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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID SEMI-LUCID Good morning! Woke up and couldn't recall anything. I was waiting for my ride when it suddenly hit me. A very crazy dream, in which I was almost lucid. 10.00: Bedtime Crazy Party I've just arrived at a party. It seems I'm a bit late, as most people are pretty drunk. There's a table on which I can see all kinds of Bacardi Breezer. I can't seem to find any cloudy ones. "Is there any cloudy Bacardi's?" I ask the guy at the table. I spot a cloudy drink standing further away, it will have to do. I grab the drink and a guy comes up to me. I recognise him, it's a friend of a friend. "Hey Matteh!" he smiles with his mouth open and holding two plastic cups. "That's my drink, but it's okay!" He can't even stand straight and I put the drink down, spilling it all over the table. "Oh, whatever dude!" he tells me, even happier. I walk away and start climbing over tables and low walls. Suddenly I'm jumped from behind. I grab the person and slam him down on the table. It was just my friend Henrik fooling around. I've somehow hurt him bady and my other friend Felix is there aswell. Apparently I've hurt him too, and everything gets very emotional. I hug Henrik as I tell him I'm sorry. Tears starting to form in the corner of my eyes. The dream skips. I'm still at the party, drinking Bacardi's with my brother Martin and my sister Madeleine. Suddenly I feel something's not right in my mouth, and I feel around with my finger. Three teeth fall out and I spot a hole in one of them. "Because of the infection, the pus in the mouth has started to rot" a narrator voice tells me, and I can feel the disgusting taste of pus in my mouth. I start puking my brains out. The vomit is black and red and the narrator voice continues on telling me how disgusting it is. "Wait a second..." I say. "This is way too bizzare to be happening for real, I must be dreaming" I head for the nearest door and my brother and sister follow. I stand in the middle of a courtyard in the knee-deep snow. "If this is a dream, everything should be unstable" I tell myself. I can feel the cold snow on my feet, and everything around me looks too vivid to be a dream. I decide it's reality... 05.15: Wake up Amount of sleep: 7 hours Supplements before bed: Nothing That's it! Very close to becoming lucid. Did meditate before bed, and did some mantra work. Might have been that! I bet if I really try hard and meditate every night, and do some mantra work before bed. I'll become lucid much more often. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Had a few strange dreams last night. They weren't very long or vivid, but they were a bit more random than usual. It seems as if B6 has lost its effect. I won't take any for a month or so, and try to lower my tolerance level. No big deal, I got G+C and Calea! 20.45: Bedtime 05.15: Fragment *I'm with Monica and we're fooling around with some kind of rubber dick. I squirt white liquid all over her... Twice... 05.15: Riding the train I'm with my friend Felix and his brother Viktor. We're at the trainstation, standing on the platform in the middle of all the tracks. It's very narrow and looks kinda weird. Viktor jumps out on the track. "No! You can't do that, you will get hit by a train dude" I tell him. He jumps back up. "I haven't been on a train before" he tells me and can't seem to stand still. The train arrives and we get in. My brother Martin is there and we start talking about the party we're going to. It's going to be kickass! Strange visit I wake up. Someone's at the door. "Who would want anything at this early hour?" I ask myself and get up. I open the door and a machinist from work is smiling at me. He shows me a porno on his Ipad while talking about doors. "This door, do you know what it is made of?" he asks me. "Uhm... I think there's an iron plate in the middle" I say and he gets excited. "No! It's concrete you can see through!" he tells me. "I got a piece here you can check out". I close the door and checks the time. 04.30. "Aw damnit... it's still thirty minutes left until the alarm goes off..." I say and Monica asks me if I can go to work early instead. I tell her I won't do it and turn on the computer instead. 05.15: Wake up Amount of sleep: 8 hours Supplements before bed: 150 mg B6 That's it. Kinda boring dreams, but three is a decent recall for being in the middle of the week. Well well. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID SEMI-LUCID Good morning! Didn't get much sleep last night, and therefore I had zero recall. I do have two cool dreams from this weekend. Tonight is sleeping night, and I will be taking B6 before bed. I am going to take Calea this weekend, and not G+C as I said yesterday. I will smoke a joint of it, then drink the tea for full effect. Life of a Gangster I'm in a rectangular room with a few other people. We're all just chilling and ofcourse, dealing drugs. I seem to be someone else, as my skin is black instead of white. A remote is infront of me, and there's cocaine on it. I am just about to let someone try it, when the police kicks in the door. It's just one guy, telling everyone to freeze. Everyone panics and heads for the door, knocking the policeman over. I quickly throw the remote on the floor, making the cocaine go away, and head for the door. The policeman is now on his feet and he's telling me to stop. I knock him over and run out. Everyone is going the same direction, and I get this brilliant idea to go the other way. To do the least unexpected! I run to the right and end up at a fence. I have to run back like ten meters before I can dash away at full speed. The policeman still hasn't come out and I look behind me as I run to see if he would appear. I round a corner without seeing any blue, and I slow down. I walk around the neighbourhood for a long time, having a hard time staying upright. Darkness arrives and I walk down some stairs. Looking behind me I see a silhouette of a man, but I know it's not the cop. Another gangster perhaps. I hear something on the parkinglot I've just come to and I look around. A small boy comes out from between two cars, and points a gun at me. I reach out with my hand and tells him to relax. He recognises me and puts the gun down. I can see a body on the ground between the two cars. Apparently I'm some kind of respected gangster, and we handshake in a gangster kind of way. "Respect kid!" I tell him and he smiles at me and head for the stairs. I take a closer look at the body. He's dead as a stone, and I spot a glock and some sunglasses. I pocket the glock and try to pick up the glasses, but