whitedreams

man its ben a while since i lucideded this is awesome
and i did it in such a classy way.

i was lifting these garbage cans up and was really struggeling until i sorta realized that i could just pick em up if i believed i could pick em up. so then i lifted em really high and was liike perfect. didnt rejister that it was a dream til like a lil after

so then
i was at a playground at myold grammar school and realizd wait this smy be a dream. i looked at my hands and started rubbing them together while repeating. i am dreaming. as i spoke the clairtyof what i was saying got better and better and the detail of my vision got better. for example i saw my hands and i focused on alll the little wrinkles and creases. i counted my fingers and on my right hand id count 7 and then like 3 more would pop up . so crazy!!

then i looked around and saw the world clearly, there was beautiful trees tall as could be in the horizion soaring way up into thesky. i decidied id go for a fly and swam up into the air, i kicked like how a frog swims and was saoaring high. i knew that it was adream and i didnt have to even dothat motion but i did it anyway. as i was in the air flying around i thought ot ymself Nat would lbe so proud if she could see me flying in the air like this!! then i tried to fly over a tellephone pole and failed hahaah. i landed on the ground and tried to recenter the dream by repeating the mantra i am dreaming but then i went into a darkness and woke up.guess i shoulda jus stayed still and tried to WILD back in o welll fuck it it was fun

drempt that i was the star of a play on stage infront of some random audience and was in a scene where this girl was playing me in a mini game of soccer. she was a witch and it wasnt a typical game of soccer. any thing she called out i had to do. like she said grab your balls and if i didnt she would try adn rip em off. so id listen until finally i scored and she starrted to melt and i cupped my hand over her mouth as she bit into my theme so hard and it hurt!! it started bleeding and icouldnt take it so with my other hand i wripped of her pants and started fingering her really agggresively and she moaned and scremeaded till the curtain came down. then we just stopped acting and wen back to being normal people and were like "good job out there"

then i had 30 minutes to learn the rest of the lines of my play but i got lossed and couldnt find the stage again, i could hear it but never found it and it made me mad and sad that i had thrown the 2nd halve of my show away

then i stole a corvette from a biker and followed the biker. he was like "dont change the station from 106.kmel cuz i got my bluetooth head set on and i am almost done with my workout" DJ has got us falling in love again was playing and ireally wanted to change that shit cuz he had nice speakers and i watned to see their potential but i obeyed his order. then i drove the car into a pool

drempt i came back from college and my mom and grandma had been in the past really racist but they decided to stop. my grandma said "were learning honey and thats all you can ask"

i was hapapy to be back in the house as a servant.

then my old friend mark ryan was there and i brough him some coffe. i forgot it wasnt insta coffe though and i just put the grounds in some milk with no hot water and it tasted really bad

Slept way to late but anyway my sis and her friend were going to a concert with all my fav bnds so I snuck in

I was in a race through the jungle and sky and water and I was in the top three and slmost one but got bullied by the other competitors and yelled at them after but then apolagized

i was working vallet on some bridge in sf, it was really intense and i ended up like stealing a cacr and driving it all ovfer hte bridge . i say apollo from high school

also i recall seeing hayley, she said she just broke up with her boyfriend cuz she was interested in some new guy... we were justtalking and i asked about the new guy and she said he was more sympathetic and would treat her better. i got us a vegitarian meal and we went swimming some where

later i was at a dinner and then all these homless people were going tosppend the night tehre cuz thats what the dinner did. i bought really old souviner ciagertes that were from like the 1950s. then i got into a conversation with some war veran.

then my dream shifted to some guy who was in the mob. its 630 now im going back to sleep part 2 coming soon

i drempt serra was putting on a play for the daivd letter man show and i got instructed to help put it on by this military director who had locked me in a closet with some other kid. he was like you gotta gimme a movie and i was being a silly whimsical little brat and stuff.. then this lil 4 year old madea really stupid instagram after i told he she would have o end her crush on me cuz it wasnt healthyss she was like home just isnt home than just jumped out of a box and walked away in the really strange loop and people commented and was like wtf he made a legit move your lie 4

then later in this dream i was at a mesuem of usueless sit and bought a bunch of stuff for 25 dollar s and pise off al the poor people.

