Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by Zoth

You're 16 and you got 19 exams? How many extra-curricular subjects you signed up to?

That's more exams than I ever had, and my degree at university had loads of work load o0

I'm in the British schooling system. We do things differently. And I'm only signed up to two E/C subjects in British method.

Just moved today. The whole thing took like 12 hours. So fucking stressful and so tired.

Was transcribing my most recent short story to the computer and it fucked me. It fucked me right in the ass. No lube, either.

So Emily, the girl I love, believes that what she's doing is best for me, she says she loves me and therefore only wants whats best for me, but how is her leaving my life and causing me all this pain good for me?

My nightmares are back and I don't want to go to sleep because I'll have them again and I'm so scared and tired and I just hate the pain they cause.

Originally Posted by HoC

So Emily, the girl I love, believes that what she's doing is best for me, she says she loves me and therefore only wants whats best for me, but how is her leaving my life and causing me all this pain good for me?

You have to try and see things by her side: if she gives you hopes of a comeback, she'll be driving you into a wait that lasts an entire year. Things can change in a year, and holding another person in thought can sometimes make you forget to carry on with your life. It's not that you can't deal with it, maybe she just thinks it's unfair.
This isn't to say that one of you is wrong, but...she does seem to need to sort her life, and I'd say that you, even though being her special person, can still make the process harder. On the other hand, a severe depression treatment doesn't last 1 year, is an on going process that takes ages, so maybe the "1 year" talk is just an attempt to say "I need time to sort myself for now". Don't force her, but if you really feel it's the right thing to do, why not try and talk to her in hopes you can meet again in a month or two and see how things are?

As stupid and cliché as this might sound, in these affairs you just need to give time to time. If it helps, I hope you do find a way for you

Originally Posted by Zoth

You have to try and see things by her side: if she gives you hopes of a comeback, she'll be driving you into a wait that lasts an entire year. Things can change in a year, and holding another person in thought can sometimes make you forget to carry on with your life. It's not that you can't deal with it, maybe she just thinks it's unfair.
This isn't to say that one of you is wrong, but...she does seem to need to sort her life, and I'd say that you, even though being her special person, can still make the process harder. On the other hand, a severe depression treatment doesn't last 1 year, is an on going process that takes ages, so maybe the "1 year" talk is just an attempt to say "I need time to sort myself for now". Don't force her, but if you really feel it's the right thing to do, why not try and talk to her in hopes you can meet again in a month or two and see how things are?

As stupid and cliché as this might sound, in these affairs you just need to give time to time. If it helps, I hope you do find a way for you

Thanks, it's just I'm really confused, currently the only way I can contact her is through email, and in her last email she told me she won't be using that email anymore, so I don't know if we will talk again

Originally Posted by NrElAx

So im currently trying to get over my damn general anxiety I've inherited over the past few years. Im 6 months clean from a pain pill addiction which is awesome and is something I will never go back to. I've always been somewhat shy but i had a good time in high school and im pretty sure my anxiety started when i for some reason got really nervous reading in front of the class, which had never happened to me before. Im guessing it was because I wasn't really friends with a lot of people in that particular class. Anyway, im almost 24 now and am pretty much starting over from where i left off graduating high school since my drug use took a few years away from me. Im almost done with my general in college and decided to go into radiology, but my anxiety has stopped me from taking classes and doing well in school. My first year of college was fine, so i know my drug use has messed with me probably because at one point i didn't go out that much. Im starting to feel a little more confident though, but i still have a little self image issue. You see, i can shut my lips together, but a lot of time my mouth stays open and about half my front teeth show and for some random reason it started bothering me. I dont even know when and why i started worrying about that, but im slowly starting to get more comfortable with myself like i use to. So yea its been a rough few years but i know people are worse off. Its just hard thinking, " oh people are worse off then me so I'll just forgot all my problems i have." Your mind just gets attached to certain ways of thinking once you see a problem with yourself. Well at least for me. Alright that's enough lol, that felt good letting that out. Not that many people close to me know this about me, so it's good to vent lol

Congrats, brother. Keep at it.

Originally Posted by tommo

Congrats, brother. Keep at it.

Thank you kind sir

Skate parks has been flooded out for like 2wks

I feel sick, I have a fever yesterday at work, and I have no idea why I'm going to a wedding dinner and KTV singing + drinking session with my colleagues later in the night. *Sniff sniff*

So I fell in love with my bestfriend's girlfriend. And I really don't know what to do, I can't tell her. Because if she tells her boyfriend, I would lose two great friends. And I don't want that to happen. So I guess I'll just have to keep it to myself, fml. D:

I've started lucid dreaming again. So I'm really looking forward to have more lucid dreams. I'm currently working on my dream recall again. And when I woke up this morning, I've recalled 5 dreams. So everything's going well atm.

And I just found out that my favorite song is actually about lucid dreaming. I never knew, it's amazing o:

I feel in love last night. At this party. With this girl. She had some dude laying his arm on her shoulder. Like he was her boyfriend. But I know she liked me. I need to see her again.