they break. Suddenly I can hear the police nearby. I run towards a road and try to hide my own gun from oncoming traffic as I try to cross it. I have some very soft and baggy pants on, and it's almost impossible to put it behind my back in my pants. I cross the road and end up on a smaller road leading into the woods. I stop after a while and look back at the road, twenty meters back. A car pulls up and I decide I need one. Two young guys are in the car, and they pull down the window to ask me the way or something. I take out my gun and put two bullets in the head on the guy in the passenger seat. He doesn't die, even though there is a hole right in his forehead. They get mad and speed off. I continue down the road and I notice an intersection. "For fuck sake! Will this dream ever end?" I ask myself and walk out in the middle of the road. "Oh well, I'll just make it end" I say and pull out my two guns. The glock one is empty, but the other one still has a few rounds in it. I start shooting at cars and hell breaks loose. Cars screech all around me as I shoot through their windshields. With a big jump I jump up on a bus and stand on the roof. I throw myself backwards, hoping the dream will end... I am in a room with my cousins and I'm doing an experiment on Astral Projection. Apparently I'm doing it right now, and I'm making them hold up playing cards behind my head. I guess correctly all the time, but it takes a few seconds for me to recognise the card they're holding up. It's like I'm seeing them through a mirror. I can see a mirror on the wall infront of me. "Wait, we need a wall without a mirror" I say and look around. There are small mirrors everywhere. Cool lottery I've won a very weird lottery. A couple of wheels like in jack vegas are spinning infront of me, and the first one stops. It's a picture of a house and I can tell the category is "House-related items" The second wheel stops and there's a rooftile on it. The third wheel stops and a large triangular window appears. I get to see how it would look like on a house. It's just like The Sims. I can tell the window is very expensive and I think about selling it right away. A screen pops up, telling me to text message a certain code to a number. I try to remember the phone number but it disappears before I get a chance. I get anxious and asks if anyone had a chance to memorize the number. Amount of sleep: Around 9 hours Supplements before bed: Nothing That's it! One of the longest dreams I've recalled that first one, pretty cool aswell! B6 tonight. Sweet. We'll see what my mind has in mind, höhö. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Updated 11-30-2010 at 07:15 PM by 36346
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID These are dreams I had during the night between Saturday and Sunday. 28th is the date I wrote it all down. Awesome dreams! Nightmares perhaps? Still long, vivid and filled with emotions. Schizofrenic Depression I'm with a female psychiatrist. Apparently I am very sick in the head. I am handed two big white pills, and is told to swallow them. It takes a couple of tries before I get them down with some water. "You have a depression" she tells me. This depressions causes brain damage, and makes you kind of schizofrenic. A thousand thoughts and theories spin around in my head right away (much like while I'm awake). "So that's why I can't seem to stop thinking? I got a sickness..." I tell myself. I completely trust the psychiatrist and several pieces fall in place. We're sitting at a table with a few guys from work. I can't stop thinking. "How can I be so sure that any thought I have, is the real me? And not the disease talking. Who am I?" I ask myself. I pull my hair and yell that I have to stop thinking. People around me look very concerned. Zombies There are zombies everywhere. I'm standing on a road in the middle of nowhere. I spot a military vehicle in the ditch, and head for it. I have to fend off a zombie trying to bite me. The vehicle has a plastic bubble on the roof, and I see several people inside. They let me in and we're safe from the zombies. For now. Several weeks later, we come out and I have a beard. There are still zombies walking around, but they're much more rotten now. "We should head for the nearest gas station" I say. A zombie tries to bite me and I kill it with my fists. Its rotten flesh ripping easily. We drive the vehicle to a gas station. There's just one zombie around, and I pour gasoline on him. "Don't light him close to the pumps!" I yell, running away from the faster than normal zombie. He lights up, but doesn't seem to care. He just stands there, dying slowly. Suddenly a couple of cars appear. They're racing and a guy tells me to join them. I spot a light blue ferrari and I get in. The engine roars as I step on the gas and quickly catch up. The landscape looks a bit like from Fallout 3. From being in fifteenth place, I end up being third after a huge jump. It feels just like a racing simulator! In a tunnel I gain pole position, but sadly the dream ends. Summer Computer Problems I'm standing on a dock. The weather is amazing and the radio is on. "We have 30 degrees out at the moment, but we will expect much colder weather in the coming days" a woman says. I really enjoy the sun and I feel extremely happy. I want to take a swim but I decide not to because it's probably cold. Monica is with me, and I check my computer. A couple of files I don't recognise is on the desktop. I delete them. They appear again. I delete them. Once again they appear, and I notice some kind of loading window. Winrar is unpacking things onto my desktop. The entire computer's contents are being copied. I try to make it stop, but I can't. I decide to ask DV chat for help. Hair I'm watching some kind of reality dating show. There are happy couples on the beach, telling people they've had the best time of their lives. I am standing in the water, and I accidentaly drop Monica's cellphone. It slides around on the sandy bottom. Felix tells me that I shouldn't be afraid to tell her I've got alot of hair on my back. "It's normal dude! She won't mind!" I find this strange since I am almost hairless. Amount of sleep: Around 8 hours Supplements before bed: Lots of alcohol That's it! I will write the remaining dreams tomorrow. Took alot longer than I thought. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID SEMI-LUCID FALSE AWAKENING Good morning! I went away for a few days this weekend. Visited my gf's hometown. I didn't have dreaming in mind, other than sleeping in some. But after seven dreams the first night (Friday to Saturday) I just had to write them down. Even got lucid twice that first night, and the other nights had some VERY long dreams in them, and a very cool theme. I'll write them as three separate entries. I didn't write down my bedtime or anything. Civilization I'm playing a game very much like Civilization IV. I got control over a few units and I'm walking around in the enemy camp. I can see Indian tents and stuff like that everywhere. I destroy everything I can with my tiny soldiers. The enemy troops retaliate and I am victorious. With just a few soldiers left in each group, I click the "+" button. My teams are quickly replenished and I continue wreaking havoc. A side menu pops up and I can see alot of different awesome upgrades they have. "Veterans, +20 damage" and so on. A movie scene appears and a couple of guys in strange costumes are chanting over a kettle. A building is about to be sunk into the ground with magic. I successfully sink the building before my troops are destroyed. Call of Duty DILD I am playing a virtual reality Call of Duty game. I got an UZI and the longer I aim, the more precise the sight becomes. I take out several guys standing on the third floor of a building, behind some broken windows. Apparently I'm in some kind of dark, oldschool city. I check my score. 25/6. I am way ahead of everyone else. I run down some stairs and almost run in to a guy, which I quickly stab to death with my knife. It's getting pretty hectic and I don't feel like staying for too long. I head for the backdoor and leave the ruins. I run for my life as bullets hit the ground very close to me. I go down a hill, and take out a sniper. I try to aim with it, but the guys coming over the hill are spraying me with bullets and I don't dare to stand still. It's still very dark outside, but I spot my friend G. The dream gets kinda fuzzy, but we enter a car and leaves. We're cruising around in my old neighbourhood from when I was a kid. We're trying to find the way to something, but we keep getting lost. After driving around for a while, we stop next to a forest, and get out. We walk around for a while, scouting the area perhaps. Then walk back towards the car. I pick up a beercan and figure I can amplify the volume of the speakers with it. G tells me he's going to steal the car parked next to ours, and looks around on the ground for the keys. I get in our car and close the door. I realise I am dreaming. I leave the can in the car and decide to see what G would say if I told him this is just a dream. I get out of the car. "Hey G, you do realise this is just a dream right?" I ask him. "Yeah ofcourse!" he tells me. I can't really focus on anything because of it being so dark, and suddenly I'm floating. Going up a few meter. The dream starts to fade. I quickly look at my hand and see a very bright hand, with a bright background instead of black. I hold this imagine for a few seconds. I wake up. Spy Mission I'm a spy of some kind, walking around in a building. I spot a guy and I know he's got the combination to a door that I need. I sweep his legs and point a gun at him while he's on the ground whimpering. "What is the the code" I ask him and notice it's a guy from highschool who was in my class. "Farting Warts" he tells me and I leave him. I try the combination but it doesn't work. Stefan from work appears and I ask him casually if he knows the combination. "Yeah sure, it's "Unit It"" I try it on the safe-like door and it opens easily. I get a strange thought in my head. "What if the door just shuts on its own" BAM! The door shuts tight. I really want to see what's in that room, so I imagine it being very easy to open once again. I can easily open it and there's no resistance what so ever. I wake up before I get to see anything in the room. I decide to DEILD and lie completely still. My arms and hands are having very intense spasms, and once again it feels like they're bending in impossible angles. I know this is how I feel in SP now, and I try to ignore the feelings. I wake up and give Niklas (the former school friend) a call, and tell him about the dream. My Dead Grandpa DILD I'm at work. Doing high jumps on a table. There's a soft matress lying on the table and there's one of those bars they use. Björn is there with me, and we compete against eachother. It's a piece of cake really, and we get bored quickly. I put on my jacket, but Björn decides to put on someone else's jacket. He fools around, pretending to be a monkey or whatever. I smile and look to the left. Sitting at a table, staring at me, is my dead grandpa. I get kind of shocked and slowly walk towards him. He looks straight into my eyes and he doesn't look very healthy. "Grandpa?" I ask him. I haven't seen him in about 10 years, and I get a bit emotional. He looks exactly like he looked the last time I saw him, and his face isn't distorted at all. His skin is pretty grey/green. Suddenly he opens his mouth, gasping for air. This is too horrible for me to watch, and I look away, thinking; "Fuck that, this shit ain't happening in my dream". His gasping stops, and I realise that I am dreaming. This is way too heavy to just ignore, and I decide to see what he has to say. "This is a dream" I tell him. "Yes it is. What was the last thing your mother told you, before I died?" He asks me. I try to remember and I get a few false memories, but nothing concrete. "Uhm, well she told me..." is all I manage to say. Fragments *An old baker is telling me how he is a soldier, but in his heart, he has dough! He's very old and his skin is all red. He got flour everywhere and a white apron. I think it was related to the Civilization dream. *I'm standing on a grass covered island, trying to get to the other side. The bridge infront of me is broken, and I can only take a few steps out in the water before it gets too deep for my boots. Two old guys walk up to me and they smile. They have to cross, and decide to walk around instead. I do the same. *I've got 300 kr left on my bank account. I double check the amount and I can see that I've spent 8000 kr twice on something. Something about Monica's loan or whatever. I get pretty anxious. Amount of sleep: Around 10 hours Supplements before bed: Nothing That's it! Pretty intense night, with two lucids! Sweet. Got two more nights with long, intense dreams coming up! No supplements at all this weekend, and I will wait until next Saturday before I do some Galantamine + Choline. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Updated 01-23-2011 at 02:23 PM by 36346
