Thread: Hirondelle's workbook

There we go!

A workbook, for me I guess another way to be busy in my mind with LD.

"About three years ago I read about LDing and I remembered how I seemed to dream a lot more when I was a child. Vaguely I even remember having lucid experiences. Looking into it, I learned that I didn't dream more, but I remembered more and I with some work I would be able to get back to that"

After training for a while I had a lucid dream (I decided to fly and it worked), but I was to busy in life and I stopped putting effort into it. Maybe a year later I did another attempt, after a while I reached my goal, breathing under water, and I stopped again.......

I started again in the beginning of december 2015.

Reality Checks:
- trying to breath through my pinched nose
- pushing my finger through my hand
- looking at my hands
- reading something twice

Dream Signs:
- My father and my mother
- Primary school and university friend
- The house where I was born

Short-Term Goals:
- Improving dream recall
- Improving awareness
- Being lucid more often
- Free riding a horse in a LD
- Seeing my (small) children in a LD (they are 18 and 15 yrs old at the moment)

Long-Term Goals:
- Being able to LD at least once a week
- Use LDing to learn about my subconscious mind
- Getting over fears

Dream Recall:
I guess that this is my priority at the moment. Some days I remember nothing at all. Other days it would be one dream, or one dream and some fragments. I think I've looked into the matter quite thoroughly, there are a lot of methods/tips that I can't use though because of my husband, who is a light sleeper. I can't write anything when I wake up during the night (not even without putting a light on) because that wakes him up. I really have to get up and write in another room, and I do that every now and then, but sometimes you it's too difficult. Often I drink tea/water/apple juice to make me wake up, go to the toilet and write down a dream when I'm up. Somebody gave me tips how to make yourself remember a dream in the morning but it doesn't work for me. (I'm too sleepy, or maybe my memory isn't as good as it used to be (I'm 49 yrs old)).

Lucid dreams:
- Some three years ago, after reading about it, and practicing, I had my first lucid dream; in which I flew, which was what I planned to do.
- About a year later, after a new period of practicing a did what I planned again: I was able to breathe under water, in our own natural pool. There was a "extra" that I didn't ask for, a living miniature hippo (so cute) was on the bottom of the pool, I carried it out of the water to show it to my children.

Since december, when I started again:
- I have to go from one side of the city to another but there is a traffic jam. I realize I'm dreaming (don't know how) and decide to fly past the cars to get there more quickly. I arrive I the middle of an empty parking lot. A lot of people around me are looking at me....
- I'm dreaming about a classroom situation, in which a female teacher is teaching English (she speaks dutch, my native language). She says that's she's going to do a test to determine every-bodies level. I tell her that in stead she should just speak English with us, in stead of dutch, and that I'm sure that I'll do fine except for maybe some technical words like "vacuumkookketel". She's very, very, impressed.... and I wake up.
- I tried to go to sleep by getting comfortable in my favorite sleeping position. In concentrated on my breathing, and repeated to my self: I'm going to be conscious in my dreams, I'm going to remember my dreams.... After a while I couldn't feel my body anymore. There was just this peaceful black void. I felt awake, but here was nothing..... I had the idea that I could have forced myself to feel my body and move, but that would have really woken me up. It felt nice, and I think I just went to sleep after a while.
I wrote this experience down in the group "Lucid dreaming" on Facebook and somebody advised me to have a look at Sageous' thread about lucid dreaming in delta sleep. I think that's what it was!

Have to stop now, bed time!

Didn't remember any dreams when I woke up during the night, neither at 7.15 when the alarm went of. I didn't have to get up and I when I woke up again, it was like not waking up completely but still very close to a dream. A few weeks ago the same thing happened and I fell back into sleep and continued my dream, without being lucid. I really felt that the way I was this morning it should have been possible to go back to the dream in a lucid dream. I think I stayed like this for quite some time, but as it didn't work I decided to really wake up and get out of bed (it was 9.20).

