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this was a weird cluster of dreams. i will type out of order


my sister was having a sleep over but a bunch of girls my age were over for some reason. then sam was here and i kissed her. also some girl was here with her boyfriend and i fucked her and when she and him said by she rubbed the top of my head.

sam and i were guna watch a movie but i went to the bathrom to freshen up my breath and wen i got back all her friends was back there and it was a sleep over. i wasl ike fuckkkk

then mark and maggie were iny my bed and mark kept cumming every where but not completly only in lil spirts and maggie eventually came and snuggled on me and i wanted her but she only snuggled

then i was in this weird old school movie scary house based of dracula and there were strings that made props move in stuff and even in the hotel room there was that kinda stuf and weird shit was always happening

firstly,a class and iwas on some sort of emersion trip to russia. it was kind of a sketchy place we were in. i was horney as fuck. then we got to the building and set up our rooms. i was in with a couple girls and one guy. the first time i walked to my room trying to act all sexy when i got to the door they kept trying to pull my clothes off and i didnt wnat to. i wanted to enter the door my own way.

finally i made the big entrance and oneo of the girls immediatley took my shorts off . i remember her shorts wer padres basketbal yellow ones that glowed neo in the night. i took em off and asked about condem and she was like nah so we just had sex. later i wanted to again but couldnt get a boner.

then i noticed that justina seide was in there so i kised her and grabed her but her pussy was like dry and crusty and she said o were too much like friends. i almost expected it.

the day before this i had been on a basebal field drinking vodka mixed with a juice squeeze worried if i would get caught. matt hitt a ball i chased after it.

lastly i was on some bus driving and this ladie outside was explainingher life story and i gues dad had read her book so he kept interupting her and going into these longer explanations on her life experience. i was embarassed nad slusmpt in my seat. we kept driving through russsia seing goats and stuff.

i was running like a triathlon involving swimming. i was with mell and dad and richards. the water washed up to wear we were walking a drug us out. it was cold water but wasnt that warm either, mayb cuzi had wet suite on. there were like all these little diomands in the water and ddddthey kept sukcing me towards the wall so i cud grab a bunch, the same thing happened to mel..

Then i dremped hayley and i kept sneaking into houses and having sex in showers. somtimes she wud scare me by going into the room before me and waiting a long time before saying anything, than shed try and scare me, lil bastard but then a maide evntually caught uss

epic proportions



It is the end of the world. and zombies have taken over the world. People are floodings through the street being litterally eaten alive. I think i am in some soft of hotel. I can hear people screaming and have heard letters of those who have survived, Aparently in order to escape you have to follow al the sighns written and the walls and avoid seeing any hands poping out of the walls. if you see any hands popening out you are dead.


i have seen hundred of people make there runs to safety, but the majority is eaten alive. they sucked through the walls and carried away from life. the time comes when it is time for me to make my run. The night before i am at church with Hayley. We have a blanket over eachother and are just sitting there talking. I thin about my family..not just my current one but my future one, what will become?

I wake up and am alone. (not in the real world but in the dream) lights are flickering and static everywhere. the building is falling appart. Across the halway i see a horde of zombies chasins a group of people into a dead end. They are not so luckey and there heads are chewed off. ISomthing touches my arm, it is a hand, I run. DOwn the halway to the right. I follow the sighns but it is hard to see them in the flickering lights and darkness. Fear takes over my body and i am no longer there, i am just running. i wonder for a moment how people made those sighns in the first place.

I enter a long hallway and all the lights are one. the sighins are all blank. i hear a pshhhhhhhhhh sound and out pops one hand from the all. i run, zombies run toward me, another hand pops from the wall, another, another, another, until there is nothing but hands on the wall reaching for me and zombies running at me. I stop running. Give in, fall into the wal..



Back to concioussness. I am at my school with mR. Sullivan. There is boxes of pizza and i start thinking about how people get food in the midst of a zombie apoccalyspe, let alone totos pizza. i go into the room and desks are scattered all over, i almost expect him to be teaching class. there are only 6 other surivors in the room. he asks me if i brought king richard II. I say no and he admonishes me. I laugh sarcastically and was like "yea that was not the 1st thing on my mind when was trying to escape from the zombies. then it dawns on me, i didnt escape, i was killed.. then why am i alive still. i raise my hand and ask mr. sullivan. he says all the questions be answered eventually

I leave the school and start thinking about hayley. how will i contact her? is she alive? i have no phone, dont know where I am, don't know how im still alive and am extremly distraight. Luckily i run into some family. My mom is over joyed to see me and so is my dad, though mell is not as excited. than i notice that we are all wearing blank purple shirts. before i can ask why, i turn to my suprise and see hayleys brother jake. it is not the current version but perhaps a younger and more innocent Jake. We begin talking, what about i have no idea, but i remember wanting to talk to him more, and not being able to reach[ that deeper level of conversation. Eventually my family with jake who is know apparently my brother are caught in thee midst of this huge parking lot. thousands of people are there in all different colored shirts.

