MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.

Music

I had a dream that my guides were trying to teach me how to remember music from dreams. I remember hearing this song:

I also remember Raven Knight learning a song. She was at the keyboard and smiling. she was saying as she was playing. "Yes, I can finally play this music!!!"

Super WTF dream

At first I Remember trying to enter a room with a bunch of guys in it, but i had to fight my way through.

Later I'm with Jaas climbing a snowy mountain and walking up trails at night time. We go up one until it goes almost straight up. Jaas falls and we both slide down the path. We pick another directiion but eventually the same thing happens, so we go down the mountain.

Now I'm walking around... from my lower lip to my chin is a zipper holding my skin in that part together. I am trying to zip it up but it hurts.

I am by a strange fire with some people, I think my brother's gf jen was there. I have a bottle containing the reamains of the DV member Vira. In the dream I am told she died of liver failure from cancer or something. I open the bottle and her remains are mixed in with shampoo. I pour it on the fire and a huge smell fills the air. It smells like bubbly shampoo and well... death. Jen says that was someone who recently died that Iput on the fire. I said yes. She said from the smell of it that it seemed like the person's death was rather quick.

Don Juan

some dream with don juan in it. I can't remember what happened, just that he was in it.

★★★

Flying

I became lucid somewhere outside with a bunch of people. H was there merged with Asuka (seriously what is up with that?). I flapped my arms and flew up and hit my head on a ceiling. H looked up and said "hey how do you do that" I said it's a dream or something and she floated up with me. We flew up somewhere and i grabbed her and kissed her. Asuka was now now wearing a sailor girl outfit. I remember feeling the fabric on her back while we kissed. it felt pretty real. I can't remember what happened after.

Finding LSD

I was with my brother somewhere and he pointed to a jacket or something. I unraveled it and found another cloth underneath it. I unwrapped the cloth and found two bags. One bag was a full sheet of blotter LSD, in the other bag were smaller amounts but the pieces were cut out in the shape of animals. I tore off a piece of the blotter sheet and ate it.

I took the other bag with the smaller stuff with me and put it my pocket and took off. I walked down a hallway for some time and noticed people were following me. I thought they had suspected me of carrying drugs so i found a bathroom and went there. I went into a stall and pulled the baggy out and looked at the shapes of acid paper. I looked and saw there was a window in the stall and the people were walking into the bathroom. I was worried if they had seen me so i flushed the bag down the toilet.

Pumpkin house

I was driving with my dad at night time. We were heading to a place i seemed to know how to get too. We went down some sort of rocky road near a mountain. I told my dad when we passed the driveway, but he insisted his way was the right one. Up ahead we hit a road block and had to turn back. We founf the driveway and turned in. The driveway all the way to the house was lit with jacko lanterns on each side. We went in.

I became lucid going up some stairs. I wanted to make sure my perception was correct so when i got to the top of the stairs I looked back and took a mental note of what they looked like. I turned my head away and looked back to see if it would change. It was still the same, that meant i reached a solid dream place, probably someones house. I was going to incorporate more senses into the dream when I woke up.

there were other dreams but i forgot them by now.

★★★★

what?

I'm in some house or something. Romano is an older man showing me some CD cover with interesting art. I don't recall why he was showing me it.

sleep paralysis

I'm walking around on new years eve looking for a bar to go into. I find one and i see in the window some people are dancing. I go in and recognize the one waitress L. After a few minutes the place is empty and I'm talking to the waitress. The bar is now a house or something, and I decide to stay for the night.

I hit sleep paralysis, and i can feel my whole dream body going numb. I can see swirls of colors on front of me and focus on the center of the swirl. I think of a place i want to go. I think i want to go to J's dream so i focus on the person's name. The swirls stop and I'm looking at a strange room with walls made of blankets depicting clowns. I shift my gaze around and I see that the walls move around a bit and now I'm seeing a hallway at the end of the room. After a while I'm no longer looking at the picture but instead I'm almost inside the room. I can't feel the rest of my dream body.

FA, I get awoken by my family. They are talking to someone. I see the clock reads 8 and i decide i want to sleep in more but i check the kitchen to see who's there. I enter the room and see my mother talking to them, she's apologizing to my brother's gf for some reason. I look closely at my mother and see she has different eyes than usual.

FA, I'm in the house again but everything is dark. I find J looking for a light switch it doesn't work. I become lucid. J says "Why is it so dark in here?" I say "I don't know but i think this is a dream" suddenly a pain in my chest wakes me up.


