lucid

D1 - headteacher is round my house and is using my account to buy things on ebay Oo I wonder where they will be delivered.

D2 - On holiday in spain I am running a creche for kids and there are loads. Alfie runs away and I am looking everywhere for him but while im out others escape LMAO. Sean comes to help me.

D3 - In a store I am wearing a green jumper and a purple one over the top, this fashion faux par means the assistant zooms in on me, thinking she can sell me loads of crappy stuff. Of course i am not interested and try to escape her clutches.

D4 - My daughter is in the house and I am trying to turn off the water. This is a phobia of mine that has returned in my dreams.

WBTB (success) due to my partner thinking it was a work day and getting up panicking

D5 - I am standing at the road side and immediately realise im dreaming. I make a car appear, it is an old ford original and black. It feels way to large inside without any seats, so I shrink it down.
It drives itself for a while then I get out and decide to jog. It feels great just to be free in the dream and I jog along a stretch of pedestrianised space on the sea front. Its quite busy with other joggers.
I see one woman jogging from the back, she has long dark hair, tied up and a red top with lycra jogging bottoms, little stripy socks and trainers. I like the look of her and decide to try something.
Previously I have used mind control but the people would just become mindless zombies and it was no fun at all. So this time I tried something different. I produced a note telling her that I was her boyfriend and put it into her hand. She read it and understood. We jogged along to her apartment. When she got out the keys she explained that she did not live alone but with her mother. When went up the stairs and when entering the spacious twenties style apartment. I saw her mother with grey hair and glasses and I was a bit apprehensive so I made her grow younger, to about the age of the other woman making them more like sisters. After that I got a bit distracted by sex and then thinking what I was going to do, as a result I woke up.

[comment]
I have realised the phobia I have is not specifically to do with fear of death but of fear of becoming overcome by my emotions. Hence the water.
When I was a child my parents ignored me when I had nightmares or was upset. I just used to get told off or ignored, so I learnt to hide my feelings.

D1 - Person meditating and everytime they stopped they would come out of blissful state and start being really sad so would desperately get back into trance lol.

D2 - Some kind of long escape dream. I am out in the wilds and being attacked by a savage wolf, I use my powers to project a laser beam from my finger tips through its head, just in time. It was right in my face literally. A load of survivors have some kind of explosion in there cabin but they are not hurt just woken up, even though it blew the roof off.

D3 - In Elizabethan in england I am being persecuted and there is some kind of trial with a lady in a powdered wig. I am being killed by being fed a biscuit with cheese that has poison on it. I manage to pretend to only eat some and escape. I am not happy and try to strangle poisoner there throat feels like a plastic tube, that i am about to break, so i don't.
On my computer I am trying to get rid of adware virus. I am then spyed again and chased. I run through a door onto a white staircase I jump and use anti-gravity powers to climb down the outside of the stairs. Its hard but I managed to get under a doorway and still on the ceiling I hide.
At this point I can feel it all getting very vivid, pressed against the ceiling I feel myself getting a semi lucid.

WBTB - I am annoyed at not getting lucid during competion

Fragment. I am half a sleep half awake, dreaming of kissing someone vividly

D4 - I am in a flea bitten room, an old house with lurid orange checked carpet and a white chair and wooden table and sofa and bookcase. Lucid I stare at the carpet, I remember that I only need to look and not think of changing it (as per hypnagogic experiences). The spot of carpet I concentrate on becomes a raised circle then a tube like toothpaste squeezed out. I am satisfied with this and then wildly think "I am lucid, quick what are the totm and competition goals". I can't remember new goals only last compettion one of bringing someone into your dream from other team.
I think of Elaineylane but can only picture her arty green avatar pic and not what she looks like. Then I remember what I think she looks like, its not right at all I realise afterwards.
She appears on the chair at the table. I rack my brains to think of other tasks then get sidetracked as a woman starts giving me a bj, its nice but I draw my thoughts away and stop. I need to remember more goals. Shit I come out of dream.

