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      Hey u recently commented on my post about what do from sleep paralysis to get to a lucid dream, what I was wondering is if I just lay there in paralysis and try to picture a dream scene in my closed eyes will it just form and I’ll pretty much spawn in. If not can u give me any other techniques or just anything, thanks
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    Fairy queen, Thrithe

    by ZenLD on Today at 05:33 AM
    I decided to type out the dreams since I couldn't sleep and also because one of the dreams were way too cool for me at least. It deserved to be typed out.

    I'm also thinking of just recording DJs as an audio file. With just a few keywords typed as a way to sort it while going in details and expanding it in recordings.

    Oct 21,2019

    Skeptical Jump

    It was right after I'd eaten dinner and I was very sleepy so I decided to head to bed. I had an urge to sleep in a different bed so I did so. I recall waking up a couple of times before a slightly stronger awakening. I could have woken but I decided to head back to sleep. I began to get very hot in the chest/solar plexus area but I just ignored it and was admant to get back to sleep.

    Not too long after I began to get some noise in my head and I began to focus on it. I was pretty persistent about it and after some time it became louder, then eventually began to vibrate. It was the familiar vibration stage if you will and I began to feel slight unease but I had experienced it many times before so I just simply told myself that "you enjoy this" because you know it's followed by very interesting experiences most of the times. So all the negativity just melted away as I braced myself for the next event. But alas nothing really happened and the sensations began to wane as I lay atop the bed. I was skeptical though, however, that I may have AP'ed or WILDed so I just imagined myself rolling out of the bed. Not much happened for some time but I kept going and I fell out of bed in the end. Sensations felt normal and it was dark, I still had doubts though; so I decided to head out the bedroom and things were still dark and normal so I thought I'd be able to tell if I'm dreaming if I head outside. I went outside to the backyard and jumped. I instantly reached max velocity and shot like a beam of light into the sky. I was certain now and completely lucid.


    I was transported elsewhere after the jump though. I was now inside what looked like an Audi minivan or something similar. I was in the backseat and my dad was driving that car. I still maintained some lucidity from before but I wasn't certain if I was dreaming for sure. My thinking was that if I paid attention like the previous event I might get something to confirm my suspicions but this time I was wept up by the dream plot and lost lucidity eventually. Outside the car was what appeared to be an extravagant chinatown. Very interesting and lavish structures surrounded the main road and perhaps there was some festival going on. We pick up my mom in a little bit. As we keep driving down the road there was an asian girl there whom we picked up. I don't know who she was but she got on the car on the seat to the front left. Keep on driving down and eventually we come across some blockade or a something. It was like a border wall/gate that went into China I think. There were some chinese men there dressed like police. We stopped and got out, there was a glass wall that stopped us from progressing further and my dad pressed his passport against the glass.

    FA DJ

    I was on the bed and tried to DJ the previous dream but the phone acted weird. Well it acted pretty normal and I had trouble taking notes about the dream.

    I awoke then DJ'ed on the phone, it was just like that FA, had trouble with apps to DJ.

    University escalators

    I was in some university building it appears. It was structured like a mall and I remember riding many escalators. There were some unscrupulous girls there. There was ML, and Amy whom I consider to have disgusting personalities objectively speaking. There was a girl with glasses hanging out with them. I remember that we were eating sushi and dropped one to the ground. They got mad that I spilled the sushi and called the cops on me. I get away. I also met Mike on the way out.

    Large Dome

    Likely continuation of previous dream. I'm uncertain if they were 1 dream or were separated. It was the same university area and I was exploring the building. I was suppose to head to my dad's office or something and I found myself in a very large dome like structure at the right most part of the university campus. It was a futuristic structure with an elevator that was unlike ones we have now. It was a circle. A pretty big circle. If you went to the middle of the circle it would move up or down instantly. And there was another elevator on top that went sideways that helped you move across the campus with ease. I found my dad using the sideways elevator. I remember the glasses girl from the previous dream somewhere in the dream initially, don't recall her too much.

    ~I also remember being in this campus inside a dream before. It was a little different though but I am certain it's the same location. But it was before I went on DV I'm sure, so perhaps a dream from about a year ago.

    notes I might have missed about dream: Large dome building glass girl dad 7th floor elevator.
    Instant vertical elevator presence planet.

