propells me forward. I run around the place. I meet my friend Eric and he shows me some perfume. One of them apparently made him faint. I smell it, smells very strong.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 5 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Blah, I hate being sick... We'll see if I have the strength to write down any feverish dreams tomorrow.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

Good morning! Last night was intense, or actually it was this morning, but still. I figured I'll try to become lucid two days in a row, and it worked. I used some galantamine at a WBTB and the dream I had after that was one of the longest dreams I've ever had. First time ever that I actually didn't want to stay in the dream after becoming lucid.

23.30: Sleep

05.00: Fragment
*I'm watching an interracial couple having sex.

05.00-05.25: WBTB - Mantra: I will lucid dream

06.40: Adventure indeed MILD
I'm in a couch with my brother and two of his friends. We're partying or something similar. I get up and walk around the place. We seem to be at some kind of convention, kinda like Dreamhack. I spot a crowd of people and decide to check out what's going on. "He beats them at chess while walking around!" a guy tells me and I can see a chess table and three guys playing. The younger one is walking around the table while he's playing. Apparently that's supposed to be very hard. The crowd cheers and I realise he's beaten them. I can tell his move was very clever. "You walked right into that one!" one of the guys in the crowd tells one of the losers.

I start walking away from the table and suddenly I'm in a grocery store. I walk along the isles and find Monica standing by the freezers. "We should get something we can just snack on at night" I say and I've got pizza in mind. We check out several different kinds of pizza and similar things. I find a very cheap one. "2 kronor for a pizza is amazingly cheap" I say and show it to Monica. She agrees but the brand is something we've never seen before. A guy shows up and is looking for the same kind of food.

The dream skips. I'm in the car with Monica on our way out of town. I spot a stable and know there's a supermarket just a kilometer behind it. I don't know how, but I make the car fly. It's very dark out but I imagine the place just as it looks like. I can see several streetlights and as we fly, the landscape gets clearer. We land outside of a small grocery store, just where I knew it would be. I go and get a ticket for the car. It expires in just two minutes. Weird. A girl working at the store comes up. "Don't worry, he never checks anyways" she tells us. "Ah damn, money well spent" I think. The car is making a very annoying sound.

We check the car for a long time. We open different doors and close them, push all kinds of buttons but the beeping sound won't stop. My brother Martin comes up and shuts it off. We're just about to walk into the store when he grabs my arm. "Buy me two milky ways and some beer". I look at him and I'm getting angry. "When YOUR friends come to MY place, THEY buy ME stuff!" I yell at him. He disagrees and I leave him there. Entering the store I notice it's being renovated. All walls are grey and the floor aswell. I enter a big room and accidentaly kick away a golfball coming towards me. Two employee's are playing mini golf.

"Hey, where is the place you buy food at?" I ask them. They laugh at the accident and points towards a few stairs across the large empty room. We walk across the room and down the stone stairs. We do not arrive at a grocery store, but a swimming hall. My family is there and so is my coworker Björn. They're swimming around a pillar and the water starts at the end of the stairs, there's no place to stand. I notice Björn's got swimming goggles and I put mine on too. They're blurring my vision alot, but I still keep them on when I jump in the water.

The dream skips. I wake up in the dark. We're still in the swimming hall, but sleeping in different beds all around the room. The water is gone. I try to check my alarm clock, but alot of stuff is in the way. It's standing ontop of a TV in the dark and I make alot of noise as I clear the TV. "05.00". People start waking up. My brother Morgan is up, and so is my dad. Soon the lights turns on and everyone but me is up. My dad is standing by the entrance of the room. "My toe has cramps" his toe wiggles. My sisters and my mom wants to wake me up and starts harrassing me. I want to sleep some more so I can dream. "Get out!" I tell them.

They start poking me in the mouth with nail files. My vision is split, and even though I've got my eyes closed, I can see myself on a monitor. I start biting the files they poke at me and bite off little pieces. They keep doing this and I can taste the files, they taste like licorice and they feel very unpleasant against my teeth. I finally get up and start writing down my dreams in my DJ on DV.

