non-lucid

I really have frags from last night, probably as quite a bit was very abstract and so difficult to remember as it doesn't make much sense to my waking rational mind.

F1 - Some woman in jeans with long brownish hair is following me down into the sink (its not a waste disposal! I hope lol)
F2 - There are a large number of butts on some kind of board (nuff said Oo) all very abstract and I don't mean art.
F3 - My brother is filling up elegant crystal glasses with red wine

D4 - There is an office half way up some stairs , recurring dream of not having sent an invoice to collect some money.
I travel up the stairs to a room of woman who are all pleased to see me and happy.

Idk why my daughter is always, always about four or five in my dreams???

Panic dream about making the water too hot.
We are in a church, but of course! The pews are lined up to make avenues for the water, for a bath. There are of course great gaps but this doesn't matter as I turn on a gigantic tap which gushes loads of water. The whole church starts to fill up with water.
I realise that the water is getting to hot and try to turn it off. It will not turn off at the facet.
Running around everywhere to find how to turn off the tap, i am breathless. I run outside and down the street. Then back in a loop totally panicked through a overhead gallery in the church, where people are using laptops at desks. I jump down from on high this a thwunk onto one of the desks. The kiddo with glasses doesn't bat an eyelid and I land back down into the church.
My daughter is not boiled, fortunately but I am so freaked in the dream that this cycles a few times.

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In most dreams where I am to worried I have zero lucidity hence I think I need to concentrate more on relaxing before sleepy time??

D1 - Outside a bar at night i'm Hugh Laurie look a like, sipping at a glass of water that i am trying to make last so I don't have to wander the streets. The bar is just off a plaza down some concrete steps.


D2 - There is a portal of some kind it is like a tube but with the ends twisted like a long balloon. From this tiny portal there is an entrance to another dimension where a woman exists.

Spoiler for Lust brings lucidity:

There is only one part of me that can fit through this portal, obviously and productively LOL
I got intimate with the woman then woke up.

D3 - I had a lucid dream a few years back with some DC woman though she seemed more powerful than a normal human. And it was lucid sex basically and it was very nice, since then I have wanted to repeat the experience. But have seen no sign of anything like that being.
So I tried to go back into the dream again and was lucid straight away. I saw another woman but the dream quickly ended.

D4 - I tried again. This time I was in a picnic spot near some woods and I was lucid again. The same person from D3 was there but she was with her mother and this just did not feel right. So I used mind control on the woman for her to follow me to somewhere quieter. In the woods there were a load of backpackers and stuff and it seemed unlikely wed get any privacy.
So I found I place where there was a dried up river bed with branches at the end that had been used to dam it up (the other side was water). I used my powers to carve out a door from the river bank and opened it into an opening in the earth big enough to get into.
So I was sat in the "cave" in the dark with this woman and at that point I thought, this is crap. And gave up, woke up.

D5 - I'm living in a flat at the top of some stairs to a communal hallway. I go down to check the post and start sorting through the post putting it into piles for each flat. Meanwhile an old Caribbean lady comes in carrying a blown up clear plastic bag filled with orange liquid and some other stuff, maybe fruit.
She is very sweet and starts telling me how her grandchild bought her the liquid, which is for her hair and she proceeds to smear some onto her hair.
Next a oriental lady with glasses and pulled back black hair enters with a buggy and three small children, she smiles.

This is a recurring dream I have, but haven't had in a while...But with a twist I realise afterwards that I am rewriting dream, to give myself another chance every time I get stuck.

