non-lucid

I'm talking with mismagius. There are lines of text appearing, like in chat. We are discussing something.

DR 2:
I am walking with few others outside. There is nothing there, just some fields and trees. But that path was leading somewhere. It was getting dark and I realized we left too late and we need a flashlight. I was a bit mad at myself how come I don't have one on me. I look back and we already walked a good distance, so going back for a flashlight was not really possible. I pulled out some small gadget that had a small very bright light on it. It was not enough to light the way, but at least alerted others not to bump into us.

Last night bed 8pm - 3:30am

I recalled this dream as soon as I sat in my car on my way home from work and was about to buckle my seat belt.


DR:
I'm sitting in a luxury sedan. All white interior, everything leather. Looks brand new, shiny, beautiful. I see the driver stepping on the breaks frantically, but they dont work. I look down and I'm not buckled. He says we are about to crash. The force of innertia is making it hard for me to move, and everything is in slow motion, as I race time to reach for a belt and buckle up if even just a second before we hit the wall. Not sure if I made it on time.

Last night bed 12am

Bad dream
I walk into a room to see if a person is still sleeping. The ceiling fan is going really fast, faster than it should. The room is dark, just a bit of light coming through closed blinds. I flip the switch to shut it off, but it goes even faster. I can feel the air on my face. I know some entity is doing it and there is no way I'm gonna go into the room to check on this person.

Later on
Latin America. Drug lord is caught and his people are lined up at the wall. I am one of them but I'm also shooting them with an assault rifle. There are old people and women in there and I figure that government soldiers are trying to wipe the slate clean. Now I am the druglord, I walk out with my hands up, holding some paper and somehting else in my hand and they are about to shoot me.

Some kind of a theater, stadium seating. We are getting away from there. Me an 3-4 others are escaping through a city. Dodging police, busting holes in the wall to get through, creating distractions, looking at the faces in the crowds to be vigilant of those that want to stop us.

After we get to where we were going, we need to get back. This was getting tireing.

Bed around 8 am - 3:47am

DR at 11:57pm
I'm walking outdoors with lots of people. Feels like when we went on these kinds of walks with "civil defence class". I follow one guy who is really fast. We are climbing up a smallish hill. Grass is all stomped on and lots of dirt is showing from all the feel that went there before us. I try to grab on something and find places for my feet to get myself up the hill.

I come up to some old, concrete semi-circle platform hanging over some water. Looks like dam building over lake. I follow a narrow trail with my eyes and I find the place where I need to go. It looks like there is a shortcut, but it's a dangerous narrow path over the water. I look into water. Lots of leafs on the surface and mud and leafs on the bottom. Not too deep, maybe 4-5 feet. There is some wide pipe running on the bottom of it.

I don't want to fall into water and hit the pipe, so I decide not to take the shortcut. But the normal route is also dangerous. Looks like something from Indiana Jones. The panels of the road are wobbly and I feel like they are gonna fall while I walk on it, like a trap. So I figure I need to run across. Or go on this narrow concrete side, that looks stable.

I walk into a tiny circular booth standing in the middle of the platform. The walls are made of glass windows that cover the whole length of the room. I push them open so I can get out if I need to. I find some items that I feel will help me complete this task. Military badges, police badge, some money, other items.

Last night bed 8:30pm - 3:20am

1. Around 11:50pm
I'm walking down the street towards home. My elementary school is on the other side. Someone says that it's danegour outside because helicopters are attacking.

I listen and I see a russian attack helicopter in the distance. I tell the kid who is there to run up to the doorway and lay down so they don't see him.

2. Same time
I walk out to Ophelia's porch. It's kinda wrap around few sides of the house, at first story hight. It's made of dark red/brownish wood with large gaps between rails. I notice huge holes in the railings. They are cut out in round and oval shapes. As if a cannon ball demolished it and they cut it to make it safe and looking better. A huge bird carved out of wood or tree is sitting on the tree, looking at me. I look up and there is a camouflage net between the roof and the railing, over the barbeque. The are being attacked by some projectiles. One gap in the railing is really big and even when she told me how bad the last one was, I just then realize how dangerous it is and how close she came to harm.

3. 3 am
I'm new at the FBI. We are all sitting at the meeting. I am suppose to collect DNA samples from saliva from everybody and they are suppose to fill out their info. It's for later to see how closely the lab matches them, just for fun.

We are gathering our things to go on a team excercise. Getting on a bus, someone is fetching our bags of FBI clothes because that's the only thing we are suppose to take with us.

We get to a house. Something has happened and reporters pull up. Everybody walks out to talk to them, I stay behind and when they ask, I tell them I'm not going out, this is me time.

Bed 9pm - 4:40am

I just went up the ski lift and went down the other side of the mountain. Then I realized I left my car on the other side and was trying to figure out where I am and how to get to it. Finally gave up and was asking people in a pub or ski lodge for a lift to the low lands, haha. Back home.

