NyxCC: I think I understand what you say, about the preset dream scene as an anchor, but I'm not sure about it myself. I felt so disappointed about not being in the right place, it took away a part of the joy of realizing that I was in a dream. Maybe I can try but warn myself that I might not succeed and need to be happy anyway and then focus on the basics, seeing, touching, tasting...

And for the "wow it's all a dream"-feeling that Patience108 mentioned: At the moment it's more like "it's all a nightmare". Won't be making any progress in the state I'm in at the moment. The only thing I need to do now is not loose motivation to carry on when things have calmed down...