At last minute I find out I need to get class ready for big performance, this time its xmas play. I have zero time and as a result my mind is fairly paralysed with fear/dread.
It is a Friday and I get a reprieve till Monday for me to think up a plan. The weekend evaporates and it is Monday morning leaving me with more or less the same dilemma. I have one lesson before show time. I waste the time talking to Ed who is doing last minute rehearsals with his class. So I change the dream and go back to day start again.
I waste the time worrying this time about what number to do with the class. So I go back in dream to lesson start again.
This time I decide on a number that they already know, twinkle twinkle little star, LOL. I realise that there needs to be a musical element.
I decide on kids using sleigh bells for that and check this is ok for performance with S in staff room. I then have to go back again in dream.
This time I get kids to listen to twinkle, twinkle and sing it while they are doing their work as in lesson they are supposed to be working.
I imagine being caught by management. I decide that the number is going to be a bit tame and go back again in the dream.
This time I include playing a electric guitar for twinkle, twinkle little star. Realise there is not enough time for this and
at last decide on a final version, which is to use a tape of a guitar playing near the end of the performance. Phew!

D1 - Am at some kind of camp where people are competing. We are trying to get points in some kind of event. All gets a bit abstract something to do with a line with a gold thread on it and our team need to try and secure another part of it (this repeats).
Meet up with some other groups who are dressed up like different types of commando gear but all in white. We have a little show down with the regular cadets who we are clearly superior to.
A new match is about to begin and the "referee" for want of a better word says he will not be phased by our team.
Our player is a guy with a grey beard as long zz-top and is maddly cackling and laughing at what the ref said.
He is dressed in black and it is night time but he is illuminated by weird purple lightning and light reflected of grey smoke around him. He scares the b-jesus out of the ref.

D2 - Am in a futuristic city, with the usual disparate bands of people wearing scruffy clothes and looking like they've never seen mtv.
I have a metal hand held device which is kind of rectangular (I realise this is due to my incubation from before D1).
Finding my way across the city which looks very grey , I need to find my way to somewhere but i haven't a clue how to get there so I need to stop to ask some locals. But I don't totally trust them, particularly a blond haired guy who seems to be the leader. I need to get on urgently with my mission.
They point me in the right direction and I use my device to fly up through a hatch so I can look out across the city and over to where i'm aiming at.
It turns out my mission is to save the world from genetically (or something) modified wheat.

D3 - I am a college professor and am talking to an old guy with glasses who was a business graduate apparently. We are standing in the doorway of my house. I then leave with a very yellow looking wheat sandwich (it actually has wheat poking out of it) and arrive in the playground. There L and her double are sitting. Her double has blond hair instead of her dark hair.

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the gold thread which runs through these dreams (pun intended) ?? only thing golden thread reminds me of is the bit in disney's hercules when the three fates try and cut his golden life thread...hmmm curious indeed

Choosing a heroic future? ...

D1 - In a hospital room and its patient viewing time, i'm not totally sure who the patient is but have the feeling that they have been sick for a long time as the routine seems so familiar. We are sharing lunch and messing with the equipment (that can't be right).

D2 - On a ferry/ship my daughter is escaping from parental supervision and I am in cahoots with her. No idea.
And the end of the ship (bow? lol) she opens the doors and we can see the shore real close. Also there is a stash of cigarettes of different kinds and lighters and matches. We take all the stuff and are thinking of some kind of escape via a smaller boat or swimming.
I am trying to learn some kind of powers so I can set light to things without needing matches Oo ? I totally believe it in the dream,

D3 - At my parents house there is a super big dog that uses their toilet @@ ok lol.
I am setting out my daughters toys for playing some game or other.

D4 - I'm late for work, this is a dream I had soooooooo long ago. Where I am late for work, running late and trying to find clothes to put on. Then I have to run down the road to get the bus (which only like gets there once an hour).

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Side Notes-Purple
Competition Notes-Blue

Had read patiences dream journal last thing and tried copying her mantra before bed.

Had some dreams, usual repeating stuff and woke up at 3.23am was real pissed of that I couldn't recall much, went through a mini crisis
and prayed for some improvement, finally got off to sleep at about 5am WBTB trying to relax as patience had specified.

It worked! I got 2 lucids.