Found these tablets that I took for a while (quite some time ago) because I was very tired: Magnesium+vitamin B6. I'll finish them (one per day) because vitamin B6 is supposed to be good for dream recall.

I'm starting to train my prospective memory from today, using the method from Laberge's book. Made myself a sheet to keep track of progress (hopefully I'll make some). I've added the sheet, maybe somebody else would want to use it. Should I propose it somewhere else on DV?

Went to bed at 23.15, and slept until 7.15 without noticeably waking up. Only remember big grey square buildings and running from something.... I was wide awake and couldn't go back to sleep.

Tried to take an afternoon nap with a sleep hypnosis track. Noticed that I was "in nowhere-land" for a short period, couldn't visualize anything.

During the day I regularly stop and try to be aware of myself and my surroundings.

I did it! I did it!

Woke up (without alarm) at 7.30, tried to remember the dream that I had when I woke up. Disappointed that again I couldn't get a lot in my mind although I felt that there was a lot. Went to the toilet, wrote down the bit I remembered and read a bit on dreamviews. Last night I read a thread (I think started by gab) about the experiences you can have during the transition doing WILD (can't actually find it now). This morning a WILD tutorial by Billy-Bob. So......back to bed.... relax and wait for something to happen. I used the mantra: I am dreaming and found that I'd get distracted by random thoughts. Every time that happened I brought my attention back and said the mantra again. After a while I started to think that the random "thoughts", were not really thoughts, they were mini dream scenes..... I thought about RC's and that I'd better not move, so I tried to levitate. None of the times I tried did this work.
I found myself in the attick-room of the house of my childhood with my mother. Some things happened (wrote everything down in my DJ), nothing spectacular, but I had the feeling that something was not normal ( my mothers dead since 2009, haven't been in that house for more than 30 years.....) so I did the nosepinch RC. I was able to breathe, but I told myself that I probably didn't close my nose well enough. Did it again..... same thing, just didn't trust myself. Tried to push my finger through my hand, that didn't work, so..... I still wasn't sure.....
Next I found myself in a white room. Two young men where sitting on a white table, I saw them on the back. The one on the right, had very short hair and was quite suntanned. I recognized him, it was Lyson.
And now.... a new dreamsign:...... I must be dreaming, I don't know anybody by the name of Lyson!!! Did the nose pinch but still felt more convinced by the fact that I have never heard of somebody called Lyson than the fact that I could breathe with my nose pinched!

The dream went on some more (DJ)....went outside, beautiful part of a village/city but it was dark and cloudy so and I wished for more light, I summoned more light but that only worked a bit....

The dream ended as a NL.

Don't really know which category of LD this fits in, DILD or WILD, but what the heck... I did it!

Just read Sageous' DEILD. When I say I've gone back in a NLD after waking up (last week), would that mean I've DEID?

Went to bed at 23.30 after smoking a joint. HI was much more interesting than on other days. Tended to go to scary but I forced that away. I was awake or a long time, tried to focus on intentions, eventually fell asleep. No recall of dreams at the time of the alarm. Stayed up for 30 minutes and went back to bed. Started to repeat intentions: I'll know I'm dreaming and I will remember my dreams but gave that up after a while and focused on my breathing, counting back from three hundred. It became difficult at 230, I started to loose track. Guess I arrived at about 90 and I slept for short while. Don't remember any dreams. Only noticed during the counting I heard somebody saying my name (There's no one in the house).

Welcome to the class Hirondelle!

About the spreadsheet, feel free to start a thread in one of the areas of the forum and share it if you like. This may even spark more interest from others if they like to join you in your goal to improve prospective memory.

Because of my success on the 21st I decided to continue trying the same way.

22-2 Went to bed at 23.00. Woke up at 3.25 (because an SMS came in!!! the downside of living in the countryside, bad "connection", I verified the next day, my friend had sent it at 15.00!). I went to the toilet and back to bed. Try to WILD without result (didn't stay up!). Remember a dream when the alarm goes off at 7.15. I write it down (in bed). After that I spend a long time in a "slumber" state, fall asleep and dream NL again.