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Had a few fragments the other day, but I couldn't write them down since I was out last night with work. I am going away this weekend, and will be back on monday. Didn't dream anything last night. 05.15: Fragments *I'm at work and me and Stefan walk around and chew gums. I keep spitting mine out and taking new ones. It's a long dream and I do this alot. *I'm at a party. A half naked chick positions herself on the couch next to me and she wants to have sex with everyone at the same time. I walk out on the balcony and somehow I become Sheldon from the Big Bang Theory. I count all the footsteps below and calculate something. *At work again. I'm looking for a new helmet, and I find one. It's advanced and can be like, changed by pulling and twisting. Amount of sleep: 6 hours Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3 That's it! Cya! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Updated 12-02-2010 at 06:17 PM by 36346
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE Good morning! Told my co-workers yesterday about how dreams are made up. "What you fear will happen, will happen". The rest of the day, one of them; Björn. Tried inducing a sex dream with him involved, by telling me to think of stuff (which I always do, whatever the word is, I get a picture in my mind) and so on. He didn't quite manage to do it, but he was in my dreams. Fail you biatch! Bedtime: 20.45 22.00: Sleeptalking *Monica lie down next to me in bed. "Goodnight" I say. "Goodnight" she replies. "No damn bs now..." I say and fall back asleep. (She often wants to cuddle and stuff when I just want to sleep) 05.15: Fragments *I'm with Björn on the subway. "I'm gonna show you my hometown" I say and he's about to see something awesome. I guess we were going to a party or whatever. *I'm walking on a steep road with a very hot girl. We're talking about random things and I can tell she's really into me. I make a joke and she laughs, and approaches me. In a jokingly way she puts her hand on my dick. "I don't think Monica would like this" I think, but I actually don't care this time. *There are snakes everywhere! They appear in groups and I have to avoid them by jumping around like crazy. Some of them actually try to bite me. A very frustrating dream. Wake up: 05.15 Amount of sleep: 8 hours Supplements before bed: 150 mg B6 That's it! I know the snake dream and the subway dream were alot longer. Sucky I couldn't remember more, but I guess three fragments for only eight hours of sleep is okay. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE Good morning! Barely had any dreams at all last night, and I wasn't going to post here. But I figured the fragment I had was worth writing down. Plus I was talking in my sleep again. My girlfriend wrote it all down. Not sure if I will dream much tonight either, but on Tuesday, I'm having a "sleep night" which means 8+ hours of sleep. Will probably take some B6 then. 11.00: Bedtime 00.19: Sleeptalking *I sit up in bed, with my feet on the floor. "Babe... Where has it gone?" I ask. "What?" Monica replies. "You know, that wall which is supposed to protect against the end of the world" I say and gesture with my hands next to the bed. "Uhm... I don't know hehe". "You gotta find it and put it back!... Oh well, fuck my life, I'll only get 4 hours of sleep" I go back to sleep. 05.15: Fragment *I'm watching this crazy car show. There's a pretty small arena which is shaped like a bowl. The cars are going around in the bowl, doing whatever. Some of them are even going up on the ceiling. The drivers are swinging around floorball sticks and they're screaming. When they're finished, a girl comes up to me and tells me it went great. 05.15: Wake up Amount of sleep: 6 hours Food before bed: Nothing That's it! I've told Monica to write down anything I say or do during the night. This is the first time, and definitely not the last. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Updated 11-24-2010 at 07:04 PM by 36346
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE Good morning! Wasn't a very eventful night. Most of my dreams had some level of anxiety in them. Which is imo pretty cool! Atleast they're not boring hehe. I also did some sleepwalking, and had another nightly adventure. 12.30: Bedtime 02.00: Nightly Adventure *I wake up. My pillow is sizzling kind of, like there's soda inside of it. I quickly sit up and throw the blasted thing on the floor. "Hah! I ain't letting that thing get to me" I think for myself. I go take a piss. 9.00: Fragment *I'm in Thailand with my family and we're taking diving classes. I see a huge shark swimming upside down. There are all kinds of fishes in different colours. A song starts playing very much like the "Kiss the girl" song from Ariel. The song is about which fishes are dangerous. I see a black and white striped fish. 9.00: Stealing I'm working in a supermarket store. Another guy working with me is standing a few meters away, unpacking goods. He slips a bottle of booze into his pants, and I can clearly see it. He doesn't seem to care and walks away. I walk to my locker and take out two bottles of Champagne. They're very expensive and around 50 years old. I put one on the stove and walk away with the other one. I realise I have to take a piss. My mom tells me I am a suspect of theft. I take a piss on the staff toilet. There's one of those ass cleaning, oldschool toilets next to me. 9.00: A bit too stern I franticly clean my room. I can hear yelling down the hall. "Shit I ain't got my time left, he'll be here any minute now" I think and make my bed quickly. I get on my stomach and look under it. There is mold on the floor and I scrub it away with water and a sponge. Suddenly I can't move. I've reached too far under the bed and I'm stuck against it. "Okay just relax..." I breathe slowly for a few seconds, and manage to get loose. I get up and do some last minute cleaning of the toilet before a man stalks in the room. My room mate hasn't made his bed, and the man is clearly disappointed. We stand with our backs straight and our eyes right ahead. He inspects the room thoroughly, tossing my sheets up in the air and turning the bed over. "Well well... Look what we got here" he tells us in a sadistic way. I'm starting to get scared as I imagine him finding a moth. He pulls out a huge, black and white insect with long antennas. He tells us that the insect is very rare and isn't alive. It's a zombie. He puts the insect (which I kind of remember having under my bed) on the table. It really is amazing. Its long 20 cm body looks just like a caterpillar with pointy features. Two antennas are stiff against its body. I put on a straight face and lie to the man, telling him I have no idea where that came from. He gets up and tells me to sit down on the matress. I remain standing as he