D1 - In an open plan office with lots of long desks with computers on them and swivel chairs. I came back from lunch to find I had no desk of my own. I walked around feeling sad then sat down next to someone.
I used my powers to create my own virtual screen that was connected to their computer and started typing away. They looked around looking quite perplexed.
Another worker joked with me and laughed at what I was doing.

D2 - Back in the office with the guy joking. He showed me some paintings his son had done. Next I was at his house and it was nigh time. Downstairs, I am with the kids in the hallway. They want to play and I am lucid, the three kids have there coats on, hoods up. I ask one "Where are we going?". He says something I cannot understand as he is only little. I ask his big sister and she replies "Garden" (Interact with a Dream Character). I head out the back door but it is very dark and cold. The children follow and immediately one starts howling as either it is to cold or to dark to play out and they are upset .I fly (flying) up into the night sky and wonder if I can change it to day so we can play out. The sky changes from all dark to the top half day and the bottom half still night (Unspecified Dream Control).
I look around and see a supermarket in the distance with its lights on, no fun there I decide and turn around in the sky. I see a music venue open and fly to it. When I get inside there are 3 glamorous young ladies dressed in tight fitting trousers and tops.
I turn to see they have 3 partners in the same outfits with stars on. They look like they are in a dance competition or something.
Infact they are in the section where there is a pool table and a section above where people are looking down. I make the pool cue fly into my hand then I make the cloth that is attached to it fly around like a whip gathering up all the balls making staccato clacking noises (Use an Ordinary Object to Perform Dream Control). I then use telekinesis to make all the balls line up in a long line down the middle of the pool table (Mass Telekinesis).
After all that showing off, i am about to begin the match...when I wake up.
(First DILD of the Night)

D3 - Some boys have been causing trouble at some shops and my little kid brother (kid from dream two who howled (Chain a Lucid Dream)) is banging sharp pens into them stapling them to a building as punishment. A security guard comes along. i realise I am dreaming and grab my little bro and fly up with him to the top of the building. The guard is still waving up at us crossly. I decide to fly across to the shopping precinct across the main street below. I dive off the building but instead of flying I go into freefall and panic. The little boys extra weight makes me think I can't fly with him. I almost hit the pavement hearing the guard looming closer and closer but pull out of the dive and zoom up into the air. I land down the other side of the street. We are still being chased and I zoom into the upper gallery of the shop. It is all metal and glass. For some reason it is night again now and we have become small. I fly from room to room hiding from the guard who follows us into the building. We escape outside.

D4 - I am back in the office from D1 and am looking at the outfit a woman is wearing it is incredibly vibrant. She is wearing all dark brown and I can see minute scales making up the surface of her blouse. She also has a little cap and mini skirt of the same material.
She has blonde wavy hair, we start chatting and giggling. We are working together opening some large envelopes with lattice style labels on them. She goes over to the door and when the boss is not looking makes funny faces at me. We are clearly getting on well and arrange to go for a drink later.

D5 - Outside the shopping precinct on a sunny day. I find the woman from D4 but she is a kid. And from the looks of things she is not human but more like a rag doll with a green polka dot dress. We are looking around and I see suspended above the pavement a large card. It is white with writing in brown ink and decorated with pink icing. It is a birthday invitation. I read it and then think maybe it has some other significance and that the dream is giving me a message so I try and read it again. It now says something completely different but nothing that seems important. I take the girl/doll under my arm and we fly to her cottage in the brilliant sunshine. I am still worried about the guard from before and fly low over the flowery grass to her place. I see other kids making their way there too.

D6 - I am working in an office looking at student application forms. There is a strange form for photos which has spaces for about 30 photos. There is confusion about where your photo should go. Someone says it depends on what country you are from. I say it is to do with the council number of the place you live in. Lol very exciting NOT.

D1 - I am in some woods that lead down to a river, on the banks of the river are a small group of people. I offer a boy there a bar of chocolate that i procured on my way. The people are dressed in medieval clothing, but the chocolate bar wrapper and all is modern and large.