23-2 Bedtime 23.00 Wake up (after dreaming but without memory) at 4.45. Stayed up for half an hour to WBTB. It took a long time to fall asleep again and at the alarm at 7.15 I'm too tired to try to remember what I was dreaming about. Wake up again at 8.45 with a very vague memory, not more than on phrase in my DJ.

24-2 Bedtime 23.00 Wake up during the night after a dream and try to "fix" it into my memory to be able to write it down in the morning. I wake up at 6.10, and I can't retrieve it. I do remember the dream that I was having before waking up this time, so I get up, write it down and stay up for 20 minutes, knowing that the alarm (that goes of for my husband) will get in the way, but I try WBTB anyway. I lie down on my back, relax, and say (in my head) "I'm dreaming" on every breath out. Let my thoughts come and go without engaging, and get two "waves" of "going to sleep feelings" before the alarm goes of. I just keep doing the same thing, have to scratch my head in between, but continue. I turn to my side and soon think "Hey wait, you're falling asleep, stay here..." and then think of the dream that I have prepared in my head. I starts with me walking out our door. So, I walk out the door! Jeez,..... I'm not in my garden, but in the garden of my childhood home. I'm lucid, don't even feel the need to check reality!
I feel a bit cheated, because this is not what I wanted (I'm not in my own garden) I walk through the garden to go out the back. I rub my hands because I've read that that will stabilize the dream. The surroundings have changed quite a bit there, but that seems normal to me because it's been such a long time since I've been there. I can see very far and decide to fly to be able to go quicker. So I fly at about 2 meters high, "superman"-style to go fast. But I can't seem to get a decent speed. Try breaststroke (that's what I've done on 2 previous occasions), but of course (?) that doesn't make me move any faster. Not happy about that I start spinning and end up somewhere else, don't remember where, lucidity gone. I have a NL straight after that and wake up at 8.45.

So........ what have I learned here? (Patience108 and NyxxCC do you agree?)
WBTB as late as possible is good for me because earlier in the night I don't seem to be able to remember enough of my dreams. I should do this for the moment and try as often as possible.

Should I stick to trying to have the dream that I've built in my head (includes dream goal free riding a big black horse)?

I'm going to have a look around on DV to learn more about the ways to stay lucid longer, tips are welcome!

Thank you NyxCC!

I will start a thread and see what happens

Went to bed last night at 23.15, put an alarm for 3.30. Just thought I'd try to see if it would bother my husband. I'd put the volume quite low, and woke up straight away, only one sound. Didn't seem to bother him much. I remember a fragment of a dream. I get up and write it down, read in my DJ for half an hour and go back to bed. I use my mantra: "I'll know that I'm dreaming and I'll remember my dreams". I wake up from a dream by the alarm at 7.15.

Maybe my mantra should be: "I ask myself if I'm dreaming and I remember my dreams" (That would be linking it to the prospective memory of doing a reality check)?

Went to bed at 23.00, set intentions to remember my dreams. I'd set the alarm at 4, woke up after the first sound, but seemingly not from a dream. Went to the toilet, back to bed and did SSILD (read the tutorial yesterday). Must say I felt quite "dreamy" after doing the cycles, but I didn't drift of straight away. When the alarm woke me up at 7.15 I woke from a dream but wasn't able to hold on to it. The alarm sort of startled me, and I had to move to stop it from going of.
I still felt sleepy so I stayed in bed and started the SSILD cycles so that I'd be finished doing them when the house would be quiet again.

The exercice really relaxed me again, after turning to my side (my most comfortable position) I realised when I got to the point of falling asleep. It's like a wave starting to roll over me. At that point I don't really know what to do, when I concentrate on it to much that seems to wake me up, when I do nothing......... I fall asleep.