I wake up. I get on the computer and onto the chat. I am about to write something like: "Omfg I just had the longest dream ever" but all I manage to type is a very long "-_-" smiley. I realise my DJ entry is there and I read something in spanish. Looks like a poem or something. I am confused and decide to take a walk. I've got a weak memory of just flying and I'm wearing a white shirt. I check my belt for the internet browser buttons. I press one and intend to get on a train site to check for train times. The load is way too long so I open a new window. Which makes me get another white shirt on. Just like internet explorer usually is, it is completely white (?). I walk down the road with my two shirts on, feeling weak and a bit dizzy. I stop at a sandbox for some reason.

A girl clad in black down the road is coming towards me. She's wearing black leather and has a very "emo'ish" look. I look away for a second. When I look back, the girl is gone and replaced by a white cream cake. It's rolling down the road on wheels it seems, and just as it's next to me, the cake changes colour from white to dark purple. A second later the cake starts disintegrating and blows away in the wind in layers. A man shows up. "Hey, did you just see that?!" I ask him. "See what?" he tells me, and the second later, he also disintegrates and blows away in the wind.

"Oh, I am still dreaming!?" I ask myself. This is getting too much. I'm standing outside of a very dark forest and I don't like the feeling of the dream anymore, I want to wake up. I start screaming ontop of my lungs, at first I can barely hear myself, but soon my voice is booming, "WAKE UUUUUUUUUUP!" I start floating upwards and I laugh a little at the entire scenario. I don't wake up right away, but I slowly start to.

I can see my hand infront of me. I am completely paralyzed for a few seconds before I can move again. I get up.

I wake up for real and do a RC right away.

06.40-07.20: WBTB - Mantra: I am dreaming

8.45: Short lucid MILD
I'm by a lake with a few other people. A man, apparently very powerful, is standing infront of me and my friends. He tells us something and two huge green wings emerges from his back. Only one is fully stretched out though, but that's enough for him to take flight. He flies straight up, laughing. I can feel the wind picking up and I decide to follow him. I let the wind take hold of me and my two smaller wings and I start to fly. I fly around the lake two times in a wide circle just for the fun of it, I never get tired of the feeling.

I position myself a few meters above the evil man. "Hmm, perhaps fire will work?" I ask myself as I realise his wings are made out of green paper. I imagine them catching fire and to my surprise, fist sized circles of fire form and eats through the paper in seconds. The man starts falling right away but so am I. We both crash into the water and I get a faint memory of being in the water earlier. I lose lucidity and suddenly we're having a "smoke break" on the dock with my two sisters.

8.45: Insects
I'm sitting at a table with my two sisters. I spot a cross spider spider to my left on the wall. It's curled up in its web and I blow some warm air on it to make it come to live. I know it isn't very aggressive and it fascinates me alot. It starts to crawl out and when I can fully see it, it's alot bigger than I first thought. We all shy away from it and a woman takes it in her hand. "Don't worry" she tells us. Her husband is there and she puts white glue on his head and face. She takes a wig and some fake beard and puts it on there. The glue drips down his face and they tell me their story.

I feel like looking at the spider again. She tells me it's on the ground somewhere. I spot several spiders that looks just like it, but after a closer look, I can tell the difference. They aren't moving either. A cool bug comes running with one its mouth and I flick it away. My hands starts stinging and I notice a few fireants. I flick them away aswell and look where I'm standing. I'm in a fireants nest, and they're crawling up my boots. I shake them off and stomp my feet to prevent anymore from going up my legs.



10.30: Party
I'm at a big house by a lake. There's a party going on around me and they've put up tents. The sun is shining as I walk around the place. I spot a very hot girl in a yellow bikini. I'm having a hard time keeping my eyes off of her, but I force myself when her big latino boyfriend gives me a stare. I walk for a few meters and then turn around. Felix tells me that the girl was checking me out for a long time. "I don't want no trouble" I tell him. I get a text message, it's my dad.

