non-lucid

yea i dont remember this one that well so i kno at one point i was at club and dancing with my sister and some other family members but i just really dont know what was happening.. oooh yea i think i was at like st peterspburg and there were these giant fountains shooting out water and stuff with beautfilul roman sculputres

they too me to some resteraunt that was really crowded . we had a table with lots of seats. i tried to make conversation but i was not on my a game and didnt say anything funnl i felt really weird and kinda like uncomfortable. i went home

then nat caleld me on my phone from the resteraunt and we talked for a lil.

in my backroom i tried to solve a murder mystery. then i decided i would make a horror fi;m

at a gymnasium on the penny board in bunch of a front of people. i was going to take my seat and i had the oppurtunity to drop in on the half pipe and i bailed out. igor was playing the main roll in the play.

later i was helping my sister write a letter to our dad

this dream was all over the place. first i was with Nick and we were at a mexican restaurant getting ready to go some where. him and tarah were in a fight about something so they wern;t talking. he never told me why.

later i was on the lake wake boarding with some peeps and the driver when he would pick me up looped around me really fast. eventually i crashed into the side bank of the water and got stuck in the mud. i got out and walked around and found a damn being constructed. mom and i decided we should get out of there. but it was like i was in a video game and we were trying to attack these camps. my character fell into the abyss and i respawned at a chess board where i kicked the opponents ass.

later in the dream ii was at a basebal game and this black kid stole a hat that landed on this big fat guy who was sitting down. from there other black guys stole the hat from him. this waas alll on camera. then a big fight errupted.

lastly i was looking at all the sufring spots in america and new york state beach popped up. i was theere with my dad and some girl. we walked along and i remarked how the beach is so big and the water is so far... also how the breakers were to big to goo in without a surfboard. my dad agreed to what i had said.

the girl and i held hands and walked down the stripp

i was in a school very similar to serra. I could not figureo ut how to get to my math class cause it had changed rooms. i went to the cafeteria and ate alone. there was something special about the shirt i was wearing. then andrea and sam came over i gave them both hugs. one of them knocked the table over and my chocolate milk went spilling all over sam. it was pretty hilarious.

i gave my orange glasses to some asian girl.

i drempt i was going to coachella in san fran cisco with some family and friends. we got a ride there by a guy in is truck. we hopped in the back and shannon was rubbing my dck with her foot. it was the best game of footsies ever. we got there and my dad kept asking mell to smoke some pot. this probably would be a good indicator that its a dream.

anyway...i walked inside and to get to the actual concert there was like a lil circus you had to go through. there was all these bouncies andd stuff you had to go on before you could go and see the concert. that part was pretty sweet we jumped on the bouncies in pure joy.

i dont think we ever made it to the concert.

a bunch of people were out from smif when Joel told me he had never submitted my application. i got really upset and told him i was really offended as i had expected he had turned in my resume. i assumed they had viewed it. then i wheeled on him at the dinner table and people got madd at me for disrupting the dinner. afterwords i tried to submit my application at tthe dinner table

next part i was on like an island or some place with a bunch of guys. we all were apparently enlisting into the military. we were trying to pass the basic training. i cant remember exactly how it went but at one point we were all looking through the scope of a sniper zooming in on people. we all passed the recruitment and got backpacks from the army afterword.

i remember being out floating on a lank, but the land had really strong currents and sucked me away to the other side of the canyon. i was trying to reach mellisa who was on the other side. she floated over to me real quick and we layed on the sand next to eachother. i loved that. she showed me through her bonaculars this huge cavana type thing that these dudues were sitting under. she fired a warning shot at them so they would leave her property..

later i got searched by some guy who was related to mellisa. he hand cuffed me and searched my really thourugly some of the spots tickled. they let me out afterword and they were all like oh wow his luagh sounds just like sos an so.

then after Matt jajeh and i were hanging ou[t and a lmo pulls up for the prom..jaq warner and her sister jen get in. the limo had very little space so i was actually really close to jaq. then i saw jaq had a presnt which she thanked me for, then iwas like wtf i didnt get you a present. but then i riead this card which had like a farewell letter to it...it was talkinga bout how i was going to relapse and was basically a suicide note but instead of suicide it was a relapse note. i wrote this on jaquelines gift bag.

later we were all at a roaller coaster ride and the guy strapped me in really weirdly so that my head facing the the wrong direction as if i was strapped on a torture board. it was a really funny ride, then after the ride there was a video game portion where u had to skateboard off and up the rapm, i couldnt get enough speeed though and i lost the rrace.

