28/04/18 - 1 #hukif land I am at a restaurant with my wife and friends, looks to be pretty fancy. My wife has her hair like Gamora from Guardians of the Galaxy. We are all at a table chatting away and the waiter comes to take out orders, everyone says what they want but I have forgotten to look at the menu!! I try to look quickly before they go but cannot find anything vegetarian, so I look around the restaurant and try to speak to a waiter but they are all ignoring me now, and now it looks like a college cafeteria and I see a lancashire hotpot and think I will get that - but see they have bacon strips in it! ahh! I do an RC and realise I am dreaming, so I look at the large wall of the cafeteria and think about trying to locate Hukif, I call out his name several times, searching for him. I listen, and feel for his direction, but instead of flying there - I sort of fade out. It's different, like teleportation , but unless I stay asleep I'm gonna wake up! so I pinch myself, scratch myself, lick my arm and punch my stomach in order to stay in the dream. Gradually everything begins to fade back in, the place I find myself is light , happy. There is a house in the middle of a large street, it's unassuming, not too large but something of a good size. It has a large area around it and I don't pay attention to what else is in this neighborhood - this is Hukif's house I am sure of it. This place, it reminds me of a children's tv program, or how a memory appears to be nostalgic: it's so innocent and fresh. I walk into the house , which has a nice interior, light colors, and there is a fish tank in front of me, and in front of the fishtank a door that goes down a set of stairs, and down the stairs is Hukif. I know this because I have seen this all before - in a previous dream? I don't know how I know it , but I do. And I go into the fish tank and find a key, and go to open the door but suddenly I hear some booming steps, and Hukif is coming up - I suddenly become a little scared, I know of the powers he has in dreams and I dont want to get on his bad side. He throws open the door and has an angry look on his face. I see him as a big guy (not fat) with short cropped hair (possibly buzz cut) and for some reason is dressed as a sailor or captain of a ship. I back away a little and I say 'Hukif?' and he suddenly smiles, putting on this show - he wasn't really angry and then I say 'HUKIF!' with a big grin on my face and we give each other a hug. I fade out at this point and dont think I get to tell him the target 2 Skater Hawking I am watching Einstein and Nikola Tesla discuss something together in a basement, and Stephen Hawkin comes rolling in on his wheelchair, he has a baseball bap on and bright skater style clothes on. They both welcome him in and he is a little shy, they tell him how impressed they are of his work and he lightens up, saying how he didnt think he was in the same league as them 3 #stranger land(edited) I am watching a Documentary about something and I start to lose interest, I do an RC by pinching my nose, but am not sure if it works or not, so I try to read something instead, and finally I become lucid. So I decide to find #stranger and start calling his name out, I call it again and again and then the same thing happens as did with Hukif, I fade out, teleport and then my surroundings fade back in. I am in a cold dark place, it is snowing heavily, everything is covered in snow, I think I am in a field and a silhouette of a bare tree is all I can see against the dark blue sky, I wake before I get a chance to find him though 4 Superman I become semi lucid and decide that I am superman, I need to get out of this place, this warehouse that I am in . I fly out of the building to see myself surrounded by more tall walls. A small church lays in the corner so I fly down and head into the church, I see a false library area that I have just thought up in the corner of the church, and then I think up a secret passage so I pull out a book and a false door opens up that I walk through. Can't recall what happened after that 5 Party Karaoke I am at a party, in a room and with friends, there is a karaoke machine and I put it on and start singing to what I think is a song from Grease 2, with Michelle Pfeiffer doing the main vocals on the old video screen , I try to sing along but have no idea what the words are. I then get talking to someone, become semi lucid again and start talking about dreams. This person is telling me about a dream they always have every night, being stuck inside this dark house - and I realise that this person has depression, that the feeling of being stuck in the same place, dreaming of the same thing is a sign of depression
