lucid

Last night bed at 8 pm. Alarm set to 1am, but I woke up at 12:47 so I took 2x300 Alpha GPC then. Went back to bed to sleep another hour before staying up for WBTB, but couldn't fall asleep for good 10 min. So when second alarm rang at 2am, I kept sleeping. Woke up at 2:50 and I almost blew the whole thing. Stayed up for 30 min before felt I was already awake enough. I read Opehlia's DJ for motivationD. Took 2xGM at 3:20am and went straight to sleep.

8pm - bed
12:47am - 2x300 Alpha GPC
2:50 - 3:20am - WBTB
3:20am - 2x4 pure galantamine
3:20am - sofa

About 40 min long.

Took me about 10 min to fall asleep, after my cat jumped off of me. The head sensation, which normally is feeling of buzzing and cold spot in the top back of my head, was this time different. I had a sensation in the perimeter of the whole head. Imagine my head being an egg, so the sensation was in the eggshell. It was interesting and strong.

Part 1:

About 20 min long.

I did a lot of walking I think mostly outdoors. There was some kind of a plot which I don't remember.

One of my goals was to slow down and look around. So I stopped and look backwards. It was awesome, because this is first time when I did it. The picture was clear and everything was very detailed. I looked up and wanted to see stars. I could see how the dream was trying to work on my wish. The skies were changing, black was moving and some small light were starting to come up, untill the skies were full of stars. Then I wanted the moon and one stronger light was trying to break through but I didn't wait for that to finish.

At some point I was walking through some rock and I heard something. I thought it sounded like ocean waves hitting the shore. I got excited and as I walked down the other side of the rocks, sure enough, there was beautiful shoreline. Like in norther california in Big Sur area. Dark blue waters and rocky shore. The waves hitting the rocks and the sound they made was so spot on. It was so beautiful that after a long time I again felt such an incredible joy. I felt my face grinning ear to ear and I was so happy. I saw some people in the water so I waded in.

At some point in this lucid I thought that maybe I will wake up, but then I thought no, it's too early, I will not wake up.

I don't remember if I turned to my right side at the begining, or when I woke up in the middle. But I remember waking up and opening one eye to look. My room looked normal but I counted my fingers with other hand to make sure it's not an FA. And lol, I counted 6! I'm like how the heck did I do that and counted again. 5 this time. I went back to sleep because I already didn't remember much from the lucid and I still felt the head sensations so I was hoping to get another lucid. And I did.

Part 2:

About 20 min long.

This was happening mostly indoors. I think this is exactly how it was in my previous lucid - outside first, then indoors.

It's some kind of a huge building, like a mall, but not that moder. Lots of people. But I didn't get to see any individuals or talk to them, I think.

I was standing on some large stairs gooing up, when I thought I should fly. But it was so realistic, I couldn't fly. Then I thought that I should be able to fly anyway, because it's a dream and others do it.

I started to float up a bit. I though "higher" and I went higher. I started to fly forward and the dream reacted to me saying "faster" a few times, until I was going decent speed. It was awesome.

The interiors from this and previous dream remind me of the architecture of Naboo from Star Wars.

Thank you! I would like more dreams like this. Flying, looking around, talking to DCs. Slowing down and being a part of a dream.

Last night bed 9pm - 1:23am

1:23 am - 2x300 alpha GPC.
(It peaks 3 hrs after taking, so I went back to bed to sleep another hour)

2:29 - Up for WBTB
3:02 - 2x4 pure Galantamine and going to sofa

Heard my watch ding at 4 am, just when first part of my lucid was over. It continued till 4:38 when I got up immediately after it ending.

During first part I was aware of cats moving about and hearing sounds from outside.

Started to sleep on my back, then turned to my left side. Didn't get up as usually to go potty.

I fell asleep pretty fast and got lucid right away with WILD.

First part (about 30 min long) took place all outside. There were no transitions between, just one long dream.

- flying, looking at the skies, seeing stars and Orion
(I started to really look at the skies in the morning when I'm leaving to work and wondering how come Orion is already so high up in the skies, it's not even winter yet)

- losing vision in left eye, then opening it and having good vision again

- all at night or foggy, grey skies

- I tried to recall more of this first part before getting up from bed, but this is it

Second part (about 38 min long) Again, don't recall any transitions between scenes, just one long dream.