    Richard's dad's house

    I found myself in Richard's dad's house. It was mostly empty and boring and there appeared to be some BBQ or something going on. But there were barely any guests though. I just remember the house was much larger than how it was 'suppose' to be and I explored the house. The pool was much larger too, I suppose it was maybe half an acre sized pool, perhaps a little smaller. I ate some purple fermented food, likely beets. There was also diarrhea in the pool...

    Opening locked door

    I forget the contents. But I opened a locked door! IS THIS THE LOCKED DOOR THAT WERE IN MY LUCID NIGHTMARES?

    Slave girl
    A dream about a girl being enslaved. Just a short vision I think.

    Extravagant weapon

    Some kind of extravagant and golden weapon like a staff. It's similar to the chinatown theme from the first dream I think. A wooden staff adorned with much gold and colorful reds might be more accurate.

    Cheating in poker, caught.

    Inside a mall or something, similar or could be the campus area from previous dreams. I found some friends playing poker at the casino in the end of the hall. I saw Wolf there, I think it was Wolf with someone else. Maybe it wasn't Wolf, it was Carl. They were clearly cheating on poker as I watched them from the sides. I approached the table and began cheating as well; not out of will but it felt more liek a dream plot. The dealer caught me and we were chased out. Went outside the casino and still chased us.

    Something happens in the end I forget. Maybe I saw Mike there again.

    Quebec Border

    I was driving down the Quebec, and eventually get to a small office that was related to border office or employment. I somehow drove the car inside the small office and it was stuck there. People inside thought not much of it and proceeded to their activities. I looked up some job ads but someone to my left told me they were bad jobs (red light district sort of) and I saw visions of it and wanted to leave now.

    But my car was still stuck inside the office and there were people standing near the entrance so I wasn't sure how to get out of here. I had some small chocolate candy shaped like a ball so I gave it to people near the counter and asked them to help me. Then I gave some to the people near the entrance to ask them to move away for abit. They cooperate and I manage to get the car out the front entrance.

    Border topic related to the first dream.

    Frozen School

    I was inside a campus of a cool looking school. It was beautiful really and large. There were white buildings and a very large schoolyard adorned with beautiful white stones structures and pavements of some sort like the greek buildings with generous amounts of lush greenery and it was very cool. I get the impression that it was a highschool building but I am uncertain. There was something very... interesting about the place. I can't quite describe it.

    After spending some time in the school there was some calamity that freezes the whole school and the students within it. I head out to find a solution to the problem.

    House #34, Fairy Queen, Thrithe

    I was exploring to find a way to solve the previous predicament. Eventually I ended up in the area of the previous home, house #34. It wasn't exactly how I remembered it. It was the same street, that was for sure. The white asphalt sidewalks, I'm not exactly sure what that's made of but this particular sidewalk had a very clean white and a certain hue that wasn't in other streets.

    It appears to be the future, as I now see an apartment building where the house #34 used to be. It was maybe not exactly an apartment but more like a lot or whatever you call those things where artists and people often use as offices. Multi-storied building where there's only a single large room inside. I was approaching this apartment like building and I noticed some very strange plant-tree thing with many needles sticking out of it. The nedles were pretty long I say about a foot and a half, 20-30 cm long and 1/2 cm wide. The plants began to shoot these needles at me as I approached the building but I decided to go anyways. I was stabbed by quite a few of them before I got through the entrance.

    It was an empty first floor, a single square renovated hall that looked abandoned. I went up the stairs, one or a few flights before I found some signs of people. I was still injured and I was glad to find some people, perhaps they could help treat my injury or something. They were all female or at least female looking beings. I think that they were not human. Likely similar to elves but I'm pretty sure they weren't elves. I asked for their help and they gladly decided to help me after sensing that I appeared to have a good energy or something.

    They helped me out and decided to teach me about things. I guess about them. They walked me through the building and it was a sort of hideout or something. It was pretty big inside and eventually I come across some cages. They showed me some familiars, and wanted to teach me to summon them. They were behind these small cages, and some large cages and told me to call out it's name.

    ~I'll call them nymphs, instead of they now. Since I feel like it's closest understanding or idea of them I can conjure at the moment.

    I remember the first familiar I saw was a frost spirit of sorts. There were also faries there and the nymphs told me to try to summon them by calling out their name. I called out it's name and I managed to summon it through the cage. I forgot the name now though. What the nymphs have shown me so far were lesser familiars and as I kept threading deeper into the building I began to see more powerful familiars there. Those ones weren't really caged; well they were in cages but the impression that you got was that they were too lazy to get out of it or were pretty comfortable by how they were taken care of so they didn't bother escaping at all.