Than i see hayley walking along in a blue shirt with her family. I scream her name out loud "Hayley HAYLEY HAYLEY: but she does not answer. I look at the ground and see acorns. I begin pelting her with acorns. She touches her hand to her head in pain but still looks very confused. I feel bad for throwing them at the same time find it kind of funny. she is walking with her friend and i keep throwing them and eventually she sees where the coming from and walks towards me. She says hello as if she is talking to a mirror. jake turns to me "she cant hear you, you have to have on a blue shirt. he takes off his shirt, and becomes a hollogram. He starts talking to the girls and mentions me to hayley. She jumps in excitment. And then he tells hayles friend to take offf her shirt, he taps me to do the same, then he instructs me to trade with her. I put on the blue shirt, and she puts on the purple shirt. her and jake go skipping off into the crowd and hayley can now see me.


she jumps into my arms. We both cry and she says she though she had lost me. As we walk away, i realize nothing matters anymore. sure the world is destroyed and the zombies nad have killed most of the population, but now im with her. I laugh and send her funny face bok images through my mind but she gets mad and replies "is this really the appropriate time for that" i send her another picture in return. she laughs. I feel warm again. the fear has melted away.

we both return to my house and no one is ther. it is our house now. i am happy again, i ask her if she wants to spend her life together she says yess. we snuggle and fall asleep
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i wake up again (still dreaming) and am in the bed hayley still asleep and into my living room and carlo and all his nephews are there. his 5 nephers are my age and we chat and then hayley comes into the room, they all stop talking to me and start talking to her. "can we have ur picture" they ask, she smiles for the camera."one more this time turn around" she puts her hands on my kitchen pantry and sticks her ass in the air, they take a picture . i grab the camera from them and see hte pic of her ass, i break the phone in half and tell theme to get the fuck out. i am extremly jealous. \\

I walk across the street minutes later and see carlos decorating his house. with a knife in hand i ask "where are your nephews" he says upstaairs and asks why. i tell him i plan to kill each one of them, cut their throats. to my suprise he laughs. "ooo are eu jealous. matt, they live the same life every day. while you have found your love and each day is filed with excitment and somthing new, these guys sit u stairs and smoke weed. thats alls they do everyday, cut there blunts open with a knife like yours and just sit up stairs andget high. they text guys not girls, girls dont want them" i turn around and am humbled. i see susie decorating and sit next to her and chat . the Tv is advertising hotels like the marriot royal for 9.99 Yes if you are alive come stay here. I laugh


I sort of lose conciousnes and wake up on a really tall tower outside overlooking the city. hayley comes out into the night and looks sad. she hands me a piece of paper and says here is your vest back. i am confused. and ask whats wrong :"i have to tell you something she say sullenly" but before she can explain, and indian kid comes outside and she brightens up and starts taling to him about a higher power moment. I wonder about what she wants to tell me,,,,,,i look out towards teh city, this must be a dream, i think. i wake up, half not wanting to take up because i want to know wha hayley said

with some guy who was sposed to be sober and then he started using again. iasked him if he had drugs and he said he had tranquilizers that would make me hallucinate. we went back to his lair with some other sketchey dude and i had to pee so i got up and walked outside. there was like a huge lake or waterhole. then i saw there was a bathroom so i walke over to it but the entire raft that it was floating on kept sinking so i got the hell outa there.

Before any of this happned i was at some family day at a basebal field with my mom. they were listening to some coach. i waas kind spacing. cept there was one kid there who had like a skate board and i ended up riding that up and down ramps

i went to some foreign country with matt and i decided to travel light. i was giong to bring this big bin of stuff but i forgot it. when we got to the hotel, there was this large pool we were in and all these weird bird looking bugs flying around.

somehow i poofedback home to find garrot in my back room. he was standing there talking about something. then he just took off all his close and was standing there naked. I gave him a hug and said you really are my brother. then i got him some clothes from my rooom he put em on and we went to go play mario kart. i dont memeber what happened i think i was tired and fell asleep

i took some train with cody and yu yu and it ended up going across the golden gate and al sorts of beautiful scenes through the city . however it was headingg away from our destination. apparently i was on cocaine and at that point i was looking to try whatever so i was asking for shrrms. this of course was all after i had been rejected from some class by lil wayne and a strict aristocratic family.