- all of it happened indoors with me looking for a way to get out, getting out for a bit then back inside

- I was in this huge older building with lots of stores, bars, caffes, lots of people like in a mall before christmas. Lots of hallways, curved , straight, round walls

- TALKING with DC - towards the end, I thought I always wanted to talk to DC, so I approached this woman with short hair in light blue sweater and asked her "Hi, how are you". She looked at me startled and said "window". We walked outside, her laughing nervously about what she said. Another woman came to us and said I can talk to her is I'm not having luck with the other one.

- It was all incredibly detailed. I said a few times throughout in a dream "Look at the details" and I was inspecting people's clothes and other things with amazement. I realized this was more clear and detailed than my other dreams that kinda fade away in the later parts.

- At one point I remembered the pull something out of pocket TOTM. Put my hands in but don't remember what I pulled out.

- I YELLED OUT
show me something interesting
show me something I should know
show me something fun

I had a feeling I should wait longer for the answer before asking another one. After one of my requests, a female came to me, looked all serious and was asking me if I really want to. She took me by my elbow and there was this tall person in long black coat/cape. Looked scare and I didn't want to have nothing to do with them anymore.

He pointed behind me. I looked and this older curly blond woman was coming. She had only her top on. They said she is gonna do a show with a pig. I was like "no thank you".

- I kept walking at fast pace. Lots of interractions with other DCs, talking, looking at stuff, stopping to do things.

- I started asking if anybody wants to do it. I figured it's better than to just grabbing the first person. Nobody responded except this one guys who said eww.
-- Some females came to me as I was standing by some counter. Asked me if I really wanted it. They didn't wait for an answer.
-- I'm outside. Guy wants to do it. His thing is so long, we have to sit on the ground, facing each other and inch closer till...
-- Another guy with flacid thing askes me if he can get into action too. I felt sorry for him so I said sure.
-- Another guy is sitting on the ground with a blanket sticking out about 2 feet. He tells me it's not his leg.
-- Some other females.
-- After 5th happy ending I thought I will lose count, but there was one more and that one was just wow.


- I asked a DC for a scooter like scuba divers have to propell them under water. I got one, aimed it at the ceiling, but it didn't pull me.

- Went up to the ceiling to morph through as I remember ophelia does. I didn't want to at first because I usually get stuck or end up somewhere not pleasant, but I was desperate to get outside. Ceiling stopped me.

- So I went throught the wall head first, while laying in mid air. I ended up in this underground cellar type of place that reminded me of the place I ended up when I went throught the wall the very first time ever.

White washed walls, all banged up, paint chipping from it. As I was floating on my back going head first, there were some weird looking people trying to catch up with me. I tried hard not to get caught. I thought they are scary. But then I thought well I always think that and sometimes it turns out to be the opposite of what I think. So I let them catch me. They took me to next room where they held some females captive. One was on a desk and some of those scary people were having fun with her. They told me if I had some pills, now would be time to take them to make it easier on myself.


Thank you, come again!

Last night bed 9:50 pm - 4:45 am

4:45 am 2x300 alpha GPC
5:09 am 2x4 pure galantamine
5:09 sofa

About 30-40 min long event.

Got up to potty at 5:56. Somehow I got used to doing it this way. To get up when I'm on the verge of falling asleep and almost starting to feel some sensations.

Fell asleep almost immediately afterwards. Barely had time to notice my head getting "lucidy".

I finally remember how it started. I'm in a dream, waiting to "get lucid" when I realize I can just get up and walk away so I do so. I get out the door while noticing the detail and colors. I think it's my childhood home.

I spent the wholetime looking for and getting me some. At some point I said "oh I better do the totm". I remembered it has to be both hands. My right one went in my pocket while left one got stuck a bit on the top of the pocket. I reached in and pulled out two ends to the string thing that my pants have. Kinda like a tie. My right hand also pulled out small crumbed piece of paper. I realized I have my black pants on and I thought that's about right.

I spent a large chunk of the dream in dark trying to make it bright with some success. But unfortunately I do that in almost every dream.

Last night bed 9pm - 3:30am (I'm off today, but wanted to keep my sleep schedule for a morning WILD)

3:30 am 2x300 alpha GPC
4:50am 2x4 pure Galantamine
4:50 am - sofa

Fell asleep withing 15 minutes. Cats didn't wake me this time. I got lucid as I fell asleep and was still lucid when heard my watch beep at 6 am. I estimate this LD to be 40 min or so.