10.30: Party ended
The dream doesn't skip, it's a new one. I'm at the same place, but the party has ended. It's dusk out and everything's very quiet. I know the world is about to change real fast, and I have to find some survival gear. My brother Morgan is there and I grab him. Some other boy, who looks like a tiny orange/brown alien shows up and I realise we have to take him with us. I chase him a bit, we all plunge into a pool and I help him up. Earning the trust of the alien boy, I can finally start looking for gear. I enter the house and my two sisters are on a couch. "Where is the gun?!" I ask them. They point at a box by a drawer.

I open it and take out two guns. They're very heavy. Morgan grabs one and I tell him he can never, ever touch it. There's still ammo left in the clips, but I want some more. I rumage through the box and find a few keys, an army swiss knife, and sharp metal objects. All of a sudden, my vision changes. I can see the lake and I can hear someone on a radio. He's over the lake in the town and he's on his way over. I shoot with a mini-gun and he laughs. "That's gotta be heard halfway across town". An old man across the lake appears in the enormous hole I just blasted in his house. "You leave me alone you teenagers!" he yells at me, waving his shotgun.

10.30: Fragment
*I'm at a table and my sister Malin is singing. Her voice is amazing. When she's done I remember her being in a choir. "She's great at both singing, and drawing" I say.

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Awesome. My sisters were in almost all my dreams last night. They just came home from Egypt and I'm seeing them for the first time in a few weeks. Also why I dreamt of survival was because I thought for a while about it last night, what to buy and so on. Pretty amazing, perhaps thinking about it before bed would be even better? Inducing a dream that is. Gotta try that...

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Finally I got my sweet sleep. Took some B6 last night and got a few long dreams early on, but my recall is a bit weak tbh. I did have a lucid, but sadly it was early during the night and the dream didn't last long.

02.45: Sleep

05.25: Bear attack DILD/MILD
I'm out walking with Monica when all of a sudden a bear shows up. As bears are my mortal enemy I get scared shitless. We try to run away from the monster but it's impossible. Monica goes limp all of a sudden and hits the grass. I try to lift her up but I think I left her.
The dream skips. I wake up and go to the bathroom. I'm in Monica's dad's house. He's shaving in the bathroom. "Hi Matte, have you seen Monica?" he asks me in a serious voice. "Oh shit... the bear!" I remember and I realise he's pissed at me. I get out of the house. Outside I can tell I'm at my grandma's house. The bushes are really narrow and I have to squeeze through to get out on the street. I realise I'm dreaming and I decide to fly some. It doesn't work right away, I feel just as constrained as I just felt by the bushes. After a few jumps I am flying down the street. I jump from roof to roof.

05.25: The facebook experience
It's christmas and I'm at my cousins house. All my relatives are there and an old classmate of mine, Matilda. We're talking and she's getting on my nerves. I am pissed when I decide to stop talking to her. "Why the hell would she say stuff like that?" I ask myself and sit down at the dinner table. We're just about to have eat and everyone's seated. They all start slandering me, pissing me off so much that I leave the table. They all laugh. It feels awful to get picked on like that and I decide to go get some fresh air.

I'm sitting by the sidewalk when my mom comes out with a present for me. "Here, open it" she tells me. I remove the red wrapping paper. It's a pillow with the "Facebook" logo and some slogan on it. I get it now. The pissing me off part and all that shit was my christmas present. A big fucking joke. I have never been so mad in a dream before. I scream myself hoarse and yell for a long time at my mom and everyone inside.

05.25: Fragment
*I'm about to play "Cluedo" with a few people. I bring up the game and try to tell them all the rules. I get an idea on how this could be used as a beer game one day.

09.30: Work #1
I'm at work and I'm trying to compress the ground with a remote controlled machine. I'm close to a wall on a small slope, and ofcourse the thing goes down the slope towards the wall. I shut the thing off before it damages it. I inspect the low concrete wall going along the water, it's all crooked and is leaning dangerously. I ask Björn about it and he tells me it's supposed to look like that. An excavator helps me with the stuck machine and I'm handed a smaller one. It's a super fast remote controlled car.

