Rant: A co-worker complains about having to close and then open…but they have a 9-hour gap of rest. Now, if it was a 4-5 hour gap, then yeah, that sucks. I guess I’m just used to not having as much sleep for when you have to ‘clopen’ or ‘turn and burn,’ but a 9+ hour gap is nothing to cry about, man. They also need to start weeding out these lazy workers who think they can get away with everything.
Especially when they do back-to-back ‘family emergencies.’ Now, I get if it’s an actual emergency, you just dash out of there, and be there for your family; we get it. I had to do the same thing last year where if I didn’t arrive to help them out, they may be dead. But, if ‘relationship issues’ is categorized as equal to someone having to go to the hospital for a relative that may die, then the scaling is just messed up. And using it every Friday night just because you can’t do an easy job where you just literally stand out there and chill and take care of people, then why are you working in the first place? I guess it’s none of my business, but this is a business.
Rave: Due to indolent co-workers, I get more overtime without getting penalized. So, that breaks even. A co-worker wants to know if I can take their shift, but I just laugh in my head, and politely said that I couldn’t. Yeah, I’m sure they’re going to go leaps and bounds to do that when I’m full-time. But, I have to keep myself low-key with being full-time because everyone is hunting for it. Though, with how the environment is compared to my other job, I can’t deny why they wanted me desperately. Because everyone is cut-throat, and I get paid to react to them in a Machiavellian fashion even though it burns my soul to even do so; almost to the point where applying dark humor to it doesn’t make it any better.
I have a distant relative working there as well that wants to treat me as a scapegoat for getting the position when any other schmoe could've gotten it. In addition to that, there's familial strife way beyond my understanding of where I cannot understand how I am at fault for that as well. Now, I'm no saint as I had to block off communication with my three half-sisters because I wanted to stay out of that drama of being used, and people treating you with disrespect. But that's something I knew due to how the strife was addressed to me clearly before. But this, this is just an excuse to where my existence had no part in this. Though, I could be deluding myself.
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I checked my e-mail and it acknowledged someone liked one of my 3D-models, but they put it in their ‘fap’ folder. I’m not sure how to process that, but, okay. A little cringe-y, but whatever.
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