Ledge

Flash of being outside on a house ledge. I keep climbing up and jumping down it.

Asuka gone again

Realising the previous dreams weren't up on a hill where my house is I go up to my house on the hill to look for asuka. I find her and she says she's leaving and never coming back. I was crying abit and i can't remember much of the conversation.

Another big screen.
Super wtf mountain climb.
- going down a trail. getting a ttacked by alien kids. but they give me a gift. A cop pulls me over and we both are eating old dutch chips.

★★★

Romano again.

I'm being forced to walk through endless winding hallways again with Romano. It's like navigating a maze.

Climbing

I'm in some strange tower and climbing it from the inside. At first i am walking up a staircase. a door leads to another staircase but it's blocked off. So I have to climb the walls.

A while later I'm in my house playing hide and seek with someone. i enter a lower cupboard. I don't seem to think I'll fit in it. but sure enough I do fit. I close the door all that way but it won't stay closed. I am fidgeting with the door when someone walks by.

Slides

I'm walking with the waking life version of asuka. I see some theme park in canada with gigantic slides... They look fun. I say to her "I'm sorry canada doesn't have as good as themeparks as you guys do in japan. but we could still have fun here."

A bomb

I'm in a living room with a GIANT television screen. I hear someone giggle and say "Let's see if he remembers this." They sit me down, dim the lights and play a movie. On the screen which surrounds me almost, i see a town and then a huge flash. When the flash ends i am seeing a city being destroyed by a nuclear bomb. But not like far away and looking through smoke. I can actually see all the destruction as it happens. The scene shifts to another city where another bomb goes off. It's much brighter and it seems to almost reach out of the screen, I get frightened and back up a few inches on the couch and just watch some more.

★★

Flying

I was with a group of people and decided to take off flying. I was going over an outside landscape that was lush with trees and a certain path. I flew until i came across the same scene that i had seen before. that looked like the one i left my friends on. while i was flying i knew that i had wings, i could feel them sort of.

Train WTF

I was on a train going through what appeared to be India. I got off the train and wanted to avoid some people so i hid with a couple others behind some strange trees. I waited for the other people to leave. When they were gone i left and found a bathroom and drank some tap water. It tasted wrong. I wondered if tap water in india was bad for you. I eventually boarded the train again.

House

Just being in a strange house and i appeared to be living with Jaas and his gf Haley.

★★★

Lucid and FA

I can't remember exactly when or how i became lucid. I was in a strange building with a few people. There was one guy that looked like Arthur from the Inception movie. For some reason i was trying to open a portal using him... i must have expected a portal to come out of his chest.

At one point i had to go pee and i found a place. I heard some girls coming. so i went up them and told them to go the other way so that I could finish. I hopped back up and found the arthur guy again. I pointed at him with my pinky trying to open a portal, didn't work. I said "I don't know why i always try to open portals with my pinkies". Arthur then sounded like he didn't ant to be a portal subject, so i knocked him out somehow. While he was laying there I jumped and let myself fall on him while i closed my eyes.

FA, I went out of the house, Arthur was there again. Some guy was trying to enter my house with cocaine. I did jiu jitsu or something because i had the guy on the ground in some weird choke hold. I knocked him out and threw his cocaine somewhere, some guy said i shouldn't put it there, so i found another place for it. I turned around and three black yappy dogs ran across the street. One jumped up and started biting my arm. I was fighting him off when a second yappie dog jumped and bit my arm too.
While I was struggling with them, there was a fourth Yappie dog, but he was bigger and seemed like a person. He had dark human eyes and had an aura. He was just watching me fight off the little dogs. I think he was romano, who likes to be dogs in dreams. anyway i threw the one dog off, I saw a white yappy dog biting Arthur's crotch and threw the other yappy dog at him which bit his arm now and was hanging by his teeth. the Romano dog began walking towards me.

Missing time

Asuka wtf

I was in some building and my friends girlfriend kept hitting on me. I also recognised asuka in her. I was uncomfortable with her hitting me, because it was my friend's gf.

★★★★

Notes- i am surrounded by cops. They shoot me in a parking lot. My head rests in Asuka's lap, another blond woman comes to comfort me in the dream, maybe Shawna.

- I am with Nomad in the middle of a battle. He is swirling around as various rainbow colors and turns into a dog.