D5 - I go straight back into dream only this time carpet is blue checked. I lay near carpet and try to change it but as i'm forcing nothing happens (I don't realise till after).
I remember and rub my hands over surface of carpet and table top to stabilise, as I don't want to pop out of this dream to soon. There is someone else in the room in an arm chair but i am drawn to the large old tv by the window.
I grab the remote and after a few flicks, switch on the tv. There are very nice Oo woman in black lycra.
Making them appear out of tv doesn't work so I touch my hands to the screen and pull.
Unfortunately as I am forcing they get stretched out of shape and look just plain weird. They are quite deformed now poor things and not sexy at all with different shaped body parts, some huge some spindly.
I look to the window, it is white framed and double glazed. I pull it open and am transfixed for a while by the layer of this plastic that has been left on the window (from when it was bought)
It makes the glass have a very green irredesent tinge with an oily rainbow round the edges.
Clambering up onto the ledge, I see that outside the window is a floating stall. Up above the street below, we have loads of kitchen cabinets and things suspended by magic in the air for punters to look at.
I clamber up among these and look down at the bright sunny street below, full of lots of passers by.
A feeling from a previous dream that I will be grabbed before I can start flying fills me. I push off from next to a cabinet and sure enough someone grabs at my shoe. After a few seconds I free myself but am throw off course. I fly up above the street then land down on the pavement.
I summon someone and a russian lady in a white raincoat appears, she has black hair with a scarf.
We teleport to a shopping centre (how romantic) and I start to make out with her but very soon get bored with the sex feeling its a waste and wake up out of the dream.

D1 - I am way out in the ocean and inorder to be safe I have to get inside a small submersible. I have to get inside via a small opening that is part filled with water, so I have to squeeze under the water and come up inside the submarine.

D2 - At my parents house I am in their back garden at night. I can't really figure how I was not lucid I was puzzling to myself in the dream, saying "I haven't had a dream involving the end of their garden in ages" then I was non-lucid walking back to their house in the rain. Inside they were sitting down to eat even though the roof was leaking everywhere. My dad said they were waiting for the roof to cave in so they could claim on the insurance for a new roof. The roof did start to fall in. A repair man came and was up on the roof, he then started running about and put his foot through Oo.
I used my powers to make a glass umbrella for my mum, then a round glass chair with a dome, so she wouldn't get wet?!

[comment]
I have been trying to resolve issues from childhood about my dad. So I am interested that it was only my mother I was trying to protect, from?? the water signifying emotions.
Glass usual is symbolic of me not being able to hide my emotions.

D1 - Outside a bar at night i'm Hugh Laurie look a like, sipping at a glass of water that i am trying to make last so I don't have to wander the streets. The bar is just off a plaza down some concrete steps.


D2 - There is a portal of some kind it is like a tube but with the ends twisted like a long balloon. From this tiny portal there is an entrance to another dimension where a woman exists.

Spoiler for Lust brings lucidity:

There is only one part of me that can fit through this portal, obviously and productively LOL
I got intimate with the woman then woke up.

D3 - I had a lucid dream a few years back with some DC woman though she seemed more powerful than a normal human. And it was lucid sex basically and it was very nice, since then I have wanted to repeat the experience. But have seen no sign of anything like that being.
So I tried to go back into the dream again and was lucid straight away. I saw another woman but the dream quickly ended.

D4 - I tried again. This time I was in a picnic spot near some woods and I was lucid again. The same person from D3 was there but she was with her mother and this just did not feel right. So I used mind control on the woman for her to follow me to somewhere quieter. In the woods there were a load of backpackers and stuff and it seemed unlikely wed get any privacy.
So I found I place where there was a dried up river bed with branches at the end that had been used to dam it up (the other side was water). I used my powers to carve out a door from the river bank and opened it into an opening in the earth big enough to get into.
So I was sat in the "cave" in the dark with this woman and at that point I thought, this is crap. And gave up, woke up.

D5 - I'm living in a flat at the top of some stairs to a communal hallway. I go down to check the post and start sorting through the post putting it into piles for each flat. Meanwhile an old Caribbean lady comes in carrying a blown up clear plastic bag filled with orange liquid and some other stuff, maybe fruit.
She is very sweet and starts telling me how her grandchild bought her the liquid, which is for her hair and she proceeds to smear some onto her hair.
Next a oriental lady with glasses and pulled back black hair enters with a buggy and three small children, she smiles.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Side Notes-Purple
Competition Notes-Blue

Had read patiences dream journal last thing and tried copying her mantra before bed.

Had some dreams, usual repeating stuff and woke up at 3.23am was real pissed of that I couldn't recall much, went through a mini crisis
and prayed for some improvement, finally got off to sleep at about 5am WBTB trying to relax as patience had specified.

