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    1. TOTM - Ask a DC about his favorite dream

      by
      gab
      , 03-06-2016 at 03:32 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      March 6, 2016

      Last night bed 8:30pm. I was still tired from 4am shift.

      Woke up at 3:30am with backpain. Went to lay on the sofa in half sitting position hoping for a WILD or at least to be able to sleep.

      I saw Ophelia's wings while browing the forum and I was wondering if I'm gonna have them this month as well, and if I get them now instead of last day of the month, haha.

      15 min WBTB - read the totms. Wanted to do the fire/ice because I have thrown fireballs before.

      So I'm on a sofa, one of my cats climbs on me immediatelly and the other one seddless laying over my leg.

      I remember reading just day before how somebody focuses on some image thats turning and that gets them into transition. (Now awake I'm not sure if I really read it.) So I imagine something that's turning and immediatelly I start turning very fast and I transition in a lucid.

      I'm thinking how long will it last and if I'm gonna have one long instead of buch of shorter DEILDs.

      I start out on a street and dream is nice and focused and I stabilize it some more. I remember a TOTM and I turn to a DC "Hey, what is your favorite dream"? I ask him and I am surprised how articulate and calm I am.

      "Amazon prime" he replies.

      It doesn't really surprise me and in a split second I decide to wake up so I remember his reply even if that means ending the LD right at the beginning.

      I say "wake up, wake up!" but I'm not waking. So I just repeat "Amazon prime" to memorize it.

      Dream goes on for at least 10 min after that. I fund some guys and try to do it with them. There is even one chick and I just wanna get laid so I don't really care.

      (I was ordering stuff rom Amazon day before yesterday and they offer Amazon Prime thing)

      I think I woke up then went back to sleep before getting up.
      I remembered more as I was waking up, so I will update here when it comes back.

      Updated 03-06-2016 at 03:39 PM by 50242

      Tags: totm
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      lucid
    2. Lencois Sand dune lakes in Brasil

      by
      gab
      , 02-01-2016 at 07:13 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      2.1.2016

      Last night shift from 5-10pm

      Slept from 2am-9am

      [Yesterday I read a book about Just Paying attention. So I was doing it most of the day, trying to keep my attention on what I was doing. For ex. I was carrying a box, so I would say: I'm looking at my hands, I have black gloves on, I have a box, I'm walking, looking around, there are people, are these DCs, HI DC!, ... and just basically noticing things around me and acknowledging them.]

      Woke up with memory of a DILD.

      I am with some people when I realize I should be dreaming and lucid. I count my fingers but I decide I'm not dreaming. Immediately after that I KNOW I am ALWAYS dreaming and lucid so I recount.

      I count one by one, all the way to 12 on my left hand, to make a show for those people. I'm amazed, because every one of my fingers is dressed in pyjamas. Light blue with some toys and teddies like a baby's soft flanel pyjama. When I come to 12, people are also amazed.

      I walk to the window and tell them "Now I'm gonna do what I always do when lucid. I'm going for a flight". And I jump out the window.

      I'm flying superman style (I normally fly in standing up position, kinda like a hummingbird) over some sand. I realize I wanted to see the Lencois Sand Dunes in Brazil.

      So I bank left and there they are.

      One lake is more beautiful than the other. All different colors and shapes.

      Turqoise, green, blue. I can hear myself go "uuuuuu" and "aaaah" and I'm surprised and amazed at such beauty.

      Little further down, also in sand dunes are some low, elongated openings to the underground. It seem to me that those are the ends of lava tubes where lava was coming out from. Not sure why, because they don't look like it. (I have been to a real one on the Big Island of Hawaii).

      After all this I write down the 12 fingers, the lakes and I feel especially important part is how I realized that I am ALWAYS DREAMING. I knew I'm writing this down in a dream but I was hoping it will help me remember after I wake up. (This is second time I done this)
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    3. TOTM - meet someone

      by
      gab
      , 01-24-2016 at 08:38 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      1.24.16

      Last night slept from around 12am-8am.

      WBTB 9am
      (no breakfast, just DV, reading ophelias DJ to get me primed for the TOTM - Advanced Task i - Meet someone in person who you only know online in waking life.