Don Juan Describes Initiating an apprenticeship

I am with don juan. I can't really recall where we had this discussion:
DJ: Tell me about the man you met.
Me: Weeks ago I had seen a psychic, Someone who can see spirits. She told me I would go to a place called Pine lake, and that there, I would meet a mentor. I wasn't sure what she meant by mentor, that could be anything, money managing, music or anything else... My last guess was that he would have been that he would be a sorcerer. I had no idea what pine lake was at the time she had told me,but nonetheless my brother invited me there a few days later, That was something which was impossible for me to ignore.
Dj: You followed that action without question then?
Me: Yes, That is until I saw him. When I saw him I KNEW he was the man I was supposed to meet, But I wasn't sure. I Hesitated before even talking to him.
Don juan then hit me on the back. We were now floating over a familiar scene, which looked like a dream representation of the campground, many details and places were out of place, but nonetheless it was the same. I saw myself sitting on a bench at an outside cafeteria, close by were some doors leading into a music hall, on the other side was a short hill leading down towards two baseball diamonds where a couple baseball games were going on. I was seated on the lower seat, and sitting up higher on the bench and resting his feet on the lower seat was a man with long black hair, tied in a ponytail. He was dark skinned, He could have been any number of races. Don juan said that he looked almost like and ancient meso american indian. I corrected Don Juan as to the man's supposed true race. Don Juan said that I myself have read some of that races mythological beliefs and that some of it lined up uncannily with his lineages knowledge. He said either Casteneda had read those beliefs and put forgeries into his books, or that the two races weren't two races, they had an ancestral heritage. He then mentioned that the people of old, before the age of reason, Traveled to every continent on earth and settled in many places, Including entire lineages of sorcerers. We watched the scene some more, Eventually I got up and walked away.
DJ: Why did you leave him sitting there, when you knew he was the man you were supposed to meet?
Me: I wasn't sure. It was a flight response, I didn't realize it at the time, but in the back of my mind was "Is this REALLY REAL?"
Dj: You should not have hesitated to approach him. Such hesitation could mean life or death in an act of sorcery.
We coninuted watching the scene as it shifted. I was back at the bench by myself watching the man who was inside the entertainment hall. He was walking and and a dog brushed up to him.
Me: I remember that! Before the dog came I was just thinking he was the one whom I was supposed to meet.
Dj: That was your omen, and yet, you just sat there. It was an omen for him as well in his own way.
Then scene shifted again, This time I was walking out of the music hall and the man sat on a farther bench, He was calling to a small black dog that looked like a cross between a black lab and a weiner dog, But the dog ran to me instead and I bent down and petted it.
DJ: That was his second omen.
Me: I knew it was for him as well.
DJ: Then it was an omen for you as well, and yet you still didn't approach him.
The scene shifted, to me standing close to the stage in the hall watching a band, and the man behind me roughyl 10 feet away. He kept looking at me. My energy body reacted and sprouted wings... but they weren't wings, more like tentacles that came from my back where wings would be.
DJ: He was seeing you then, You put on a display for him and he caught it, you had him more than intrigued at that point.
The Scene shifted to a merely empty hall in between bands. I finally approached the man and sat down beside him. As if on cue a black dog approached me, I petted it and said to myself "well, aren't you the messenger?" The man then laughed. and we began a dull conversation. I then meekly told him the story of why I was there. The man looked shocked, and then changed the subject. I excused myself saying I was going to my campsite. He walked with me until we came to the point where the main camping area was, which was downhill. My camp was on the other end behind the baseball diamond. When i continued walking the man looked confused as to my leaving