It worked! I got 2 lucids.

D1 - In an open plan office with lots of long desks with computers on them and swivel chairs. I came back from lunch to find I had no desk of my own. I walked around feeling sad then sat down next to someone.
I used my powers to create my own virtual screen that was connected to their computer and started typing away. They looked around looking quite perplexed.
Another worker joked with me and laughed at what I was doing.

D2 - Back in the office with the guy joking. He showed me some paintings his son had done. Next I was at his house and it was nigh time. Downstairs, I am with the kids in the hallway. They want to play and I am lucid, the three kids have there coats on, hoods up. I ask one "Where are we going?". He says something I cannot understand as he is only little. I ask his big sister and she replies "Garden" (Interact with a Dream Character). I head out the back door but it is very dark and cold. The children follow and immediately one starts howling as either it is to cold or to dark to play out and they are upset .I fly (flying) up into the night sky and wonder if I can change it to day so we can play out. The sky changes from all dark to the top half day and the bottom half still night (Unspecified Dream Control).
I look around and see a supermarket in the distance with its lights on, no fun there I decide and turn around in the sky. I see a music venue open and fly to it. When I get inside there are 3 glamorous young ladies dressed in tight fitting trousers and tops.
I turn to see they have 3 partners in the same outfits with stars on. They look like they are in a dance competition or something.
Infact they are in the section where there is a pool table and a section above where people are looking down. I make the pool cue fly into my hand then I make the cloth that is attached to it fly around like a whip gathering up all the balls making staccato clacking noises (Use an Ordinary Object to Perform Dream Control). I then use telekinesis to make all the balls line up in a long line down the middle of the pool table (Mass Telekinesis).
After all that showing off, i am about to begin the match...when I wake up.
(First DILD of the Night)

D3 - Some boys have been causing trouble at some shops and my little kid brother (kid from dream two who howled (Chain a Lucid Dream)) is banging sharp pens into them stapling them to a building as punishment. A security guard comes along. i realise I am dreaming and grab my little bro and fly up with him to the top of the building. The guard is still waving up at us crossly. I decide to fly across to the shopping precinct across the main street below. I dive off the building but instead of flying I go into freefall and panic. The little boys extra weight makes me think I can't fly with him. I almost hit the pavement hearing the guard looming closer and closer but pull out of the dive and zoom up into the air. I land down the other side of the street. We are still being chased and I zoom into the upper gallery of the shop. It is all metal and glass. For some reason it is night again now and we have become small. I fly from room to room hiding from the guard who follows us into the building. We escape outside.

D4 - I am back in the office from D1 and am looking at the outfit a woman is wearing it is incredibly vibrant. She is wearing all dark brown and I can see minute scales making up the surface of her blouse. She also has a little cap and mini skirt of the same material.
She has blonde wavy hair, we start chatting and giggling. We are working together opening some large envelopes with lattice style labels on them. She goes over to the door and when the boss is not looking makes funny faces at me. We are clearly getting on well and arrange to go for a drink later.

D5 - Outside the shopping precinct on a sunny day. I find the woman from D4 but she is a kid. And from the looks of things she is not human but more like a rag doll with a green polka dot dress. We are looking around and I see suspended above the pavement a large card. It is white with writing in brown ink and decorated with pink icing. It is a birthday invitation. I read it and then think maybe it has some other significance and that the dream is giving me a message so I try and read it again. It now says something completely different but nothing that seems important. I take the girl/doll under my arm and we fly to her cottage in the brilliant sunshine. I am still worried about the guard from before and fly low over the flowery grass to her place. I see other kids making their way there too.

D6 - I am working in an office looking at student application forms. There is a strange form for photos which has spaces for about 30 photos. There is confusion about where your photo should go. Someone says it depends on what country you are from. I say it is to do with the council number of the place you live in. Lol very exciting NOT.

D1- At school im giving extra lessons to some kids. For some reason its to one of the brightest kids but its really simple stuff. I am going through the workbook when a really big hulking kid turns up.
He gets really upset and then angry
I go up to him and despite some trepidation give him a big hug, this fixes things.

[Personal target for competition: Hug a DC ??]