      This was about 50+ min event, chain of about 8 DEILDs.

      I get nice and relaxed very fast as usualy. My cat is pretending to sleep while I'm settling in on the sofa, then when I'm relaxed, he comes and lays on me. I have a new blanky that he loves and he is kneeding my stomach. I'm ok with that, I can WILD like that no problem. He is my lucky charm. But this time he is not settling down, so I continue after he hops off of me.

      I keep saying my mantra "I am dreaming" and keep thinking of Ophelia because I want to meet her for a totm.

      I remember only few of them, but the transitions are all pretty much the same. I'm doing something when I realize I'm still lucid.

      In some, while interacting with DCs, I initiate a WILD by pushing my head back to get the falling feeling. Or I'm just talking with someone or doing something in a LD when I feel the falling sensation and I realize I'm going into another LD.

      At one point I was thinking if I should wake up and write things down, but decided to go on, since I remembered the TOTM one and rest were insignificant.

      1.
      I'm pulling my red towel to cover something up, but it's stuck. I look back why is it stuck when I realize "oh, I'm lucid".

      Bunch of short ones here just me walking around in some rooms trying to get out.

      5.
      I again realize I'm still lucid, I sit up on the bed and tell Ophelia who is to my left that I just had 4 DEILD. But she can't hear me. She is busy with 2 kids (I read her DJ entry before attempt where she dad 2 kids).

      We are standing face to face and I panic not knowing how to "meet her" so the TOTM is valid. I ask if I can hug her and we hug. She is taller than I am and when I look at her face second time, she is morphing into Michael Landon. I say "oh, hi Michael" thinking this is weird because he is dead. So we start to french kiss. Nice and wet and hot. I feel every detail of his tongue. I was hoping he didn't mind when it occured to me, that even ded need some fun.

      6.
      I'm in a room with a woman I think it's Ophelia and 2 kids. Kids are watching TV. The room is 3D and so it the TV. I'm trying to figure it out how come.

      At least 3 LDs were in same building, but different rooms. Feeling of being in older tall building, small rooms, not well lit.

      7.
      I remember my other goal and I deliberately slow down and look around (lol I practiced looking around just before the attempt).

      8.
      I'm disappointed it's the same place, I walk to the window and walk out to the darkness. I'm falling down fast and the feeling in my stomach is ncredibly fun. Like a dip on a roller coaster that lasts for 5 seconds. I'm so giddy. Nearly blew my mind, it was so incredible awesome.

      I land on the ground in black and white street. I look to my right and there is my mom's house. I say "oh, it's my moms place, awesome". I walk around a bit to get a different view.

      Then I look up at the skies and see all kinds of stars. My eyes get huge when I spot a spaceship. I call my mom to show her. By then there is a UFO, a spaceship, bunch of planets, Milky Way, and a beautiful blue comet.

      LOL I just remembered another one with Ophelia.
      We are in a room and our boss walks in. He angrily points at a poster on the wall and asks who put it there. I quickly say it's motivational and it's ok. I don't wanna get her in trouble because she hang it there. It's kinda askew, one corner is hanging down, and poster is kinda not nice, degrading. Red in color with one image on it.

      Another recall - was looking for an occasion to get laid. Duh.

      2 hrs later, my thighs are still so relaxed and they tickle. Like when you take muscle relaxants.

      EDIT: 1.25.16
      Just remembered while reading future totm suggestions, that in one DEILD yesterday, I got sick of being in same place in all of them and tried teleport out by spinning. I had my doubts but I knew it will not wake me up..

      Another recall:
      HH - I'm sitting in a car thats going somewhere. I think why don't I take control of this HH. I think it may not work but at the same time I know it will, because everything always works. All I need to do is wish it.

      So I wish myself driving the car and I'm surprised when my view transfers to be behind the wheel, my field of vision widens to full view and I'm driving a car in LD.

      Love my subC.

      Updated 01-25-2016 at 10:55 PM by 50242

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    4. ToTM - Read a book title 2. attempt - success

      by
      gab
      , 01-16-2016 at 01:42 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      01.15.16

      Yesterday work 6pm-11pm. Stayed up till 4 am today. Slept till 11:30 am.