takes a plastic bottle, and puts it with the cap downwards, below my throat, just where the collar bones meet. He starts pushing and I grunt with pain. "Sit, down" he commands. I sit down and feel the pressure begin to increase. It really hurts. I wake up with some of the pain remaining, but most of it is coming from my two numb arms, which I am laying on. 10.45: Zombies I'm in the woods with my friend G. We're driving a small pickup, and trying to navigate through the difficult terrain. There are hiking paths which we follow, trying to keep moving. "They are not very far behind" I tell him. The horde of zombies can be heard faintly. After a while of driving back and forth, going over small tress and rocks, we finally get to a road. The road leads over a bridge and I start wondering if we could blow it up, to prevent the zombies from going across it. Suddenly I realise Monica is still out there. I tell G we have to pick her up. I am sure she's still alive since we had just spoken through a text message. But I want to make sure so I try calling her. She won't pick up the phone and all I hear is that annoying "Three" music. A hitchhiker is at the side of the road ahead, and I tell G to stop. We pick him up and he looks just like an old friend from school. He has a different name though. I check my revolver and notice I've only got three shots left. "Has anyone looted Skärgårdsstad yet?" I ask as we pass the road leading in to my old house I lived in as a kid. "Forget it, we ain't got time for that" G tells me and accelerates. We drive for some time and meet a few cars on the way. I signal to them with the headlights, and G seems to get annoyed by it. After a while we get to a couple of stores. There's a supermarket and a "Systembolag" (where you buy booze in Sweden). We drive through the front doors of the supermarket but I notice that nothing's broken. "Perhaps there are people inside who doesn't want us to destroy the windows?" I say. We decide to not break the inner windows and get out. A gas station appears in the middle of the buildings. A few seconds later, G has parked the car and is trying to fuel it up. He parked it on the wrong side... I take out my revolver, making sure no zombies get to us while we're fueling. That metal thingy you pull back to make it "active" falls off and hits the ground with a metallic sound. Wake up: 10.45 Amount of sleep: 10 hours Food before bed: Nothing special That's it! Pretty cool dreams imo, but I'm kind of disappointed that I didn't get a nicer lucid... I've lost some of my motivation, but I am going to try harder this week! Galantamine + Choline next weekend, and this Tuesday I will try some B6. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING Good morning! Haven't posted any dreams for like a week. It's because I haven't had any. But that changed this morning! Got my "Lucid Dreamer" pills during the week, and I decided to try one out during a WBTB this morning. It was amazing! I had a total of 13 dreams (including 4 fragments). Here's what I dreamt: 11.30: Bedtime 5.15: 40 minutes WBTB, 4 mg Galantamine + 200 mg Choline 6.30: Shelf in the middle of the road I'm looking up at this huge computer table, shelf thingy. It's standing in the middle of the road, next to a huge crane. I can tell it's broken and I decide to climb it and fix it. It takes a very long time to fix it and I almost fall a couple of times. When I'm done, a large truck appears. It slams into the sidewalk and it stops. The guys on the truck inspects the concrete cargo for a few seconds, then drive off again. 6.30: Work Björn is playing with the sand. He lets this basket filled with it, pour it on him. He laugh as he's being half buried. I run up to it when he's done and hold on to the bag attached to it. Ofcourse the bag breaks. Peter is there aswell. "There is no more work to be done anywhere!" he exclaims. 6.30: Eric's got a shabby house I'm at my friend Eric's house. It looks kinda weird, with two new really shabby sofas. There's dirt and shit in them, and I see two people I don't recognise. My shoes are gone and I search the house for them. I find one of them, but the other one is totally gone. G's cat "Smulan" walks up to me and I scratch her some. After a while of searching I finally find the last shoe, and the shoelace has been stolen by some other cats. I take it back and leave. 6.30: The FA MILD I'm sitting at a table at work, and my boss is next to me. He's impersonating some kind of chipmunk or something and is making this weird sucking sound while sticking his teeth out. "Damn his front teeth are crooked" I think and give him a big fake smile. I repeat what he just did and for some reason, I start to question my surroundings. "Then... This must be a dream!" I say. Everything starts to fade right away. "No no no! Gotta focus" I tell myself and can only see the silhouette of him. I hold this image for a few seconds before everything goes grey/black. I can't make out anything but grey and black patterns. I start to feel my arms and hands, and they're twisting. Like I'm having muscle spasms. It feels very uncomfortable but I recognise the feeling. I know I've felt this before, and I also know it's just a trick by my mind. I lie completely still and try to get back into the dream. I give up and decide to wake up. "Why do you have to sleep on my spot next to the wall?" Monica asks me. I can tell I've rolled over in my sleep. "Sorry babe" I say and we get up and go towards the bathroom. We talk some while Monica's taking a piss. I wake up for real. 7.40: Doppelganger I'm walking through the newly built mall in my home town. Monica is with me and we spot a nice looking restaurant and enter. It's some kind of pizza place, only alot more expensive. Suddenly I get a phonecall from someone. It's someone who sounds just like me, and claims to be me. I also get this large envelope from somewhere. I open it and find a large map of town. I can see the roads have been painted either red, orange or grey. Apparently this is where I've been driving too fast with my dad's car. I look at it for a while and I get really angry. "Wtf is this shit? I haven't even driven that car in months" Suddenly someone's banging the glass. I look up and see myself holding a phone. "Is that you?" I ask. He tells me it is. I walk up to the glass and hold the map so he can see it. "See this? What is this?" Some other people are with the other me. And all of them has a strange feeling about them. 7.40: Fragment *My brother Morgan has been sleeping in my bed instead of Monica. I think we just had a LAN or something... 