WBTB
D2- back in dream at school. All the teachers are in trouble so the headteacher tells us all to stand in line and tells us off because weve been naughty.
After in the staff room S reminds me of the bad behaviour of a child.
Apparently they jabbed me up the bottom with their finger Oo (new one on me ,lol)
He carries on lecturing me about being strict with my new class.

D3- There is a group of people who have taken on super powers but they are kind of evil They change into looking nasty with a bluey green tinge to their faces. They are rampaging across London. Other groups plan on stopping them. I am telling people that they are not zonbies as they do not know but are people trying to take political control of the country.

D4- At my parents house it is night time but they have left an old style big radio with luminace front outside on the garden fence.
It is blaring out music and I am worried this will disturb the neighbours.
My mother says not to worry the neighbours are either deaf or dead around here.
(It has been very noisy here until the early hours but that is normal here in Spain)
Indoors there are loads of cats. One that I am supposed to be looking after , I an angry with as I think it has made a mess. It turns out it has had a baby kitten.

2nd WBTB
D5- There is a giant either glass with a very wide top, spanning the view or its a fountain as its so massive idk.
I remember I need to do my tasks and the first one that comes to mind is summoning a team member, as Elainey mentioned this one saying she doesnt know what anyone looks like.
I summon lunagoddess and she appears, all very beautiful with long wavey blond hair, only trouble is my subconscious obviously thinks all goddess are big and she appears in the sky taking up all the room. Her head is above the giant glass thing in the sky.
I now wonder what to do, no way am I saying anything is wrong to her.
but I have the idea when you summon someone you go on adventures and stuff and shes just this like head in the sky so I try again.
This time there are four new lunar goddess all wearing red tops and white shorts but human size so thats good.
I then think of another task.
For some reason I think the tasks are in my journal, I open my journal and the lines on every other line start peeling off. They curl up like some of the architectual columns in Barcelona.
They then float off to become sails on a big galleon floating in the sky.
I realise this is part of a power rangers episode and that I am losing lucidity.
I think think think for another task.
I ask luna goddess what time it is
She says time to get new underwear Oo
I wake up.

D1- Me and my daughter are playing with her playmobil toys, she is small as usual. We are in a big white room with thick carpet. There are loads of toys all over the floor. I have a load of them lined up.
The toys are alive and I am defending against the enemy invaders. It is like a tactical rpg and my troops/ toys are gaining exp.
I see she has five green dragons I put them with my heros so they level up to big ass dragons later.

D2-I am trying to cover up some major fraud at the local council. To do this I shoot someone in the leg on some waste ground, it is my accomplise and one other. Blood trickles onto the ground. I escape to a local hospital and hideout.
At the hospital my daughter has the secret papers but actually it is a folder full of bithday cards with glitter on and stuff lol.

D3- There is some conference or something, with lots of people standing around chatting. Everyone is suited up. One guy with dark hair and a beard is talking about how he has a theory about going back in time to plant a tree so its big ass in the future. This seems a revolutionary idea and we all imagine the tree and ponder about it lol.
I tell him and the woman next to him to follow me. I do not tell them I know how to time travel as I figure they will think im nuts and not follow me. I go out through a fire exit into some basement area behind some pipes and kapow we are in some other place altogether, it was a time portal.
I tell them they have to keep up or we wont get to the next portal in time.
We are now travelling through a busy market place and the man starts to look around. I think tough luck and leave him with some gangsters there who will no doubt kill him. We travel on to the next portal and are in dinosaur times and find the tree he was on about. The woman and me travel back to the present. No one noticed we were gone.

I WBTB
D3- Im in school with the woman from the last dream. We meet some old year sixes and they are looking for some old vinyl records. We look in the badement from previous dream in boxes.
Then I realise my shirt has gone and im covered in marker pen scrawl writing. I think this is all wrong ,hey im dreaming!
Im lucid and look around me then I wake up all excited and happy.

D4- I try to get back into the dream and find myself in the school building again. Lessons are on and I look for my class but cannot find them.
I go into a class and desperatly want to tell them I had a lucid dream.
but i an told they are working in silence and I get all embarressed.
There are no other teachers about, the manager doesnt care.
Then all the teachers turn up late, after partying.

D5- There is a giant jcb in our yard. Its broken and we need to get rid of it, it takes up all space. We have tried breaking the glass but it is reinforced and just buckles also the roof. We dont know how to break the digger up.

d6- class is going on in the room from the first dream. All the toys are pushed to the side if the room. The tree from the other dream is also there.