I will need to do this earlier, because by 6 am people in the complex were already up and about and it was distracting.

I slept 2 more hours after that so now I remember almost nothing.

I know I teleported at least 3 times by turning fast. Then I thought I add turning on my body's head-toe axes to the movement. It was cool and very real. At least twice I thought I finished being lucid but I tried falling down and I got the transition sensations.

1. I'm in a house and want to get out. I tell myself to stop being chicken and open some doors. I open one with a sign hanging on the handle. It's a small narrow room full of boxes and items, like a closet. It's kinda dark and I don't want to get in.

2. About half way through the event I find myself flying and I rejoice because it's awesome and I'm so happy. I try to go higher and I aim for flowers high on the tree and surprisingly I go higher.

3. Lots of (looking for) sex. I remember thinking that I'll just have to finish it when I wake up.

I can't remember anything else.

Long non lucid after this about work ofc and me ratting on a douche, not feeling bad about it either.

Last night bed 9pm - 2:50 am

2x300 alpha GPC 2:57 am
2x4 pure Galantamine 4:05 am

Had some breakfast, read the TOTM thread, poked around the forum and chat.

Went on a sofa right after taking GM at 4:05 am

1hr30 min long lucid. Had 3 distinct breaks in it when I felt my whole head be cold and buzzing, instead of the usual top back of the head.

Fell asleep immediatelly. Had a lucid even lasting till 5:49 when I decided to wake up to remember it better. But I didn't get up, went back to sleep.

Didn't do anything major, so I'm just gonna write some bullet points.

1. All 3-4 parts of the lucid event were in same part of the town where my gramma lived. At night. Not very inviting place, I wanted to get out of there badly.

2. Lots of looking up at the stars realizing that I never do it so happy that I finally did. It was beautiful with lots of stars.

3. Looking for the moon wanting to fly there. I was hoping that having a target will make it easier to fly, because I was having trouble flying.

First I only flew at hight of some small trees. Hitting the branches as going through them. Remembering another lucid when it felt more real. Grabbing on to branches, climbing up higher, then doing the same at the next tree to go higher again.

Then I blew up a weather balloon and it was helping me to float a little bit.

4. Major breakthrough - when it was dark either during the transition or after, I "opened my eyes" first time sucessfully and actually saw. Once I wished I was flying by a nebula, but I don't think I saw a nebula. I was opening my eyes slowly but without much resistance.

5. I remembered what sageous said about higher level lucids and memory. So I told myself where I live, town I grew up in and that I am at home sleeping on a sofa. When I woke up, town names were correct.

6. I remembered the TOTM. I wanted to find the olympic couldron but the lucid was ending and I didn't remember it in the next one.

I don't remember any more. Last 20 or so minutes before I woke up were spent looking for sex, but I don't think it was lucid. I remember me wanting to test how touch feels differently in a lucid, so I asked a girl if I can feel her boobies. She said yes and I did.

I will add more if I remember it.

The non-lucid part after I went back to sleep. I was in small cafeteria of my old school, again looking for sex. Ended up talking to some girl students and being nostalgic after my old school. Then I was telling a group of them about lucid dreaming, but they were more interested in listening to someone who had zero experience but he had some fantastic claims about something related. I let them be.

Last night bed 12 am - 6:33 am
2x300 Alpha GPS 6:33 am
2.4 Galantamine (pure) 7:37 am
Sofa 7:37 am

So my cat decides to groom himself for 20 min while sitting on my legs. He left, I went potty at 8:15. Was still not sleepy enough. Tried to sleep on my right, couldn't fall asleep. Then straight, where I was starting to get some visuals like faces and a small movie of a tiny dog.

About 45 min long lucid with a few breaks when I realized I am still dreaming and felt the back of my head tingle

Turned to left side and I finally got into a LD. Not sure how it started. This will be in no particular order.

I'm in a darkish hallway, all tiles, like a hospital. I remember the TV TOTM and I start to look for one. There is many monitors, but more like computers. They show data and stats. I look at many of them. So no TOTM : (

I walk through many building and rooms, looking for a way to get out, and for doors to find somethink interesting behind them.

Then I am outside a lot, walking through streets, looking at houses and picking a right one to go inside and explore.

I normally don't like to be inside, but I remembered that and I made an effort to look into doors despite of that to get over my fear.