then i drew a psketsch of a aked guy it came out really good and i was proud of my self i showed some girl and she got all basful but she liked the drawing al lin allef

drempt that i was in a video game type dream that i had tried to beat several times . winning envolved some weird usage of a pitchfork on this random system on the tv that was somehow tide into a challange in real life for some reason i thnk having to do with politics\

\drempt i was driving along the beach with my dad. he had just picked me p frfom this crazy intense skate park/boating outing where the two were kind of intermittened. i was like confused wehre we were it seeemd like germany by all the bbeer advertissments

i opted we go to monterey to spend the rest of the day with mel and mom

then i remember being with matt jajeh and finding like 1000 fucking nintendo 64 gamesa (GOD DAMOT MAT recognize your in a dream OKAY any time you see n64 video games its something to do with your represed childhood dreamz and its not real life OKAY your in a fucking dream cuz you don't have access to a n64 and those games are only in dreams!! so don't get it excited its not real..your in a fucking dream!!) and we were at a tennis match. this sexy black chick asked me to referee and i agreed but then wandered off to where my old rugby team was playing. i said hello and told them about my new team. then my sisters friend wanted to pick me up or something but when she got there matt started hitting on her and i felt like i shoulda said something


matt and i had some deep talk about our friendship but i cant remember what i just know we were in my kitchen and he had decided to stay awake so we could talk.

come on matt reemember these dream signz

in the rec center parking lot there was a warm safe little boothe that solds snacks. i knocked on the door cause there was some crazy person outside and the girl let me in. i hid inside the box for a while and talked to the girl about the crzy person

later i was in the apple store with colin and a bunch of his hooligan friends. we were talking about buying a computer but we never did.

then there was this race with like a bunch of complicated parts to it. at one pt you had to get a bike and at first i hopped on a clown motorcycle and someone said hey thats not yours. so i got off. then i tried and inflatable bike made out of balloons, but my cousin asked me if i could help pass out invitations to kaylas birthday party which i reluctantly agreed to. i was upset i had to miss the race but had fun making lil cards with my sister.

after the race there was this skkinny asian girl and i walked by saying wow i could really use a massage. then she laughed and said i could do that cuz i am trraining to be a masseus at school. i said sure il give you $20. so she leads me to this circuis tent and i get undressed and am already hard. then she doesnt even massage me but instead take some foams and starts shaving my privates. i was like "okay this is cool to i needed to shave anyway" then she was getting close to the end she starts grabbing my balls and i pull her up for a kiss and shes like "no no i cant" but then she keeps doing it. and idont think we ever had sex but but what an interesting massage

i was in my high school english teachers garage reaing the great gatsby. to taker notes i wrote them on his wall but realized that might not be the bset thing so i tred to erae them. then his phone rang and i answered it but the person hung up so now it was jus my teacher and him on the line, i invited him over to the house whenn he woke up and dgot outa bed. well wen i went home this asian family asked to park in my drive way and i was like no but i fetlt lbad so i said okay, but then theey ran over my dads porche so i kicked the lady outa the car and bacaked it out myself. then i picked up the car and threw it accross the street on there front door steps. the dad was a lil distraught then my english teacher came over and i explained what happened

so this one was a lil over the top and kinda sexual im sorry but cant control my thought at night. first i was in the mountains with colin and i was going to get breakfeast with colin my mom and shanon. i asked him what he though about some girl and he said "i never break downs girls"

we never got that damn break feast

now for the fun part! so i believe i was at my house and wass planning on going to a party, nat was in my room and we had sex against the wall with the door open. we finished and my mom came in after and casually started talking to nat who was holding a acondom in her lap. my mom noticed and akwardly laughed and walked away. i yelled "at least were being safe"

then it was night an were outside of this pool, we were basically wrestling and talking about the party. then natt was like you want to have sex again so we did it standing up for a while, but afterwards i pushed her into the pool /. she tried to drag me in but i didnt want to get my clothes wet for the party cuz i had on my favorite shirt so i didnt let her drag me in. my sister asked afterwards if she could go to the party too. then darren showed up and said he would take natt to the party and i was like What..no?