D1 - In a small room sharing a round table with a bald old guy with glasses. He is assessing a big stack of books but the door to the room keeps opening so he is getting more and more annoyed.
in the end he leaves complaining that he has never etc etc
He asks me if I have marked book pb-1256 yet, I embarressiny say I have not yet, it is a blue book.
Outside in the road there is a massive pile of red books, so many that it is stopping a large bus from reversing.
My work mate Ed has his lunch:a lunch french bagette with ham and a scotch egg tucked under is arm. He steps up into the front of the bus to drive but is encumbered by his groceries.
A weesel or something is trying to get at his food in the confines of the cab, causing him more trouble.

D2 - Repeating dream
There are a line of women and in order to solve something I have to visit them each in turn but keep running out of time.
I am convinced of this and keep going into the same dream.

D3 - I wbtb and find myself back in the dream I get a bit fed up as its not working. I realise its a dream and makee everything explode. It is like special effects from a movie, everywhere there is splintered wood traveling in slow motion through the air.

D4 - outside a flat that is supposed to be a. Old one of mine, but is not.
the door is boarded and inside one window is.
Outside i am waiting when paul from work gets in my way causing me to walk into wAter. We are high up over the main road of shops and I see above a pagoda style restaraunt that there is a giant dragon and frog statue in jade.

I was at some aunt's house and thought it was christmas for some reason.
Anyway something was repeating over and over again. I was trying to do something, gymnastics? yoga?
then I was transformed into a form of energy, I could see third person view my outline in this strange yoga position
but inside I was an orange flowing energy, quite runny like orange honey or lava but not hot. It was cool feeling and nice.

Then it dawned on me that I was in a dream and I said "I'm dreaming!" a little too excitedly. I was perplexed at not being human in my dream but being this wonderful but unusual energy.
My mind started to race, "Quick what should I do while i'm lucid","Fly!" I thought. So I flew but I moved within the outline only, so it was more like everything else moved and I stayed still, "Zoom" then I thought um, what now? and was happy and wondrous of the energy.
then BOINK! I was waking up.

[Comment]
Last lucid was caused also by slow dawning due to physical sensations of a repeated event (key turning).
Thanks Elainey! for giving me the intention, again

Lots of syncs corresponding to something in my dream, so I don't know whether it also symbolises something else, probably

D1 - I am at my parents house all is dark, its a wintry morning. I'm wearing a quilted jacket and am in their kitchen then locking up before I go out. I am scared of something unseen a presence/feeling. I double back and check they are a sleep. They're door is closed signifiying they are still a sleep.
I take a small steel key to lock the back door, I feel the cold of the key against my fingers and fiddle with the lock, checking and re-checking. This action is slowly waking me up in the dream. As I feel vague stirrings of my consciousness, as if a mist is lifting or becoming less foggy headed.
Outside the ground is frozen with a light snow. In the distance I can see children surrounding two cats that appear to be fighting.
I preceive that the childtren are in some way encouraging or in some way to blame for the fighting.
The cats are jumping into the air as they fly at each other.
Two of the children walk in my direction, I am scared and angry at the same time.
I finally realise it is a dream, and say to myself are i'm dreaming. I wonder what to do and can think of nothing except to release my pent up emotion by kicking one of the children up the butt.
The other child has a funny blue and white, thick woolen jumper and matching woolley hat. He has long fair hair and looks on bemusedly.
I remember that I need to stabalise and rub my hands frantically together but then I wake up.

[Comment]
The action of touching the key in the dream clearly triggered my surfacing from the normal dream state.

D2 - Long dream where I am working with another teacher in a large lecture threatre, preparing stuff for later. I am interrupted by a manager who askes where a painting has gone missing. I pretend to look for it, in the hope she'll go away.
Similarly, I try and escape from an office later on some pretext or other in the hope of not being found out.

I have never had a dream so real before, i've had vivid dreams and lucid dreams but usually there are tell tale signs so I tell its a dream, the dream world doesn't usually seem or look right. This was all too real, I have never experienced anything like it.