I'm sitting outside, at night. Snow is all around us and nearby is a partially frozen ocean with lots of iceflow and icebergs. We all look up at the skies and they are beautiful. I ask out loud, how come there is so many stars, lot more than normally.Then I realize those are not stars, but frozen Canadian landscape with lots of snow and lakes as seen from the airplane. At that moment I realize I'm dreaming, look at my hands and fingers are all stubby. I smile and walk away.

I walk into a small room in a small village house. It's all made from snow. I look back to get out, but there is no more door. All snow. Everytime I look, the room is smaller. I figure i teleport from there by turning. I do that, get a bit dizzy and I stumble. I think I should close my eyes. When i open them, I am still there, only room is smaller. Now there are 2 small holes in the snow wall and I punch it bigger and get out.

I'm in a large road tunnel. I look through a round hole in the wall and see entity approaching. Looks like flowing black smoke. I yell at 2 kids with 2 dogs to hurry up to me to safety so we can close the door. I can tell the kids are too slow, and girl realizes it too. So she throws a yellow tennis ball towards me, her dog runs to it and he almost gets to safety, but ball bounces back and dog follows it. Girl gets sad and disappointed and I have no choice but to shut the door after i yell at them some more to hurry up, they can make it.

I'm on a street in my old town and I realize I forgot about that street all together. It gives me bad vibes so I get away.

Still in some large tunnels or corridors, I see a DC and I rejoice. I wanted to talk to one so bad. It's a guy but when i get closer it changes into a man. Tall blonde hair. I start a convo.

Same underground and then houses outside - lots of sex.

I remembered my lucid goal to look at my body. I look at my hands, my arms, and it's like waking life. Same shapes, colors, hair, freckles. My vision is getting dark and yell out wait, I wanted to see rest of my body. I lift my same blue shirt just as I practiced before bed and I see my stomach and bottoms of my boobs, same as when I practiced. I quickly drop my undies before it all goes dark.

Last night bed 8pm - 3:45am

2x300mg Alpha GPC 3:56am
2x4mg Galantamine (pure) 4:25am

I wanted to do the Tail and TV TOTM.

Little over 1 hr long lucid

Sofa, first on my back, then left side.

Notes:
Got very relaxed and was on verge of falling asleep lucidly, when my cat decided to poop at 5am. Got up to clean it, used the restroom too, then back on sofa, this time on my right side.

Fell asleep almost immediatelly. I don't remember standing up or how it started at all. I just remember walking in the dark, thinking about why it's dark from latest post I read on DV.

Hands and stabilizing:
I remembered something about wanting to see your hands. So I lifted them up, still invisible and said "I want to see my hands". The showed, but quickly started to melt. They looked like made from energy mixed with normal hands. They melted like when flat paper burns, there were sparks and all. I did this few more times and they stayed visible. I was so happy, clapped them and felt them and thought that it was great for stabilizing. They felt kinda fat, tbh.

I looked and felt my hands few times throughout the LD. I also wanted to see my body and saw my left arm, then I forgot what I was doing, haha.

Let there be light:
It was still dark but I yelled "let there be light" and I realized I had not done that since my first LDs and it kinda felt funny. Then I said "oh look it's getting bright" and a small light from a side appeared. But was still dark. I walked around and next thing I know I said "Oh wow sun is coming up" because it looked like early morning brighness just before sunrise.

I did bunch of things which I don't remember atm. Next thing I know I remembered the "grow a tail" and "watch TV" TOTM.

TOTM Tail:
I rejoiced and I remembered post about summoning things by putting hands behind my back and just feeling for the item until it's there. That was right up my alley. I put my hand behind and almost immediately I grabed a hold of a skinny tail. About foot long, very skinny, black, like a rat's tail. For the heck of it, I made the same in the front. When falling asleep thinking about this task, I didn't imagine any tail, maybe just this skinny rat tail. Thinking I will let my mind surprise me with some awesome tail.

Wasn't happy with the back tail, so I squeezed it like you squeezing a sausage out of the casing and it started to grow. It turned out kinda gross, all bumpy and alien looking. But it got much thicker and longer.

Uhm#1:
What happened next is not suitable for even a disclaimer. Let's just say there were some girls and it was FUN.

FA:
After that I thought I woke up, sat down on the same hill where all that previous happened, with same girls that all that happened, and I started to type up my lucid on my laptop, while one of the girls scooted closer and was looking over my shoulder. Pretty much immediatelly realized I am still dreaming.