lastly i was at my home and as i was walking through the side alley some one yells at me to smoke a joint. then i see my neighbor carlo and susie both drinking and trying to hug me. i got all uncomfortable and tried to get away but they hugged me anyway....later i played wii with some gay kid and he kept beating me in call of duty. it was cool cuz i was inside the video game

later in the dream i was in like a futuristic version of millbrae and destry offered me this huge orange pill and i ate it. i felt bad after cuz tis doctor asked me about my success in sobrieteyu

was making a protein shake with grandma and i just threw lik french toast in with spinach and banana and it was like the grossest shakeever, my commendedme on m cooking skills even thoghi sucked. also it was like a snowy place and there were these 2 pandits who were diong illegal stuff so i track em down in the snow at thei mansion and took em to jail

later the next day i dreampt that i was watching porn infront of a computer screen and bella kept asking me if i ad fucked her yet. i said no and she said she was waiting infront of a crowd of a million peoppl

"Garbage dive and clowns" This was probably one the weirdest dreams I have had in quite some time. To give you a visual I viewed this dream from a movie perspective meaning that there were multiple cuts to various scene. For the majority of the dream I was just an observor watching the events go down, influencing the endings with where every my unawoken mind went. Over the course of the night i woke up twice so emotionally involved in the dream I went right back to sleep hoping to revisit the dream I had awoken from. Luckily i was able to each time

First thing I remember is looking into a home with someone else. Some kid took out the garbage and then began thinking about garbage. Next thing I knew I was in millions of pounds of garbage but it was not the kind all bagged up. I was all squishey and was alive. Felt like I was in a tub full of worms! My companion asked me how much more time till we get to the bottom! I said it will be very soon. Meanwhile unfriendly clowns were holding hostage some of my friends. The clowns had set up an enitre under ground world in which there were doctor clowns, school teachers clown, school kid clowns, librarian clowns, every type of human job replaced with a clown face and human body. They detested the presence of my friends and had tortured some of my friends. Luckily most of the hostages were able to escape and they set up two barracades infront of a doorway entrance into an autitorium. The clowns held there distance as my friends had managed to aqquire guns.

Meanwhile back at the house I remember listening to a conversation between a young kid and an older adult. The adult was warning the kid not to play in the garbage but the good was friendly but defiant in his beliefs repeating "my uncle has always told me if you are in garbage keep digging".

In the midst of the garbage I recalled what this young prophet had said and i told my companion of this seemingly profound axiom. We began chanting it and very soon we recahed the bottom of the pile. The garbage was essentially a large vat contained by 4 walls that descended down for hundreds of miles. I did not know where the garbage actually began, only where it ended. I felt my feet dangeling out into the air as my body slid through the rest of the slimey garbage making a thick waterey that resembled that sound of a tounge clicking against a cheek. Finally my head exited through the muck and I dropped about 10 feet into a dull and dark halway. I remember landing with an umph on the hardwood floors.My companion was thankful to be out of the mess and I reminded him to be quiet as there were clowns all around us.

We managed to exit the eerie hallway and make our way into another large hallway swarming with clowns of all sorts. The first type i remember was opening a door in the hallway and seeing a tall and slim woman clown reading a book to a group of young clowns sitting criss crossed on the floor. She stared at me with a deceptive hate in her eyes. The actual seblance of the clown is hard to describe because their heads seemed hollographic, Meaning they switched between the face of a human and that of a clown.

'" come on lets go!" I yelled to my companion. We sprinted down the long hallway slapping and punching the clowns that we passed by. The hallway was full of twists and turns and at every corner we would run into a clown that seemed to be busy working doing things like carrying lots of paper work or drinking a cup of coffe.

Soon i began to sense we were near my friends as I had multiple flashbacks of them crying out to us from the barracades. we ran through the hall way shoving our way pst multiple clowns until we bursed through a door and found ourselves in a large room filled with hundred of angry clowns. I looked around and noticed one of the barracades. I made a run for it with my commrad right behind me and dove over the barracade into the safety of my friends. "Thank God your here" they said.

