Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

I have exams to worry about this week, and the week after that I believe. I devoted this day for studying, and I get this dream with Eva.

It's just a freaking dream, but but......I can't just leave the dream to mere speculation, I have to find whether or not she was leading me to the Akashic records! Because if so, it would enrich my life so much....it would at least give me a small boost in knowing I can find some kind of path that I can take...learn a bit more about myself.

I know the Akashic Records is one of those things you have to see for yourself, and not be swayed by other people's rejections to it.....and I can't just go on throughout the day knowing that I could've unlocked parts of my mind that would make me more capable in know more things in life....I just can't

That's my rant...I'm taking a nap in hopes that I'll get into the dream state, seeing how it's been 3-4 hours since I woke up, so I should be able to hit a REM period....

Damn it....this nap better produce some results....if not, I'll have to look forward to tonight after I go to the review sessions for my Biology and Chemistry Lab practicals, and a study group for my Chemistry Final Research Project paper....I'm am absolutely pissed with how they give us horrible instructions, WITHOUT telling us how to format our paper

It sounds petty, but if they can't even say 1.5 space, double space, or whatever, it's going to be a big deal, because they take off HUGE points for major mistakes like that....it's like some people in this University just LOVES freaking trolling on us......damn it....
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and I have to do my best to study Monday....seeing as this guilt inside of me for leaving an important dream character wounded for my ignorance isn't going to make studying better.

Originally Posted by sefalik

Looking at stuff on a "physical" level, it may seem that way. But I think many celebrities, for example, are just as happy if not less happy than your average joe. Wealth can certainly improve your quality of life if used properly, but giving a million dollars to a poor guy isn't going to increase his overall level of happiness.

Also, we all suffer. It's part of life. There are ways to lessen suffering and even prevent some of it, but in the end... suffering is what allows us to grow and learn.

Gimme a millions dollars and I'd certainly have the means to be happy. ;p No work = wolfwood a happy man.

Originally Posted by littlezoe

It's kind of sad that a person who doesn't care about anyone else other than herself gets lucky in life, and someone who is kind to others doesn't and has to suffer...

I'm a little lacking on this thing called "luck" here too.

D'awwww for you both

You have to be kind to yourself first, before you be kind to others. Because there is always a possibility that others will take your kindness for granted, when that happens, at least you're not sacrificing yourself to be kind to them.

Don't be an idiot like me, neglecting your own role in the group and helping your groupmate with his work because you know he can't finish, in the end, you get blamed for not finishing up your work although you did the same amount of work as your groupmate. He's not even appreciating your help, treating your help for granted, as though it's a "must" you have to help him.

Originally Posted by Carrot

You have to be kind to yourself first, before you be kind to others. Because there is always a possibility that others will take your kindness for granted, when that happens, at least you're not sacrificing yourself to be kind to them.

Don't be an idiot like me, neglecting your own role in the group and helping your groupmate with his work because you know he can't finish, in the end, you get blamed for not finishing up your work although you did the same amount of work as your groupmate. He's not even appreciating your help, treating your help for granted, as though it's a "must" you have to help him.

So far when something like that happened i was mostly able to finish my own work and help the other person as well Althrough you have a point, sometimes it can lead to your own failure.
But still, it feels good to help others... especially when someone appreciates it. My life isn't so good, but when someone tells me that my help was needed and that person is happy because of it, that makes me happy as well

I ate some shrimp that I may or may not have cooked enough. Now I'm praying that my immune system can handle it.

Was is frozen? I think all frozen shrimp you buy at the store is "pre-cooked." All you need to do is defrost/heat it (depending on your preference).

Originally Posted by sefalik

Was is frozen? I think all frozen shrimp you buy at the store is "pre-cooked." All you need to do is defrost/heat it (depending on your preference).

No, we never get the precooked stuff. It was definitely raw before I grilled it.

Looked like this before I cooked it:

^ Ugh... I ate Shrimp in Greece once, but if i knew it looks like that before cooked... ugh...

At least those are de-shelled and de-pooped.

You call those shrimps? Those are rather big. We call them prawns here. The smaller ones are called shrimps and they are usually made into dried shrimp.

I sent an e-mail to a professor of mine regarding whether or not he received a summary essay on a seminar, because I looked inside my notebook, and found that I still have the Summary.