afterwrod jackie warner took us on this trippy psychedlic ride that went through all this weird aciidy shit like bat caves that glowed and weird rocky strucgures

drempt my family and i were were wtching this really fucked up animatino movie about people dying. aftwer word we tried to leave but there were lots of escalators. we made it out in time. also we were sitting with the joker and ithought iwas batman. i said aloud to the family, maybe the joker and batman are the same person .. never know. he agreed. next i went to a c ofe shop and orderd a dubble shot. t arahney made it for me cuz the barrista was busy. i started hanging with tarahney and she told me about how guyts that year ha d kept tring to get at herl.... i laughed . then i went outside and i told her about how she was in a d ream of m ine recently where we wwere going up a roaller coasoter and she truned around to me and saisd "hang on!" i think i made that part up but she was in a dream of mine.later there was a huge dance going on at my scool but iwas inside these lecture rooms wiht a bunch of super heroes l finaly i left and started to dance vut then they started playing shitty music. so i left to the gym and thought where could i get weed. i asked my grandma they saisd not any more. so i just watched my grandpa play golf on a really difficult hole

drempt i was at the movie theater with matt jajehe, michael capitlo. cant remember what we were saeeing. we were eventually asked to leave. i left and went into the lobby and couldnt understnad why there was so much heat above my head making people think i was 6 foot 8

could have gone lucid when

i was with matt jajeh and mike capitilo. i live in irvine, i havnt seen them for years why sould i be with them

was asked to leave a movie theater. why would i bea sked to leave a movie theater. i am not a routey person.

drempt that i was in this small office buildingn afater hours with liz. she turned to kiss me really fast. it was natural we both went for it. she was strange to kiss i guess you could say or at least it felt weird.. her lips were sooo idk just hard to get the tounge in but i still felt good. anyway we layed down right on the ground and i dont know if i stuck it in or not but i came really fast but it was like so much cum al over her body. then she sucked my dick for a while and got all the cumm off

earlier in the dream i was hosting an aa meeting/party at my house. i had my house and then somehow my grandmas house next store was an option...there was a rope swing that let to people hang on and spin really fast.

i saw nick g there with lots of other random people

on a plane and i got off and forgot my back pack. aftwerwards i had struggles in the airport cause a little girl didn't tell me i had left it. so i went to wall greens and the milk specalist helped me find it. i was on a motor cycle later and was trying to listen to head phones. later later my mom wanted to scub dive but i was to worried about sharks so i shut her down and said id chill in the hotel room. then i was on this game show infront of my peers that inolved shrinking down 2 a video game size and beating 2 levels of some game.

a dream that had lots of twists and turns to say the least. the first thing i remember is sitting outside of a club. there was some black kid next to me talking a lot of smack and acting very cocky. at first i ignored him. then he started calling me buck because i was wearing a baseball cap with a fish on it. i stood up and punched him which apparently was a mistake cuz i was immediatly rushed by like 16 other black people. they were trying to shove me into this creepy van but i fought hard and managed to escape. one of them had a knife and i managed to take it from him. i started running down a long dark street until i made it to a dirt trail that ran alongside the ocean. there was a fence, that seperated the trail from street. then i noticed this girl with huge scissors was chasing me. i ran and ran until she finally threw the sciccors at me and the lodged into my back.

it was not a fatal blow. i took the scissors away and started chasing her. she ran on the other side of the fence before i could catch her so i said "fuck it" and continued walking along the trail.

at the end of the coastal path there was a large mansion. all the lights were off and i could sense no one was there. i went inside and felt inside and felt something pull on my hand. it was the girl. but now i recognized her as natalie! she was not the natalie i know how ever, she seemed to have amnesia and was really lost. i told her i would help her and let her stay with me, I told her it was my place. we walked into a kitchen area and saw all these construction workers tryign to fix the sink, i said hello to them and let nat upstairs.

it was extremely dark, she was squeezing me really tight and finally i found a light. not just any light it was one of those ones with a metal chain that you have to pull. i yanked the chain and the room lit up. turns out the room was my room and mostly consisted of a fan, a light bulb, and a huge bed that took up the entire room. we bounced around, rolled around, kissed a lil, and had fun on the bed. i woke up soon aftere

i was in my room with chad and we were trying to find him a pair of sandals that he could wear. then we went into cvs casue he wanted to steal cough syrup or something like that. i walked along the boarders trying not to act suspiciouslly but i ended up trying to find bathrooms. when i went in one of the rooms that said vacant i could see into other peoples stalls and this old lady was on the toliet. i left and saw other ones and there was a sauna.

vaguely remember hanging out with alec for a little bit. can't quite remember anythind about the dream other thenbeing in a wilderness camping type of place. seeing some girl who was lke o heeyyy matt

i dreampt i was at a giants game and i sang a really great rendition of ant no sunshine when she gone. then they hit up a milkshake to some lady whos birthday it was. aftwerewards i drempt iwas at this part of millbrae where ltos of prostitutes and sketch people went pay. i drempt mark and i were seeling like perscription drugs to pepople. he was shooting stuff with an air rile. tried to shoot a cat i told him which cats not to shot. he had long hair and was tall. then dreampt shelly and mark and matt were at a home and thiangs were better mark was giving stuff to shellys new bf