Then I woke up.


Feels like an epic dream that i should write a creative ending for.

epic proportions Interpretation in caps



It is the end of the world. and zombies have taken over the world. People are floodings through the street being litterally eaten alive. I think i am in some soft of hotel. I can hear people screaming and have heard letters of those who have survived, Aparently in order to escape you have to follow al the sighns written and the walls and avoid seeing any hands poping out of the walls. if you see any hands popening out you are dead.


i have seen hundred of people make there runs to safety, but the majority is eaten alive. they sucked through the walls and carried away from life. the time comes when it is time for me to make my run. The night before i am at church with Hayley. We have a blanket over eachother and are just sitting there talking. I thin about my family..not just my current one but my future one, what will become?

I wake up and am alone. (not in the real world but in the dream) lights are flickering and static everywhere. the building is falling appart. Across the halway i see a horde of zombies chasins a group of people into a dead end. They are not so luckey and there heads are chewed off. ISomthing touches my arm, it is a hand, I run. DOwn the halway to the right. I follow the sighns but it is hard to see them in the flickering lights and darkness. Fear takes over my body and i am no longer there, i am just running. i wonder for a moment how people made those sighns in the first place.

I enter a long hallway and all the lights are one. the sighins are all blank. i hear a pshhhhhhhhhh sound and out pops one hand from the all. i run, zombies run toward me, another hand pops from the wall, another, another, another, until there is nothing but hands on the wall reaching for me and zombies running at me. I stop running. Give in, fall into the wal..



Back to concioussness. I am at my school with mR. Sullivan. There is boxes of pizza and i start thinking about how people get food in the midst of a zombie apoccalyspe, let alone totos pizza. i go into the room and desks are scattered all over, i almost expect him to be teaching class. there are only 6 other surivors in the room. he asks me if i brought king richard II. I say no and he admonishes me. I laugh sarcastically and was like "yea that was not the 1st thing on my mind when was trying to escape from the zombies. then it dawns on me, i didnt escape, i was killed.. then why am i alive still. i raise my hand and ask mr. sullivan. he says all the questions be answered eventually

I leave the school and start thinking about hayley. how will i contact her? is she alive? i have no phone, dont know where I am, don't know how im still alive and am extremly distraight. Luckily i run into some family. My mom is over joyed to see me and so is my dad, though mell is not as excited. than i notice that we are all wearing blank purple shirts. before i can ask why, i turn to my suprise and see hayleys brother jake. it is not the current version but perhaps a younger and more innocent Jake. We begin talking, what about i have no idea, but i remember wanting to talk to him more, and not being able to reach[ that deeper level of conversation. Eventually my family with jake who is know apparently my brother are caught in thee midst of this huge parking lot. thousands of people are there in all different colored shirts.

Than i see hayley walking along in a blue shirt with her family. I scream her name out loud "Hayley HAYLEY HAYLEY: but she does not answer. I look at the ground and see acorns. I begin pelting her with acorns. She touches her hand to her head in pain but still looks very confused. I feel bad for throwing them at the same time find it kind of funny. she is walking with her friend and i keep throwing them and eventually she sees where the coming from and walks towards me. She says hello as if she is talking to a mirror. jake turns to me "she cant hear you, you have to have on a blue shirt. he takes off his shirt, and becomes a hollogram. He starts talking to the girls and mentions me to hayley. She jumps in excitment. And then he tells hayles friend to take offf her shirt, he taps me to do the same, then he instructs me to trade with her. I put on the blue shirt, and she puts on the purple shirt. her and jake go skipping off into the crowd and hayley can now see me.


she jumps into my arms. We both cry and she says she though she had lost me. As we walk away, i realize nothing matters anymore. sure the world is destroyed and the zombies nad have killed most of the population, but now im with her. I laugh and send her funny face bok images through my mind but she gets mad and replies "is this really the appropriate time for that" i send her another picture in return. she laughs. I feel warm again. the fear has melted away.