I go back and forth over the snow and make tracks in it. It's incredibly fast and I'm having a blast. All of a sudden the car goes through the ice. I can see it through the ice, stuck just where the water begins. I get on my knees and thrust my hands down and grab the thing before it sinks. I get wet all over as I fall down. Björn laughs at me.

11.00: Work #2
I'm with a few other coworkers and we're about to go in on a coffee break. I spot a girl at a small tree we've planted and the other guys start talking about how hot she is. I recognise the girl as an old classmate and I decide to go say hi. She smiles at me as I greet her. She seems a bit slow, like she's on drugs. The tree she's been hanging in has broken in half and she's trying to fix it. "Want some duct tape?" I ask her and spot some on the ground. "No thanks, I'll be fine" she tells me. We erect the tree.

She tells me how she's been at the psych ward because her girlfriend (apparently she's lesbian) had some major breakdown. She tells me how she also had one. I tell her about how I was worried I might end up in one as I think too much. "I'll be fine" I say and tells her I have to go. "Alright, hugs and kisses" she tells me. I walk up to her and give her a hug, she laughs and gives me a kiss on the cheek. I walk up some stairs and when I'm reach the top, there are no stairs going down the other side, but a very nice beach. I've ended up at a hotel next to a beach.

The weather is very pleasant. The sun is shining and I can feel the warm air. I walk down a few stairs in slowmotion, and run towards the hotel. "I wonder why I always run in slowmotion when it's hot outside" I think for myself. I enter the hotell and end up in my room. All my friends are there with their computers. Monica is also there but she doesn't seem very happy about us having a LAN. "Hey Matte, you can sit here" my friend G tells me and points at a tiny desk with a box for a chair.

11.00: Work #3
I'm at work once again. I hear a crash and I spot a car at a crossover. He's hit a little girl. Me and my coworkers start yelling at him, calling him names. We have a long discussion on how stupid he really is, but the driver doesn't seem to get it. He goes off and me and my friends decide to chase him down. We run along the road and soon we spot him stuck in traffic. I grab some snow and throw it at the car, my friends do the same. The guy gets out and we all start running back, digging through large piles of snow.

Jonas comes out of one and I kick him by accident. "Oh shit, I thought it was him. Why are we running by the way? We're three and he's just one" I say and we stop. The guy shows up and Jonas drops him with a kick to his face. He falls down with an "Ouch!". He gets up and I decide to take him on. I hold my hands up and dodge to the left and right like a boxer would have. We fight like two pathetic drunks and I can't seem to land a single hard punch on his face. I try to spin around and kick him but my kick doesn't hit anything.

12.00: Tekken
I'm playing Tekken with my brother Martin. He chooses a very strong character with a staff. He almost kicks my ass before I see a pattern to his attacks. I kick him out of the map and I follow aswell. I win the next round and I'm surprised the character I'm using is this good. We start playing different mods to the game. Old nintendo 8 bit game themes are used to make the game more interesting. We play a hockey game and it is just like the old one. "To unlock the tekken mode, you need bla bla points" it says on the screen. Suddenly I'm watching some doctor using a cartridge doll to perform some operation. The belly of the doll is filled with electronics.

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 150 mg B6

That's it! That was my 50th Lucid since I began recording them! Requires some celebration. I will go for the G+C combo tomorrow with a WBTB if I am allowed to. This is the first time I've had dreams about work when it looks almost just the same as reality, kinda cool.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I am exhausted. The two days of sleep deprivation I had at the begining of the week are taking their toll. My eyes are stinging. I had a fragment last night and I didn't have the strength to remember more than that.

22.15: Sleep

01.00: Fragment
*I'm at Math class and some girl is very friendly.

04.50: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Kinda sucky, but I'm expecting to get a full lucid tomorrow night. I have telekinesis in mind and I'm already getting butterflies in my stomach. I am certain I will become lucid and it's going to me awesome.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!