Now I just got on a train. The whole wagon we are in is small and it has a cushion type of a bed from wall to wall. We put the kids to the middle, because both sides have sliding doors and for some reason they are broken. So I sit with my foot on the door handle pushing it in the closed position so it doesn't open. One kid tries to open it and I almost freak out because she is about to fall out. I open the courtain so kids can see the landscape.

Both dreams full of confusion, discomfort, fear, leaving something behind I don't want to leave. Losing something.

Bed 9:15pm - 3:30am

Dream around 1am:

I'm on some planet. I live on one side which is highly evolved. Somehow I end up on the other side.

I'm being chased by some young guy. At first I'm in a house with some others. Then I start running back to my side. Going through buildings, stores, corridors, escalators. A busy city with many buildings. I dive into doors, shops, hide behind counters and furniture. But there are glass features everywhere. Walls, doors. I always peak out at them and they always see me. I keep running.

Finally get to some place underground. Like a wide road tunnel. The road forks here. I feel a bit more safe, because it's close to the border and some female from the "good side" is there directing people.

She sends me to Immigration lane 2. I tell her I am citizen, I don't need lane 2. But she says they can admit me there too. So I hop on the escalator behind another woman and the sign above me says Immigration 2.

I get "back home". Talking to some family at the dinner table. I mention the "wrong side" but they correct me that they are just the "other side", not wrong or bad.

I have a feeling they had a chance to evolve with us, but they chose to remain less evolved so they can keep more freedom.

Bed 9pm - 3:30am

Finally a cool dream.

I'm in spy agency's HQ. I'm a spy being trained or prepped for a mission. Bunch of paperwork. Then trainer takes me with him to a prep room, sits me down and gives me a syringe. It's full of light yellow liquid. He tells me to inject myself. I know it's to prepare me for pain if enemy takes me and tries to hurt me. But I hesitate, so he gets fake mad and jabs me in left shoulder, then few times in the right shoulder.

Still at the agency, looking through a manual/magazine at the desk. Last page has a add for a movie. It starts to play. The redhead from X-Files and a blond take off their shirts, one stands behind the other and they start having fun. I'm surprised and I worry a child could be in the room and I don't want them to see it. So I close the magazine. (saw the commercial for new X-Files movie just before bed).

Wooo cool dream. Thank you, come again!

Went to bed at 8:30pm - 4:50am

I woke up at 2:30 and I couldn't sleep on my bed anymore because of my back, so I moved to sofa. I start work at 6am today, so still had some time to sleep.

I think this was a ferst dream on sofa:

DR:
I'm standing on top of the stairwell in my moms house. I look at my hands and I'm trying to get my fingers to be longer. They are not getting longer, but I know they can, because I'm dreaming. I mentally yell at them "longer, longer" and I pull on them with my other hand and my left pinkie kinda gets longer. I say "there you go" and jump in the air off the stairs and fly out the window over the first landing.

But I wasn't lucid. So this was weird. But the flying was so effortless and smooth.

This at night.

I'm sitting in a small room in one room apartment with a woman and a man. Man walks to the door and he says "oh man, look at this worm". I'm like "how it got there?" He replies that maybe from some potted house plants.

I'm thinking it's gotta be big, since all those exotic worms are. It starts coming closer to me when he tries to chase it out. I say to him not to chase it towards me. I get a good look at it. It's maybe a foot long (30 cm), shape of a question mark with his head raised. He has a tuft of hair on his head and large eye. He is moving like a slithering sea horse. I grab a piece of cardboard and shoo him away. I can feel him impact it and I can tell he is heavy.

He hides in some bushes and the girl with me sticks her hand in there to look for him. I'm like "you gotta be crazy sticking your hand where you can't see".



This dream from few days ago.
I'm sitting on a low metal roof. I prop myself up with my hands to jump down. What I didn't notice was some flat metal sticking out vertically. It cut both my palm. I go to a guy who is a doctor to ask him if that needs stiches. It's not even bleeding and only thin red line suggests that I have a cut. But he bends my palms and as they separate you can tell they are cut almost all the way through. He probes the wound with his thumb and it gets all messy and bloody. i wonder why, when it's clear it's a big wound.
(few days ago we talked about thumb/palm rc and how I can't do that anymore because it became so real and bloody and painful)

Last night's dream:

I open the fridge and one egg in there has a visible beak and two more protrusions, like a bird and his wings are getting too big for the egg. I get a very bad feeling, as if I abandoned my pet for a long time, as if I should have taken care of this much sooner.

I pull the egg out, set it on table, and the shell starts to peel to reveal a tiny bird. He flies out immediatelly, his wings so tiny and still wet, in my mind it's almost impossible for him to fly.

He lands on a groound where someone almost steps on him, then he lands on my shoulder, recognizing me as his mom.

Later there is a child, maybe 2-4 years old who is the bird at the same time.