I woke up in the dream, like an obe I guess. I looked around it was morning and I was in bed. The room felt stuffy and I shifted on the cotton sheets slowly waking. I was not in my own room, I could make out the bed in the darkness and vague shapes, tiny slits of light were coming in from the shutters on a window.
So I got out of bed and went over, I pulled the shutters open and was blinded for a second by the light from outside.
As my eyes adjusted, I was taken aback as I looked around in wonder, wt..
I was in a dream clearly, but everything was so real, I could feel the heat in the room, see dust in the air, the cold of the stone floor under my feet, and the view through the now open window.
Outside I could see the wall of a house it was two storey and white, clearly not a modern house. I looked around the room, there was a table and a chair, I could not make out much else.
I felt a strong urge to go out to find someone who kept appearing in my mind, I wasn't sure who it was but they felt like someone I was supposed to meet.
Going out of the front door, I entered the street, and saw a street leading down between large white washed buildings. The sun was blinding, and I could already feel it was getting hot, although it seemed like early morning.
I could hear the noise of people who were already up, and see an old woman of dark complexion.
Feeling drawn I walked quickly down the dusty street, looking around as I walked. The houses had a strange architecture, with lots of balconies and chipped paintwork.
following my instincts, I headed off down alleyway after alleyway until I reached a rough path with very thick vegetation on either side.
Large palms and tall grasses where everywhere and there was a pleasant earthy smell in the air as I tramped along.
As I came to the bottom of an incline my heart began to race, and as I reached the bottom a river came into view. I could hear the water running and stopped near the shore which was muddy.
There by the river was a young woman, I was breathless as I approached, but seem to know her as I uttered her name.
She turned and looked up from her washing at the sound of my voice, her smile radiant. My heart gave a little jump.
We sat and talked I know not the exact details as the words that I uttered were not english. But I could tell
the gist as I had images jumbling in my head of us and people I didn't know and then a church. I think it was maybe spanish , but accent so thick I couldn't tell. My mind might have created another language or made it sound like something similar idk.
There was also a feeling of sorrow at one point. I could tell that the two or I and her were in love.
I stole a kiss and my heart was singing as I left her and walked back up the slope.
Returning to the house the way I came, I saw and met people again I didn't know but seemed clearly to know me and greet me warmly.
I was overcome with the warmth of the people, it felt like everyone knew everyone and it was one big family of people.
A few said my name, but the accent was so thick that I had trouble identifiying the word, it was musical and I felt I enjoyed the exchanges.
People were filling the street now, and I felt an urgency again as I heard the loud clanging of church bells beginning to ring out.
I felt my feet guide me be returning to the house again. When inside I looked down at my self for the first time, wondering what I was wearing and infact who I was.
I looked quite presentable all my clothing was of a thin cotton and felt nice against my skin. I searched the room for more clothes and something to wash with.
My stomach actually started to feel hungry but I had no idea were anything was in this house and did not want to leave the dream before I found out what would happen next.
I flung on the clothers feeling my face and wondering what to do about the stubble I felt on my face. I felt a blade by a large bowl of water and proceeded to try and shave, suprisingly it seemed to come as second nature so I did not kill myself.
Leaving the house at a trott and joined the throng heading for the church, again many people acosted me.
I made it slowly up the steps of the church and imposing white building with twin towers and a cross.
Inside was dark, filled with a pungent smell of incense, the pews were of a dark wood, and as people packed in I looked around for a moment and noticed stained glass windows and figuerines.
I felt the presence of the young woman and looked and saw her wearing a beautiful white and red dress. She was at the other side of the church and I went to get up to go over to her but my arm was grabbed and I was forced down again.
Anger flooded me, and I wanted to rage, images flooded my head of her with another man.
Then as she looked over at me, and the vision of her face filled with a soft gentle love fixed on me.
I stopped dead, her attention made me feel like we were the only two in the world and the sounds of the church became muffled and distant.
It came to my mind that it was not destined to be and her family had arranged for her to marry another.
At this moment the vision of someone I know became superimposed over the womans face, in my mind it was as though the two people were one and the same. And as I looked at her, my heart became steady and it didn't matter what was happening then, now or any place in time.
She loved me in that moment and that was all that mattered, what happens in this life is not always in our control,
sometimes there is happiness sometimes sorrow. We have to be happy for the blessings that we are given.

I fell still, and awoke with the vision of her face still filling my mind.
It took a while for me to come out of the reverie. I was back in my own room I could tell, it was still dark.
I rested for a while filled with that peaceful feeling, smiling to myself.

