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I was having a lucid when I saw my dad. I tried to talk with him, but he was pre-occupied. I felt like this may be my dad's spirit rather than a DC. He started telling me how water was overflowing and he had to take care of it. I wanted to talk to him. I said "Dad, do you realize what is going on? There is no water. You died a couple of years ago, and I am seeing you through a dream I am having." He broke down crying.

I was having a very happy time in a deep LD, but it was early in the night and I can not recall much of it. So, if anyone says you can remember lucids as if you were awake, must not experience the same things I do. It had a very artistic feel and I was traing with transforming objects by putting my hands on them and then watching as my will morphs the item. The only part truly worth reporting is a part where the object I was morphing became white power in the shape of a large log. I did not make that happen. The energy that is glowing has an amazing feel. I could put my hands out like you would warming your hands and I could feel something coming off of it.

Fist I was training my flying by seeing if I could fly extremely fast from one point to another while maintaining good visuals. I would pick tall buildings in the distance and go for it. For some reason I have a lot of work to do here. I have tried this many times, but seem to cap out at about as fast as a helicopter goes.

Next I picked a goal of choosing a specific group and then finding it. I decided to be very specific and picked "a large group of scantily clad women having a party." I flew off over a hill confident that I would see them over there. Success. I see about 30 women in a park having a party of some sort. All of them were wearing bikinis. Having succeeded in one of my recent personal goals (summon large group) I decided to try another goal of controlling an entire group of DCs. I focus on them flashing me. Instantly the whole crowd of happily partying women turn and lift their tops. Next one very clear and pretty DC tells me that they will do anything I want, and that I can touch them however I want. tempting and a bit surprising as far as how good my control is this time. I decided that this is a huge distraction and turned and flew away planning on another task. I woke up at this point.

I just had a very cool section in a lucid dream. I spent time very carefully altering the body and features of a DC. This was a lot like sculpting. I could focus on an area and create the visuals of an extremely realist and clear DC. Using my intent I could build up or reduce the surface of her body and face. This allowed me to morph her into many versions of her subtly molding features. Great detail and such fine control. Truly a rewarding dream.

1) I came to a stream and needed to cross. I was worried about my feet getting wet. I realized that the scene had very little detail and must be a dream. I crossed the stream and my feet were soaking wet. I decided as this is a dream I did not need to accept wet feet. I focused on making the water disappear and it evaporates into nothing.

2) I am in a vague state of unclear reality. I realize this is likely a dream. I do a reality check by examining my hands. Definitely a dream. I stabilize by using mudras. I do not remember what else happened as I have noit been paying attention to lucid dreaming while on vacation.

3) I am suddenly looking at a white background and see structures forming on it. They are kind of like long narrow crystals. Where am I? I do not have a body. This is a dream. What a weird dream, what is up with the disembodied white backgrounds lately. My wife is up and about in the hotel room and somehow causes me to wake up.

4) I am doing something when I go through a door to the outside and I notice the structure of the house seems wrong. It is sort of crystalline. I do a RC by attempting to levitate. It works. I am dreaming. I fly up into the sky. I decide to try and go to a certain place from my childhood and find a certain DC. I flew around and saw what could be the place. When I got down there it was not the right place. It was a pub or something. I went in and there were DCs. I was able to control how they looked and exactly what they did. I would merely think that one now is a pretty woman, and suddenly the DC was. I would think come dance with me, and she did.

10-16-16 DEILD Tried to get back into the last dream, but when I was asleep everything was white void. I had no dream body. I tried picturing something and lines of bright pastel neons crossed the white void. Interesting! I played around with using my intention to make line drawings. Suddenly the white void was my own giant etch a sketch. I drew a pair of hang-man drawings and a stair case. The dream did not last very long.