    Large golden bars. Behind them was the Fairy Queen. She was brightly shining in neon green that was slightly towards somewhere in the middle of green to yellow-green spectrum. Shaped like a butterfly. The nymphs weren't there. I began to feel the energy around it and emulated the same energy frequency within myself. Until our frequency was one. Just resonate in the same frequency and she'd come to help me. We'd connected and I managed to summon the Fairy Queen. She had taken a liking to me. I called out to her and she was now on the other side of the cage with me.

    There were some very tight ,square cages to the left of where I was now. They were serpentine beings. The nymphs tried to avoid them. I looked at the snakes there. I tried to call out to them by sound. I mimicked their sounds by going "thhh."

    The serpents all looked at me; they moved their head an followed their gazes to whichever directions I moved. I was intrigued for a moment but immediately one of them escapes the tiny cells by their own volition and power. It was one lively serpentine familiar. It appeared to have been attracted to my energy and came at me. It circled around me and for a moment. It wanted to form a bond or something and before I could respond another one had escaped. This one was, much much more powerful. It was dry-dirt brown colored serpent familiar and it wanted to drive away the previous one. I was a little nervous for a moment but I calmed down as I sensed no hostility towards me, apparently I had good compatibility with serpentine familiars. I communicated with the brown one with my energy to calm down. It decided to listen to me and it's energy coiled around my right arm, meanwhile the previous green-ish serpent decided to take the left side. I was wearing the 2 familiar like a bracelet or an armlet. They decided to settle there. The brown serpent, it's name, was Thrithe.

    I tried calling out the familiars as a practice. First I called out the fairy queen and she proceeded to help me. Then I called out the serpents, Thrithe. Everything worked well.

    I was back at the frozen school now. And it began to unfreeze. People began to unfreeze. The icy snow-like surface melted and the students there began to question their surrounds. Why was it frozen/snowy here? The scene appeared to be near summertime as a context with very bright sun. But the rest of the ice and snow melted quickly after. Perhaps vaporized is a better word here and it left no traces of water, so I suppose they were maybe dry frozen like dry ice. It all happens very fast and everyone thought it must've been just their imagination. Their sense of doubt had evaporated, just like the ice that surrounded them merely a moment ago.

    Updated Today at 12:50 PM by ZenLD


    exploding lab, Jin

    by ZenLD on 10-18-2019 at 06:32 AM
    Beta testing VR

    I found myself in an underground facility among many others. We were here to test out the new vr headset.I saw M. Zberg leading this project. We were testing a new VR game that was an MMORPG and I was finding some special items of sorts. We were just going through the tutorial section of it, digging our way through a large boulder with a modded weapon. The weapon was the first weapon we got and we crafted to make it resistant to being used as a shovel to dig through these boulders.

    I secretly custom crafted my own weapon, though I remember it not being so good.

    I guess the dream felt like 3 hours?


    I was a house. Similar to home. I was eating with family and a maid. She had black I think short hair and she ate with us. She sat in front of me.

    Behind in Class

    I was in a classroom and I was just having trouble with the stuff they were teaching. Not sure if it was due to my own laziness or something. I just felt not so hot. But the good thing was that the teacher was nice. I remember she was pretty tall and had blonde hair, had kind eyes. She did her best to help me catch up.

    Fight by stairs

    I might have awoken a bit. I'm walking down the staircase in the same school from before. It felt like structurally built like the japanese school. I was just minding my own business when X comes along and tries to fight me. I'm fighting him off and get away. I was with a couple of friends here and I get lucid. I tell them to hold on to me so I can teleport us out of this mess. I hold their hands and close my eyes to mass teleport.

    *maybe a memory of X trying to push me down staircase. I balanced back and tried to push him back. He already ran away like a coward that he was, and there was only the door with the fortified windows. I broke through the windows with my palm. I remember feeling the metallic mesh that bent around my palm like butter and the annoying pain of shattered glass cutting my palm. I guess maybe this dream could be related to that memory.

    I guess the thing, or the lesson from the memory could be to trust my instincts. First impression of people were always right.

    University Exploding Lab, Jin

    I think it's continuation of last dream. We were teleported to somewhere else.