Now, I don't know if that's a copy or anything, but I'm really starting to panic, because if he didn't receive it, which I'm SURE he did, he just HAD do, because I KNOW I turned it in....

Well, guess I have to wait, but it's just....ugh...why is it that little things like these start building up...lol.

*sigh* There's no way in hell I'm going to get a grade lower than an A in that class, because all we have to do is turn in a one-paged summary....dang it....I hope he has it. A guy turned in his late I believe, and the professor was okay with it, but I'm not sure if he deducted points on his essay for being late....

I had so many good and interesting dreams last night, and instead of writing therm down when I woke up in the night I went back to sleep...and forgot them.

Then, this morning while I'm trying to remember them, my son is making random noises at the volume of a yell and for some reason he turns the TV on to Popeye (the movie, not the cartoon) and I have to listen to his stupid noises and song.

All day I'm surrounded by needs...I'm hungry, I'm bored, my foot hurts, meow-meow (which means give me water, in cat speak), bleeeaaarrrrrgggggghhh!!!!

I love weekdays when it's quiet here because kids are in school. I'm human, and sometimes I just need quiet, but I can't have that when she's (my daughter) coming up and being the cutest shark ever and my son is thumping out some rhythm on the side of the chair and picking at a scab.

Ugh...I love kids and I loathe kids. Not every day...just some days. Like today.

Originally Posted by dave1701

No, we never get the precooked stuff. It was definitely raw before I grilled it.

Looked like this before I cooked it:

Spoiler for YUCK:

I had nothing to rant or complain about.....now I do. That looks utterly disgusting to me. O_O

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

I had nothing to rant or complain about.....now I do. That looks utterly disgusting to me. O_O

And I thought I was the only one who thought the prawn looks weird...

Quick, go here to brainwash yourself now! http://www.dreamviews.com/f16/post-p...4/index13.html

New Rant:

I'm hungry, at 4am.

Originally Posted by Carrot

And I thought I was the only one who thought the prawn looks weird...

Quick, go here to brainwash yourself now! http://www.dreamviews.com/f16/post-p...4/index13.html

New Rant:

I'm hungry, at 4am.

Good idea, it worked.

But now I must order a curry. Kicked in the hunger!

Carrot, you should have sent him to the Sexy Females thread. It would clean his brain better.

Or make it dirtier, whatever.

lol that thread couldn't muddy this water more so.

Those Shrimp look absolutely foul! If they were slimy I would NOT have eaten them.

My rant is that I am incredibly sleepy despite some 9+ hours of sleep. I also have that pitting edema still. And my youngest daughter wrote me a real letter which isn't exactly a rant, but it makes me feel bad none-the-less.
She has FINALLY come to the realization that home isn't the best place for her. She's fearful and uncertain about her future and she is VERY happy about being in the facility she's at.
But she says she loves me and wants to see me as often as possible and wants visitation and that sort of thing.

I'm glad she has finally reached that conclusion but it's still hard because she's my "baby" girl and I bonded more with her than any of my other children. But I do want her safe, healthy and happy. I'm just mad as hell at myself that she can't be all of those things with me here at home.

A petty rant is that I have over 140 Farmville friends and yet MAYBE 3 of them regularly help me out on quests. That's annoying as hell because 1 quest is going to end in 4 days and there's no way I'm going to get all the items needed to complete it... even after logging into my other 4 accounts plus the accounts of my sons If I had used the other accounts from the beginning I might have met the deadline but I was too lazy to log them in.
I'm going to go play some Runescape...

Oh yeah... I'm also somewhat ranting that someone might have come into my home while my son and I were at the grocery store.
Snuffanuff had gotten loose this morning and when we returned from shopping he was inside. It was probably just one of the kids from the trailer park, I just wish they would have sent me a Facebook message or something.
The dogs had pissed on the floor and I hadn't cleaned it when we left (bought a new mop head when we were out). I don't worry about the kids seeing the mess, but if it was an adult then
Hopefully, they just opened the door and shoved his butt inside. It was probably one of the kids because the door is tricky to close. If you're not familiar with it, it just flies back open...

I just got a painful migraine... time to go to bed for me, hopefully it won't ruin my WILD attempt tonight.

Ugh, migraines suck.

Sleep...and dream of large women....


Wait, wut?

I don't understand myself...Why do I always have to complain about things or be so furious about something even though I don't want to

I hate myself...really!

You know what I hate? Arrogant pricks who call other people arrogant.