10-12-16 Very long. Stabilized about 12 times. Starts with a bus ride in Hawaii. Went to a beach and saw people fishing. Interesting lures and odd things make me RC. Became lucid. The fish down in the water are very pretty and abundant. The waters are gorgeous. Eventually go flying down some city streets. Se a woman who is in a red dress. Land near her and control the DC like a puppet. I have her drop the top part her red dress,,, well you can imagine most. What I will say is that I really worked on the exact shape of breasts and so on to make it most appealing. The graphics were good and the sense of touch was pretty spot on. I had her (censored) and needed to stabilize 3 or 4 times to keep it going. Done with that I wandered the city. I found an area of walls and fences and could see the beach beyond. I spider-climbed the obstacles when a feeling makes me look and some silver serpent glowing with energy is coming out. A female voice says I must defeat him to move on. Sorry voice, my dream, going to the beach, keep your snaky thingy. I scaled the walls and found an opening quickly as I knew I would. More time at the beach, but it is evening and the fishermen are gone. Now it is more body surfers. I go into the waves, but basically I am walking on them. Later, I go flying into the city again. I have a small adventure with DCs of old friends that ends in a house. I gather 12 young women in the room and try to have an orgy with them (productive, but again must stabilize over and over). I have sampled 4 of the girls when I seem to be waking up. I am now waking on the couch with the ladies. One tells me she will take me to a bed where I can sleep, but that the next day I am in trouble because one girl was underage and someone turned me in. I tell her that I do not actually know any of them or recognize the house and am 99+% sure this is a dream. So no worries there. I notice weed joints tied under my shoe laces, but do not try to do anything with that. Well, back to the beach. Strange wall is in the way. I climb through with no snake showing up. Nothing note worthy went on after that just random lucid stuff. Eventually I would have needed a 12th or 13th stabilization, and just decided to let the dream end. After spanning say 3 REM periods together the mental effort can be too much. Dur~30 minutes

I realized the carpet was different at my dad's house. I then realized that he has not lived there for 20 years. I became lucid and explored the place. I found a closet with all of my old stuff in it. I was impressed because many of the objects were how they should be and few were made up objects. When I crossed one room a woman was in the bed and I hurried across the room as to not disturb her.

I had another night of repeat dreams that were just me at work doing my job. I often make these dreams stop, but this time when I would realize it was a dream I started playing around throwing the cards like they were Ninja stars. I did not pay much attention to the dreams, but because I was lucid I was not burdened with worrying about making mistakes or if I could not understand things.

I actually had a fairly long stretch of non-lucid dream in which I had been to a Rainbow Gathering. Lisa was there and asked if I would drop her off at a cabin that was on my way home. We got in a car and drove. She had me stop at a building and we interacted with a DC in the building. When we went outside the girl disappeared. I realized it was a dream. I started looking for the car. It was not there. I planned on summoning a sports car, perhaps with a gold metallic flake finish, but decided I would just fly where ever I was going to go. I feel like I will need the ladder that is near by? Seriously? Yes, an inner voice tells me I will need the ladder soon. What, should I hall a ladder around? Fuck that. No, you need the ladder. Fine, I will shrink it and keep it in my pocket, hows that? No response. I shrink the ladder. The visuals fuck up and the ladder kind of just disappears. Whatever. I see a flashlight. I pick it up and decide to make it work. I look into the lense and it is off. I focus and it comes on shining light. The girl calls to me from a near by motel room door. I go over there and the dream quality falls off to an nREM state.

This was a long DILD that went for at least 10 minutes. I stabilized 3 times successfully. Highlights: I look up and see a beautiful sky of stars. I decide i will fly up to the stars and pluck some from the sky. I superman up there and find that the stars are made of doughnuts (crullers). I took one in hand and flung it to earth. I did this to a second one (should have ate one). In another part I was inside a giant crystal dome climbing on scaffolding. I went outside and was on top of the dome. I heard a large crack like breaking ice and flew off.

I was involved in a long series of lucids with FAs over and over. It was getting confusing. Finally I was stuck in bed with two witch like demons sitting on me. It reminded me of the stuff mentioned in sleep paralysis. They were nude but hideous and they cackled about how they had captured me. I relaxed and did not let fear take hold. I knew this was a dream. I transformed them into sexy naked women and fondeled one. They got mad and transformed back. I just kept changing them into attractive compliant partners Until I was out from under them. They transformed into objects after that.