Dreams during today's afternoon nap.
I'm walking down the street, towards the small store we used to frequent. I just got home from long time being away. I walk in the store and have to ask where the frozen items are, because I want an icecream.

Now I am on the edgo of some water. The man made edge is higher up over the water level, like in a swimming pool. But water seems to be ocean. I really want to go in there to join my brother, especially since it's so hot and I love the water. But I'm affraid of sharks.

There are some indeginous people there and some kind of priest is coming. I'm begging them to hide me because I'm scared I'll be singled out to be the only stranger there.

Off today, so slept from 9pmish last night till 6:30am today.

Recall one long dream.

DR 6:30am
I have practiced flying for a long time. I jump up in the air and when coming down, I'm trying to slow down my descent and feel how air under my feet is getting denser. (this is the sense I'm getting in a dream)

I jumo up and when coming down, I stop descending maybe half a foot above ground. It feels like standing on a magnet with pole that pushes me away.

I do it a few time and the feeling is amazing. I show this to some kids and they show it to their parents. They grab my arm and pull me horizontally through the air.

It's interesting that every time I jump and then I get to the top point of the jump I stop my descend with power of my mind.

I used to take flight like this as a child in my dreams. I jumped up and started flapping my arm, pushing hard against the air under my hands. I did this few times, till the air under my flapping arms felt much thicker and was able to keep me in the air.

I kinda wanna try it right now, haha.

I'm off today so slept 9:20pm - 6:30 am

Had 3 distinct dreams.

DR1 10:53pm
I am in a huge place. It's a shape of a swimming pool, with all corners rounded and it's made from yellow/brow/greenish dirt and sand. Has a feel of foundry or some other place that has huge machinery and railings on the floor, walls and a ceiling and deals with molten metal. Somehow I'm flying near the ceiling, or I'm on some machinery being taken to the other end of this room. Trying to figure out something, how to fit some equipment to the one already there or something like that.

DR2 2:57am
I'm looking at some emails that were lost till now. They were send in May (I know in a dream it's already August) but they were delivered just now. I'm reading them. One says something about mom of some kids not being comfortable with some social events done on behalf of her kids.

6:30am
I'm with a large group of people in New York. They seem to be owners of some grocery store and other ultra rich people. I don't feel right among them, they seem to think I belong there. One older lady speaks to me in Yiddish and I'm thinking now they will realize I'm not one of them.

Everybody has a bike now and they give me a different bike. It's ultra slim frame and wheels. They are designed for street races. I'm testing it out as we all start to bike as a group. I'm testing the hand breaks, righ is the back and left is the front brake. I keep my feet down a bit before I sit on the seat to see if it's not too high. We bike through some snow and ice and kids are playing street ice hockey there. Looks like a sports park, because another group of bikers come in opposite direction so I'm not worried that we will disturb the players. I clearly see the snow and ice on the ground and I wonder why, since it's not winter.

Bed at 7pm last night, slept till 3am. Recalled 3 dreams at night when going potty, and one at work later on.

DR 1 - 11pm
Long dream being at work, tediously looking through dozens of boxes for the right product and right code.

1:20am - DR 2
Looking out the window I see some mountains in the distance and I'm trying to figure out what that noise is. Then I see a steep mountain with steep green sides that blows it's top in violent explosion. Heavy smoke, fire, and huge chunks of the mountain are flying through the air. It's all just a block away from us and I tell others we need to leave.

It becomes more urgent when pyroclastic flow gets to the house. It's several feet tall, grey, filled with all kinds of debris. It stops at the wall, but next push brings it inside of the house. I grab my brother and tell him with great sadness that we have to leave 2 cats and our mom behind. As we are walking by the garage, mom is there talking with neighbors and she is in no hurry to leave. Then we see our two cats and I try to scoop them up to take them with us. I think the danger is mostly over by now.

Same time, DR 3
Walking through some cinema like building. There are large circular pods ( like those in divergent which they used for surveilance). You are suppose to sit in them to watch movies. In the middle of the room there is a large screen. You suppose to pick a ganre then a movie you would like to watch in a pod. It's operated with hand gestures (like the 3 drones were in divergent). One persone is standing next to the screen to kinda help you if you need help.

DR4 - recalled at work
We are suppose to get a new bookkeeper

Last night went to bed at 6pm. Slept till 3am

Had at least 4 distinct dreams. Last one, we talked about traveling and comparing sand from some beach to sand from Nile.

Yesterday's dream:
I'm in Alaska.
Somebody has a problem with 2 spirits, a boy and a girl spirit. I'm recommending someone to take care of it, but then we realize tha person has connection to spirits as well.

I'm walking on a street. I have only regular shoes on, so I'm careful not to slip. Streets are covered with ice from snow that melted then froze again. It's very slipery, has some puddles and it's not even. I get to some stores and restaurant that have an awning and that makes the walkway a bit more safe. I'm thinking I should eat there some local Alaskan fish, since I'm in Alaska.