ZenLD

Almost forgot to post DJ.

I slept late.. Very late. I think it affected Ld alot. I das reading some books to help with visualization and other stuff but got a little carried away.

Dream 1 magic school

I dreamt that I was attending a magical institution. Apparently I was an expert but decided to attend anyways for fun.

So I was a mage and our class was forming a party of 4 for a project that we would do. My plan was to get 1 mage, 1 warrior, 1 rogue sort of party for balance. I found a lady with a pretty high int stat and added her to my party. I head back home once to rest and me and her get into an argument regarding the rest of the party. Worked out OK in the end.

Wake

Dream dead bird

A bird flying around the house into a closet. I try to find something to catch and release it but when I came back it was dead.

Wake

Dead bird is a memory of when I killed a bird when I was young and scared probably. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Love you. Have fun in a better place.

had maybe a failed ap or wild something here. I just felt a little bit of the feeling and didn't attempt to separate or visualize into wild. Moved into different position.

Vision quest
I was just visualizing and the images stayed to become a film and more realistic just lacked other sensations. It began to form a story about going to a office. Very close to wild Ld I think. Just got a little too excited I think. Perhaps could have worked if I retried and stayed still. Don't think I'll count it as Ld, but will note that I was close.

Might be a wisp of memory of when I visited my dad for work long ago as well.


Notes:

read too late, reading too much on bed is no good. I think i lost too much awareness or lucidity in waking. Reading a little about LD right before bed it ok i think.

Magic school was something I wanted to do in Ld. In LD! Haha. Incubated. Things keep getting incubated.

Next time I should probably stay still and try on apparent fails. It's pretty close to transition between sleep and wake.

Also just bought a rubicks cube to train visualization and things. If I get better I can just visualize a cube or something to play and exercise.
*might have played it too much on wbtb, perhaps too awake

Just read a little about Ld or ap on wbtb if desired, helps incubate and doesn't wake you too much.

Also bought a rewritable board for writing down mantra today or jot dream keywords I think it will help and save paper too.

Read a book regarding hermetics. It was pretty good reading, about balancing visualization and other senses.

How do I get lucid on earlier dreams?

**should have tried to engage other senses in the vision, that would turn it into Ld!

Keep up grc and mild! Do shadow work!

ALWAYS LUCID EVERY DREAM!