I was in a lucid state but was having a hell of a time getting out of n-REM. I could feel my eyelids in the back of my mind and knew I could wake any moment. I was only able to pull up a shadow world in which I was walking down a railroad track near where I grew up. Soon I saw a large black triangle with an orange center. I decided to walk directly into this archaic thing. As I passes into the only color in the dream some shift happened and I entered a normal lucid dream. I was in the same area but now it was vivid, stable and had color. I walked across the road and into a store. No one was there so I just picked up a large mango and walked out. I ate the mango and it was surprisingly good. It did not taste exactly like a mango, but it was juicy and distinctly sweet. I looked down a long road that I know has a hill going down to the river at the end. There was lots of traffic. I decided to try and keep all the scenery stable and out race the cars. I took off running but keeping a distant building in my vision. I was going about as fast as you could on a bike. The cars were still passing me. I tried to convince myself I could go as fast as I could wish, but it did not work right away, so I switched tactics. I made a guard rail appear all along the road. I jumped up on the guard rail and slid down it. The race was on. I slid down the road on the rail much faster than the cars. As I approached the top of the hill a train was coming up the hill. There were no tracks, but it was a fairly vivid train. Now I was going down the hill towards the river and sliding extra fast. As I reached the river, the road and rail stopped, so I launched off the rail and went propelled across the river. It did not look like my momentum would take me all the way so I decided the sides were frozen. They were and I landed on the ice, but some of it cracked near the edge getting my foot wet and cold.
I now decided to travel down the river tho the college. I wanted to explore more with advanced summoning and came up with the idea of having a group of sexy DCs take their shirts of in a non-sexual setting, just to see if I could do it. Soon I was at the collage and found a dormitory. I looked around the open public area and down a side hall I spotted movement. I decided that it was a girls dorm with the outer door left open. As I entered a scene formed and it was exactly that, a dorm room kitchen with about 10 attractive women laughing and drinking. I looked at one and caused her to take off her bikini top. A couple near her looked shocked and stared at her. I thought at them, "this is a fun spontaneous thing you can do to be cool." They both took off there tops, so there were three of them standing around with no shirts. An Asian DC was staring as if appalled. I said to her, "you should join them," but instead she looked directly at me and everyone realized a guy was in the room. The first three covered up. Well, pretty good control, but it got derailed in the end.

09-22-16 I was driving and felt as if someone was watching me, maybe a test instructor. I was to far forward in the intersection at a light. I tried backing up just a bit, then put it in drive. I accidentally kept backing up. I checked that it was in drive and how close the car behind me was. The light changed and I could not control the car well. Across the intersection I stopped and then saw this area was under construction. The stearing wheel was on the wrong side and I was in the normally correct seat. I was very confused and when I looked back it was correct. This made me sure it was a dream and I became lucid.
I was out of the car and climbed up a building exploring. Soon I saw a women who was out of scale with every one/thing else. She must have been 10 feet tall. I could have corrected the scale or ignored this, but for fun I figured I would assume she was a giant and interact with her. I went down to her and found she was very beautiful. We talked a bit and then walked holding hands. It was neat because it was like being a child where you hold one finger of the adult. We actually started making out with her still in giant scale. this was very interesting and we got kind of hot and heavy, until she said she had to go. I let her go but decided other giants would be around, and so I summoned another sexy giantess who came walking around a fence and let me make out with her. Hear is the nasty part, I am almost embarrassed to post. Never mind I deleted it. Wow, that is some weird stuff.

09-23-16 A very short but vivid LD. It had a long non-lucid lead in. My step dad was going to take me from a Thanksgiving meal down to my father's house so I could get my bike. Suddenly I was on my bike and he was on another. I assumed this was a dream but it was very vivid. I was pretty sure, so to test it I ran my bike straight into a snow bank. The imagery went crash like for a moment but then I was still on my bike. I was lucid. I found it neat that there was snow every where as that is uncommon in my dreams. I started basically creating fireballs in my hands, but out of intense cold. I through them around and knocked people over and caused a truck to bounce up off the ground. The dream faded at this point.