DJ: You are much like Carlos used to be when I first began to teach him. All this time the man thought you were a Sorcerer like him, because he thought you could see. He saw all the omens of you being a Nagual, the dogs and your display of control over your own energy body, He even heard you mention why you were there and who you were supposed to meet, and then he knew he was going to be an integral part of that. Much of what was said in your conversation was meaningless, by then the Nagual had taken control of the situation. He thought you could see, he was going to give you a demonstration of what he knew... and then you left. And that baffled him, Much like I was baffled when mescalito took a liking to Carlos... Here was an idiot insisting on an overindulgence in talking to himself, and constantly anylising everything to the point of nausea, and yet mescalito played with carlos like they were childhood friends. That's how baffled that man was, at an idiot over indulging in hesitation, even inspite of the fact that the spirit is screaming Omens and trying to get him to act.
Again The scene shifted. In the scene i had mustered up the courage to confront the man, I was standing at the other doors to the hall mingling with people, and then looking over at the man a few times, letting him know that I was ready. The man left the building, while I was still talking to him. He then turned around and looked at me for a second until I noticed him. He began walking further as I followed behind him.
DJ: He was trying to grab your attention with his eyes, he wanted you to follow him for sure this time.
The man walked down a small hill into a valley where most of the camping took place. He quickened his pace to his campground, sat down by the fire and kept to himself, he seemed to be focusing on something. I followed down the hill a mere seconds after looking for him, I wandered close to his campground only separated by.... nothing. In my memory there was a trailer, but in the scene were was none there. A sleeping dog got up and walked in my direction. It stopped and faced me. It's actions were very deliberate. It gazed at me, I stopped in my tracks, backed up a step or too and looked again. The dodg shiften out of sight and came back again, Then I leaned forward slightly, eyes wide and said a low "WOOOOW!" I then turned and walked away.
DJ: That's what what he came to do. He knew the spirit had pointed you out to him, but that you needed to be pushed. He sensed that you were unsure of the encounter, so he had to act fast before he left. He had to hook you, and that's what he did. He Used his intent to shift your assemblage point, and then he used his double to inhabit the dog. You've heard of Lonewolf speak of similar things when he talks about using the assemblage point of a coyote, and how a coyote will lend it's body to someone willing to shape shift into it's form. Although, there is no real shape shifting involved, The dog lent itself to that man, just like your dream body lends itself to your awareness, or can lend itself to any other dreamer. You know all this of course, but haven't articulated it yet, but you will.
Me: Did he hook me like you hooked carlos?
DJ: ina sense yes he did, But, he wasn't as aware of exactly what he was doing as when I was when I had to hook Carlos. The Nagual has a funny way of making sorcerers dance with one another, All participants are sure they know what they are doing while they are doing it, and yet the nagual guides their every move. In order for that to happen, they have to make themselves available to it. One way is following omens or signs of the spirit, which is what you both did. From that point on, the Nagual was running the show and palying you two baffoons like puppets to do it's will.
Me: He seemed pretty controlled of his actions to me, and he acted witha precision I have never seen anyone else on earth do.
DJ: yes, It may appear so, but that only means he has a cleaner connection to the spirit than you. He calls the Nagual or sppirit with different words. He will teach you them someday.
Me: If he does, we barely have any way to contact one another again.
DJ: Power Provides. Both of you are hooked into something now which is hard to escape from. Both of you have the intent to meet again. He may deny it to himself right now, in the same way in which you hesitated, but eventually you two will have to meet again, it's inescapable right now.
Me: Why did you call him a baffoon.
DJ: He was only a lot better than you at covering up his hesitations and doubts, He's been trained to do this in his spirtual practice, He's a baffoon because he's not 100% sure of himself, just like you are not 100% sure of yourself. I suppose that's why you two are well matched. But still He made himself available to the sppirit and he served as a catalyst for it to descend on you, That's his advantage over you. That is what you may have learn from him someday. If he ever teaches it. The only thing you can do for now is set your intent to meet him again, but Ultimately he decides whether or not you will meet again, He still has the power of choice whether to ignore the spirit or act with it. In a way he is hooked too.
Me: I am definitely hooked. I can't get my encounter with him out of my mind. and Now I see signs of the Nagual wherever I turn.
DJ: That's good then, You are oing your part. You should that hope he does as well.