Happy flying:
I think I jumped off either of that hill or some other high place which I didn't see what it was. But I ended up flying over some very busy asian city at night. I thought maybe Hong Kong or Shanghai. But there were futuristic asian looking tour buses rushing through narrow streets and tight corners. I got SO inredibly happy from flying again, I was giggling like a madman and the happy feeling was so incredibly intense, it was almost unbearable.

TOTM TV:
I flew second time in this lucid, but I think that was before this one. I got same happy and giddy and the feeling is just out of this world indescribable intense happiness. I think it was before or after I heard a sound of TV and remembered the TOTM. I was in the courtyard of some 7? story, older apartment building. I heard TV from few apartments. Went to investigate only to get lost a few times. Once I found a TV but it was off. So no TV task.

Few times I thought "wow, this is pretty long and I feel so stable" and I knew I will not wake up.

Uhm #2:
Towards the end of a lucid, I was walking along and peeking into parked trailer trucks. Trying to see how big of a sleeping compartment they have. One guy woke up, looked at me and since he was kinda cute, I asked him if he wants me to get in. Then I saw he had another person with him. She lifted her head too and I realized it's his wife. So I'm gesturing to him, "no, no, it's ok" and I start to walk away, when he lets me know that his wife is ok with it. I ask her and she nods. So I got in. And this part also belongs only to my personal DJ. All I'm gonna say I got "happy" second time in this dream. Not counting the "flying happy". And maaan, it was long.

I was losing lucidity here, but still had some memory. I was saving some dogs and puppies stuck on the bottom of very steep foresty hill at night during very heavy rain.

We took them up, put them in crates and I was wondering why do these people have so many dogs and they should take better care of them.

Then they asked me to give a lecture on lucid dreaming, in Hungarian. I'm like ok, if you guys are ok with me not knowing the word for lucid, only for dreams.

Final notes:
The whole experience was fast paced, very detailed, tons of fun and pretty good memory. Except I know there were maybe 2 more episodes with lots of people that I can't recall. maybe it will come to me later.

The thing is, that I didn't have any "void" or transition periods as I used to have. I used them to retell my previous DEILDs so I remembered them when I woke up. But this, same as many previous LDs was just one longass event. Ok with one FA and one "oh I lost it, wait, I didn't" thing.

My body still feels like jello.

Not sure when this was:
We are talking in IRC and we say something or mention a name of some authority on LDing. An automated message shows up saying that "so and so is not online right now". We are all like whoa!

Off today, so I did a morning nap.

6:34 - 2x300 mg Alpha GPC
7:36 - 2x4mg pure Galantamine
nap, slept till 10:30

My cat wanted to lay on me but he won't unless I have a blanket on me. It was too hot for that but I put a sheet on my legs. He is my good luck WILDing charm, plus I love when he purrs when he sleeps on me. He left to eat then came back, just when I was about to turn to my left side, like last 4 times, 3 times out of I got a WILD. But soon he left again and I turned and got lucid.

I had my new cheapo eyemask on like last few times. Oh, I did something new this time and last time. I just read in I think Yuschaks book, that he imagines bending his legs in knees on exhale and straightens them on inhale. Kind of an RC which lets him know when he is dreaming.

I did the same and also lifting my arm up and down. And I saw my arm move at some point later on, but I was too far gone to realize it deeper than just a passing thought.

I was in some kind of a building and ofc I jumped out the first window I saw. I started falling towards a large body of water. I thought oh no, not water, but it was too late. I hit the surface and I willed myself to go deeper. Water was a bit murky but I got to the bottom soon. It was featurless, other than sand and some sand rocks. I thought "what about sharks" and I spotted a few large fish. But I wasn't scared.

On the beach now. Sand has large grain and small pebbles. I remember what I read in Yuschaks book just yesterday. When he doesn't have good vision, he concentrates on looking at something in detail. But he can't stop moving, so he is jumping in place while he is looking at details of something till his vision is back. So I picked up a handfull of beach sand and was staring at it intently. Then I remembered I should keep moving so I started clapping my hands and jumping in place while looking at the sand.

Somehow I got out and entered a large barge parked on the shore. I went through a corridor with many doors, thinking how I don't really like doors or indoors. But I thought maybe I'll find somehing interesting. I started opeing the doors, looking for some DCs. I forgot all about the TOTMs and all I could think of a DC to get laid.

