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Today I remembered 3 dreams, but I lost memory of first one before I woke up from bed.

Dream #1 (about 11 a.m local time)
I was in some sort of village in 1939-1945, probably in Poland. Weather was was windy and cloudy it was a little bit dark like autumn evening. I was running away from gestapo or other nazi agency (it wasn't specified in my dream). I asked people for help or place to hide but nobody responsed so I crossed the main village road. It was made of mud and I almost slipped. I entered to someone backyard and I opened door to basement. I saw 2 people inside (probably the owners) so I ask them for hiding. They agree. I went inside and man led me to special place in his basement. After crossing hidden door I was in some kind of forest. It was dark like night, and I saw snow and frozen mud. We went to the end of main road of tha forest and that was my place for hiding

Dream #2 (about 1 p.m local time)
I entered to area of big jail. I was outside on the road. Structures was made of red bricks and architecture was old. Weather similar like in dream no. 1 - windy and cloudy but I dont remember what season it was. I passed side road and entered to building. I was in dark room probably in undergrounds. For some reason I had long sharp knife and magazine. I tried to hide that knife because I dont want to have any problems. After that I left the building and I left the entire area. On the end of dream I passed main gate.

Tonight I remembered 3 dreams, but I’m a lazy bastard so I will write down the most interesting one. Anyway, it passed a lot of hours so I have holes in my memory.

I don’t remember the beginning of this dream. I was with pretty woman (she was my friend but I don’t know her from real life) on unspecific place, probably in some kind of city in middle of night. She ran forward maybe 20-30m from me.
-Hey, wait for me! – I said
She looked at me and gaily smiled. I approached to her.
-You know… I very like you. Very – she said.
-I feel same way to you. You are very special for me.
-Really?
-Yea!
I looked at her smiling face and grabbing her shoulders. She had long light-brown hairs and thick eyebrows. I saw streetlight reflecting in her blue eyes.
-What do you think about date tomorrow? – I asked
-It looks great!
I started to feel weird, very strong and nice feeling and my rushing heart. “Wow that must be a feeling of love. I never felt that before” I thought. My girlfriend grab my hand and we climbed on nearby hill. To the end of dream I was observing this new feeling.
The most interesting thing in that dream is that I was very aware of my feelings. It wasn’t a lucid dream nor even half lucid. But I was aware of that strong feeling. I almost started to meditate.

In this night I memoriaied 3 dreams but I forgot them very fast. But I made WBTB (failed as usual) and I got 1 more dream:
I was playing in card game, pretty similar to "Duel Master". I recognized that I have so good deck so I can beat enemy in one turn. I wanted to test that on my friend but he made unexpected move that make my strategy invalid. I asked him for undo his move and he agree. I took my cards and I started shuffle them.

13.03.23
#1
I’m sure it was a first REM dream because when I woke up I saw that I was lying in the same position when I was falling asleep, so ofc this dream was very short. And what I was dreaming about? I not gonna lie – it was porn dream. Without any special scenes.
Bc this dream was short I count this as fragment.

#2
Dream no. 2 I memorised for half day but I was waiting too long time with writing this dream and I cannot remind what about this dream was. I will not count that dream.

#3
This dream was during my nap. I was child and I went to my grandfather’s room for something (I don’t remember what). After some minutes I went back to my room passing my grandmother. I went inside and sit on couch between my mom and sister. The grandmother went to us and she started to yell at us bc someone didin’t segragate trash. After short dialogue she went away.

My sister was forced to throw away some of her toys (both of us we where childs) so I told her what it looked when I threw away my toys. I started to cry and my mom hugged me.


#4

It was dark outside. I recognised some burglar was escaping from police. I helped near policeman bu catching him .