I had an interesting "Good morning" from an intruder today, woke up, laid there for 5-10mins, seen something come down upon me on a web string! A spider was right above my chest...i was doing a Rc..."Is this an illusion?" then i thought, nope it wasn't a hallucination because i was already awake for 5 mins, so i quickly used my arm that was inside my blanket and swung my arm and slammed the spider to the wall, then looked at it again to see if it disappeared but it was still there so i got my slipper and killed the muthafucker long legs that kept haunting my hallucinations EVERY TIME, AND NOW I GOT MY REVENGE! MUUAHAHAHAHAH!XD

Pretty livid, right now.

I was driving down the center lane of I-4 with my daughter, when this jackass in an over-sized pick-up - speeding up from behind, in the slow lane - decides he wants to pass us on the right and then cut us off in order to squeeze between us and a slower car in front of him, forcing me to hit the brakes and swerve to give him room (otherwise he would have clipped our nose and not even given a damn). Then, when he gets in front of me, I flash my headlights to signal that he's driving like a douche, and he SLAMS on his breaks in the middle of the highway, forcing me to hit mine again, with no room to swerve to either side, and no regard for who might have been behind me.

He then proceeds to speed away and weave aggressively in and around the other drivers on the highway, forcing many of them to hit their brakes as well to let him through.

Look, I don’t care who you are, or what kind of ‘rush’ you’re in; if that’s how you drive on a busy highway, there is no excuse. You get no empathy. You are a D!ck, a possible psychopath and you probably need to be locked up before you f***ing Kill Someone. Period.

The rest of you lovely folks, enjoy the rest of your day…

Originally Posted by oneironaut zero

pretty livid, right now.

I was driving down the center lane of i-4 with my daughter, when this jackass in an over-sized pick-up - speeding up from behind, in the slow lane - decides he wants to pass us on the right and then cut us off in order to squeeze between us and a slower car in front of him, forcing me to hit the brakes and swerve to give him room (otherwise he would have clipped our nose and not even given a damn). Then, when he gets in front of me, i flash my headlights to signal that he's driving like a douche, and he slams on his breaks in the middle of the highway, forcing me to hit mine again, with no room to swerve to either side, and no regard for who might have been behind me.

He then proceeds to speed away and weave aggressively in and around the other drivers on the highway, forcing many of them to hit their brakes as well to let him through.

Look, i don’t care who you are, or what kind of ‘rush’ you’re in; if that’s how you drive on a busy highway, there is no excuse. You get no empathy. You are a d!ck, a possible psychopath and you probably need to be locked up before you f***ing kill someone. Period.

The rest of you lovely folks, enjoy the rest of your day…

it's summer! The crazies are coming out! Lol

Yeah, no joke! And me, without my riot gear.

Glad you're a good driver, could have ended badly.

A guy did that to me when I was just learning, just lucky I have good reflexes and could stop in time.
Wasn't on the highway but on a 70km/h road, and he slammed on his brakes to a stop and went sliding off in to the dirt.

Morons.

So I spoke to Emily today for like one hour and thirty minutes. It was so nice to be able to talk to her. She said that we don't have to wait until December and that we can still talk! She said the next time we'll talk will probably be Tuesday, but I can't help but feel scared that we won't talk again, I'm not sure why.

Originally Posted by khh

Only like 20 % of ticks carry Lyme Disease, though, so it's not that likely you'll catch it. And like 70 - 80 % of the time Lyme Disease presents with a rash around where the tick bit, so it's just to keep an eye on the location for a while. And if you should be so unlucky that you're infected but don't get a rash, just remember to tell your doctor you had a tick bite if you get sick, and you can expect a full recovery. It's really nothing to be so worried about.


That's actually just a myth.

Sorry for the delayed reply, was just going back through my old posts, but... How would it be "just a myth" logically if you rip an insect from your body, small pieces of it are going to stay... And it's still an insect, and even if it doesn't have Lyme Disease, it's probably not the best thing to have latched into you and sucking out blood.

Had more nightmares whilst I'm away. Now they alternate and always change. I can't turn them lucid. I'm going insane. I can't cope.

Took the Political Science Final...

My professor looks like a mix of Stan Lee and Colonel Sanders, and has at least 40 years of teaching in this University. And yet he somehow completely contradicts how the exams are based on lectures and only a small portion is related to the textbooks. The exams are so full of monotonous, wild-tangents, in-cohesive syntax he calls sentences that constantly has me going back to the question at least 3 times only to be tempted by a "none of the above" or a choice that tries to make everything look "equal" or "practical."

Originally Posted by Linkzelda

Took the Political Science Final...

You should have posted just this...anyways the meme speaks for itself XD

Originally Posted by melanieb

I went to bed last night hoping to incubate a nice lucid dream.

My cat had other ideas for me.

20 minutes after getting into bed I had to get up to clean vomit from the bedroom floor and from under the dining-room table.



Stupid cat. Stop purring.

Yeah that kinda thing happened to me too. xD my cat wouldn't leave me alone. i let it in my room to sleep with me, but instead it was walking around,
pushing things off shelves, etc. then i put him out of my room, and he wouldn't stop scratching at the door. sleep was never possible on that day. -_-

(we might offend gab by talking about cats in this way.)