this train if i try to describe it started out huge and then y the end dodf it we were all in the small sorta intertube raft in a big line of intertube rafts and the train was no more. it flew over the city and we had to hang on tight and i pointed out we were headed wrong direction. cody jerry andyuu and i were like fuck and we ended up going over all the water and the high buildings and just swimming.y my sis was there sow we jus took the train back home. and we found a cabin and ate hella cereal

in the car with dad towing the truck to some lake. got our checked to see if he could back up into the ramp which was up not downhill, and he looked like he had it though i cudnt really see. then in mels room later listening to ocean but its by blink 1i\42 and i song floors me

I knew i was dreaming. i also knew that my dream wasnt real and taht i was in a book. it was an old book too. it was kinda like the simpsons a first with maggei but then i turned into cool kid ryan who picked up cool girl hayley and we got lost in a dream together. then peopole broughtuzis into 7 ellven and i returned fire little bbs hit me and i was okay ij us lauged

i began rehearsing as frantically as posible trying to cram all the lines into my head. i was in the serra school play but instead i was the actor . i went on stage and talked in a british accent and popped balloons cuz i forgot my lines

my sisiter knocked my calc nd phone in the water so i pushed her into the water

i began rehearsing as frantically as posible trying to cram all the lines into my head. i was in the serra school play but instead i was the actor . i went on stage and talked in a british accent and popped balloons cuz i forgot my lines

my sisiter knocked my calc nd phone in the water so i pushed her into the water

i went to bed at like 630 and rolled around till 10 40 and this is the kinda dream i got...

i was coming home and passed by a local skate board store. they had a long board for 20 buks and i asked to buy it but then he said it was 90 buks really but he would do 20 percent offf. i thought that was agood deal and he asked if i wud try it out first. he took me outside and showed me some skater girl grinding big ass rails then led me down the street and dissapeared without me noticing.

It was bright. the beach i mean. i walked and walked and walked. the glare burnt the retnas of my two eyes. "this is why you should were sun glasesS" said my dad.

Finally shade from the long concrete path, the burning senssation in the bottom of my feet slowly faded as i stood under the safe haven. A tropical canopy was to thank. goassamer strips of greenish leaf green colored cloths dangled across the top of the building. I pressed my feet up wooden steps and walked deeper into the shade

A restaurant. A large party of kids sat across the restauraunt and was waiting for their food. i saw a large pizza resting beside me on a table. i picked it up and it began to slide, luckily a waiter grabs it in time. luck is not with me the next time. i try and do the same \for a cheese pizza, it slides into the dirt. the waiter begins repremending me infront of the restaurant. i start to wonder if he will make me pay for it. "your gunna have to eat that"

No problem, im familular with the 5 second rrule. i dab nakens on top of the pizza to get any visible dirt of. i enjoyed the pizza.

The shade swallowed myself.

i found myself in a dark tombey crevice. deep, miles perhaps below the earth. in a video game. surrounded by others, a leader presents himself. "if we want to get out, we turn on this fan and fly up" i gaze around the octagon encased room, with walls flying straight up with no breaks. where does up lead?

"meditate and than jump across and fly, Matt your frist"

I sit in the other room alone and rest my thoughts. They don't know this is all just a video game. "Matt its your turn! GO"

I fall into the fan.

we wer at a mexican restraunt and she jumped outa the car and ran in to go say happy birthday to some lady or somthing. wewird dream i was like throwing rocks at some old building and people were in there doing illegal stuff and the guy came out and acted lie he new us and then just quit. also drempt i had another gf name kayla nd when i held her hand it felt empty and weird and i thought of hayel, i wanted to run away but couldnt for some reason. we went on walks around my neighborhoood, i tried to end the relationshp over later.

ryan said it was his birthday in two weeks. meanwhile kyle and i were at the store with some autistic kid who wouldnt use regular high lighters, so it was this massive story that sold intresting pens and stuff. hayley was in the car at the stor and when we got ouut and i tried to kiss her and stuff she had something delicate in her hand so she didn't but in the store i wanted to buy her an AA braclet.she didnt want that so i gave up and went shopping with kyle haha. later i was in a library and shane caled me and wanted me to come to a party, i declined and asked him how he was doing. he said it was really hard to get drugs and alchohal in his location and he started scremaning into the phone like the devil and then nats burts through the library window. he hung up. i went back and ryan said dude my birthday is next thursday