14.03

#1
My friend (I don’t know that person in real life) woke me up and told that somebody stole his tabacco. I stand up and went to local shop that looked like shop near my garden plot. Inside of the shop I saw owner trying to hide tabacco. He didin’t saw me so I went back and called police.
When policeman and my friend come I showed where the tabacco was hidden

#2
I don’t remember beggining of this dream. I was driving on bike to my friend to pay him visit. When I was talking with him I sam bluck fluffy mold on white walls in his room. It was growing slowly but fast enough to see that process with naked eye. I told him about this and he was scared. Together we started remove that mold with duct tape (in the same way like we epilate hairs on skin). This method was unefective and soon I smell unplesant scent of mustiness. I told to my friend „Wait I’ll go to my home and I will get some chem”. I was teleportated to my house and I tried to find some anti-mold chem but the best thing I found it was a isopropanol.

07.03.23
Today I had dificulty night because I had 40 minutes of sleep latency, my sleeping was shallow and I slept 5h in total. I memorised only 1 dream.

Dream #1
I don’t remember the begining of dream. I was near my college and group of my friends come to me and they asked about my notes, raports, exams and other stuff. I told them „I already passed college I dont care about this. I don’t have any of this stuff”. They started to beg me about this because they want to pass college in easy way and I ALWAYS have something. I told „First I need to check what I have in my home. Until this I cannot promise anything”.
[…]
I was in my home checking for something. Then, whenI get out of my home I met some of my friends. „Sorry guys I don’t have anything”. I don’t remember they reaction and (in dream) I don’t cared about them. After I went on walk. I got new earphones and smartphone from my dad and I wanted to listen a music but the earphones was incompatible.

08 - 10.03.23
I paid a visit to my friend and because of alcohol and inreagular sleeping I don't even trying to remember dreams

11.03.23
In general I remembered one fragment and one fully dream, but I forgot the dream and i'm unable to recovery that memory

DF #1
I was a woman and I went down in staircase. It was a little dark and the staircase was very old. When I was going down I met my friend

12.03.23

I come with 2 other (non defined) persons to unknown house. One persone went around the building and I and other guy went inside. The interior looked simply I saw some cracks on yellow wall, old furnace, cooking pots and plates. The house has two more roomes – small toilet (this room was inspected by nobody) and small sleeping room. Inside we (I and other person) saw two-person bed with sleeping person covered by white duvet. I went outside and told to my companion „I know what is inside. Don’t uncover him, just let’s leave” but my companion didn’t listen to me and he uncovered corpse. We escaped from house. Now this house looks different – like big tent inside bigger hause.

Dream scenery changed for sohrt time. I was a diver underwater and I was looking for something (I dont remember). Someone caught me and that person said to me that I’m not allowed to dive. After short conversation I convinced him to allow me diving.
Again the scenery changed now I was inside shop and I tried to find some material to re-craft my diving gear

Today I memorised a lot of dreams! I thinkt it is my life record

Dream #1
I was in my childhood as kid and it was afternoon probably winter but without snow, sky probably cloudy (I think so because light was a little bit tinted). With my friends (2-3 additional persons I didn't count them) we were playing together but I don't remember what kind of play it was. We were playing near local general shop and the owner invited as for dinner and we accepted it. We waited few minutes so we spent this time on joking and laughting. She gave us fried pork chop with boiled potatos (traditional polish dish). I didn't feel a taste at all.

Dream #2
My dad bought new electrical car. It was black station wagon with unspecified car brand. He showed me inside of the car and after this he showed me electrical bike he got as a bonus to car. The bike had blue frame with black sign and trims. Model was crosscoutry or MBT. He made first test drive around our house estate. Also he showed me that this bike can climb on 45 degree hill we have near. Now its my tur for the test drive! I made the same route around housing estate and also I tried to climb on 45 degree hill. It was easy. In general driving with that bike was really fun and I loved that bike. I ask my dad if I can keep this bike for myself but he refused. After we talked about bike technical specification: Power consumption, battery cappacity, weight etc.