WBTB
D2 - The boy tells me of a place where we can get more food, if we are clever. There is a college nearby where students often play a game with the locals, throwing paper aeroplanes at each other through the dormitory windows. If we go there at night we may be able to sneak in. We get there and sure enough there are two undergraduates there who are late because they are getting changed from some sporting activity.
When they open the dorm window to play paper aeroplane throwing, I climb across a para-pit joining the building and onto the roof.
From there I sneak into the building.

WBTB
D3 - I am now inside the large college buildings which look edwardian or later, mostly stone with elegant windows. There is some do going on but I am in a side room. I go to look down from one of the windows and see the feathery leaves and branches of a tree.
The tree looks oriental. It is like a jack in the beanstalk tree and goes down and down and down. I feel a jolt of fear as I realise how high up I am. I am as high up as the sky, looking down seemingly forever. I roll away from the window feeling I cannot stand for a moment. I go to find the boy who is eating and tell him of the tree. He comes and looks.

D1 - I am in a multileveled house which is quite common for my dreams, lots of stairs to different levels and loads of rooms.
There is a party going on, a kids party and a large cat seems to be the host. The tabby cat is getting some food together but is unsure as to what human children like to eat. It has got a humongous carrot (more like a long party balloon) and a hefty potato and is offering them up as party food. It is raining outside and dark.

D2 - Travelling somewhere I get onto a bus and pay for two other people who do not have the fare then realise my own ticket has expired. The bus driver is quite considerate and allows me to travel on.

WBTB
D3 - I am back at the cat's party and am playing with the kids, I am a grown up but recognise a load of kids. I play with one kid who has a strange gun with various projectiles. We are downstairs.
I see our neighbour up above she is trying to do something. I go up the stairs to find she is balanced precariously on the balcony. She then goes out even further into the back garden.

At some social gathering im watching in third person.
All is happy and celebratory, they are outside in formal dress.
it has been a sunny day and now the light is waxing.
A stunningly beautiful woman in a white dress appears to be spinning slightly holding a wine glass. She is bare foot on the grass.
Everything up till now has been very deceptive making what comes next all the worse. The woman is unfortunately insane and has no idea whatsoever what is going on.
I feel horror then pity followed by great saddness.
It gets worse but I cant bare to write it down even in my journal at home.

D1 - I am in Victorian London, and it is very grim, most of the dream is in darkness or lamplight.
I have been assigned some kind of mission or am trying to infiltrate a gang. They are smuggling something and I have to pass myself off as one of the gang. I have to contact someone called major major secretly (my daughter is currently reading catch-22, lol)
We are hold up under an archway and then a passageway that leads underground, eventually I come up in the front of a shop where there are two white folders holding secret documents in the front of the shop window, which is old fashioned bottle glass.
The dream then repeats itself. each time I try to complete the mission but either the folders are not there as it is the wrong time for them to appear and I loiter to long and am arrested by the constabulary or I am found out by the gang.

D2 - I am in a student area, we are sitting at tables practising playing instruments and singing. A tourist arrives and starts bugging me, he has a microphone that opens like a Russian doll into smaller ones.
I leave to go horse riding but there is someone annoying there so I use some kind of whip to lasso them off their horse.

D1 - i'm at work sneaking some custard from the school dinner hall, its super hot (as usual). The boss is there but I hide it behind me and sidle out. I go into the staff room and find everyone there talking about how they have setup displays to show exemplar work in the exact format specified. I didn't even know I was supposed to (we always have zillions of deadlines at work).
I go up to my classroom and am unsure what to do. I look around the classroom, there are two old fashioned blackboards at one end looking a bit scrappy, one small one slightly larger. I have no clue what to teach in the afternoon.
I am teaching maths or something to a load of kids, which is fine.
I here that everyone is being observed and thats why they have updated their displays, im in total panic mode by now Oo.
Ed advises me on which end of the classroom to use. Finally I find out it has been postponed till the following day and decide to start planning.