      Read the TOTMs thread and decided to do the Read the book title, meet someone from IRC and change gravity for a DC.

      900mgs of my new alpha-GPC at 12:30.

      Went to sofa at 1:34, woke up from a 40 min long event at 3:18.

      In less than 10 min I was already feeling it. Body relaxing, getting light, even with my cat sleeping on my legs.

      Then I realized I forgot to pull my hood on my eyes so I can see the HH better. I did that even though I could barely feel my body anymore, but I told myself that it will not ruin anything.

      I was very close to a lucid, when a dog int the neighborhood started to cry and I'm like oh no, coyotes. I thought my attempt is over, coz that got me out of the mood.

      I thought I'll stay for 2 more min. I realized I'm typing something and that I'm dreaming.

      LDs

      40 min long event with 2-3 distinct entries. Rest of it was "i'm dreaming" "oh it ended" "no wait I'm still here" "it ended" "nope still here"...

      In one of them I started to move my dream arms in front of my face to see if I am dreaming. They covered my face and it was dark. Then I noticed a sliver of light between my fingers, so I put my hands down and it was a sunny day.

      I walked to the window to jump out but I remembered I wanted to see my room to compare if it's the same. The shape and size was the same, but furniture was different. I got to the window again, when I decided I didn't compare enough so I went back and said, yup, still not the same. Then left through the window.

      I'm sitting on a floor of some room. Looks like a nursery. There is bunch of books around me. I pick up one and it's a small choldrens book with all hard pages. Nice green cover and it's about animals.

      I pick up another one, it's an atlas. I got excited and started paging through it. I thought what if I pick a place and teleport there. I'm looking at map of afrika and thinking NOPE. I look for north america, I know it's at the beginning. I think New York would be nice to visit. I find the east coast, but Los angeles is in it's place. Dangit. I put it down.

      Then I remember the TOTM. I pick up the atlas again and start reading the cover. As I do it, the letters flip and now I see the back side and it's also upside down. So there is the barcode, and ISBN# and bunch of tiny numbers. I turn it around and it's the back side again. I laugh. The page turned upside down like on a tablet when you turn it sideways.

      I pick up a childrens book and it's about animals. I pick the next and the next, all about animals.

      Then I see some book titles, not sure on what. I read like 10 of them. I think I better write them down. I reach for an empty envelope and pen that I prepared. I know i prepared it for real in WL too. But I know this is a dream and the envelope is not the same one. So after I write them down, I keep repeating 2 titles so I remember them. One I forgot, the onter one was "6 doctors laughing".

      Now I'm in a room, laying on a floor. I hear some commotion from the other room and there is a guy with a suitcase comeing by my room to the front door. He stops and asks me what the hell I'm doing there. I say I love there, even though I know I'm just visiting. And I know he doesn't live there either.

      He walks up to me and starts touching me all over. Then there is another duud and another chick. Fun goes on for good 10 min.

      In one transition I wanted to take it further so not sure how, but I got some really strong vibrations, strongest in over a year and a half.
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      lucid
    5. ToTM - Read a book title

      by
      gab
      , 01-10-2016 at 11:19 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      1.10.16

      Had a day off yesterday, today I have a 6pm-11pm shift. Had a short lucid during morning nap from 10:30 am.

      Today I did the same. Slept through night, got up around 8, then back to sofa at 10:20 to WILD then stayed in bed till 11:58.

      I guess my subC was starved for lucids because it was just awesome. The sensations from the moment I layed down. Pushing backwards to get the falling feeling was so intense and worked like a charm.

      This time I actually got into a lucid with the falling back motion. I think what I did is I leaned back, my headrush went crazy intense, then I straightened back up again and I was in a new dream. Once this didn't work, I was still in the same place, so I decided to stand up and walk away.

      First LD - WILD - don't really remember what happened.

      Second LD - DEILD - In a second lucid I was sitting in a high chair, like at the bar or barber shop. I just remembered that I wanted to read a book title. I grab a magazine off the counter and start paging through it.