All the rooms are completely empty, not a single DC. Finally there is someone sitting on a bed but it turns into a chick just as I approach. I'm think "oh really, shucks" but at this point I don't really care. We get into it.

Now I'm on a different bed with many older man around. I was just sold to this old Greek for half a milion. I wanna ask "half a milion of what? drachma"? but I hold my tongue.

Second entry for today. First were 3 dreams from tonight, this is for

LUCID Basic TOTM - Microscope

Sleep 9:20pm-6:30am

7:25 am - 3x300mg Alpha GPC
8am - 2x4mg pure Galantamine
8am - nap
11:30 - woke up after a long lucid and lots of non-lucids after

After falling asleep for a while and imagining my body sitting up or turning, I turned to my left side. I was preparing myself for a task - I wanted to find an airplane, grab a hold of it's wing and fly with it like that, and look into a window, wave to passengers, and even get into a plane. I got into a WILD.

TOTM:
I'm flying through a building with large rooms and halls. Looks like byzantine style. Lots of arches and arched ceilings, windows without glass.

Had a feeling it's some department store situated in historic building. After lots of exploring as I'm flying through a doorway, I see a salesperson and I remember the looking through microsope task. I ask her where does she keeps her microscope. She says right under her desk. We walk over there and she looks for it for a while. It looks different than I expected when she sets it on a desk. She says I need to put my finger into a little hole so the device can collect my DNA. I'm like no way, I'm not doing that. She grabs a needle, pokes her finger with it and literraly pulls out a tiny string of DNA, haha.

I look into the microscope, not knowing what to expect. There is just blackness at first, then a black and white face of young Harry Potter appears. I'm like pffft, realy?

After thisI get to some house. I'm feeling frisky and I'm following two boys in hope of getting some action. Second scenario with same goal - I'm in some private show rooms, something like a bordello. Someone is trying to talk me into being a performer, but I'm worried I'll be recognized. So they offer to put me into a full body suit with a face mask and all. I agree to that.

I don't remember the last non lucids I had before waking up.

Not sure what's with my recall lately. My sleep is quite regular. I get up at 3am, work from around 4 am- 12pm. Pass out for a nap round 3pm, then bed around 8pm. Very little recall though.

Last night, short nap, then bed around 8-9pm. Got up at 5 am.

5am - 3x300mg Alpha GPC
5:50am - 2x4mg Galantamine (new one, pure GM)
5:50 am - sofa

Woke up from lucids at 7:30

I Put a rolled up blanket next to me, so when my cat sleeps next to me, she doesnt wake me when she fidgets. Works great. I was almost asleep, when they decided to fight right on the sofa. I said screw this and turned to my left side, like last 3 times (2x I got lucid on the side like that).

***
I'm sitting on my mom's living room floor with some other people. They are watching TV, it's at night. From corner of my eye I see bathroom door close by itself. I think to myself "oh shit". I try to roll to my side and stand up, but having real hard time. I realize I'm sleeping and I decide to get lucid, because I'll be safe in a LD.

I push my head backwards, feel the excelerated free fall backwards, but I end up in darkness. Try it 2 more times. Then I realize that I have my eyemask on, so it's safe to "open" my eyes. I try that. Blackness is now different, but still dark.

I decide to jump out the window and I tell others not to worry, I'm going for a flight. I fall from first story almost to the ground where I start flying parallel to the ground. The feeling in my stomach is exhilarating. I fly over the fence between our garden and the street and I remember the TOTM I wanted to do - de-pantsing.
I see a woman carrying a child on a sidewalk, walking away from me. I figure she will do, but I don't like the child there, so it disappears.

I start talking to the woman. I turn her with her back to the wall and I notice she is older and pretty. I pull her pants down. I realize this is not how depantsing is done, but I don't care.

Spoiler for Sexual content:

As I'm kneeling in front of her, I slide my hands up her torso, pushing her top off. Her skin is very smooth and breasts are beautiful. As my tongue slides up her bold mound, I feel the slit. I spend few minutes on this, while trying to figure out, how she could return the favor. I'm thinking that this is going pretty smoothly despite this being my first time doing it in a dream or in WL.

When I'm done, I turn to look for another DC to do a proper de-pantsing this time. I walk by an older man, not really appealing. But I don't care, I yank his pants down, then his white boxer shorts. He has 6 pen0rs. All small, shaped like acorns. (Watched Ice Age cartoon witht that squirell obsessing about his acorn). Some woman says "they are small". And the dude answers "yes, but they can grow". I blow some air on them and they grow. Not sure what else I do : D but they grow some more. I'm still not impressed.

