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I am a soldier pulling security at a wedding. I could not tell who was getting married but it was a big wedding. The wedding was very awkward and slutty. People were making out and getting it on at the wedding. I specifically remember reflecting on the social pressure to have a wedding once married. Also, how awkward the act of a public wedding was. I then jump to a place in Afghanistan where I meet this very country dude. He offers me a cigarette a couple of times but I refuse. I forget what we talk about. I then leave but check my back pocket to find my wallet is missing. I check my back pocket once more and my wallet magically reappears(I should've realized this was a reality check). I jump to a scene where I am on a bus riding through the woods with several people that I know. A very good family friend is on the bus with me talking o her son and grandson. While in dream, I have a flashback about teaching her grandson basic self defense. This family friend is talking on video chat with her mom and I am given the phone to say hi. Which I do. We stop at a place in the woods which resembles a park. One of my coworkers on the bus is looking for his son and wife which are already at the park. He gets off and joins them. Throughout the bus ride I notice a very intimate old couple on the bus. They get off the bus and are kissing and holding hands. My coworker returns to the bus with his family. I stay on the bus the whole time. The dream ends with me staring a the old couple through the window of the bus.

I'm married, but haven't had a wedding yet due to where I am stationed. I also don't even want to have a wedding but I know everyone else wants us to do one. This might have to do with why I dreamnt about the wedding scene. Also, I've quit smoking for about a year now and I'm currently deployed to Afghanistan. With the heat and the stress, the temptation to smoke is a lot stronger now but I still hold back. Finally, I miss all the people back home and sometime skype with them. This could explain the last scene. I think the old couple represents my wife and I when we get older. The dream had elements from the three places I'm caught in between at the moment. My hometown(the wedding), afghanistan(deployment), and Germany(where I'm stationed.)