      Every page is a full cartoon add for a movie or a DVD. For some reason I think it's not for books. I read them with amusement. At the end I decide to wake up and write them down. So I reach form my pen I prepared and write down at least 6 titles. When I woke up for real, I only remembered "SpongeBob - Under the Sea" and "Iron man". I remember thinking "ooo, Iron Giant, OpheliaBlue loves this one too"

      Third LD - DEILD - I also got to meet Payton Manning and 3 of his Broncos teammates, and taught CJ Craig from the West Wing about Lucid dreaming. Also came this close from having sex, but I had too many clothes on.

      I was walking on a very wide and long, shiny stone starcase going up. On my left, there were more narrow stairs going down. On top of those stairs was a small platform with chrome railing. 4 football players in Broncos uniforms were standing on it. I was surprised there were no reporters. As I walked by, I recognized Payton Manning, the Broncos quarterback. I panicked and furiously thought about what to give him to sign. I was gonna give him my arm, but I didn't have a pen. So I just said to them "great job, love you guys, the whole team is great". They rolled their eyes and smiled.

      I'm sitting next to a tall woman. I realize it's CJ Craig from The West Wing. I ask her if she knows lucid dreaming. I tell her I tell this secret only to people I know they are good. She says yeah, and she tells me what type of dreams she has. I tell her that tha'ts not LDing and proceed to tell her what LDing really is. When you realize while dreaming, that you are dreaming. She was called away, but she asked me if I wanna go with her on the movie set.

      Next is a non-lucid. I'm in some building with many rooms. People having sex. I'm thinking I gotta get me some. But I realize I have too many clothes on. Darnet.

      This non-lucid was proly last night - I'm with my dad and uncle and others in some hispanic suburb of NY. I look to my left and there is Empire state building with some golden colors on the top, just like in the beginning credits of Sex and the city show.

      We are in a european pub and I'm picking beer to drink. First I have is a dark one, next i'm picking a light one. The don't have IPA.

      Updated 01-11-2016 at 01:49 AM by 50242

      Tags: totm
      Categories
      lucid
    6. Flying car

      by
      gab
      , 01-10-2016 at 10:03 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      1.9.16 - day off
      Yesterday worked till 11 pm and went to bed at 2am. Slept till 8 or so, WBTB till 10:30. Slept till 2pm, but had a lucid in first part of sleep with WILD. Only about 5-6 min long.

      I was in some tiny apparatus, which then turned into a flying car like in Jetsons and I drove it through a obstacle course to see how fast and accurate I can go. I went pretty fast.

      In a much longer non-lucid after this one, there was a huge party in a family I used to work for. So much food. But I later realized it's all tofu. Even the icecream I ate. Ewww!
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    7. GM WILDs

      by
      gab
      , 11-16-2015 at 08:17 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      This was on my day (night) off, Saturday 11/14/15.

      Woke up in the morning after full night sleep. Atayed up for an hour or so, took one of my last 2 galantaminds and 3 Alpha GPCs. Watched some TV for 15 min, then wanted to give me enough time to fall asleep before GM kicks in in about an hour after taking.

      Fell asleep, then woke up and felt my familiar Head rush. The back top of my head feels ice cold and sensation of water rushing through the water hose.

      I knew I was awake, but I say what the heck, I'm gonna just stand up and walk away anyway. I did that then counted my fingers and I was lucid.

      I was in some kind of a urban canyon. Between tall buildings and carts full of boxes, just like those in my work. : ( I grabbed a red two-wheeler mid flight and started flying with it higher and higher, over the boxes on the next cart and next one. I was happy to be flying. but srs, c'mooon. Work, boxes, two-wheelers... work... work...work : ((( More like a nightmare. Doing it 6 days a week for real and then have a lucid doing it on a night off. Pathetic. And I did this few times, maybe 3-4 times.

      I appreciate the lucids and all. But...
      Tags: deild, wild
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      lucid
    8. Short LD; Flying to highest place

      by
      gab
      , 10-07-2015 at 07:37 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      10.6.15

      Sleeping from 2pm - 7pm
      Then nap on sofa with TV from 8 - 9:40 then 10:40pm

      Had a short lucid in between 8-9:40
      I forgot how I realized I'm dreaming, but I think I saw my room, only it wasn't my room and I got up from the bed. I tried to think real quick about what to do but can't think of anything.