    I was in a car riding with my mom and some others. We were headed to the university lab to meet up for something. There was a guy that stood out here. He hair short black hair that shot up in the air and light brown skin. He was a young pretty good looking charismatic brown man. he had some special powers and were helping me out or following me for some reason. He wasn't human. I think he was a Djinn or something. Like a genie sort of being and he was just taking that form for now. Let's call him Jin for now then.

    Anyways we get to the university and inside the lab. Just walking around. There were some girls here that were from the previous dream that teleported with me while we were going to meet up with the others (around 4-5 of them). Why were we meeting up anyways? I remember a picnic scene. We head back.

    We're going to the same lab again, in the same car. After a while we get to the same university and we head into the lab. I am with Jin inside the lab. But this time the lab was getting flooded. There were water spurting from everywhere, perhaps the plumbing system was messed up. Got pretty worried about the safety of the place, with it getting flooded and all. It appeared to be a chemistry lab. I begin to talk to Jin to address my concerns regarding our safety here and before you know it- *BOOM*

    The entire place explodes. I see white light. I make it alive somehow but I was worried about the others. We were gathering in a spot where the casualties were being collected. They were put into tiny cells of structures that looked like beehives. I suppose beehive structure since it's the most efficient shape in terms of surface area of material being used to build this thing. I find a couple of companions from earlier here. A few were missing though, including my mom and Jin. I was a bit worried since I could cast revive to bring them back to life if they were dead, but how could I do that if their bodies couldn't be located? Perhaps I am lucid or somewhat lucid here. I see some kind of tablet like device playing a video though, it was a video call from my mom. She was visiting some relatives or friends earlier so she was away from the explosion as I saw her friends just casually talking to each other. I saw them in 3rd person for a second before I was back. I was relieved about that so I decided to head back to the scene of the explosion to find others.

    First I went back to the lab area. The lab was the right most unit that protruded out of the university building so I decided to head to the room or the hall ot the immediate left. There in among the beat up building I hear Jin's voice. He calls out to me but I can't see him. I look around and I find some kind of box. I wasn't exactly sure how to describe the long rectangular box so I googled it- optimum square prism.

    The box was black with bits of yellow along the edges. It had a wooden like texture. Jin was in there. He said that he was safe in there during the explosion. Like a real genie he put himself into some kind of container. I was just analyzing the situation and he got a bit upset, and told me to hurry up and get him out of the box.


    I felt really bad on awakening before the ld. Felt like I wasn't progressing with LD, I realized that it was negative self talk eventually and dealt with it with shadow work/mindfulness.

    Updated 10-18-2019 at 06:39 AM by ZenLD


    lucid ex, ap practice

    by ZenLD on 10-16-2019 at 04:18 AM

    wc dream


    Lucid staircase ex

    I was at the top of a stairscase to the left or it rather. There was some metal bars that stopped you from falling off the sides. I saw my ex and someone else to the right. We were laying on our stomach and looking down the stairs or at that direction. I become lucid and tell my ex that this is a dream, shows me a sad face. I tell the person to my right that this is a dream. They appeared to be sad that it was a dream. I give a kiss to the cheek or get a kiss to the cheek.

    The sad face told me it was sad that they weren't the real version that could give me love, they wanted to be the real one instead of a dream one. Perhaps I should have let the dream play out. But what is real or dream anyways, it was real in that moment- maybe I was kind of a jerk to point it out.


    Some dream about earlier in the day


    Nightmare Cult, family

    I was in the big city. Downtown of BC or somewhere nice. Being chased by a cult. Perhaps same cult as the cult dream. I was with my family and we were escaping them. They were trying to find us and we escaped on a car.

    We headed into a mall, it had some small restaurants and a supermarket. Somebody there is a cult member and notices us and calls the HQ. We escape and I'm with my mom. We call a cab outside the mall to escape. It was dark outside.

    The cab driver had a mustache -> ( like that with a dark skin and drove us. He knew that we were in an urgent situation and drove really fast. Super fast, ignoring some traffic laws but that's ok.

    He drove us to building #36 and I thought it was the house #36, but it was rather apartment #36. We entered the apartment lobby and towards the elevator. Feeling somewhat safe. I saw an old man who looked at us suspiciously. He was a cult member and called out forhelp. I told my mom to run away by myself as I proceeded to gain their attention. Another old man began to come after me. I tried to tell him that the other guy was part of a evil cult but he did not listen and they surroudned me.


    Trying to AP/WILD in dream

    I didn't know I was dreaming at the time. There was the kid with glasses. I forget his name but he was a little jerk with glasses that's all I remember.