I turn to look for those 2 dudes that were walking towards us before, but they are not there anymore.

I end up in a factory yard, by some old, red brick wall. A young black stud walks by and I ask him if I can "help" him. I realize that's something he should be asking me. He walks by again and I hope he got the hint. But by now there are some protrusions coming out of the wall and I'm taking care of the business.

7.02.16

After few days without recall, I had another day off and a chance to morning nap for a WILD.

Took a nap yesterday afternoon, then bed 12:30am-7:30am.

2x300mgs Alpha GPC 7:30am
2x4mgs Galantamine 8:30am

Sofa 8:30 am - woke up at 12pm.

Sleep mask, my pillows at little less steep incline so I was more laying down than normally. Normally I'm more sitting up. But didn't wan't to be disturbed with my mouth opening, I thought being more in laying position will help with that. I think it did.

I heard my watch chime at 9 am. I was still not asleep, but was getting some images and this incredible green-yellow ocean with purple-black waves rolling over it. I get this yellow-green thing sometimes and it never ends in a lucid. So I tried not to focus on it, rather wanted to see the infinite 3D blackness behind my eyelids. I kept feeling as if I was in sensory deprivation tank. My body was so light, but when I thought about it, I did feel some contact points with my sofa. But I still felt almost floating and being disconnected from physical body. It was very pleasant.

I finally turned to my left side, remembering how last time this turned into a lucid. As I did, I started getting some geometric HH that were blinking very fast. They were all on white field. I used to get this long time ago, this illumination as if from the backside.

Started feeling my head buzzing in the top back part and somehoe I entered a WILD.

I don't remember any transitions between different scenarios. All mostly just one long event, lasting about 45 min.

1. Tried the June TOTM again. I pulled some what looked like cat hair out of my butt. Second try was even more hair, then some dried up p**p. Not very imaginative, haha.

2. Was flying up higher and higher, thyrng not to think about how hard it is. Wanted to hitch a ride on some industrial containers that looked like luggage containers for airplanes. They were hanging on a rope being pulled on another horizontal rope. When I got closer, I heard some dangerous, large machinery sounds and I had no idea which tunnel the containers will come out of. I didn't want to get slammed by them so I left.

3. I wanted to get laid so was looking for someone. Didn't see anybody, so I remembered how I used to climax from climbing on poles. I found me one of those and I climbed and climbed...

4. There was more activity similar to the main theme, but don't remember any more details. I know I had some non lucids after this.

This is my second entry today. First was night time, this one is morning nap.

6:40 am - 2x300mg of Alpha GPC choline
7:14 am - 2x4mg of galantamine and went to lay on the sofa

This was second time that I used my new sleep mask. I have it on very loose so I barely feel it.

woke up at 9:21, but last dream was already non-lucid

I estimate the LD chain to be 40 min long


This is only second time I took this new GM. First time it was 4mgs and 900 of Alpha GPC and didn't feel a thing. I thought maybe GM was fake or something.

Having only 1 day a week to morning nap, I'm so happy finally everything clicked in place. My state of mind, sleepiness, no noise outside. And I kept my cat from my body by a rolled up blanket between us. The other cat climbes on me anyway, but that one is my lucky charm and doesn't bother me. So I didn't feel the first cat at all, the second came out of the closet the moment I settled down on my sofa. How does he know? But he didn't stay long, maybe 10 min, then he left.

So I'm falling asleep on the sofa comfortably, only to wake up 3 times to realize my mouth is open. I hear my watch's chime at 8am (45 min into attempt) when I lower my pillows a bit. But soon after that I decide to pretty much end it and I turned to my left side. I never had a lucid on my side since my first few 4 years ago. I realize that and I think "well, it will be what will be".

Next thing I know I realize I'm dreaming. I had a few things planned while I was falling asleep.