Woke up at 9.00 from a dream (that I wrote down ofcourse, in my handwritten DJ)

Any tips on this?

Thanks Patience! I'm really happy about my progress. Sticking to this at the moment.
Not looking at the hypnosis way any more! But, last night I saw another use of hypnotherapy, which was very useful for the girl that had it, just want to tell you about it. This program is a reality thing about people with severe eating disorders. There was this 18 year old girl living on liquid food because she couldn't swallow anything with "pieces" in it. The thought only made her panic and think she would choke. She'd been like that for something like 10 years, really skinny, always tired, so really not in good health. She totally agreed that it couldn't go on like that, and after months of cognitive therapy she was able to eat a bit of solid food. Two weeks without therapy ad she was back at where she started, pouring her "cup-a-soup" through a tea strainer to take the solids out. Then they decided to try hypnotherapy. The therapist talked to her subconscious (they showed a part of the session) and when she came out of the hypnosis he offered her a Mars bar and she ate.... You could see how surprised she was that she was able to do this. She continued to do better after this one session.

At the moment I do RC's at random moments (when I think about it, about 5 times a day). I try to look for dream-like things but my life's not very exciting at the moment. I also do them when something happens that's in the prospective memory exercise.

I've been reading about RC's. It makes a lot of sense to me to do a RC when you come across one of your dreamsigns in waking life. The problem is....... I never do! My dreamsigns all seem to be in the country I left 10 years ago.

I re-read the first part of ETWOLD and categorized my dreamsigns as proposed. The main category clearly is CONTEXT: people and places. So, does that mean I should concentrate during the day on being aware of where I am, and with whom?

Hey Hirondelle! Regarding the ssild question - just allow yourself to fall asleep. Also, with all the practices, don't forget to attach the expectation of having a lucid dream. So, for example, before you begin the SSILD practice, gently remind and reffirm to yourself that after the practice the next thing that is going to happen will be for you to fall asleep and have a lucid dream. I know this sounds very obvious, but sometimes we may be drowsy or forgetful, so it always helps to consciously link the expectation to any of these practices for better results.

As far as dream signs are concerned, yes, being aware of the overall context of what is going on during the day and questioning the situation is the right mindset. Also, it may seem more difficult to RC if there are no DS in real life, but on the other hand - having a specific set of circumstances only happen in dream is a great opportunity to catch an ld. For example, I often dream of one of the places I used to live. If am aware of my surroundings during the day and know this place appears now only in dreams, there's a good chance to catch this DS.

Very pleased with my successful WILD's on 21 and 24 February!

25-2: Bedtime 23.00 Remember only a hint of a dream when I wake up at 4.35. I get up and do WBTB at 5.00. No success, got up at 7.30.

26-2: Bedtime 23.00 Wake up naturally before the alarm and remember a dream. I get up and write it down at 7.15. Try WBTB at 8.00, feel physically relaxed, think I feel a small "wave" but eventually get up at 8.55, I'm awake.

27-2: Bedtime 22.45 Have to go to the toilet at 3.10. I feel I was dreaming but can't remember. Stayed up for 15 minutes reading DJ. Try WBTB. It's not difficult to physically relax. I feel I almost made it. It's the first time ever I felt vibrations. Didn't sleep very well until the alarm at 7.15.

28-2 Bedtime 22.45 I had an argument with my husband and I'm stressed about that. The dream I remember at waking up at 5.40 is about him being angry. I try WBTB (stayed up for 20 minutes) but that doesn't work. I think I still dreamt but don't remember.

29-2 and 1-3 I feel I'm still to stressed about what's going on in RL to recall my dreams, so .... nothing.....

