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Had a sheet of acid and ate two of them. Shit got weird fast. I started tripping out and felt like I was in a sandstorm vortex. Afterwords I was with friends who said I'd have to pay 20 for the two hits which I though was expensive.

Prelude to the gym

My sister was home. My mom and I were in the kitchen. My dad was in the office. Mom starts asking me questions. I get freaked out and yell at her telling her to only ask me questions about specific topics.

The encounter

Melanie beckons me to go to the gym. She drives and it is raining outside/dark. We pull into the parking garage and she parks. Then a huge crowd starts to gather inside the garage. Near my car 2 large mexican woman with their family stand next to us who both sound like the maid from family guy. I become worried wondering if they will try and take our parking spot.

Suddenly the entire group of strangers form a huge circle in the parking garage and start saying the "our father". At this point I am upset because i don't particularly like that prayer. After the sayance, my former middle school principal and vice pricipal approach my sister an I as we are about to walk into the gym.

"who are you saving this extra spot for" says my princicipal
"you of course" i lie. he throws a hand on my arm.
"hahahaa.. You know i already got a space reserved. Do something radical today"
I laugh nervously. "yeah you know..i like that haha. thats going to be my motto for the day"
Then the vice principal steps in. "And if your morals prevent you from having a good time...Get different morals"
To this i woke up to my alarm.

i drempt that i was matt hahegs best friend and we were running around som e town trying to get him some alchohal. finalllly got him durnk

then went to a confaess ion of ortez and feredeay and told emihad a jookah'


nfand last ly drew was in a store buying gum but treally yryinh ot get beer

i was firstly at a family event at my grandma's house. my grandpa and rest of my family was trying to tell me the right route to take to avoid the quik sand. i didnt listen to their direftions or at least tried but oouldnt exete it and began sinking. my ydad tried to save me but then he starrted sinking to. evbneually we both luky got suked out.

then i was wakling by a baseball team some kid got hit right in the fore head from the ball and i laqughed. the coach later threw a ball to me

then i ended up with a movie where wes myself and cade were stranded in the water of the oean. they wree sinking and rowning so i helpd them survive by giving nthem some ofm y raft. we made it on shore and were bak in time like in th 2950s some how we had a skateboard and were grinding and all the statues.secuirt gots pissed and then we killed some kid.
]]later i met an irishman who gave me 10 dollars a nd a kis

lcaling wall with blue spiderrs hanging with mell and her friend s near rock showss wnating to get out and danced then e9verything in between

it w as the 4th of july. i was with izayah and we went to some parties. the cops showed up orginally and i somehow talked my way out of getting arrested.

later we went back to party and cops said they were coming on megaphone.we got the hell outa there, and down the streetwe saw mark and hella people.i was suprised to see him i said hello

later i was in a carwith him and he asked me to be his sponsor, i was like uhh yeaa... then we went into my house and matt j was alreaday thee. imember mark and the other person were a lott taller than him and i went a talked to bailey as they got accuainted.

then

i drempt i was watching the best butt saddest movie in the world

i was in the pits with thes huge giant rihnosoraus hippo patomaus thigngs and they were all playfull. trying to nibb at me i would grab on to them and hold their nose and stuff. they couldturn into birds and stuff it was pretty cool,

then somehow i gotno a river boat and i remmeber seeing the same profound image of like rochele pointing saying "you need to get out"

and thy showed a white hat like 20 times and we camem to this small bridge crossing and one guy was like iii made it i made it!!! and then the bridge knocked his head off

i drempt i was playing some mario video game on the tv screen in th e bsackroom. i anted it off te internet to steal and play and some how i got it. my sis got home on some lil plane and wanted to play and wnaqted me to skip career day

then i woke up

we were at some hotel, "take off that swim suit so i can see that cute lil butt" she said.

i laughed to myself. i felt warm inside. i think we went swimming together

later she was paintingt or somthing, i got all nervous for some reason

i told her to come to me. frustrated she came over, and i stood up and tried to kiss her, it was a really weird french kiss my mouth like went way over hers.

i pulled away quickly. she was upset

the dream ended

woke up went back to sleep

dreampt about...

i drempt hayley and i had some how seen eachoter in person. we immediatley begn talking and i straight up told her how much i loved her and missed her.

we went to some bar and inside she said she drank at this bar that time she relapsed and i was mad cause she didt tell me.we sat down on a couch next to a black guy and his wife.

i introduced myself as jean vean jeal and she called herself fauntine


somehow i got involved with 4 bank robbers who were italian job like figures

we succesfully stole millions and returned to the head robbers mansino

]i looked in my bag and saw tons of cocaine and money rolled up in bands

i began snorting tons of lines on the cofee table. another rober asked if i wanted to share some weed and he pulled out the dankest bud id ever seen. it was red with green flames on it.