1. Attempting to go to the Moon again. I failed every time before, but I realized that I scored some pretty amazing lucids even if I never got to the Moon, just by wanting to go there and what happened on the way there.
2. Seeing Ophelia again
3. June TOTM
- pull something out of your butt
- erase a 3D objects while looking at it
- find crystal, animal or plant and ask someone what's it called
- jump in the dryer and discover where lost socks go

Next 40 min was a mix of LDs and me laying in bed after LD was over, thinking I'll just wait there for another one, keeping the TV on so when I see it I know I'm dreaming, realizing I can see and getting up from the sofa numerous times. (All this while asleep) I got out of my room throug window, door, window covered with mosquito net... I paused once to marvel at how my room looks the same as in waking life, even reflecting my latest rearangement of furniture. Ofc this turned out to be not the way it's in WL, haha. Most of the time I was aware of my head rush/cold spot on top back of my head that humms to life when I'm transitioning or in a WILD. I realized domewhere along the way that this is going on already for quite a while and that I'm not waking up, even when I kinda expected to. But I also know that I can have a long ones, so I was not worried.

I was doing these things, in no particular order

1. going to the Moon by flying vertically straight up, passing electrical wires, wanting to hop on a roof and use it as a launch pad, more electrical wires

2. another Moon attempt later on

3. flying through a distribution yard with crates and trucks full of vegetables
here is where I decided to try and erase a crate - I moved my arm like an erasor, but the damn thing would not budge.
I decided not to look for the washing machine or dryer, because didn't want to lose lucidity.

4. later on attempted to erase a whole truck pulling 2 trailers full of vegetable crates - I just wished it to disappear, but nothing

5. tried to pull something out of my butt, but all I managed to put in there was my thumb. I was thinking well how am I gonna pinch what I find to pull it out? Anyway, there was nothing to pinch. I was thinking "well at least that gross thing the other member pulled out". But no, not even that. Then I thought next time I need to use some tool, like kitchen tongues or something and I tried to figure out the logistics of it

6. I'm walking to the river near a place I used to live. I'm in a mood for some action, so I decide to take my top off. It comes of half way, then i can't take it off all the way. But I manage to take my bottoms off, after a brief struggle. I resolve to practice that in WL some more. Some girls come along and wouldn't mind, then some boys. Then a damn government drone shows up and everybody scatters. I sneak home hiding behind some flower and weed bushes.

Non lucid thought about OP and infinitelly sad that she left, when I realize another friend of mine left as well.

5.19.16

Bed at 11pm. Alarm at 6:15 to go to a 8am gig at my second job, but woke up from a DILD at 5am.

I'm in a room and everything has green tint to it. I wonder out loud "why is everything green"? And I answer to myself with big grin "Because it's a dream".

Scene changes and now I'm walking down a busy street. I quickly decide I finally want to talk to a DC and I turn to a guy walking next to me with a question "Whats your name?". He gets confused and he clearly has no idea, all he manages is "uhmmm and errrr". I think to myself I should find a DC who is not just in my mind but who can think for himself.

4.11.16 6:30 pm euro time
Just woke up from afternoon nap. Woke up in the morning at 8:30am.

[09:15] <@gab> woo I just got a WILD
[09:19] <@gab> amazing, because I already woke up earlier when sun started shining straight in my face as I fell asleep sitting on my bed, reading
[09:20] <@gab> then my mom waked in my room, kicked my bed as she walked by to water the plants on the window
[09:20] <@gab> their TV is blaring
[09:20] <@gab> and they are talking loud
[09:22] <@gab> as I was falling asleep back after mom woke me up, while hearing them and the tv, I got an image of me running from some cloud of dust kicked up by approaching earthquake
[09:22] <@gab> I stopped but the cloud kept coming
[09:22] <@gab> so I ran again when I decided to push my head back and get a transition going
[09:23] <@gab> I got a transition, got into a dream
[09:24] <@gab> everything was black only center of my vision was clear, so I tried some tricks to make it clear
[09:24] <@gab> then I started going up some ladder and I kept going even after it ended, because I knew I can
[09:25] <@gab> I was starting to lose lucidity so I stepped off the ladder into the air because I know I love jumping
[09:26] <@gab> and that's all
[09:26] <@gab> all this while being aware of the tv and people talking

March 7, 2016

I just laid down on my sofa to WILD and started thinking about my last LD yesterday. I knew I did more than I remembered, and YES!!!

Omg, I remembered! I recalled a TOTM (or was it, haha) to push hand or body through wall and see how it looks on the other side. I know Ophelia talked about that too. So I walked to my front door and pushed my hand through. I couldn't see it so I realized I need to open the door to see the other side. I did that and my hand looked perfectly normal. 5 fingers and all. I tried the other one through the wall by the door. I went through perfectly, 5 finders, nothing strange. Was cool though : D