Thanks for your reply NyxCC! It's nice to have confirmation that your own way of thinking is the right one. Funny though, how just after writing this, for the first time since I started my DJ on dec, 5, I had a dream experience in the actual here and now. And also a first, a false awakening.
I decided to follow the procedure proposed in ETWOLD (possible in the weekend). Went to bed at 23. Set the alarm for 5 o'clock. Got out of bed and stayed up for 2.5 hrs. Spent the last half our thinking about how I was going to dream, have a lucid dream, realise that I'm dreaming. Back in bed I did SSILD. Woke up out of a dream to go the toilet. Tried WILD falling a sleep again. Woke up, very heavy and drowsy, turned to my husband to make love to him. A car drives up to our house, somebody gets out and welcomes our dogs. Somebody opens the door( door is always open). A small dog runs into our bedroom, the door was slightly open. The dog puts its paws on the edge of the bed and licks my face. Someone calls:"Frika!" That's E-J's dog. E-J's face turns up at the door. My husband gets up. I'm just too heavy, too sleepy to get up. After a little while my husband comes back, pulls back his part of the covers. He's angry that I'm not getting up when there's a visitor. After that... I wake up for real...
Later, at breakfast, my husband says something that makes me think of another fragment. Wrote that down in the snippets-thread because it was so funny.

25-1 Bed at 23.15, setting the intention to have a lucid dream. The alarm wakes me at 7.15. I remember scenes of dreams.

26-1 Bed at 23, setting the intention to have a lucid dream. Wake up at 7, just before the alarm. I remember a dream and a fragment. I stay in bed, because I feel I can still sleep and dream. I drift in and out of sleep until 9.15. I feel these waves announcing sleep. Sometimes I get images that come with thoughts and I wonder if it's the beginning of a dream, or HI. When I think about that, I'm awake. When I don't think about it...... I wake up later, with our without the memory of a NLD.

27-1 Bed at 23, setting the intention to have a lucid dream. The alarm wakes me at 7.15. I remember 2 dreams. I stay in bed and it's the same thing as yesterday. Drifting in and out of sleep, trying to hang on to awareness wakes me up, letting go makes me fall in unaware sleep.

I think I have to work more on questioning things/awareness during the day to make myself question my dreams.

28-1 Bedtime 23.00. I wake up to go to the toilet at 3.45. I remember a dream. Try to fall asleep keeping my consciousness, wake up by the alarm at 7.15. I remember 2 fragments of NLD, and I'm quite sure that I've done a RC. I pinched my nose, but I wasn't able to breathe through it, so it wasn't a dream and I don't remember anything else....

29-1 Bedtime 23.00. I wake up to go to the toilet at 5.30, no dream. I try to WILD. The alarm goes of at 7.15 and I remember nothing.

30-1 Bedtime 23.30 after smoking a joint. Alarm at 7.15.... My feeling is "uncomfortable", I remember 3 fragments of dreams.

31-1 Bedtime 23.00, setting intentions, to realise that I'm dreaming and remember my dreams. Wake up to go to toilet at 4.15, remember nothing. I try WILD, counting my body to sleep and keeping my mind awake. I think that for the moment it is of no use trying to continue this. I feel like I've woken up 10 times in between 4.15 and 9.00, and started counting again every time.......

I listened to the new Dreamview podcast about DJ and recall, and try to read on the internet and in the books (pdf-files) I have.

I know that since December 5 I've had some experiences that point in the right direction, but I'm becoming impatient.

11-12 Short lucid dream in which I fly
19-12 In a dream I realize that I'm dreaming and wake up
4-1 Not really about dreaming, but still remarkable: Watching this television "street magician" show, I understood what was happening during a card trick. Better awareness?
10-1 Fell asleep and kept my consciousness when I went to bed and was awake in a "void". Lucidity in Delta sleep?
11-1 I know I've had a lucid dream but I don't remember the dream
14-1 I wake up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, and I don't know where I am, completely disorientated. Normally I can go without opening my eyes if I'd want that. This time I have to make light to know which way I should go. Never had this before.
20-1 Half asleep in the morning I clearly hear somebody say my name. (nobody did)
21-1 I clearly remember a smell in a dream, normally I don't notice smells.
24-1 FA
28-1 failed RC

My prospective memory doesn't seem to improve yet, neither does my dream recall

NyxCC: I think I understand what you say, about the preset dream scene as an anchor, but I'm not sure about it myself. I felt so disappointed about not being in the right place, it took away a part of the joy of realizing that I was in a dream. Maybe I can try but warn myself that I might not succeed and need to be happy anyway and then focus on the basics, seeing, touching, tasting...