27/04/18 - Pre Sleep - focused on target, was able to keep focus a little longer this time. 1 I am at some kind of a party, inside a large building going up some stairs, lights are flashing in time with the music, and I am going up to the top room. (the Actress) Jennifer Lawrence is with me for some reason, and we are hanging out, then (the actor) Antonio Banderas starts to talk to me, he's actually flirting with me which makes me feel uncomfortable, then approaches me and kisses me! Jennifer Lawrence, who apparently had other ideas thinks I swing that way and excuses herself. I manage to escape the clutches of Mr Banderas and start to mingle with other people in the party. Now I am at a bar, and talking to a french Actor. And I get a long shot now of where I am sitting, the camera zooms out - the whole party is taking place inside a small caravan, and on the outside it is rocking back and fourth, the neighbours in the area are not impressed! Inside I am talking to this actor (who usually plays a good ball) and actually is a great guy 2 I remember that I have a dentist appointment (which I really did have first thing in the morning) and I rush out of the house, in reality the dentist is just down my road, but in this dream reality this street is made up of many places I have visited in dreams before, and places that I lived close to in real life - its all mingled together. SO I walk past the cinema (which I recall from a few dreams years ago) and think I have gone too far - I am SURE the dentist was around here somewhere! Then my friend from childhood is walking along with me, trying to help me find the dentist, I am now semi lucid, even though I still feel I need to get to the dentist. My friend is telling me about his marriage, his life, and how happy he is - but its not about his waking life, but about his dream life, he s been married since '82 (he would have been 4 years old) and has kids and just prefers this reality better, where in real life he is single, has an on again off again relationship with a woman who has a kid from a previous marriage. I feel for him, its good to see him happy but isn't it all an illusion? Or maybe it isnt, thinking about Hukif's dream life, maybe it isn't. 3 I am walking back home on a dark road through a forested area, my dad and my family are with me. Suddenly we come across a whole herd of animals crossing the road from out of the forest, it is a beautiful sight, animals of all shapes and sizes, of all colors. My dad stands there as some huge white fluffy squirrel things climbs up his arms and perch on him for a while. And as I continue to walk I come across a strange fox, he has short stubby legs and a grumpy face. He has the proportions and size more similar to a crocodile. He is blocking my path, at first I am a bit hesitant, but then I realise he is not dangerous and so I gently pick him up, his grumpy face still not changing - and I set him down carefully on the other side of the road
26/04/18 - target (me) Pre-sleep - focused on target to project, but fell to sleep pretty fast as my mind was groggy with toothache! 1 My dad had a new camera, and he was taking crazy zoomed up photographs of everyone, did one of my face and it was all distorted, and then another of my chicken's face, who was looking pretty surprised about it. Then my cat started playing with my rabbit, and my dad got worried because he thought the cat would eat the rabbit, but I said it was cool, and as we looked over they were dancing around with each other in between sleep, tried focusing on the target 2 I am back on my own street where I grew up, cromer rd, a woman I used to work with is inviting me and my wife to her wedding, but we notice my car has been broken into, I think by one of my family (in this scenario my family, my kids are rough, like I was when I was a kid) and she helps us pick out the broken glass from inside the car. Strange dream - it felt like my present wife and family put in the place of my family when I was growing up 3 I am walking from school with a group of people, we've missed the bus so we have a few miles in the countryside to walk back. After walking some it starts to get really cold, snow is coming down and I realise I forgot my coat back at school (which is now an older building) I tell the group this and they just shrug, so I tell them I need to head back and they just nod to say ok and continue walking forward - so I head back alone. I'm cold, I can't see the school, just miles and miles of fields in front of me. Then I realise I am dreaming and for some reason have the urge to search for HUKIF (even though now I am naked ha ha) so I call out for him - and my voice is just so huge and sharp here 'HUKIF.... HUKIF' I shout, trying to locate the direction he is in, but then I start to fade, my dream is ending already? I try to hold on, and then after a few seconds everything goes black, and and fades in again and I am in this beautiful house, either a entrance or front room - is Hukif here? does he live here? there is some real nice old wooden furniture around, the general color of the this room is pretty light. In front of me are some stairs, that lead up, and I shout 'Hukif! Hukif!' but my voice is softer here, even though everything around me is so crystal clear. But I can't find him, can't feel him around and then I wake
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