we both return to my house and no one is ther. it is our house now. i am happy again, i ask her if she wants to spend her life together she says yess. we snuggle and fall asleep
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i wake up again (still dreaming) and am in the bed hayley still asleep and into my living room and carlo and all his nephews are there. his 5 nephers are my age and we chat and then hayley comes into the room, they all stop talking to me and start talking to her. "can we have ur picture" they ask, she smiles for the camera."one more this time turn around" she puts her hands on my kitchen pantry and sticks her ass in the air, they take a picture . i grab the camera from them and see hte pic of her ass, i break the phone in half and tell theme to get the fuck out. i am extremly jealous. \\

I walk across the street minutes later and see carlos decorating his house. with a knife in hand i ask "where are your nephews" he says upstaairs and asks why. i tell him i plan to kill each one of them, cut their throats. to my suprise he laughs. "ooo are eu jealous. matt, they live the same life every day. while you have found your love and each day is filed with excitment and somthing new, these guys sit u stairs and smoke weed. thats alls they do everyday, cut there blunts open with a knife like yours and just sit up stairs andget high. they text guys not girls, girls dont want them" i turn around and am humbled. i see susie decorating and sit next to her and chat . the Tv is advertising hotels like the marriot royal for 9.99 Yes if you are alive come stay here. I laugh


I sort of lose conciousnes and wake up on a really tall tower outside overlooking the city. hayley comes out into the night and looks sad. she hands me a piece of paper and says here is your vest back. i am confused. and ask whats wrong :"i have to tell you something she say sullenly" but before she can explain, and indian kid comes outside and she brightens up and starts taling to him about a higher power moment. I wonder about what she wants to tell me,,,,,,i look out towards teh city, this must be a dream, i think. i wake up, half not wanting to take up because i want to know wha hayley said

i went to bed at 8 so there was a series of dreams between my wake up of 7:30

first dream was after i had already woke up once. I kinda remember falling asleep and like melting into the dream. immediatley i recognized that i was in a dream and checked my hands just to make sure. sure enough i had the extra finger on each hand. it was pretty dark though and having been lucid for some time i started trying to do stuff. i saw my cat tucker for example, two versions of him, one as himself an orange cat and another as a white cat. i ponted my finger in a gun shape at the white cat cause i knew that was an imposter and trie to go bang bang, but i dont think i believed in that enough so it didnt work. the only cool lucid thing i really did was like morph through a wall. then i believe afterwards i had a false awakening because it was really dark and i was in my bedroom only to soon after find myself at the beach but sadly non lucid.

this dream was broken up into two fragments.
1) I was driving down the street I saw natalie standing on the sidewalk. I got really excited and yelled "hey natt!" i saw her smile and she said "hey matt!" in that giddy way she used to do. Unfortunatley i did not got to visit long cuz though i wanted to stop the car kept in motion. When i arrived home i told my dad i would try and quit smoking ciggarettes for good. (i don't even smoke in real life) he was proud of me nonetheless

2) now for the realy fucked up part of my dream. So my cats tucker and pheobe both walked out the slighly ajar front door. nothting unusual about that until moments later a horde of Tuckers and Pheobes came running into the house. (tucker is a boy, big ole white and orange tabby, and pheobe a girl, innocent, petitie, mostly white with some patches of other colors on her coat, most remarkably she has one green eye and one blue eye)
I was really freaked out and immediatley tried to figure out which cat was the original tucker and pheobe. I began looking at each pheobe, some were white with her patches but had green eyes, others had the eyes correct but were all white. I was really scared and wanted the vagrant animals out of my house.

I got really scared when the tuckers began attacking the pheobes. i particularly recall the ghastly image of a tucker bitting into the kneck of a pheobe and watching the pheobe go limp. frantically i kept searching through the cats runing through my living room until finally i came across what i believed was the real pheobe. her eyes were normal and fur coat looked okay. i picked her up and thats when the dream ended.
(note, also remember seeing Rickey in this dream)

whats weird is the next day my mom called me and told me pheoebe has to get surgery along with tucker. WTF!!