And for the "wow it's all a dream"-feeling that Patience108 mentioned: At the moment it's more like "it's all a nightmare". Won't be making any progress in the state I'm in at the moment. The only thing I need to do now is not loose motivation to carry on when things have calmed down...

I can see progress in your dreaming, keep up the good work. With more practice you should get more of these awareness moments. Your next lucid dream is on its way!

Originally Posted by NyxCC

I can see progress in your dreaming, keep up the good work. With more practice you should get more of these awareness moments. Your next lucid dream is on its way!

I know, I know, have to stay positive and keep going! I can do it!!!!!

Is it important to recognize in your dreams specific things that have passed over from the days happenings, or is this irrelevant, or does all just depend on what you want to think/feel about it? (hope I made clear what I mean).

Workbook:

1-2 Bedtime 23.00. Setting intentions to realize that I'm dreaming and remember my dreams. I've been up to go to the toilet without looking at the time and woke up next at 7.05. Don't remember any dreams but I also think I haven't tried hard enough. Went back to bed after my husband and son left the house, remember several short dreams after that, one including a smell again, which is quite rare to me.

2-2 Bedtime 23.00 setting intentions.... Wake up 5.15 for toilet. Wake up 7.15 alarm, I know I dreamt but do not succeed in retrieving, it's like the part of my brain where the dreams are stored is closed and I CAN'T OPEN THE DOOR!!!!

3-2 During the day I installed subliminal messages on my computer (I figure either it works or it doesn't hurt). More about this in the prospective memory thread). Bedtime 23.00 setting intentions. Wake up during the night, don't know what time, setting intentions again. Wake up at 5.15 remember several short dreams and write them down in DJ. Wake up at 7.15 by the alarm and write down two short dreams. Fall asleep again and wake up with 2 dreams and a vague memory of a FA-dream. Since I restarted 2 months ago, I've never remembered so many different dreams in one night!

4-2 Hoped very much to continue like last night, but no..... 23.00 intentions 7.15 wake up...... no dreams. Didn't drink extra water so didn't wake up... Won't skip the drinking step again!!!

Won't be making any progress in the state I'm in at the moment. The only thing I need to do now is not loose motivation to carry on when things have calmed down...

This is what I wrote 8 days ago. And I was right, I just wasn't in the right state of mind with life happening around me. I think I'm back on track!
What got me there? Being able to let go of my thoughts and doing RRC's.... not all that often but really with attention...

3-3 To bed at 22.30, stayed awake for a loooong time. Woken up by my husband at 4.15 (was I snoring?), got up and stayed up for 20 minutes to do WBTB. Nothing. Remember some dream fragments when the alarm sounds at 7.10.

4-3 Nothing

5-3 Bedtime 22.45 Set intentions to become lucid and remember my dreams. I wake up at 4.50 and remember a dream. The last part of it is really lovely NLD, I have to go and pick a horse to ride out of a group of horses. The horses frolic around me and discuss with each other which one of them would be best for me.... Got up to write these dreams down, stayed up for 15 minutes and tried WBTB. Nothing. The alarm went of at 7.30, I was dreaming at that time, but I don't remember anything.

6-3 Nothing

7-3 Feel like I've had a "busy" night, but don't remember anything. WBTB after the 7.10 alarm. I was physically very relaxed, but not sleepy anymore. So... nothing. When making coffee for myself I remember dreaming about different tastes of coffee. This is special in itself as taste normally doesn't seem to play a role in my dreams.