9.30: Party Movie I'm watching a movie my brother has compiled. It's different kinds of clips from all the parties he and his friends have had. There is some really crazy shit on there. One of his friends are dry humping everyone and there is a long haired guy I recognise. "Hey, what happened to that guy?" I ask. Martin tells me something I can't remember. We continue watching the movie. I spot the long haired guy again, and once again I recognise him. I ask Martin who he is once more, but again I don't get a decent answer. 9.30: Babysitting a haunted girl I'm on a bus in the middle of nowhere, going to this local pub. The text-light is broken and I have no idea where I am since it's so dark outside. I spot a guy playing a Monopoly game on his laptop. It's about skyscrapers instead of normal buildings. I get off the bus, and the dream changes. I'm now standing outside of this old school house in the middle of the country. Apparently I'm this kind of babysitter for a small girl who's around ten years old. The whole dream is really fucked up, and I'm kind of watching a movie again. A ghost is throwing shit around her room and scares the crap out of the little girl. I see some kind of black, child like shadow position itself over the girl, and morphs itself with her. 9.30: Boat trouble I'm on a boat with Monica and my brother Martin. We're fishing and Monica catches a nice fish. It's very sunny and hot out, and we're just having a good time. My dad has left the boat recently to get some stuff in town. Martin gets a call from him and he tells us we have to wait there for a few weeks. "Hell no. I ain't waiting for a few weeks" I say and we all decide to get out of there on our own. Two other boats go past us and the people on them wave. We go through the narrow gap they came from, and Martin must be drunk or something. He sucks at steering and even though you have to be on the left side of small white sticks sticking up from the water. He just runs over them. "Watch it! They tell us where it's too shallow!" I yell at him. Suddenly we run over some rocks. A large scratch is made in the boat, and some water is coming in. Luckily not enough for it to sink. We continue on down the canal and suddenly it stops. We slide up on land a few meters. I bring out a map and notice that we've been going the wrong way. There's nothing but desert this way. 11.00: Foursome I'm with two other girls and we're about to have a foursome with a fourth person in the next room. I feel like I need to take a piss and I tell them to wait for me while walking into the bathroom. The toilet is totally clogged up, and there's a towel in there. I decide to take a piss outside instead. "Don't worry, the house is just twenty years old, who cares right?" they say from inside the house. It's raining hard outside and I stand just outside of the door. I pee against the wall and put my leg up so my penis remains hidden from people at the other house. Luckily there is no one there. Unluckily, I don't get laid... 11.00: Fragments *A black guy is going to have sex with a girl. His penis is like 70 cm tall. She sits down on it and goes to town! *I'm watching a "Guardian" getting killed by a "Fade" (Wheel of Times character). He's being hold by his throat and I'm wondering why he just don't stab it in the eye sockets. *Monica buys more roses for herself. Amount of sleep: 11 hours Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3 WBTB food: 1 x Lucid Dreamer (4 mg Galantamine + 200 mg Choline) That's it! Was a very cool night, with alot of dreams. Broke my previous record of 9 dreams, with 4 more! I even had 3-4 dreams which I didn't recall. I got a memory of telling myself I had 3 more short lucids, but I didn't write them down, so I forgot them when I had a few more dreams... Galantamine + Choline seems to be enhancing dream recall ALOT. And I will try it a few more times before saying anything about the lucidity they give. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Updated 01-16-2011 at 04:57 PM by 36346
Within 1 year Within 2 years Within 3 years Good morning! This is my new long term goals list. I've thought alot about this, and this is what I would like to achieve in my dreams over the next couple of years. Having Long Lucids - I need to make my lucids longer! The longest one I've had has only been about 3-4 minutes. To even be able to try the other things out, I need to learn how to make my lucids longer. DEILD - Everytime I am about to wake up from a lucid dream, I will from now on, just lie still and try to go back into it. I definitely have to learn this, since my lucids aren't very long. And even if they do increase in length later on, I can accomplish so much more if I manage to do a DEILD. Master Super Powers - This is something I really love, and want to do first to keep my spirit up while trying to get lucid more often. This includes mastering: Flying, Telekinesis, Explosions, Pyrokinesis, Super Strength. You name it. Teleportation - I really need to learn how to teleport. If I want to explore the world, and not just get stuck in the random dream scenario I happen to become lucid in, this is a must. Summoning - To summon an ally of some sorts, or just any kind of clothes, weapons or creatures. I aim to be able to have a companion later on, which I can call on and will help me out in my dreams. Transformation - Transform into different kinds of things. This would be very cool, because I know from normal dreams that transforming does not only change appearance, but perspective and emotions. There's nothing cooler than being a bloodthirsty vampire or werewolf MILD - Mastering this technique is my goal. I am already trying almost everyday with mantra work, meditation and positive thinking. I'm not sure I will master it within 3 years, but I think it is possible with hard work! Become Good - I am a person who thinks logically, but I also care alot about those around me. This isn't the case in my dreams, since I know it's not real. I then unleash and do whatever I want. I just love the feeling of power and making people respect or fear me. I don't mind exploring and doing bad things in the beginning, but in time I would want to try to change my "dreamself" into a kind, loving and healing person. That's it! I will do the first 3 at the same time while becoming lucid. First off stabilizing the dream and trying to keep a cool head, then master superpowers and do an L-DEILD when I wake up. Please comment with any suggestions within any category or questions. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE Good morning! Didn't sleep very well last night. I woke up several times because my damn neighbours had a party... Anyways I did have alot of dreams, but I can't remember much of any of them. I'll write them all as fragments, and I recalled it all when I woke up at 10.00. Sleep: 01.00 Nightly adventures *I woke up and jumped up on my feet. I see several traps and strings crossing my living room. "Why would anyone do this?!" I ask out loud. *I rip off Monica's blanket and she grabs it in panic. Not sure why I did it... 10.00: Fragments *I'm walking on a road with a bunch of people. It's a really long walk and we talk about random things. I'm pretty sure it was a long dream. *I'm in some kind of class for over achievers. We have deep discussions about intellect and human behaviour. A guy and a girl starts arguing about something. The teacher is a real snob. *I'm having a fight with some kind of superghost. She's a real biatch and she feels like the last boss of a videogame. Something about flying warships... In the end I must have defeated her, because I started wondering what would happen if I sucked in her spirit light, and absorbed it. A random "wise" girl walks up to me and tells me I cannot do this. It would disrupt something. *It's like I'm watching a cartoonish sketch. This young guy is holding a revolver he just received. He's supposed to do some kind of job for some older cowboys to prove he's worthy. He accidentaly removes a sprint and the revolver falls apart. When he puts it back together he accidentaly fires off the one and only shot he got. *I'm talking on MSN with a guy I was playing CS:S with a year ago. *Me and another guy is teasing this third guy about him wanting to live near the canal. Apparently it's very perverse and we're having a laugh. *Monica and I are standing next to a lake. She casts out and get's a fish on the hook right away. It's a huge abborre and I break it's neck. Guts starts spilling out of it. *I'm reading about "The first Dreamer". It's a picture of Brianna Frost's body and apparently she was one of the first who "discovered" dreaming. Wake up: 10.00 Amount of sleep: 9 hours Food before bed: 2 eggs, 1 can of mackerell, 2 x Omega-3 and 1 x 100 mg B6 That's it! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Was super tired last night, and slept for a long time. Woke up at 4.00 and did a WBTB, but not a very long one. Although it was enough for me to become lucid! Sleep: 11.00 04.00: Fragments *I'm at this big white house. I take a look inside and it's enormous. The ceiling is very high and there are several doors, leading to rooms just in the huge hallway. I close the door and tell some guy I'm with how amazing it is. We walk for a while and end up at a cool sheet of glass, acting as an elevator. My co-worker Snusknicke is there, and he's riding it to the top, only to fall off it. He isn't hurt, and tells me it's so cool. I try to stand under it, and I don't get crushed! But when I jump on it, it's solid. Like in a game. *A large tanker is standing at a gas station, and it has been cleaned. Some guy is complaining about the way it has been done, and tells me they have no right to do it. 04.00: WBTB: 10 minutes or less. 10.00: Nice control MILD I'm at work and we're laying down sewage pipes. There's a big block of concrete which the pipes are going in to. I walk away for a while and come back. Everything's almost complete, but I spot something about one of the pipes. "How are we supposed to bend that pipe without breaking it?" I ask. "Well, you can just push down on it, but we do need tennis balls" Björn tells me. I don't think much about it, but figure it's for some kind of hole in need of plugging. I walk away towards the large tennis arena. Two guys are just about to close the metallic gates. "Wait! Don't close it yet!" I yell at them and they stop. "Hey, I need a few tennis balls. Can I have some? It's work related" They shake their heads. "Sorry... It's closed, and you can't have them for free anyways, if it's work related, you could rent them for around 10k" one of them says. I look around and spot several balls in a fence and up in a tree. I slowly become lucid and reach out towards them with my hand. Six of them comes rushing at me at once, and the guys get nervous. I make them spin around all of us for a while, and then line them up on the ground infront of us. I start wondering if I could do telekinesis without using my hands. The balls start bouncing around and move at my will. I forget about the guys and focus on a piece of scrap metal on the ground. I grab it with telekinesis and make it fly towards a few cars parked at a wall. I totally destroy one car with the metal, but there is absolutely no sound. I decide to try out what I've been wanting to do lately, just walking around. I take a good look at my hand, and I notice atleast 4-5 small fingers branching off the larger ones. I then turn around to check how stable the dream is. I appear to be at some kind of dock, and it's pretty grey outside. It must have been dusk. I can see very far over the water, alot further than I can IRL and it's all very clear and vivid. I start walking down the road, with absolutely nothing in mind but keeping the dream stable. I got a very nice buzzing feeling going through my whole body. Every second I stay lucid and the dream is stable is so cool! My head starts to hurt a bit from all the concentrating but I don't mind. I walk on. "Perhaps it's so stable because I've just taken Calea?" I wonder. There are dumpsters on each side and I feel the texture of one of them as I walk. A homeles pair appear to the right and smiles at me, but I ignore them. After a few more seconds, I must have gotten bored with just walking, and suddenly the gravity gets weaker with each step I take. Each step makes me float more and more, and soon I'm flying through the air. I spot a construction company's name but I forgot about it. I also spot a school and the name is Jach something. I fly for a while and end up ontop of a roof. The weather is still very grey and quiet. "Haha I bet I will wake up soon" BAM! I start to feel my body, and try to L-DEILD. My hands are feeling very numb, and I'm afraid I am cutting off the blood flow. I get a bit more awake and the feeling goes away. I concentrate for a while, and I get the same feeling back. But I never succeed in going back... I wake up with a headache. Perhaps from sleeping so much, but perhaps from the Calea. I had a headache last time I took it aswell. Wake up: 10.00 Amount of sleep: 11 hours Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3, Applejuice WBTB food: 1 x Calea extract pill That's it! Feels awesome to have another lucid, and one with great control, and thinking ability! I would say it was the longest I've had in a long time, perhaps 3 minutes or more. But still awesome! I'm not sure, but I think I will do the same thing next time I have a lucid. Just walk around and keep the dream stabilized! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Updated 11-15-2010 at 05:34 PM by 36346