Dream #3
I was on beach in the night. Saw ancient chinese architecture with lights and alot of people far away. "It's not suppose to be like this. I'm not in China" I though. But I decide to went in this direction and I was savoring with beautiful traditional chinese view. The dream has changed. Now I'm prince. I saw my future wife on stairs and was waiting for me. I ran to her and she hugged me


Dream #4
I don't remember the beginning of this dream, but I "captured" ship with 2 other persons. It was about 200m long bulk carrier moored to shore. We unmoored the vessel and started to move. Another vessel showed ahead of us controlled by our enemies. They made collision course with us and we tried to avoid contact with them but we failed - enemy rammed us and damaged our hull and steering system. Captain ordered me to take emergency steering mode on. We rotate our ship by 180 degree and tried to flee but we hit quay and vessel was too damaged


Dream #5
I was in aquapark with friend. We were swim on deep swimming pool. He preferred to stay on water surface but I love diving so I spent almost entire dream underwater. When I emerged from water my friend asked me if it is possible to coming here everyday. I said "Yea, I can come here everyday for free, but I prefer come here every other day". He was a little sad but he said "That's fine".



Dream Fragment #1
My friend or superrior (I don't remember relation between us) made prank quest (quest like in video games) for somebody. The quest taker take that quest and after completing he was so angry at us so he casted meteorite on us. I don't remember details of this dream I thing what I remember is day time - it was night.

Today I slept only 4h but i'm sure I will sleep more today. Also I reminded dream from yesterday, but right now is only a fragment.

Dream from yesterday:
I was in jail as prisoner but I don't remember why I got jailed. My cell was very tight and I was closed with 5-6 other persons. For some reasons guards left the cell open so I could just go somewhere and I did it. I wanted go to toiled but I got lost. after few minutes of walking the guard found me and he thought that I escaped. I tried to explain him that I just go to toilet but he didn't believed me :/

Dream Fragment #1
I was near my home in middle of the night. I went in direction of my favorite market.

Dream Fragment #2
I was on submarine and we had some minor leakage. I spent few minutes on reparing hull.

Dream fragment #3
I was in my sister's flat (it is false memory - my sister in real life is living in different place). I fed her cat and went on walk. It was middle of night. In entire dream I didn't met any person nor animal (excluding that cat). My dream was completly empty. Empty roads without any car, no sounds, no DC. I was alone

This night was dificult for me. I fall asleep alrmost 3h after I went do bed and when I woke up I didint remember any dream. Also I had problem with falling asleep during WBTB but it was done (I failed of course but it was done).

Dream 1
I got a contract on the small bulk carrier ship. It was the same vessel when I had my first contract in real life - M/V Vines - "I wish I will not meet with the same bosun like las time" I thought. And of course I'm lucky guy so I met him again xD "Okay, that's fine" I thought. He greet me. [...]
[...] I was on the brigde with almost entire crew. I was suprised that nobody called me for mooring operation because we are already in next port. How it is even possiible they moored entire ship without me. In this moment I heard that somebody called me via VHF radio. I responsed and that person said what I need to do. I told him I'm not understand him (his voice was deformed by my dream) and asked him for repeat. He said something but I still didn't understand him, so I just went down to him. On deck the 2nd officer ordered me to close all cargo holds. This is second time when I was suprised in this dream bc our cargo were cars and they left. Anyway, I found power switch for crane but the crane wasn't operate. The officer discover that the cargo hold covers are light enough to lift and move by 2 mens, so we made it by our hands.

This night is difficult to describe for me. I woke up several times in night/morning and I remembered 4-5 dreams fragments but I immediately forgot most of them. Maybe later I will able to recall them but I don't think so.

1st dream:
I remember only a main topic. I cannot recall any memories from this dream, I remember only a topic. It was about working at ship. Because it isn't a dream fragment I will not count in competition.

2nd dream:
I was dreaming about Russian-Ukraine war (second time in this week wtf). My point of view was pretty similar to game "Heart of Iron 4" and I was playing as Ukraininian comannder. I made sea landing in netherland (name of city or port wasn't specified) but my troop was defeated. My point of view changed. Now it was similar to game "World of Tanks" (but it wasn't this game). I was "playing" as t-34/57 and fighting against 2 shermans (I don't remember what exactly model, I think it was M4A4 but i'm not sure). I was drive my tank around 1st sherman in this way I can avoid direct contact with second one. After destroing first sherman I focused on fighting with another one. I don't remember result. Even if I lost the battle, I was survive for sure. As a person I went inside some kind of warehouse and looking for something.