8-3 Went to bed at 00.30 and dozed of fairly quickly. Was a bit cold during a big part of the night (because one of the covers slid off, why didn't I figure that out straight away!!!) Dreaming when the alarm goes off at 7.10. I get up and stay up for 20 minutes and then try to sleep again for an hour or so. I get some waves of the "floating or sinking?" feeling that I had before my WILDS. This feels kind of promising. I try to nap in the afternoon and have the same feeling, without other results.

9-3 Bedtime 22.45, tired of the relatively short night before. I'm dreaming when the alarm goes off at 7.10.

10-3 Bedtime 22.30 I'm able to relax, but feel like I stayed awake for a long time. I wake up when my husband comes to bed at 00.30. His breathing noises are bothering me, I want to grab some earplugs and make my phone drop on the floor. It's 01.00. I lie down on my back and concentrate on my breathing. I feel the urge to turn to my side and I let myself do that.... I can go to sleep, it's too early to go straight into REM sleep. I notice HI, different than usual, different forms, patterns and colors. I enjoy myself peacefully watching them for what seems quite a while.
Then even before really noticing what is around me, just out of the blue, I seem to be thinking: "I could be lucid right now". I look at my hands, at first they seem normal, but when I start counting my fingers they start changing all the time. I smile.... I'm lucid. I tell myself to stay calm. I'm in an unknown bedroom, sitting on the single bed that is in a corner with one side against a wall. The room is a bit gloomy, mainly brown colors, not a lot of light. I know that there's a staircase behind the door in one of the walls. I think about what I want to do now. Do I want to go out and free ride the horse (my next dreamgoal). I decide not to, too difficult, I don't know where I am, so if I go out I have no idea where I'll end up. Just go with the dream, remember to stabilize... touch things.... I'm quite sure I touched different things.... don't remember well enough. I want to go out, don't use the door but go to one of the walls, that's not there. In stead of the wall there's a dark green wooden frame, it's standing in the opening where the wall should be. I touch the wood and step outside. I think there was some more but the next thing I remember is that everything went black. I open my eyes and find myself in bed.... I got out to write this down, it was 03.00.

What's important is the remembering part, obviously, remembering that you are supposed to be dreaming. How you get to this realization can vary. It may be that you recognize that you are in the same dream situation you were couple of nights ago. It can help if you were thinking about this during the day. Or it may be that you have an RC fail. All of the practices you do during the day can help reach that moment of realization, but you don't need to look for a specific practice to show up if you are doing many of them (RCs, critical thinking, ADA, dream signs, etc). Keep paying attention to what is happening around you and keep questioning it and sooner or later things will click in the dream.

Nothing's working at the moment..... I don't recall my dreams and forget my RC's, don't feel "dreamy". Maybe I'll watch Inception tonight, haven't seen it yet... maybe it will bring me in the mood

Nothing special happened after my post of March 10, well not in the "LD department". I slept well last night but the 2 nights before were horrible and I still felt quite tired this afternoon. I had the possibility so I decided to go for a nap. I was able to relax my body quick enough, I love it when I realize that I hardly feel its presence and even hardly notice my breathing as it gets very quiet. I started counting on breathing in and thinking "I'm dreaming" on breathing out. Had to start again several times because I lost count, and after a while just continued where I thought I'd stopped. Then when I got to 100 it was like something happened. Everything went "blank" for just a while. I "looked" around for a dream but there was nothing there, and then I started noticing my own breath and immediately after that my thoughts switched on again. I tried once more and had the same experience another time. After a while I got up, I've been lying down for 1.5 hours.

Jeeez, I really had an off day yesterday..... Went to bed without doing anything than going to sleep. Didn't get up during the night. Woke up a few times and slept again. Stayed in bed after the alarm, no dreams... And then.. when I got out and started to get dressed....... a dream came to me!!!!! Sometimes simple things can really make you happy!!!!