      I come to and quickly make a plan to visit that beautiful saphire ocean from last dream. I immediatelly start hearing movie commercial with male voice saying something like "see this new movie..." and a picture of a shoreline with ocean appeared. I was satisfied that my subC knows what to do next time.

      My next dream, I opened the window and told everybody "im going for a fly". Got dressed but had to change pants and stuff, so it took a while to get out. Then I wanted to fly to tallest thing in the town. I ruled out the church tower coz reasons and next tallest was the hospital building. I knew I have to start on low things and jump/fly to higher and higher. So I started doing that. There was a building with one huge room that was like a museum and was flying from one display on the wall to next. Another room was an excercise course for soldiers, up in the air, with log bridges and typical army stuff. When I got to the end of the room, i was again at normal level with other people, not higher at all. I thought to myself that next time I have to make a better plan.
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    9. Lucid roses; Ophelia

      by
      gab
      , 09-27-2015 at 07:17 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      9.26.15

      Sleeping noon till 7 pm, 7:40 -11pm

      First dream before 7 pm

      I'm at ophelia's house. She is with her two kids, 5-7 year old boy and a girl. I point out beautifull fall colors on trees that are just below a slope of a small hill in the distance. I watch bicyclists going by on a bike path. I ask her if she ever wants to go bicycling and she shushes me, pointing in her son's direction. I understand that her ex doesn't allow kids to bicycle. I feel like many subjects are taboo and I'm affraid I will say something that's not allowed.

      To change the subject, I ask the boy if he likes the flowers that are n the meadow that I see us on, even as we are still at their house.

      Looks like Ophelia wants me to babysit again on saturday. She has opera tomorrow. She practices the ending act. Its her being a small girl doing a short tapdance, like Shirley Temple. She does is few times.

      She is laying down on a sofa now and she looks like her avatar with short black hair. I say "I'll let you rest" and she says ok. I'm disappointed she let me go so easily.


      Lucid before 11 pm.
      I realize I can levitate few inches off the ground and travel like that. I know I can get up higher easily if I want to, but scared that maybe they will think I'm a witch. I think to myself, why don't I always travel like thise, flying few inches off the ground as if walking. It's so easy. I look at my hands and count my fingers. 1.2.3.4.5. Oh, ok, 5. Wait! The Thumb! 6!!! woo

      I start going up, but change my mind, don't want to go through the attick of that scary house. I get out the window and start yelling I'm dreaming.

      I'm flying by some beautiful gardens surroounded by whitewashed houses and white fences. Looks like a seaside community. I stop by some roses to smell them up close, when I get a whif of that beautiful rose aroma. I see the ocean in the distance and I say why not. I wouldn't mind having a lucid in the water or on the shore.

      I'm flying over some small gazebo with a guy and his monkey thats dresses in people clothes. I wake up just before reaching the shore.

      Updated 09-27-2015 at 07:30 AM by 50242

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      lucid
    10. 2 LDs

      by
      gab
      , 08-20-2015 at 07:05 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      Still nightshifts

      8.19.15 slept from 1pm- 5:50pm, WBTB till 6:30pm

      Had hard time falling asleep with my cat purring up a storm right beside me and my arm being funny. So I was kinda dipping in and out when I realized I'm dreaming.

      I stood up and jumped out my parents bedroom window and started flying. I realized I always start there and on that street and was wondering how to teleport myself away. Didn't wanna continue flying towards the forrest.

      So I remembered how in my first lds I teleported by spinning. Did it, both directions, but woke up.