i then realized holy shit, i just fucked up all my sobriety.

i began snorting more lines and saw my old sponsor who i told "I robbed a bank and just relapsed"

he was not so bewildered as i thought and seemed to expect this behaviror from an alchohalic.

i was made i fucked up my 3 yerars and kept snorting cvoke and freaking out

then i slammed my fist into a mirrorin the house and brok a prized possesion from the house owner

he stoodf up in rage and yeleld at me. he was tall muscular strong and tan. also very reserved but he meant business.

he walked ovfer and saw the mirror shattered on the ground the hand carved italia wood broken

he told me it was from rome and cost him 140 i quickly ran to my wallet and said here please take my money;

then he said i dont want your money, keep it.

i ssaid il give it to you please


he said if you want to give it to me thats fine but i dont watit

i snorted more coke and one of the guys said if your taking adderal snorting all that coke might be unhealthy. Hayley showed up suddenly and said, When you wake up go look at my dream journal

my mom burst through my bedroom door and said we are going to church in ten minutes

oooo yes the great vacation of the year...pillsburry mwahhahaha what a shit show itwas in my dream. kind of funny actually.

we some how just magically appeared at the lake and there was definetly some despute about sleeping arrangments. big boy patrick was there from the rugby team and a bunch of other random peeps and there simply wasnot enough room in the tents so we were sleping in shifts.

yet i managedto get my own tent . but then right asi was about to fall alseep some one drives up in my grandmas old motor home. they ask me to help so i do andwe take it down to the beach. next thing you know the motor home is rollling away and isee itsinking into the lake. we try and get it out and some lady who set up her own little camp is all pissed off yelling At DD. freeeze fram for a minute im back in my house and DD comes in and explains to me whyy that womanis a bitch, i console her and tell her fuck em

back to the motor home some dudes came to help us with a trailer but we already got that big bitch outa there. somehow we beach it. idk what a cluster fuck, than shit gets weird for me, i jump in the lake and see all these caverna

i swim deeper into the caverns and found myself in a dark watery cave. i see these little shadows of zebras start running by me, i try to catch one but cant. then theres this blonde girl who keeps running away. i cantcatch her i want to talk toher but cant

finally i decide il catch a zebra and climb onto a cavern ledge above the water and wait, then i pounce out like a lion and zooom woosh zoosh hte dream speeds up and im in some little room realizing im in a dream. some ball goes into my hand i catch it and throw it against a wall realizing im dreaming

the mirror doesnt shatter despite my thinking this is a dream it should shatter. than i get all poetic. i look at them mirror see myself and punch my 1stat it making a small crack. i repeatedly punch it and a small crowd gathers and starts cheering me on as i punch te mirror.

This is off random but i also remember being in like a water polo tournament with my sisters friend roxanne. i could not beat her but i swear that bitch was cheating

also i was waching the nutcracker OOO yess hayley she was in there to!!! sitting next to me i had my arm around her and remember thinking that i saw my friend omar, i meant to say hi to him but didnt see him and got lostin the world of the nutcracker

there were also a horde of bees in which i attempted to swat away
SIDE NOTE

its like my dreams and reality are so similar. i have moments of conciousness throughout the day. whenever they may be. and then when thoughts arise i got lost in these visons like in my dream and then i am taken away to some foreign place

couple different dreams going on 1stly i was in a large catholic auditorium with my parents and all sorts of fellows from serra with their parents. i got pissed and started running my mouth bout somthing than left the room in front of everyone. matt j came up to me and said somthing

i dont quite member my dream at the moment i feel a little tired and am trying to picture it but cant

At a dance with frosted lips she licked the white off i rubbed her clit she grabbed my dick

it was a strange dream. i think i was in like this comfy lil area with lots of people and it was kinda like smash mouth themed and there was abed. i got in there and olivia followed in behind me in got inside as well.

earlier in the dream i was in like this knid auditorium place with lots of drama kids and there were all setting up for somtihing any i saw asame naked director running in

this was a weird cluster of dreams. i will type out of order


my sister was having a sleep over but a bunch of girls my age were over for some reason. then sam was here and i kissed her. also some girl was here with her boyfriend and i fucked her and when she and him said by she rubbed the top of my head.

sam and i were guna watch a movie but i went to the bathrom to freshen up my breath and wen i got back all her friends was back there and it was a sleep over. i wasl ike fuckkkk

then mark and maggie were iny my bed and mark kept cumming every where but not completly only in lil spirts and maggie eventually came and snuggled on me and i wanted her but she only snuggled

then i was in this weird old school movie scary house based of dracula and there were strings that made props move in stuff and even in the hotel room there was that kinda stuf and weird shit was always happening