    Anyways I forget earlier part of the dream but we are in the bedroom and each of us had a bed or a futon of sort and slept there.

    I began to get vibrations after sleeping and proceeded to leave the body a little but went back in. Vib, leave, back in. This repeated perhaps 10 times. Good practice I guess.

    I asked the kid if he had any similar experience, he said he had 1.


    WW2 RUS vs GER

    I was in an army. There was a war going on between germany and russia. I forget which side I was on but it felt and looked kind of like ww2.

    I underwent some training and what not for a while until we were headed for battle.

    I had my rifle in hand and rushed into the enemy buildling. It went alright at first but I ran out of ammo. I was caught in the room to the left. They cut off my limbs and proceeded to torture me. I saw the scene in 3rd person and it was an older man with a chubby face being tortured.

    I wanted another chance and the time turns back.

    Battle again. There's also demons and monster now too.


    Claustrophobic supermarket

    I don't really remember the earlier part of the dream. I was like a super hero or something and just doing super hero stuff. It was near a supermarket.

    I headed into the supermarket from the back and people behind me kept rushing in. People also rushed in from the front of the store and I was stuck in the middle of the store. People just would not leave.

    I felt claustrophobic really. It was a tortured and I was tortured by my thoughts and fears regarding the situation. I begin to think of a way out maybe I'd have to blast or kill all the people in the front or something. And the people in front of me began to clear and make way. Someone told them to leave and I was so glad.

    Something happens as I reach the cashier.



    Didn't really do much DJ but recalled a little Just replayed the dreams in my head a couple of times.

    I really couldn't tell that the AP/Wild dream was a dream. The sensations and vibrations were exactly the same. I did wonder in the middle, and felt like maybe something was a bit off. I do think it was a good practice regardless.

    It's also interesting to think about how many AP like experiences could just be FA or dreams.

    Updated 10-16-2019 at 04:23 AM by ZenLD


    Buddha statue guidance

    by ZenLD on 10-14-2019 at 04:33 AM
    Had many long dreams. I'll jot or write a little

    Story of a wizard. The was a mage from a noble family going after him romantically. And a stud going after her. Location was like a farm. Eloping.

    I also remember going into a store looking at weapons to fight againt someone.

    Giving up flying away.

    Charles was there attacking. He was disgusting.


    **Buda guidance

    I was in somewhere forest like. Like Amazon forest in warm place. I was with a group of monks or something. They were all waiting for their turn to get guidance from a Buddha statue. They'd sit in from off it one by one and get some advice. My turn came up and I sat down in front of it. I just started to meditate. It was a while. I saw kids playing around me and people going about. Meditating with eyes half open as I watched the previous events in a sped up manner. Time was going fast around me.

    I was then transported to another world. Pretty primitive tribe. I wondered who I was in this dream. I wanted to look for a mirror but people wanted me to take a bath. I went in the bath outdoor, made of some metallic material that was an open rectangular box. I saw my reflection in the bath. I looked like the guy who played the lord of the rings character. Was his name aragon? Longer hair and younger though, very buff.

    May have been lucid or almost.


    Fighting hunting demons

    Began in highschool area. Hunting for demons. I also walked out the school towards the kindergarten. The playground was the same location as the previous ld.

    Some demons attacked me. I just took them and sent them into a pocket dimension where my demon fox familiar resided. I fed them to my fox. This made some ppl angry, I forget who.


    Came back to the same dream? Girl wearing black cloak. Tell her about something...

    Demon /android hunting

    It was similar to previous one. We were in the city now and taking the subways. Our mission was to hunt down demons. I was with my team apparently.

    I remember we almost died at the train station where we found a stronger demon hot away though.

    Went down into the station. Met some really strong ones. I forget. They were more android than demons. I think I was about to die. Everyone else perished already. I survived?

    Sweet snacks

    by ZenLD on 10-13-2019 at 10:37 AM
    Was busy just gonna write the notes. I didn't sleep much.

    There was a sad sage. I forget why he was sad. I was at mr din's house the big Steven was there.

    I remember I was sleepy inside the dream so I went to sleep in the dream.

    Ppl were singing. Jacks house his dad was there too.

    There was a sort of snack served by the host. Like ice cream favored milk also chocolate. But not chocolate milk. The texture was like latte, no coffee flavor. But very airy and disappeared with a few sip.

    Were also given rock candy too. It was blue like big sapphire, but dissipated very fast once in mouth.