      I knew I'm barely asleep and I again realized I'm dreaming. Got up from the bed and was climbing out the same window. Only this time I felt urgency to get out and it was not easy. Finally ended up on the street. There were some thugs ahead of me so I turned back and left, but there was more of them. I thought It would be a good idea to "get some". We got close but I woke up again.
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    11. WILD of sorts

      by
      gab
      , 07-11-2015 at 07:24 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      7.11.15

      slept from 2 pm few hours, WBTB

      day before talked to ophelia about how to open dream eyes

      [23:28] <@OpheliaBlue|BRB> so what I do to combat that, is to just assume that when I open my eyes at all, it MUST be a dream
      [23:29] <@OpheliaBlue|BRB> i'd rather be wrong and be awake and assume I'm dreaming, than have a FA and miss my chance at being lucid
      [23:29] <@OpheliaBlue|BRB> so far, I've never opened my eyes, assuming I was dreaming, and been wrong
      .....
      [22:48] <@gab> omg OpheliaBlue
      [22:48] <@gab> I did what yo told me, to the letter
      [22:48] <@gab> didn't get me lucid, but anyway, I did lucid things and was telling people I am
      [22:55] <@gab> took them flying around, they were amazed
      [22:55] <@gab> so was I
      [22:56] <@gab> I opened my eyes or otherwise came to, said this is a dream because YOU said so, decided to count my fingers
      [22:56] <@gab> 6
      [22:56] <@gab> wth, again
      [22:56] <@gab> more
      [22:56] <@gab> wooo
      [22:57] <@gab> hrm, maybe it was lucid, because just before that as falling asleep I realized I have "that" feeling in back of my head
      [22:57] <@gab> that I have when entering WILD
      [22:58] <@gab> so thank you, OpheliaBlue
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      lucid , non-lucid
    12. WILD and DEILDs

      by
      gab
      , 07-09-2015 at 01:22 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      7.8.15

      Still on night shifts. Day off.

      Slept from around 2-3 pm, then again later. 2 WBTBs, one around 10 pm and second at 2 am. Both times started out on the sofa. Second WBTB lead to a WILD and DEILDs.

      I started feeling vibrations and reminded myself to open my dream eyes, like what opheliablue does. Was also trying to "fall backwards" and roll out. Soon after I felt the falling backwards and I realized I'm already in a dream. I saw only from the center of my vision, the rest of it was blacked out. But I got up from the sofa.

      I was in a house with family. I chose not to interract with them but headed for the door. I opened it and again a door to the outside.

      It faded and I realized I'm still dreaming so got up again and headed outside. Don't remember much else, because slept another hour after that before getting up.

      Non-lucid before these - I'm on a racing bicycle riding on a snowy road. I have someone on the back of the bike. The snow is covering the whole road and it's all around. It's getting deeper and harder to pedal. We are out in the country, no cars. Now I see 4 cars in the distance coming closer. I hope we can get to the side of the road enough so they don't hit us. First car pulls to his side too much and sideswipes the railing.
      Tags: deild, wild
      Categories
      lucid
    13. Pink bunny, pink bunny, what do you see?

      by
      gab
      , 05-26-2015 at 06:48 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      5.25.15

      bed 11:20 am - 9:45pm with 3 or so potty breaks

      First time in a while I remember dreams from the whole time I was asleep.

      DILD?
      I'm walking on a street and I see a pink bunny, no fur, walking on his front legs, upside down. I stop in my track and stare at him. He asks me something like "what you looking at?" and I say "are you for real?". He just looks at me as it is for me to figure it out. I ask him "am I dreaming?" and I look at my hands. I say "yes, I am dreaming" and I remember how just that night before bed I wanted to get lucid.

      I don't remember any strong happiness. But I didn't have that in some of my later DILDs either. So I immediatelly leave the scene and start climbing up on the outside of a house. It's like from fairy tales. Lots of wooden design on the house so it's easy to find a foothold and grab something with hands. I easily climb to the top.

      I look to another house adjacent to this one. That one is modern, concrete and glass. I stick my head in the open window and say :hello, anybody home?" while I know they are home. I look down and I'm 3 stories high, so I know it will startle them. I start talking about how I like their light colored furniture that has some dark streaks in it. They tell me they could pick that one on one with pink streaks, but I lose interest and leave.

      Not sure if still lucid here, probobly not. But me and my dad are building a flying machine out of kitchen chairs. Just attaching 2 behind each other, powered by dream power. I think we actually take it for a spin, or I just describe to him how it would be to be flying.