★★★

Walking maze

I'm with Romano, The Sorcerer I met from my camping trip. He's making walk through this one building that is a maze, telling me to go down this hallway and that hallway etc. This goes on the entire dream. I ask him what is the point of all this? He says he is just seeing whether or not I will follow his instructions. He laughs.

Drunken kung fu

I'm in the hall where the bands were playing at the festival. For some reason I am dancing doing drunken kung fu... that I just seem to happen to know in the dream. Romano is watching, He morphs into a dog that has over exaggerated swirls for eyes. He runs through the mosh pit knocking people over, and then he flies up with bat wings and mounts himself self on the ceiling, Finally becoming a disco ball. I shake my head at his silliness.

Asuka needs healing

I am in the kitchen making a meal. Asuka keeps pestering me and calling me names, saying i can't cook. I flip her the bird.
Starcrat II

I'm at a video game store looking at a starcraft II game and pondering buying it.

Lucid

I became lucid randomly while I was beating up my brother. He was laughing in a strange way. I left and went to touch things to hold onto the dream. my memory fades there.

John Ritter and his Cronies

My inner world gets invaded by assholes, they infect Asuka with dark energy. They are being led by John Ritter? WTF. They turn me into a child and say that John is my father and will take good care of me. Um ok.

I have a FA and Asuka is a ghost over my bed with black crap coming from her mouth. I can't move and I'm paralyzed.

I will hunt you down one by one.

I catch up with the cronies in another dream. They keep telling me There's nothing i can do to get Asuka back. I say you guys are tough while together but mark my words. I will find each one of you alone and rip you to shreds... one by one. They blast me through a portal and laugh.

Taking one down

Data creates an invisible bomb and gives it to me. He says I should be a bird when going into one of the person's inner world or they will know it's me. I turn into a raven and go through a portal into the person's inner world. There's a few people there watching a TV So I fly into their apartment and go to the main lounge chair. I manifest human arms and read a newspaper to blend in a bit. I then find someone and implant the bomb inside them. I wait for a while and fly out waiting for an explosion but nothing happens. Data tells me he didn't make it properly.... Shit.

HH

Someone keeps feeding me HH messages saying that Asuka has no need for me anymore.

★★★

Walking somewhere.

I was with my friend Rusty from Didsbury. We were going to walk somewhere in the middle of the night. The place was a road with thick woods on the side. I remembered we were going to walk without flashlights.

Aliens

I was in my house with some people. A woman pointed at a window and said saturn was close to earth. I looked and saw a big planet in the sky, but it wasn't Saturn... at least it had no rings. Then "saturn" Turned into a UFO and started beaming people up with a white light. It would pick people up and then drop them a distance. Everywhere people were running and the UFO was having fun picking people up and dropping them or throwing them with the beam certain distance. I saw the beam try to shine in the house and then everyone hid somewhere. My memory fades.

Hidden town

This was a long dream. Me and my brother find a town in between Olds and didsbury, in reality there is no town in between this 15 km stretch. Anyway my brother is Driving and we wind up in this town. I have memeories of dropping his girlfriend there weeks ago in the dream. My brother is confused and doesn't know how to leave. I tell him the route I remembered we went down before in some alleyway.

At some point we are out of the car scoping the town out. It seems there's lots of stores and even a movie theater. It Transitions to nightime and I am walking by myself. I see Asuka and someone tries to attack her, So I put her into a protective bubble while I fight off the guy. Afterwards her bubble starts blowing away and I try to catch it. Somehow i get her out of the bubble but I don't remember how exactly.

I meet up with my family at a restaurant, I recognize one of the waitresses. I am drinking a coffee and realize there's no sugar in it. I pull a sugar packet out and rip it open... But the sugar looks like rice krispies or something and they soak up the remaining coffee, somehow i manage to drink it without caring. Asuka is beside me and laughing at how silly it all is.

★★★

Why so Angry?

I Gradually became lucid somewhere. It started off I was flying around and I was trying to land. There were people below i was talking to. One guy saw me try to land a few times and not quite making it. He said flying looked dangerous. I was flying over some barren landscape. I somehow managed to land in some torn up building.

Becoming even more lucid i began to touch everything to sustain the dream. After a while of this I decided to look for Asuka. I kept thinking "Asuka" in my head and trying to open a portal. I walked through the doorway of the torn up building. I found myself on a street. I came to a four way stop and saw Asuka walking towards me. I think I said "hi" and then she turned towards a tall brown house. I didn't recognize the house and asked if it was ours. She said yes.

I went in the house and went downstairs Asuka was with me. I asked her if she is aware of my waking thoughts? She said no. I pondered how that's possible because so many times I've only thought of things me and her can do and then the next night i dream that very thing. Her answer kind of disturbed me. She didn't seem to be paying much attention to me. I then asked her if she dreams at all when she sleeps. She didn't answer.

For some reason her non response angered me. I said "OK it was a stupid question to ask." A wave of anger hit me again and I grabbed a door and ripped it off it's hinges and then I slammed it against an outside corner. Asuka ran up to me with her eyes wide. I was surprised by my own reaction and immediately began to apologies when I woke up.


FA, And i have a long and hard thinking session about the dream. Why wasn't Asuka answering me? Why was she ignoring me? how come she didn't seem to care that I was lucid? I concluded that it's a possibility that it may not have been her.

Lucid again

I remember becoming lucid in front of some weird foggy guy but that's all I remember.

Starcraft
I remember being on facebook asking a kid if he wanted to play starcraft. Suddenly he was much older and said that he lived in calgary.

