Quote Originally Posted by Lunary View Post
Well I am pretty much having trouble talking to my sub-c because he seems to either be shy or just doesn't like me, I know how he looks as I "Saw" him 2-3 times in my dreams and such (Which he kinda made me forget ALOT expecially the part where I petted him, I remember him being soft and fluffy XD but I don't remember the details about it) but yeah whenever I try to talk to him he either ignores me now or just makes me talk to someone who's kinda acting stupid (As in not him XD) and if I accidentaly do something he doesn't like, he's not scared to show it XD (Usually it's scary and painfull a bit XD) but I don't mind I just wish to talk to him and finally get to know him, his name is "Yranul" yes...my "Name" backwards...he was named by his...well...Gf Noom XD and she made a vice-versa name for herself when she was asked so she just named Yranul like that. Thoo...Yranul can't spell his name and I don't think he likes it that much but has it cause Noom gave it to him XD.

Idk much about this all but basically he's in a form of a pitch black with black eyes Flareon and appears to like to keep to himself. As in rarely saying much about himself. (Before he was a Eevee before Noom changed to Vaporeon...yes I know it sounds silly lol XD). It's been quite a while since I talked to him, and even a longer while since I saw him. But I would really like to see him again...maybe this time talk to him and such, since usually he wouldn't really let me do much...even thoo I was lucid (Or he just made me forget?). And that's what I keep trying, no succes so far but I still feel his presence when he gives me those weird and sometimes scary dreams XD.
I've got a bit of a hypothesis about this - to have a successful independent subconscious personality, there's got to be a bit of mental instability in one's head to start with. You don't get voices in your head if you're a fully integrated personality, after all. If you're too stable they don't tend to stick for there's nowhere to gain purchase.

I could just be talking shit though, for I've got very little to base this on (the fact that these things don't come easily to most, and the voices in mentally ill people's heads).