Just Another Dream Journal

I had strange symbolic sexual dreams during a nap.

I was trying to masturbate, but kept getting interrupted. And scenes were flashing of gardening and robots lol. In the gardening scenes, I couldn't dig deep enough. With the robot scenes, I was raped and the robot was too large. Then the robot story took off on it's own but I forget the gist of the story, other than someone was raped and another girl went for help. We were on an alien planet and the people who could help save her friend wouldn't even talk to her at first. Some young woman was hiding in a cabinet.

Then the dream went back to me trying to masturbate only this time, I had a lighter. I don't even want to know what I was trying to do with that thing lol.
I was interrupted again by a commotion at my hubby's new garage. I went outside to see it had been broken into. My kids had painted the walls, which actually looked really nice. But in doing so, they accidentally broke a window as well as rectangular glass panels on an antique dresser. I knew who did it, but hubby hadn't figured it out yet and I was worried he would.
Then a couple of neighbors came over. They had kids with them, but they were well behaved. I kept trying to figure out how to clean mud and water out of some item. The grandmother of the neighbors went back to her house and brought me back and nasal syringe (those little plastic suction thingies used to clean out babies noses).
A couple more neighbors came over and my mom was one of them. People were leaving the garage to talk, but my mom hung back. I told her to go outside and make some friends.
The kids saw 3 roaches and I kept trying to point them out to someone else to catch. One of them flew off and scared one of the kids nearly to death and I started laughing, saying "that's what they do".
I was on a couch covered up throughout most of the dream sequences lol. The couch seemed to move wherever I went.

At some point, I also dreamed of traveling in the RV. An arm from a chair fell off when someone braked hard. I kept trying to put it back on but it was made of metal and had a joint in a weird location. I eventually snapped it back on but then it looked strange.
Outside of some house, I found a bunch of cats and kittens. Some of them were demonic and scared me. Others I took. My long lost cat, Rogue, was among them and I snatched him up first.

That's all I recall.

>>>My brain usually knows better than to give me deeply symbolic dreams. Chances are, these themes will continue until I figure out what I'm trying to tell myself. If I stumble across a correct interpretation, the dreams will discontinue.
The outright sex parts are easy enough to figure out. I have needs lol, but I also have 4 kids and an uninterested husband.
The seeds are apparent to me as well. As strange as it is, when having sex I usually don't envision a person or event. I envision caves, a forest, nature scenes. The deeper I go, the closer to orgasm I am (it's all quite involuntary I assure you)
But where did robots and rape come from?

The garage is easy. It's my hubby's pride and joy. It's bigger than my modular home but it still lacks electricity and inside walls. He bought our perimeter alarm to protect it (one of the homes he uses for storage was recently arsoned).
My kids destroy everything they come in contact with, thus the dream of them destroying it. But what was the significance of the paint and the mirrors? What about the mirrors, the neighbors.

The part of my mom resulted from speaking of her before falling asleep. She has pnumonia (sp).
As for the bit about going out and making friends: I have no friends and neither do I truly want any. But I was thinking on it before falling asleep. I'm a foul weather friend. If someone needs me in some hour of need, I'm there. But when times are good, I fall away into the shadows. Those thoughts triggered that part of the dream.

The suction thingie is easy: my nose is chronically clogged lol
But what about the rest?

I dreamed of the RV because my youngest daughter talked about it yesterday. But why did the arm of the chair fall off. And why was it designed in such a way?
I have no idea why I dreamed of demonic cats lol But I still miss Rogue and no cat dream is complete without him.

That's it.

*EDIT**
Notice I didn't say anything at all about the lighter. Perhaps that's the most important element.
Gotta think about it.