whitedreams

i drempt that i was in a park with izayah and a bunch of other people. we were smoking a pipe and a blunt. newbeck did not know what he was doing when it came to rotation. anyway..later in the dream i walked back from the park and passed by this strange house with red curtains drapped accross the floor. this main was in there and he was upset that i was in his house so he sent his cats on me. the cats were mean.

later i got back to my house and kept trying to text nat to come over. i was like "count how many steps it takes to get to my house" she was like really high htough and couldnt. i saw her steps on the GPS.

lastly andrea was in my room and we were making out. she really liked it a lot but she didnt want to have sex.

this wasn't an actual dream but ltterally there was a 6.0 earthquake that woke me up. the fan was shaking i was quite startled. i texted natalie after cause i had to tell someone about the earth quake. she already knew cause she felt it to.

1st segment
kinda drowsy eyed, but i am awake so...didnt reember 1st segment

2nd segment
I remember wanting to buy a vape from the vape store. I told Igor jokingly that I was going to start vaping 12mg. Also i wanted to steal a sharpie vape rom wallgreens. I didn't though.

we snuck into green hills country club. there was a really dramatic scene involving a waterfall and some guy falling off of it. anyway, we convinced the guy at the front desk to order us a pizza. I was woried that he would find out we were imposters. later i snuck into a parking structure and these guys were trying to kill me and i shit myself cause i was so scared which made them laugh so hard they fell of the stairs and died. then travis did something to fuck up one of their eyes really badly

at first i didnt know wheater iw as in the movie or not. it was this apocalyptic one where everyone was zombies but they had somewhat conciousness and they could talk to eachother. i tried to save matt jajeh but i coudlnt get him to the ospital. then i left from sitting with my sister and instead went in the front row. but there was this gay kid there who kept hitting on me i told him to back off. then i sat in the back row and this girl joined me. my whole rugby tea watched me try to hook ujp with her a nd notl some kid on the team was mad that i wasnt nice to the gayk kid.

later i had to escape from this snow prism and iwas with stewie and he got sucked through the phone. he hit some chick with a bike and ran away.

yea i dont remember this one that well so i kno at one point i was at club and dancing with my sister and some other family members but i just really dont know what was happening.. oooh yea i think i was at like st peterspburg and there were these giant fountains shooting out water and stuff with beautfilul roman sculputres

they too me to some resteraunt that was really crowded . we had a table with lots of seats. i tried to make conversation but i was not on my a game and didnt say anything funnl i felt really weird and kinda like uncomfortable. i went home

then nat caleld me on my phone from the resteraunt and we talked for a lil.

in my backroom i tried to solve a murder mystery. then i decided i would make a horror fi;m

at a gymnasium on the penny board in bunch of a front of people. i was going to take my seat and i had the oppurtunity to drop in on the half pipe and i bailed out. igor was playing the main roll in the play.

later i was helping my sister write a letter to our dad

this dream was all over the place. first i was with Nick and we were at a mexican restaurant getting ready to go some where. him and tarah were in a fight about something so they wern;t talking. he never told me why.

later i was on the lake wake boarding with some peeps and the driver when he would pick me up looped around me really fast. eventually i crashed into the side bank of the water and got stuck in the mud. i got out and walked around and found a damn being constructed. mom and i decided we should get out of there. but it was like i was in a video game and we were trying to attack these camps. my character fell into the abyss and i respawned at a chess board where i kicked the opponents ass.

later in the dream ii was at a basebal game and this black kid stole a hat that landed on this big fat guy who was sitting down. from there other black guys stole the hat from him. this waas alll on camera. then a big fight errupted.

lastly i was looking at all the sufring spots in america and new york state beach popped up. i was theere with my dad and some girl. we walked along and i remarked how the beach is so big and the water is so far... also how the breakers were to big to goo in without a surfboard. my dad agreed to what i had said.

the girl and i held hands and walked down the stripp

i was in a school very similar to serra. I could not figureo ut how to get to my math class cause it had changed rooms. i went to the cafeteria and ate alone. there was something special about the shirt i was wearing. then andrea and sam came over i gave them both hugs. one of them knocked the table over and my chocolate milk went spilling all over sam. it was pretty hilarious.

i gave my orange glasses to some asian girl.

i drempt i was going to coachella in san fran cisco with some family and friends. we got a ride there by a guy in is truck. we hopped in the back and shannon was rubbing my dck with her foot. it was the best game of footsies ever. we got there and my dad kept asking mell to smoke some pot. this probably would be a good indicator that its a dream.