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! I woke up several times during the night, and during the last hour, I woke up more than three times. I did recall a few dreams and they were pretty amusing! 04.00: Fragment *A guy from work: Kakan (Cookie) is drunk as hell! He's laughing and talking non-stop. His golden neck chain has come loose, and I help him with it. I attach it to his neck, but somehow he manages to loosen it again. I repeat. 05.00: Old job I'm walking around in a house I've never been in before. My friend Henrik is there and I think my brother was there aswell... Anyways I'm really nervous because in a few minutes, I'm going to my new job. Actually it was my old job at a kiosk, but I felt like I had forgotten all the routines. I try desperately to remember how things are supposed to be done, and I totally forget about the time. I watch the time and I notice that I will be too late. Henrik's mother suddenly calls me, and tells me I can ride with her if I want to. It's raining outside. 05.00: Destroying some bushes It's raining heavily and I seek cover under two pine tree's on someone's front yard. I'm waiting for someone I know to pick me up, and the trees are actually great cover. A car pulls up, and a crazy lady comes out, screaming on the top of her lungs. "What the hell are you doing?! Why are you destroying my plants!" I look down and I see some kind of exotic, soft and very flat cactus. For some reason I am not even scared a little, and I know that the things I do, don't matter. I pretend to be sorry and afraid. "Sorry! Oh shit, that's horrible" I say and try to walk away. It's not raining anymore and I got a smile on my face. I leave the crazy lady and her family and walk down the road. Suddenly she comes out from the hedge infront of me with an iron bar in her hands. "How the hell did she get there so quickly?" I wonder and dodge a swing. I grab the iron bar and I notice something green and smelly on it. It's a very rare liquid from one of her plants, and I decide to smear it on her cheek. I leave her on the pavement, blabbering on about how disgusting it is. 05.00: Eucalyptus I'm with Monica and we're standing on a hillside, filled with different kinds of weeds. I spot some small red/brown plants on the ground. It's eucalyptus and I pick some up and give it to Monica. "The big leaves has already been taken" I say. She eats it and smile. I start flying around in circles. Kinda semi-lucid. Amount of sleep: 7 hours Food before bed: 3 pieces of knäckebröd, 2 x Omega-3 That's it! Kinda nice to have good recall again. I really hope this keeps up, and perhaps I will break a record when it comes to recalling dreams! A personal one that is. Was kinda semi-lucid in two of those dreams, which was cool. Dream control and I knew I could do stuff. Perhaps a lucid is waiting around the corner? Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Woke up with barely anything, then BAM! Three dreams recalled. Pretty sweet since I only slept for seven hours. The dreams were pretty cool aswell! 05.15: Survival in dinosaur land I'm with my two sisters and we're trying to survive in some kind of forest. "I'll go look for fresh water" I tell them and starts walking on a path leading into a swamp. As I enter the swamp I notice something behind the trees about a hundred meters in. It's a huge dinosaur, the one from Jurassic Park 3. I quickly run to the side and plunge into the muddy waters between a few bamboo trees. I try to lay as low as possible as the dinosaur starts walking towards the path I was just on, searching for food. I realise he's smelling the ground and I know I have to try to hide my smell by with mud. I barely dare to breathe though as I'm lying there with mud up to my upper lip. And decide to just try to sink down as much as possible. The dinosaur isn't more than a few meters away and is just about to pass me when I think "Perhaps he will notice me anyways" Good thinking you idiot! The dinosaur stops and looks straight at me. He slowly walk towards me and I know I will die any second, just a few meters away, when I can see his big, yellow/red eyes. I decide I cba to get eaten alive. "That would be horrible!" I think and press escape. I load the previous save. Suddenly I'm standing next to my sisters again. This time I decide to check out what's behind the wall of rock behind us. I spot a path leading upwards and we walk it. Suddenly we're inside a cave, with rugs on the floor, a wall with fresh water running down it, and a TV. "This place is perfect!" I say. A window is opened next to me and a chubby guy hands me a cup of coffee and tells me to put milk in it. I look at him defiantly and take a sip. "I ain't helping you out with anything" I tell him. We start arguing and he's a real asshole. He asks me if I want to play a game of chess, and I notice a chess board on the window panel. "No thanks, I hate losing and I would probably lose to you. And I don't want to get mad at a relative" Apparently we were relatives. He is ok with it and starts talking trash about my boss. I defend my boss and tell the asshole he's a good guy. 05.15: Xbox competition I'm with my friend G and we're standing next to like ten awesome looking xbox consoles. "Please can I have one?" I ask. "No you can't... These are for the other contestants" he tells me. "But come on, they never even showed up" G agrees with me and hands me a console. Sweet. 05.15: Heinreich I'm walking on a path with my friend Heinreich. I'm trying to smoke matches, and it's actually working. The sun is shining high above and we're joking around. His friend is also with us. We all arrive at a gas station and has to wait there for his mom. "She's got puppies now, so it's hard for her" he tells me. I find this a bit strange since the one who just got puppies, is my mom's dog. I don't think more about it. As we're standing there I decide to fool around a bit, and draw back my arm to fake a punch in his stomach. I hit something solid with my elbow. An old lady walks by me and I realise I've just hit her. "Oh shit, I'm so sorry!" I say and feel embarrassed. She doesn't seem to be affected at all. Amount of sleep: 7 hours Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3 That's it! Pretty sweet dreams imo. Could have turned into a very scary nightmare. Luckily it didn't! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
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