WBTB
D2 - I am in same place but now it is a hotel and my boss is the hotel manager. He is doing spot checks and appears expectantly near me as he is sweeping up some rubbish. Apparently he takes it in turns to do all the jobs in the hotel,

D3 - There is a number of women are lying in a cross shape. One has green hair and cat ears and a tight stripy top with her wait showing.
It is one of my repeating dreams and I keep trying different ways of approaching these woman. I seem to be doing a lot of licking :3

D1-At a beach side pool the people are all really annoying, they think I cant understand the moronic things they are saying. They think I am spanish and dont understand.
Even their own children are getting hurt and crying they are so dumb.
I make out certificates for 1st,2nd and 3rd place idiot family.
I give out the 3rd place certificate but then unsuprisingly get into an argument.

D2- Really long ass dream about dragons.
I am in a bar and a woman sees I have a dragon, just a tiny spirit one that circles round my arm. I tell her she is messing with me as no one can see the dragon except me. Turns out she can as she has an unawakened dragon in her. More chat about legend surrounding dragon.
I tell her she is in danger and that I can train her if she wants.

WBTB
D3- I am back talking about dragons to the woman. We are outside the bar.
I have been exiled as when I tried to awaken my dragon 110 years ago ar age of 16 I was almost killed and my soulmate was killed. I felt was my fault at time and agreed to exile. I tell her I am bad news but if she wants to I can teach her meditation and dream work (she needs to be lucid) she needs to grow her dragon spirit, which is a rare white one. Mine was silver but I only have bit of red dragon from gf that died.
Anyways badies detect her power output which is super high and before I can cloak her, I have to face off against them.
Oh I already kicked some rich families kids ass so they are supposed to kill me for the family to save face.
I have learnt some techniques so that I could take powers from the kid dragons I fought (who were suitors for white dragon) so I have blue,green,red and black dragons at level 5 tier. So even though they are higher level I still end up flying around and punching at super speed and take them all down.But I dont kill them.
I catch interest after fight from dragon mafia , who enlist me (I dont nind as I hate all the privelidged familes that exiled me) and come out of exile and take white dragon with me.
I tried to cut details down was long ass repeating dream.

WBTB
D4- Now I am third person watching story unfold in a cafe. New woman looking like dream girl from dreams I had a while back.
She spots a dragon spirit , guy who looks like philip marlow detective, he is stone dragon.
He does some detective work and finds out as her nickname is "goldie" that she is legendary gold dragon that only appears once every few thousand years and only in one realm.
A silver dragon exists in London that is her soul mate of legend.
But the dragon has been cursed by dragon soceity for a crime and should be dead.
Detective sends goldie to dragon school in another realm where she can find out about dragons and info on how she may break curse on the silver dragon.
She finds out silver dragon was banished as he did not accept privelidge of dragon title and wanted equality between all dragons. Academic tutoring goldie scoffs at stupidity of idea and likens it to equal rights in human world. She hides her anger but he sees through it and says it is ok she has spent to much time among normal humans and will see sense in time.
She sets off to rescue silver but is being tailed by agents and has to leave a coded message to meet stone dragon.

D1- At school im giving extra lessons to some kids. For some reason its to one of the brightest kids but its really simple stuff. I am going through the workbook when a really big hulking kid turns up.
He gets really upset and then angry
I go up to him and despite some trepidation give him a big hug, this fixes things.

[Personal target for competition: Hug a DC ??]

WBTB
D2- back in dream at school. All the teachers are in trouble so the headteacher tells us all to stand in line and tells us off because weve been naughty.
After in the staff room S reminds me of the bad behaviour of a child.
Apparently they jabbed me up the bottom with their finger Oo (new one on me ,lol)
He carries on lecturing me about being strict with my new class.

D3- There is a group of people who have taken on super powers but they are kind of evil They change into looking nasty with a bluey green tinge to their faces. They are rampaging across London. Other groups plan on stopping them. I am telling people that they are not zonbies as they do not know but are people trying to take political control of the country.