      NEXT dream
      I'm with many people. One of them is my friend from school, with some elements from Ophelia. I'm asking her if she still has the "wow" moment when she gets lucid, and she says yes. I'm still trying to figure out if I the previous dream was lucid. We talk about lucids for a while. Someone is giving a lecture while we sit at the tables and talk some more.

      There were more dreams, but I only commited these to memory.
      Tags: dild
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
    14. WILD, DILD or a dream

      by
      gab
      , 05-16-2015 at 09:48 PM (Turquoise Dreams)
      5.16.15

      Finally had a night off last night, after 11 days working straight and 65 hour work week. I slept for 12 hrs from 3pm yesterday till 3 am today, then 2 hr WBTB to WILD and slept 2 more hours.

      Had a dream of me WILDing. Can't decide if low level LD or a non-ld. Especially since my LDs and transitions had changed so drastically lately.

      Som I'm WILDing, when I realize I don't have to wait for any sign, just stand up and walk away. I'm happy that I remembered and I do just that. I get outside of my window, which is on the second floor and start climbing up on the roof, which I always loved doing in my dreams. Now that I think of it, it proly was a LD, because I just remembered I was worried that it will be over before I reach the roof. I got up and saw that everything is covered in fog and the city in the distance was barely visible. I rejoiced and remembered how much I loved doing that - watching the world from the roof. (I never done it in WL, btw) So I sit down and watch the world. When it fades, I get out of bed again and climb up the roof again.

      I find my old collection of metal pins that for some reason my dad hid on the roof. Someone tells me he was selling them off to support his habit while I was overseas.
      Categories
      lucid
    15. Should have been epic

      by
      gab
      , 04-10-2015 at 04:35 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      4.9.15

      Last night bed 11pm - 7am

      WBTB 7am - 7:42am

      Got up to potty at 8:46
      Got up at 9:09 to eat a slice of bread

      Woke up at 11:48, about 30 min after the main event.

      So this was something new. So I settle on my sofa with pillows high in almost sitting position as usually, and both cats rush to take their spots on me, as usually. I welcome their presence, since I know I can WILD even with them stirring on me. I pull the lem of my robe that is on top of my pillows over my eyes to make it dark. Nothing unusual about all that.

      But then, literally just 5-10 min after I close my eyes. I feel the strongest sensation in my face mostly, and also in my head. Similar to sensation I feel when I'm falling asleep. I call it "dipping down, or going down". It feels to me as I'm going deeper, one level after another, into me, into sleep. It's also similar to sensation in my head just as I'm entering lucid state.

      So I'm not asleep yet, but my face and head are saying that I'm lucid. Now I remembered I should have tried rolling or motionless RCs. Damned. Something was going on. And this was going on till I got up first time to potty, continued after and was still happening when I got up second time to eat.

      At some point I manage to fall asleep and I'm instantly lucid. I recognize I'm in my childhood bedroom. Split second urge to fly out the window but making a consious decision to exit via door. The apartment door is halfway opened, but it closes as I reach for it. At first I think it's mom or dad coming home and I say "Hi...". But when the door closes, I sense something not good and as I'm trying to open it, it puts up a fight and it's just like in my non-lucids, when doors are being held shut by something. I feel like I made this happen, coz I got a quick "bad feeling" just before it started.

      To my biggest surprise I wake up, still with lucid sensations all over my face and head.

      I fall asleep and I'm pretty sure I'm lucid again. I'm showing some kids how I can fly, or at least I tell them, that I could fly, but not always. And sure enough, I can't fly. I'm making swimming motions upwards and I'm slowly ascending. I'm holding hand with a child, and he is holding another ones hand, and there is about 5-6 of us, and I'm pulling us all upwards. It's hard, so I'm pulling myself along by grabbing things on some buuildings that look like towers made of stacked books. I'm affraid they will start falling over, but they are not.

      Next dream:
      I'm in some school. It's huge. Connected via some doors and corridors with another school next to it. I somehow enter that other school, and when I'm coming back, I think I'm not returning to the same reality I had left from. But I can't be bothered trying again and looking for the door to my correct reality. I'm thinking whatever, this one may be fine as well.
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
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