And now, I'm not sure if next part was in the same dream because the next part is in the same warehouse, but I thing it was in diferent REM phase (I remember I woke up twice in night between these dreams). I will count both parts as 1 dream just for sure (anyway it is only 1 point difference, and I'm playing for fun not for points)

I was in warehouse. I looking for something. It was very dark inside. I think it was night time. During exploration I was attacked by chupacabra so I just fled into forest. I joined to not specified group and our mission was to re-enter into this warehouse. During exploration I went into toilet and I was this time attacked by owner of this warehouse.
Next parts of my memories are completely chaos. I have some pieces of memory but I have no idea where to put them on time axis.

When I woke up I remembered 1 full dream, and 1 fragment, but I quickly forgot what was about the first one (If I remind then I will write).

The fragment I memorised was about... Dream Views forum. I don't remember what I was doing, propably I was participating in Spring Competition. I remember I was writing something on my computer.

01.03.23
I totally forgot the competition is starting 1st march (for some reason I thought it is 5th march ), and so shame bc 28.02 i had short LD so its doesn't count Anyway, yesterday I had 1 vivid non-lucid dream and one regular non lucid dream. Because it was yesterday I dont remember these dreams so good right now (I have only tags in my notebook)

1st one:
I won some kind of lottery and my reward was studying on very prestige college. In general that lottery was for "rich studens" and I won by accident. I packed my luggage and black limousine come to me. I entered inside with one other guy. [...] We where in old part of town. Propably it was germany - I can recognize classic medival germany architecture. The limousine was drive along to river, and the sky was ligtht, clear and sunny. I very enjoy that trip. [...] My destination was some kind of seminary. When I come in to my dorm I left my luggage and I went on walk. I met my friend from high school.


2nd
The Russian-Ukraine war was break out and army conscript me into. I dont remember what was my role in army, but some part of training I got in seminary.

Funny thing is that in both of dreams I had education in seminary

A few days ago I was thinking about something like DJ, but not exactly. I mean... something all-in: Dreams, reflections, ideas etc. Just like blog. This will be hard to me, because my english is not perfect, but I hope, I will improve that lang soon - here, with your help Also I start today my "Oneirobook" in my original lang, on my small notebook, so I will first write my logs in the notebook, and after, I will translate that here (If I find some time).

So... let's get started.

My dream signs: darkness, death, suffering

24.07.18
Dream:
I don't remember well my todays dream. I was dreaming about I play in hide and seek, with my friends. I was not a child. My age was unknown, but probably I had 21 years, like nowadays. It was dark. I hide between thuyas in my garden, but I was dressed in white clothes. [I don't remember that part]. In next stage, I was hiding behind door. My sister found me pretty fast, so I took my pistol, and shoot her. I don't know if she survived that, or no (I shoot in her head), because the dream jump into other scenario.
I was in game, like PFS, and I had still my gun. I was climbing on ramps, and killing enemies. Ramps were like levels in game. On the end of my dream, I had flamethrower, and I had 12% hp xD


SP:
I wake uped at 6 a.m, but at 8 a.m I was sleepy, so I decided go to bed and try WILD. At the beginning I just lie on my bed, and just listen music. I cannot fall asleep, because I keep my attension on musics text. But, when I stopped that, then I took fast SP, and after hipnagogs. I was playing with my HH, when my dad called me. Im with difficulty wake up, and answer my dad. After this I go back to bed I took next SP very fast. I was try again playing with HH, but I again hear my parents call. I must put a lot of work to stop SP and wake up. When I wake up, then I heared my little cousin. Suddenly I wake up again. That was a FA! And the parents call was fake too! I was angry and come back to sleep again. And again I had SP pretty fast. And you know? My parent IRL exhort me one more time! xD I looked on my watch. It was at 10 a.m