non-lucid

I arrived at berkly after a series of events. There was an old blue book I took out of a cabinet and mell grabed from me. it has something to do wit a lake near chico that my family had gone to. it was a relaly old book but she fucked it all up.

next, i was at some store and the cashier was saying how mell was being a bitch. then she ended up in our car and on the turns for the free way i was practically hanging out of the car while my family stayed inside. every comented what a nice boy.

at berkeley i took hella long to order a milkshake and those black guys didnt wana make my special combo shake and one eventually said "listen were leaving im off work" and i felt bad for having ordered.

the next day i came back and thanked them for the shakes

The basebal stadium was crowded. Somehow i got into the stadium for free. My mom was there. I was with 2 friends. Both of them took off in seperate directions, one went towards the field and one went underground. i didnt want to be alone but i didnt want to cross the guard who blocked the under ground entrance. I was scared to get caught

Some guy even called me a pussy but i dont remember him charging. I also remeber seeing a like minor league giantns team playingn on a really tiny field and being like WTF are they doing cuz the bals would litterally go to like 6 fy. still the game was crowded.

go giants

very weird dreams. the dream, everything in it it i knew was going to happen it was like reading a book and seeing the movie.

the walgreens i stole a little bit

at an island stranded with people a man got seperated by hsimelf and was walking no the beach alone when a dog bit him. the blood attracted other dogs from far away and he was chased by a hoard of dogs in the night. a crowd of green eyes sprinted toward him leading the man to run towards some civilization. he ran into a man who grabbed him pulled out a gun and shot him.

Bailey the dog got loose and sprinted down the street and into some old lady's house. i ran in her house and began to apolagize rapidly. The old lady's dog was really cute and acted with bailey nicely so i felt a lil bad taking her out. When i got to the porch the old lady's dog was there but i couldn't find bailey. i look on the stoop and theres my big old tabby tucker sitting there staring at the dog. "I love you baby, you will always be mine" tucker says in a low deep voice.

the dog only responded to tucker by kissing his lil mouth wit her nose. Tucker rubbed his furry lil head on the cheeks of the dog. Than the old lady came out and kicked us all off the porch.

My family and i were so amazed by what happened we decided we would just follow bailey from now on. the next place bailey took us was down the street to a house where a man had been murdered. the wife was there and we tried to console her but she was a mess. we were a lil freaked out and had bailey take us to the next spot.

she led us into a hugeeeeeeee house this time and we were nervous cuase it was so big. we ran around the large empty house and no one was there. we wandered a little longer and after a while we didnt even know how to get out of the house. eventually we found the backyard and there was a party goin on. we pretended like we had been there the whole time and soon we were all like family. i sat at the table and was fed delicious food. i even ate a hot brownie fudge sundae which is unlike me.

jim rushed me to get into the pool so we could play water basketball. the pool was huge and had to baskets on each end. it was probably the size of a basketball course. when the game started, the court tripled in size and became more of a lake than a basketaball court. andy richards was in the water as well, and a bunch of water polo players who i batteled. it became more of a blood bath rather than a game. i never got out of the pool cause it subtley transformed into a field where i was playing soccer

some outlaw kid was trying to build like a generator out of stolen parts from the announcer table. i envisioned this part of the dream narrataed.

REWIND A BIT

before any of this happened i was driving home on the freeway and pulled over to try this guys dips. he had many different kinds and i wanted to buy some of the dips even though they had meet in them, to take home. luckily the guy brought me vegetarian options which were reallly good. i knew both men were kinda shady but didnt care cuz i like their products. the police showed up and tried to arrest me for having an ounce of weed on me. i told me they were crazy and that it was armandos fault. he apparently was a natorious man i got arrested.

i do not quite recall my dream just yet gimme a couplem ore seconds of typing and i will. i think i was really upset about somthing.

Yes i was like driving back and fourth from utah which wasnt much of a treak in the dream. i thikn i migt have been part of some facility idk i jus member there were busses and vans..nd we were in some downwtown area i think i was with my dad looking for a mexican retaurant. it was a hopless mission cause of all the traffic.

at some point i was playing golf with my dad at another i was walking through a park at night wondering deeply about life and if i was really there are not\

there was a war between two armies. little plastic figures stood in the same place approximentally 10 cm away from eachother firing their individual weapons back and fourth at eachother. little tiny arms and legs laid all over my bed room floor. the horror, the pain. What were they fighting for?

Tea. i didnt quite understand why but apparently some people were mishandeling the tea and not respecting it.

zhhhhoooop

im in the upstairs of a house naked.. i turn to the sexy latina girl in the shower and say "we don't have to havhe sex" we get in the shower and look out the window together.

zhhoop

now im lost in space. literally. with two other people so it is okay. so dark and removed from everything the blackness begins to shatter into frozen glass and create sound. I am picked up by space creatures and escorted away from this and brought to other worlds similar to earth. At a space view i can see their planets labeled neatly like a map revolving in colors "france" "Germany" "belgium" all neatly printed across the geography of major continents. it even depicted where nations were waring against eachother

wake up

i member we were in like Saudi Arabia or some sand covered desert like terrain with shoddy buildings. we were in some room together and i think we might have been naked and i kisshed her a lot and it was just awesome i was happy to see her in my dream. we were trying to solve some sort of mission together