anyway...i walked inside and to get to the actual concert there was like a lil circus you had to go through. there was all these bouncies andd stuff you had to go on before you could go and see the concert. that part was pretty sweet we jumped on the bouncies in pure joy.

i dont think we ever made it to the concert.

a bunch of people were out from smif when Joel told me he had never submitted my application. i got really upset and told him i was really offended as i had expected he had turned in my resume. i assumed they had viewed it. then i wheeled on him at the dinner table and people got madd at me for disrupting the dinner. afterwords i tried to submit my application at tthe dinner table

next part i was on like an island or some place with a bunch of guys. we all were apparently enlisting into the military. we were trying to pass the basic training. i cant remember exactly how it went but at one point we were all looking through the scope of a sniper zooming in on people. we all passed the recruitment and got backpacks from the army afterword.

i remember being out floating on a lank, but the land had really strong currents and sucked me away to the other side of the canyon. i was trying to reach mellisa who was on the other side. she floated over to me real quick and we layed on the sand next to eachother. i loved that. she showed me through her bonaculars this huge cavana type thing that these dudues were sitting under. she fired a warning shot at them so they would leave her property..

later i got searched by some guy who was related to mellisa. he hand cuffed me and searched my really thourugly some of the spots tickled. they let me out afterword and they were all like oh wow his luagh sounds just like sos an so.

then after Matt jajeh and i were hanging ou[t and a lmo pulls up for the prom..jaq warner and her sister jen get in. the limo had very little space so i was actually really close to jaq. then i saw jaq had a presnt which she thanked me for, then iwas like wtf i didnt get you a present. but then i riead this card which had like a farewell letter to it...it was talkinga bout how i was going to relapse and was basically a suicide note but instead of suicide it was a relapse note. i wrote this on jaquelines gift bag.

later we were all at a roaller coaster ride and the guy strapped me in really weirdly so that my head facing the the wrong direction as if i was strapped on a torture board. it was a really funny ride, then after the ride there was a video game portion where u had to skateboard off and up the rapm, i couldnt get enough speeed though and i lost the rrace.

afterwrod jackie warner took us on this trippy psychedlic ride that went through all this weird aciidy shit like bat caves that glowed and weird rocky strucgures

drempt my family and i were were wtching this really fucked up animatino movie about people dying. aftwer word we tried to leave but there were lots of escalators. we made it out in time. also we were sitting with the joker and ithought iwas batman. i said aloud to the family, maybe the joker and batman are the same person .. never know. he agreed. next i went to a c ofe shop and orderd a dubble shot. t arahney made it for me cuz the barrista was busy. i started hanging with tarahney and she told me about how guyts that year ha d kept tring to get at herl.... i laughed . then i went outside and i told her about how she was in a d ream of m ine recently where we wwere going up a roaller coasoter and she truned around to me and saisd "hang on!" i think i made that part up but she was in a dream of mine.later there was a huge dance going on at my scool but iwas inside these lecture rooms wiht a bunch of super heroes l finaly i left and started to dance vut then they started playing shitty music. so i left to the gym and thought where could i get weed. i asked my grandma they saisd not any more. so i just watched my grandpa play golf on a really difficult hole

drempt i was at the movie theater with matt jajehe, michael capitlo. cant remember what we were saeeing. we were eventually asked to leave. i left and went into the lobby and couldnt understnad why there was so much heat above my head making people think i was 6 foot 8

could have gone lucid when

i was with matt jajeh and mike capitilo. i live in irvine, i havnt seen them for years why sould i be with them

was asked to leave a movie theater. why would i bea sked to leave a movie theater. i am not a routey person.

i was laying down and had the sensation that kristen had suddenly flown over me. i woke up startled cuz i thought i was naked and didnt want to be seen but then she disapeared which freaked me out. i tried to get up but couldnt move. i realized i must be in sleep payalsysis. i laid there trying to just focus on moving my finger (i remembered this technique from the movie kill bill) i finally moved my thumb and then had the confidence to get out of bed. i stepped down onto the floor and the dream was very unstable. itried to stabalize it by talking out loud and looking at my hands but i couldnt see my hands at all. i peered out a tiny window that was in my floor and saw a gloomy day with trees. i decided i would try and go out there. should have spent more time stabalizing dream, i lost lucidity/ even more so should have remained completly still after i lost conciousness