[Comment]
I am still wondering if this was a past life memory or part of one, I have never been to that place but every detail was so real.
Also the dream went on for what felt like an hour or so.
The thing that most strongly makes me think it was something different was the feeling I had that I was in somebody else's body with someone else's thoughts.
Although I realise that I have the same repeating patterns in my own life that are counterproductive.
I know now that I must let go of those patterns, and this feeling of peace and unburdening I feel will help me do that.
Letting go will also improve the chances of what I would like to happen, actually happening as higher vibrations should attract better things

Oh it didn't seem relevant when I was dreaming, but there were no signs of modern living, no cars or electric lighting.

I had a non-lucid dream before this where I was being controlled by someone I was fearful of . I had to beg and do whatever they said. A nightmare.
I am quite clear this relates to a very controlling person in my life, and the need for me to get back my independence.

My dream recall is still lousy except for my little lucids that are so vivid as to be real or more than real.

I awoke to find myself on a large bed with nice clean white sheets, it is a four poster bed. I am sprawled out on the bed and wonder where the hell am I, when I wake up in the dream. I realise I am dreaming and go to get up off the bed but find i am stuck.
My wrists and ankles are bound to the bed by white silk ties Oo this is not disimilar to a dream I had before but did not record as it was to embarressing lol.
I feel the presences of silky and sure enough I look up to see her looking at me, I am quite deliriously happy, and she is begins to belly dance. I am totally hypnotised by her every movement craning my neck up from the bed, as sh dances.
As she dances my chest is filled with heat but more interestingly she seems to shimmer. And sure enough she is pulsing with some kind of aura or afterglow. As she moves my eyes are riveted to her every sinuess movement. The energy is starting to be thrown off from her in great swaths. I suddenly realise that the music filling the room is coming from her, as her every movement is not only in time with the music but it is vibrating to create it and I now can see the music as colours radiating from her body.
She is so amazing, I start to cry feeling the warm, tears trickle down my cheeks.
The energies intensify and roll off her in powerful waves slowly filling the room with colur and light, forming a 3d patchwork around her. The colours paint the walls of the room creating intricate artwork everywhere.
She moves closer and says something but i am now so blissed out that I can barely make out the words, I am again in a warm bubble of golden syrupy energy. I feel safe I feel like I have come home again.
I think I made out her words, she was mischeiviesous as ever.
I wake up feeling warm and snuggly and don't want to get up at all
I just want to stay with those feelings forever.

The noises of people and the mundane world start to fill my awareness
and I awaken thinking how strange the world is that it does not know what had come to pass.

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I noticed that the colours in the air were making the kandinsky combinations
those they evolved further

D1 - The person of my dreams is there again. Somebody else, who I know from work was starting to use the technique to get to the portal again to visit the other world but they lady said no. That no one but me was allowed to visit hahahahaa

D2 - Someone I know seems to be some kind of army ninja and is planning on killing three people who are standing in a line.
No one gets hurt but it seems its the beginning of a mission.

D3 - Continued from dream 2 We know we are being chased and must escape the island.
On an Island in a hot country, could be Greece idk, it is heavily wooded and fairly mountainous.
I need to get across a wide canyon. I can see the other side but the drop down from cliffs is way to high.
We are staying in an old manor house, white. We decide to make a break for it but don't know where the enemy is. Running down a steep road. which is cut into the mountain, we walk trying to take shelter from the mountain side, it is thickly forested higher up.
It has recently rained and the road is dark with water, still cloudy and overcast.
Shots are fired from out of nowhere, we are pinned down. But make a break for it again.
I close my eyes to use my powers to see what is ahead, at the bottom of the cliffs that we have to get too.
Sure enough, I see the cliffs and caves towering above and I am at the shoreline, with waves coming up to my ankles.
I see first one monster, green and round appear, then another. I was right there are many enemies around! Oo

I open my eyes, and wonder for a second what to do.
But only for a second as I feel something cool touching and slipping round to the front of my throat.

