non-lucid

earlier i drempt i was at damiens and i was brushing my teeth. as i was brushing i thought about nat and started crying. damien asked whhy and i explained in a roundabout way my sadness. he said lets go to get coffee
next thing i no

i dreampt i was at some hotel with damien and him and were sharing a room. he took off and i started wandering around. some girl asked if i wanted a hand job i was like sure. then we went back to my hotel room, and we started feeling on each other in the room. the girl had somehow transformed into natalie and i asked if she would be down to have sex and she was like yeah

the sex was not vivid so i don't really member if we did or not

than i was later in some random game of like paintball or some sort of competition and later went to the movie with some of the winners. i was eating this delicious candy and emmet kept asking for more and i shouted in the theater "no!! its my last one"

at some place like the utc just wandering around. went through 24 h fitness and my legs were hurting in the dream and when i woke up my legs were kinda sore.

also i dreampt i was in some game store and i finally gota copy of the original mario. he also had al sorts of the original poikemons which i was jazzed about. then earlier in the dream i was with my old pal matt jajeh adn andrew ahern in his old rooml. andrew was being mean from the start so i punched him in the stomache. then i tried to play this version of super smash bros but it was freaking weird like all the caracters were carton version and i wasa thinken. this is not the Super smash bros i no

Dream stuff DECEMBER 1st

dorms switch
so this dream was interesting. it was a 2 hour nap around 10-12. first i dreamt that i had to move dorms for some reason, proxy cause i spent a lot of time folding before falling asleep, then i drempt i woke up in some new dorm. there was lots of room and i noticed i had a new neighbor who was this rugged asian girl. she was just hanging on my balcony smoking ciggaretes so i invited her in. i noticed i had a jacoozie out there with a pool and told her how excited i was about that. i asked if she had roommates and she had 3. i was like wow i got all this room to my self i wonder why i don't have 2 roommates. then my mom and grandma showed up and she starts talking with them as well. then she asks if i know these 2 kids from burlingame and i exclaim in joy cause i knew them!. then my mom and grandma abruptly left so i followed them out to say good bye but then i noticed there was a wine party going on near my closet. lots of random family members were there and i got all lost in the crowds. i joked with jim that he should try all the wine so it rates better. my dad tried to argue with me saying wine would not get you drank cuz of some weird theory, i let it go and walked away, then my sister grabbed hold of me. i told her I'm going to the next level. that alcohol was below me. she wished me luck . i realized wait i never moved dorms and wondered if it was a dream. it seemed so real and i thought oh no i must be in a new dorm. i was disappointed and the dream temporarily blacked out. then i woke up and looked at my hands trying to poke fingers through, it sorta worked but not really and i concluded i was dreaming but really didn't do anything different and then lost consciousness.

soon afterword iwas with Igor and we were going to meet kristen at a jaimaic coffee shop across the street from a smoke shop. i wondered if the 2 were concocted. the code shop was big and there were all shorts of good looking jamaicans working there. some were the white jaimaican mexican, black,every fucking race except jamaican. my alarm went off soon afterword


December 2nd
cant keep her out of my dreams!
oh the memories. in this dream Natalie and i were back again. we were everywhere in millbrae and we just didn't give a fuck. we had sex like everywhere. just on the street, all around town it wasn't even a big deal. at one pt we were in this forest type of place and she let me finger her asshole for a lil bit. but even in my dreams apparently it still hurt her so we had to eventually stop and went back to sex. i miss that girl

before this wonderful dream i dreamt i was on a family vacation at lake pillsbury. damien was looking up restaurants on yelp and i was happy to see everyone. Dee dee had tried to steal my phone and pretend it was broken in the water which slightlyy annoyed me.