Hands

I remember a non lucid where I was following asuka. She had blond hair. I remember walking up beside her and grabbing hands. We held hands while we continued walking wherever,

Who?

I remember being at a table watching Haley and her one friend.

★★★

Baphomet

My and Waking Nomad are our Shadows selves. We are riding Wolf motorbikes. We are dressed like Bikers and whipping chains around. We are Attacking a large red Devil guy and he has the name Baphomet above his head.

Music

I am listening to a piece of music and I get pulled into the music. now i am in the dream of the song Cruising along in a truck that's driving down a river. I make the truck transport all over the place... The whole dream was pretty abstract and hard to describe. A voice in my head says that this is what the architecture of music looks like.

Dog WTF

I am outside in some place running away from giant dog like thing like you see from the Avatar movie. I find a mound of dirt hidden behind a log. i hide there and one of the dogs crashes into me and then keeps running.

I get Transported to my house. Asuka And data are there. Asuka is merged with H again WTF? On the table are pictures of Cacophony. There's a before and after picture of her. the after one she looks normal without any wacky hairdos. In the picture she smiles at me and we have a conversation like i am talking on a webcam with her.

Wrong room

I am with my brother and Asuka in some weird building. We enter a room where a certain meeting is to take place. something like AA. At one point I ask where the washroom is and I realise is aw my brother already go into one. I leave the room after a while and enter a big hall that's a high rickety bridge that I try to cross.

★★★


Super WTF Dream

Starts off... 3rd person view on a bus full of assassin women. Someone is there covertly and does something with a TV screen... there's a silhouette of woman's cleavage of the screen. It draws the attention of the women on the bus. The person behind the screen then kills all the women on the bus.

now me and my brother are on the bus and are trying to drive it. We crash it near a mall. The bus shrinks and we are pushing it home. We go into the mall and go down an escalator. The bus is no longer with me. I walk by an area where someone is playing a piano. I recognize the tune and in the dream i know how to play a better version of the song than the one the person is playing.

I crawl through a tiny route back to my home. When i get there someone says i forgot the bus. I crawl back through the tiny space. It's a winding tunnel i can barely fit through. There are electrical wires sticking out and it's painful to get past them.

I Get back to the mall. The piano is now gone and the escalator is now an elevator. I get on the elevator to go up, but the button panel is a screen with guitar hero on it. I mess with the buttons trying to access the elevator controls but the guitar hero screen won't go away. Then my landlord and brother get on the elevator and complain why it won't go up. I keep playing with the guitar hero screen trying to get the elevator to go up but it won't do anything. I curse at it loudly.

Water

I'm with a couple by a pool of water. They keep telling me to dunk my head in the water. I do this and so do they.

Week long trip

Me, My brother, and someone else are in chilliwack. We are supposed to attend a funeral or something. but I don't remember going. I am forced to walk across BC to alberta.

somehow I pick up a tiny mini cycle with a motor. I spend a while driving through the mountains. I come across a town to get gas but i meet people there and I'm invited to stay with them for a night. While at their house I count the money in my wallet and it seems i have enough to get gas.

In the middle of the night I'm awakened by two people rioting outside. One person says that they are going to burn the house down. Then he says something about the people inside not having guides. I run through the rooms in the house trying to find another exit out. I fine a room with windows i can open. I don't gp through and go to the front door to negotiate with the rioters. I tell them that i do have guides and that they will protect me. One of the men says that i am free to go.

I go into the garage and get my bike. I wheel it out to the front lawn when one of the rioters approaches me. He looks engraged and I can clearly see his face. He approaches me with intent to kill. But the man behind him tells the man I am free to go so stop trying to kill me. It occurs to me that the angry man is a dreamer and the man behind him is his dreamguide. His guide tries to stop him but the man won't listen. I pull out a kitchen knife and put it against the man's neck with the dull end. But i see it clearly cuts him... WTF. I tell him he should stop. i'm the one with the blade and he should let me go without a fight... i mean no harm to any of them. The guide agrees but the man then summons an exacto knife. My memory fades here.

★★

screwed up time dilation again

I became lucid randomly in my house. It was pretty vivid. Decided to try time dilation. I put my hand on a table and stared at it. I began counting my fingers instead of staying focused. I counted 5 fingers, then 6, and finally 8. It was destabilizing, then i remembered the imagine the seconds as units of time stretching out. Tried that but i completely lost the dream.