Spoiler for Tiny lucid:

Suddenly everything becomes super vibrant in the dream, I can feel the sensations super heightened,
Omg i'm dreaming, I need to get out of this dream, I think...
But then I am curious about my assaliant, I think they have a cool blade against my neck, ready to cut.
My every nerve ending is on edge, and I can feel the warm pulse in my neck.
I brace myself and try and arch back my neck to see my attacker.
My heart stops it is the woman from all my dreams, it was not a knife, but as feel and see it in my minds eye, it is her fingers on my neck. I arch back further to look at her more fully, her beautiful dark hair wet from the rain, her eyes so entrancing.
My heart quickens, and I reach further, she draws near, I can feel her breath and in this awkward position she covers my lips with my own straining ones and we kiss oh so breifly but
electricity shoots up my spine, turning my rigid, then a warm golden syrup energy envelopes me soaking down my body.
I am wrapped in her protecting energy.
I lose lucidity as we escape and the rest is kind of blurry. I wake up very quickly

I totally bliss out, and it is so warm and wonderful. Then I go back to sleep and wake up smiley and have a funny sync on waking.
The radio says my name, then cuts to another caller who says hello in a language she speaks. hahahahaa thank you universe I owe you one

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A big dream sign is kids from my class at school LMAO!!

D1 - I was writing a letter in an agreed code to the love of my life. I was communicating in the way we had agreed in a language only we understood. I was working away when somebody started nosing asking me what I was doing. Then there was someone else sending a letter, too her, a normal letter. I got annoyed that they were sending her things and started to question whether I was right or not.

D2 - Some dark dream about large enemies in a dark inky watery world. A struggle for survival, repeated over and over.

D3- At work I am feeling the emotions carried over from the previous two dreams, I am distraught, feeling too many emotions, saddness, anger and hopelessness all overcoming me. A boy is goading me and even though I know I will lose my job I chase after him, meaning to hurt him, I gets some steel prongs and catch up with him on a stairwell. We struggle and I hit him, bubbling over with anger. I hit him again aiming to kill him though at the same time not wanting too. He just looks at me strangely not retaliating.
A teacher is coming and I know they will put me in prison.
I know then that I am dreaming and change the prongs into broken peices of a plastic spade, harmless. They can harm no one any more.

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I realise the boy of course is me, when I was younger
who I blame for the mess I am in now
although he obviously intended no harm

The dark world is the world I have been living in I think.
just fighting for survival.
I walk out of that dream into a calm place on a seashore, I sit feeling the calm and peace wash over me.

I think I know the first dream too but it is a bit to personal and near the bone right now.

Had several other dreams early on but cannot now recall, I tried to use a technique to remember them but gone.

D1 - Had one dream where I thought I was dreaming and had just been in a meeting room but something was wrong. i dreamt that I went back into the dream to change something. But it was a dream

Tried to WILD but just found myself in dream, don't remember any vibrations or anything.
D2 - Went up to hobbits round front door and I kind of got stuck there for a while, I was totally phased by how the door opened. Did it open like a notmal door or did it open in the middle like two half circles or best of all I decided open into the hillside by rolling, like a slidy door. with the door rolling round and round, and back, cool!
On entering the house I was immediatley drawn to the kitchen to the left of the main hallway. I went to peek in the kitchen door and that was as far as I got. The kitchen looked nice, wooden shelves with stuff on them, and shafts of sunlight. But completely incongruous to all I had expected there was a motorcycle lite by the shaft of light Oo wt...worse still was to befall my eyes on the old fashioned silver and black motorbyke was a dog, a sheep dog :/ what has the world come too
There was much activity in the kitchen, I know not what of but I left, in disgust and woke myself up outta there.
I woke up and tried again.
This time I was out in a field of thick high corn near a path, and there was Sam Gamgee or so I imagined. (In what I remember of the hobbit he had been collecting vegetables and took them back round to the house so I tried following him). I could only see the back of Sam, if that's who he was.
He sure enough went back to the Frodo's house (?) but instead of being able to enter via the big back window, I was confronted by big white framed double glazing, and no sign of a way of entry.
So I went back round to the front of the house to try yet again,
standing in tall in old green robes with a hood, was Gandalf....nope it was another ... dog!
this time it was a big grey (gandalf the ...grey evidently) long haird dog, standing on it's hindquarters, with it's face showing
at this point I felt quite insulted at how my subconscious was seriously taking the piss out of me, and gave up.
Dog Gawn it! for sure.

Note to self, next time remember I want an authentic hobbit house not some weird fabrication.
And then I remembered, seeing my neice's new godamm pooch and that he must of been the cause of this mess up!