Dec 3rd
random dreams
had a couple of dreams but only remember the last couple ones. firstly i was at some water park that was also like a lake and you could swim around it. i saw this teacher showing some kid around and i sprayed them with a little purple spray bottle. wen they tried to chase me i ran away. then i ran into some girl i think it was liindsay. as i was cruising down the board walk on my little d evice (it was like this scooter type of vehicle that would go faster if i pulled down on a ballon) i road down the board walk.

somehow the dream morphed and i was in the bed room with some girl id never seen before. she gave me a really weird black long snake skin looking condom to wear and i was like woa. we had sex and at first i couldn't get it up but eventually i had a really strong erection and was fucking her good. she was a few years older i thought i was preyy damn cool…until…she said "roll slowly to the right" i saw her door creak open so i rolled really fast to the right and fell on the ground off the bed all naked with blankets barely covering me. her mom ran in (her mom looked a lot like nats mom) and started smothering me with a pillow while yelling at her daughter i was scared and hoped i didn't die. i woke up soon after

also drempt i was in this club with lights and was asking shane if he played rugby

i dreamt that i was with my dad, damien, carlos, and we were at some sacred lake with all these canyons. they were massive and looked all fiery brown/red. my mom didn't want me to jump out of the boat cause my phone was in my pocket but i was annoyed with her trying to hold me back so i did it and then while in the water i handed her the phone. then i swam over to my dad's group and i think we tried to climb the canyon. i remember catching up with damien later

weird dream progression. i was first in a dining hall with matt jajeh and people. some girl was textile ne and he kept trying to figure out who it was but i wouldn't show him. he wanted to know cause he was starting a players website and wanted to figure out how a guy like me could still be talking to girls . then there were these 2 bears that followed me up into the woods. they were cute but ten its mom came i got the fuck outa there. something killed the mom really gorily.. so i ran back up and the children had grown so i saw tucker walking across the street so i grabbed him and ran to safety. then i found myself skateboarding down a large hill and my grandma told me to be careful. some lady screamed help help help and i walked over to her and she asked me "what happens to my dog after court, its a blind dog but he just went to a court meeting for me" i wasn't sure but expressed to her my amazement that dogs could wear business suites and sympathized with its blindness. my grandma found me so we sat down and had lunch with the lady

not exactly sure at this momennt wat my dream was im sure it will come to me eventually in the morning. ok here it is devin and i were at this store trying. buy stuff. i saw this package with skul candy head phones a towel and beach chair for 15 bucks and i told him to get that. he did but then the lady had to do a price check. the husband store owner went all crazy on me yelling at me saying he was trying to help me. he got up all in my face and at first i was scared but afterword i didnt get scared and i stood up to him.

devin and finally both purchased the beach chair and stuff and he got the head phones

drempt that i was in a video game type dream that i had tried to beat several times . winning envolved some weird usage of a pitchfork on this random system on the tv that was somehow tide into a challange in real life for some reason i thnk having to do with politics

then later i dreampt my grandma and i went to a toystore. there were these giant versions of the gameboy advance and the game boy sp. i asked grandma if it was asking to much and she said to get whatever i wanted. in the store she started crying remembering past video game systems she had bought me, i cried as well. it was like a very nostalgic moment.

i think my wanting to buy this system is like trying to return to the ignorance of youth. its nostalgic, some how escape from worries and drownd it out in pokemon

actually i was at susie's place. there was a football game going on outside the garage. thiss slutty black girl in the garage kept trying to bang me and anyone else who walked into the garage.

there was this little dancer girl who told me she was in a low key ballet performance with merly streep. then i asked her if she kne did mother courage and she said she had seen it and was inspired.

some how i flew of the balcony as part of the act to entertain the party and i started breaking stuff all overe. i really upset this slittle kid and carlos had to initiatiate the apolagy in which i later finished by giving the little guy the hug. brittany was right there to..

it was like the hunger games, except their were two teems and each team tried to win immunity. there was some black guy on my team who said he wanted to kill tom (the cat from tom and jerry) and i got pissed cause i really liked that cat so i tried to kill him. then everyone else started trying to kill eachother


later in the dream i was at mrs. pallaris house exploring around. my mom was being very rude and i was intrigued by the corvette in the garage. the stick shift. was where the blinker control should have been. anyway i really wanted to go home so my sister and i realized we could just walk instead of complaining to my parents that they need to drive us home. somehow i end up in this foreign land with giants and suddenly a huge giant is picking me up trying to kill me. i dive into this room wehre everything is magnetic so he can't kil me cause bullets just get stuck in the air from the strong magnets along with knives. i cried and complained to everyone that iwas being hunted.

