Well ok, I know what a big part of the problem is that I failed to mention - Galantamine. It causes WILDs, which tend to begin as false awakenings - in your room or house usually.
Also, when I started taking Galantamine was when I derailed form having natural LDs.
I think I'm working through something in my mind, and hopefully I can break through my blockages and turn on the LDing switch again. I probably should lock up the Galantamine and stop using it - get back to frequent RCs and Puffin's Sporadic Awareness technique.
Oh, almost forgot to say - I am interested in LDing for deeper reasons, but dammit, I haven't had enough fun with it yet!!! I want to have some lucid sex that lasts more then 3 seconds, and explore crazy surreal dream worlds and have epic lucid battles against hordes of invading aliens like Oneironaut does!! THEN I'll happily move on to the more life-enhancing stuff. But I'd like to pick up the sword and use it a few times before breaking it. I have a deep interest in both, but I hope I don't have to bypass the fun immature stuff completely! Maybe I could alternate back and forth?
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