I come back after some busy months that kept me away from DV. Last night I entered again to see this month tasks and I decided to go for the basic fart one, but instead I did de planet one and HOLY F#$%@ SHIT!!!! It was one of the most profound experiences I’ve had in my life, It’ll be difficult to describe in words what I felt in a couple of seconds but I’ll make my best attempt.
I noticed I was dreaming and suddenly all the kids that were around me transformed into my dogs, there were other dogs too. I saw a small plant and I tried to transform it into a tree of apples, it changed before my eyes into a small tree with very small apples the size of cherries, I couldn’t believe it!, I haven’t been able to do that before, I usually suck at dream control but I was very happy because it was the first time I could make it, I reached out to taste an apple and it tasted exactly like an apple, then I gave a little bit to my dogs and told them: “I’m still lucid, I need to do something exciting like a ToTM…”, I thought about the fart one but there was nobody around, well… I was surrounded by many dogs, but they wouldn’t care if I farted. I saw a mall at the distance but I didn’t want to walk all that distance because I knew that my chances to stay lucid by the time I got there were almost none. So I stayed there in the parking lot and shouted to the dream the other task I remembered: “ I want to become a planet”. Honestly, I thought it was not going to be possible to make it since I’ve been trying for months to become an elephant with no success, but what happened next was awesome!
I began to float in the air, feeling like I was becoming bigger, and while I was floating I said “I want to become the earth!”, suddenly I was not me anymore, not with a human body, but something much much bigger, unbearably bigger, there’s also the detail that my subC (or whatever the dream maker is) likes to add some kind of suspense and high-volume soundtrack to the experience.
When I stopped floating I had a glimpse of some part of the earth seen from the space, it was becoming a terrifying experience because I felt the huge force of the oceans in me, I felt all the destruction happening and at the same time I felt all of the life inside, feeling love for both, I’ve never been pregnant but it also felt something like that. In that few seconds I understood how really small I am, a human life/consciousness is nothing compared to the level of consciousness of a planet, if the earth really has a consciousness like many people say, it’s definitively light years more evolved than a human consciousness, it was really unbearable to feel all of that, it reached a point where I couldn’t stand it anymore and woke up abruptly, it really was too much, it was like trying to put that immense amount of energy/consciousness in a small human container, I felt I was about to explode if I stayed a bit longer.
I have mixed feelings about this, it was one of the most scariest/awesome experiences I’ve ever had.
This dream completely changed how I feel about me as a human, about the earth, about many things.
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