then his giant friend who was also an indian tried to expose me as some criminal. i just wanted to go home

anthony was at my house for some reason and he has a bunch of acid which i asked him for. i asked what would happen if i took the entire role and he saidi that i would have ceisure.


i gave a piece to natt and apiece to myseelf. within minutes we both felt very euphoric and all the colors felt brighter. i went in my house and felt really high and my mom said she needed help with the grocieries. i panicked but played it cool and yelled back noooooo i cant help...because thats wat not high mat would do and i didnt want her to be suspicious if i helped with the grocieries.

when i went back into the garage nat was playing some facing game and we both giggled at the screen which was mor[hing colors and such into pinks and blues. i was like yeaaah lets play.

but than and old friend caleld and was asking for urgent help. i called and he was asking for a name of someone i didnt know. he hung up.

i yelled at natt for when i got of the phone for cheating on the video game. i told her to wait tll i got off the phone but she defied me and kept playing.

at one pt i realized i must be dreaming cuz anytthony would never come over to my house....i ignored these thoughts and kept being high

next thing i know natt and i are in a big group of people. natt reasured me that its cool and we somehow end up in a sky skraper with natts friends mom. nat was wearing a robe but she decides to get naked. the mom doesn't care.

i talk to the group asking if they thought i was talking weird to my mom in the kitchen? they saidi i was normal and ireplie good cause i felt like my eyeballs wer guna fall outa my face and i wasnt sure if my mom noticed. we stay in the sky skraper and i forget what the rest hasppens.

i was in na war with colin and in the desert killing people. also wen through a long briefing. got in a fight with my dad.a loved on the third floor with room mate type kids playing some rugby team

firstly nat and i were hanging out and i made up my mind that iwas going to try acid. she gave me these litle paper tabs like you see and then i fell asleep and drempt that i took them. i started seeeing all this trippy shit and woke up back to my dream.

still with the acid i continued in my dream and decided i would take it for reall. i woke up

went back to sleep

completley different setting now , i was back at some huge mansion where all this evil shit was happening. i overheard a boss talking about how world war 3 was in progres. i some how gained the ability to turn invisible. i used the power to run through walls in my old high school and eventually tackle cody to the ground and tell him i n eeded help. he didnt really do much for me.

i ended up driving a flying car that could shoot missles being chased by a god fanatic that was working for the bad guy who thought i was the terrorist and was trying to save me from killing the world. while trying to kill him by launching my misles i shot them into this barge like monstser that had a mouth that would open occaisionaly at which point i would shoot my missels into it

had a dream i was in a hotel high up above with some friends and we were blunt smoking with a bong in rotation. then i look out the window and towards the ground and i see a zoom in shot of all these cops shooting at cars. it seemed like it was real life and i was freaking out. out from the cars comes these giant men in yellow exterminator outfits with semi automatics shooting the cops down. they kill all the patrolman and then start making there way towards the hotel at which i point i start freaking out and get outta there.

later in the dream i went on a like smooth roaller coaster ride where you were in a single cart crusing through this mountain of candy... above the coaster were all thes hookah houses that you could grab and smoke while your riding, and the house would like travel with you until you let go. there wre all sorts of different flavors and they smoke tasted like candy

i tell you what...heres how it went..

i dont remember anything cept being in a contest against my friends and really intensely trying to win. i was doing some jumping jacks or some shit. it was like who could do the most. and i lost and the lady told me i had when i thought i had won

then we were around a campfire and some people were fucking around but i was answering the questions right

walking down anita with the nose horn , in the rb with danyelle and the gemma crew wtih the fernandezes fighting her and dgodidngd to ifrvine at night with jemma and them

later i drempt that i was on the basebnall field at serra and matt gorgalinksi was hitting absolute shots. there was some new roaller coaster built next to tjhe field so more people would go to the games and coach walsh was igben me shit for beieng alone in the corner of thefieled while putting shoeson