Mezzanine

Night of 2/8/09

Filling in for a Jonas Brother

I'm on a stage. Playing a guitar. With two of the Jonas Brothers. (I think I had just seen them on the Grammys, that's why I had this dream. IRL I know nothing about them and don't care to.) I have an awesome electric guitar! It's baby blue! All of a sudden, we all decide to find a member of the audience and give them our guitars and let them play. I walk out into the crowd and I see my ex boyfriend from elementary school, Dave. I don't think he recognizes me because he doesn't say anything. So I find a guy in the crowd and give him my guitar. I tell him that he'd better be good and not let me down. I go sit in the audience and Dave comes and sits next to me. "The first half of my life," he says. I think he's referring to our childhood. When I wake up I realize that he moved away fourteen years ago, which is half our lives ago.