D4- At my parents house it is night time but they have left an old style big radio with luminace front outside on the garden fence.
It is blaring out music and I am worried this will disturb the neighbours.
My mother says not to worry the neighbours are either deaf or dead around here.
(It has been very noisy here until the early hours but that is normal here in Spain)
Indoors there are loads of cats. One that I am supposed to be looking after , I an angry with as I think it has made a mess. It turns out it has had a baby kitten.

2nd WBTB
D5- There is a giant either glass with a very wide top, spanning the view or its a fountain as its so massive idk.
I remember I need to do my tasks and the first one that comes to mind is summoning a team member, as Elainey mentioned this one saying she doesnt know what anyone looks like.
I summon lunagoddess and she appears, all very beautiful with long wavey blond hair, only trouble is my subconscious obviously thinks all goddess are big and she appears in the sky taking up all the room. Her head is above the giant glass thing in the sky.
I now wonder what to do, no way am I saying anything is wrong to her.
but I have the idea when you summon someone you go on adventures and stuff and shes just this like head in the sky so I try again.
This time there are four new lunar goddess all wearing red tops and white shorts but human size so thats good.
I then think of another task.
For some reason I think the tasks are in my journal, I open my journal and the lines on every other line start peeling off. They curl up like some of the architectual columns in Barcelona.
They then float off to become sails on a big galleon floating in the sky.
I realise this is part of a power rangers episode and that I am losing lucidity.
I think think think for another task.
I ask luna goddess what time it is
She says time to get new underwear Oo
I wake up.

D1- Me and my daughter are playing with her playmobil toys, she is small as usual. We are in a big white room with thick carpet. There are loads of toys all over the floor. I have a load of them lined up.
The toys are alive and I am defending against the enemy invaders. It is like a tactical rpg and my troops/ toys are gaining exp.
I see she has five green dragons I put them with my heros so they level up to big ass dragons later.

D2-I am trying to cover up some major fraud at the local council. To do this I shoot someone in the leg on some waste ground, it is my accomplise and one other. Blood trickles onto the ground. I escape to a local hospital and hideout.
At the hospital my daughter has the secret papers but actually it is a folder full of bithday cards with glitter on and stuff lol.

D3- There is some conference or something, with lots of people standing around chatting. Everyone is suited up. One guy with dark hair and a beard is talking about how he has a theory about going back in time to plant a tree so its big ass in the future. This seems a revolutionary idea and we all imagine the tree and ponder about it lol.
I tell him and the woman next to him to follow me. I do not tell them I know how to time travel as I figure they will think im nuts and not follow me. I go out through a fire exit into some basement area behind some pipes and kapow we are in some other place altogether, it was a time portal.
I tell them they have to keep up or we wont get to the next portal in time.
We are now travelling through a busy market place and the man starts to look around. I think tough luck and leave him with some gangsters there who will no doubt kill him. We travel on to the next portal and are in dinosaur times and find the tree he was on about. The woman and me travel back to the present. No one noticed we were gone.

I WBTB
D3- Im in school with the woman from the last dream. We meet some old year sixes and they are looking for some old vinyl records. We look in the badement from previous dream in boxes.
Then I realise my shirt has gone and im covered in marker pen scrawl writing. I think this is all wrong ,hey im dreaming!
Im lucid and look around me then I wake up all excited and happy.

D4- I try to get back into the dream and find myself in the school building again. Lessons are on and I look for my class but cannot find them.
I go into a class and desperatly want to tell them I had a lucid dream.
but i an told they are working in silence and I get all embarressed.
There are no other teachers about, the manager doesnt care.
Then all the teachers turn up late, after partying.

D5- There is a giant jcb in our yard. Its broken and we need to get rid of it, it takes up all space. We have tried breaking the glass but it is reinforced and just buckles also the roof. We dont know how to break the digger up.

d6- class is going on in the room from the first dream. All the toys are pushed to the side if the room. The tree from the other dream is also there.