first i was in hawaii. i had been on a black cruise ship then i was in like a super fast warp were i was zooted across town on some motor cycle with my dad. he dropped me off at some place and i walked aroimd bare foot for a while. i bought some running shoes that were the same as my old ones. i talked to some lady about her husband who was going to kill himself so she thought, i went to hand out with so called friends like matt jajeh and andrew ahern even cody brown was being a dick and i was made fun of and hurt and than told to lighten up. i eventually started punching andrew as hard as i could and then ijust left. the dream became me on a motorcycle trying to dodge on coming traffic. i felt like the wirfe who husddband was gonna kill ihmself. i was transported back to her house. she talked to me and i realized like in RL that she ehibitied true love cause she let her man go free. i began to cry and say i miss hayley. the woman laughed. her man appearped from no where and stared killing people. when then fbi showed up they got into a flame thowoer battle but ii showed them somting cooler. i heat up a glass pannel that allowed us to look through the panel like we were playing a digital are video game.super intresting dream

carlos was in the office and i clearly remember him being upset about feeling abandoned by his mom. i called him on the phone and had a serious conversation wtih him about my experience with feeling isolated.

later my mom came in the room and asked me if i wanted to master bate uhhh. i was really freaked out and said knock yourself out, but i left the room.

before that there was a princess in my room and i watched her as the king tried to ignore her. i cud tell the princes really loved him. but then the kings wife came in and flipped out when she saw her all pressed up on the king . the girl was banished and put out the window. she had one of those helemts on that only allows you two see out of like two cracks.

later the king saw her, or i had become her, walking along the country side. he was practicing shooting cannons with his friends and called me over. i talked to them some how about video games and how ther should be like a split screen for multiply players.

earlier i member being with colin and we had discovered mario cart for the game body and pokeomon and hella other games for the game boy. ti was sweet.

it was 5 am and i layed in bed, remembered my dreams perfectly but said fuck it. now its 733 and im wishing i had wrote them down. but ahah!!!! i remember one now. I was on a small plane with probably 20 other people. i had a whole seat to myself it was nice. then the pilot decided to land the plane on a lake. it was such a beautiful scene i took a picture. when we got off the lake, and by we i mean myself and probably just 5 others we walked around the campsite. there were really big trees and cool stuff. i thought i was in seattle for some reason. then a bear showed up, there was a shovel and a pitch fork, i grabbed the shovel through it to my friend and grabbed the pitch fork, up the tree i yelled! the bear chases us and followed me way high up into the tree. when i got to the highest point and the bear was vertically climbing up the tree i poked his paws with the pitch fork making him fall. it was hard to stay balanced way up there. people down people were trying to make me fall by running in circles and hoping the sight of it wud make me dizzy. some how i got down from the tree. i think i killed one of the people trying to make me dizy

on a lake but there were sharks in there. matter of fact, it was alaska. yup. but the warm waters of alaska. people swam in there and it was a big ocean and i thought of spongebob saying "there are sharks in there" in that one episode. that made me laugh. some lady grabbed my life vest and like released a valve and my ship went down. i was like wtf lady. some how i got back to shore and i remember being in a public restroom when sarah came in. i told her to keep her chin down and stay closeee. i then expressed to her how i felt about the evil man keeping us stranded on the lake. she felt similarly. we planned to break out and i was on some plane with a black pilot and he was talken bout the irregularity of my blow up plane. well what does he know

i was driving hayleys car and was going to meet her at a hotel. she had it all planned out wherre her friend was going to put the hotel under her name and that way no one could trace us to the hotel. when we both got there the room was really nice and big but we ran into some trouble with hayleys connection. the guy was fucking insane and he like picked up a drill type of a tool in the hotel and started like breaking the ceiling and fucking the entire room up. we eneded up in a car with this guy after his rampage and he was driving. when we got to a stop light hayley and i abandoned the car and told the guy to take it easy. we got back to the room and strangely enough all his damages had already been fixed. we were both perplexed and i wwas especially creeped out. iopted to hayley that we move to a different room and she felt that was the best idea as well.

then i kinda fade out in memory and the next interval was with devin and a bunch of boys. we were at some river and there was crazy shit to do like we were jupming of these huge waterfalls at night when it was pitch black. we rubbed up against a bank that was nearly endles and was on the edge of the earth.

next fragment i was at an obstacle course. there was some huge mantioin at the end but everyone else was in front of me doing the obstacles and i waited to long to begin so by the time i started it ended. i frantically tried to run though quickly it didnt work. the ladies who wwon the obstacle seemed prepared and knew they were gonna win. they were all dressed in medevil clothing.

i woke up annoyed. in the dream il just back track. i ended up in a hotel with my parents and Julie kept telling me what to wwear and iwas getting pretty upsept about that. we left the room and i plugged in my ipod to block her out. Before that i remember taking a shower in a reall nice bathroom accept there was a toliet in the shower and some hatch underneat witch was gross and kind of annoying.
I was watchen a movie with a friend in my old bedroom and it was adefinetly a sad and graphic movie cuase there was lots of yelling and ddying. there were like soldiers in the snow and it was sad. eventually i got up and listened to my upod so ididnt have to her the sound on the tv. li guesss im just tired

first half of the dream was pretty cool. i was with damien looiking for a slice of pizza around treasure island and we ended up at a rugby game. i kind ajust msingled my way into it and then struck up a convo with some of the players after. a very nice boy similar to ryan uleg talked with me and said rugby season for golden gate was already in motion.

Later in the dream there was some crazy bitch who was outa control and the solutino for her was to take a bunch of pills and then she llitterally went down a drain and ddiedd, but then somehow ended up reaparing alive but with repulsive injuries like the girl from mean girls.

then i was in a room that held lots of poeple but everyone was trying to get the lighting right cause we thought it was the end f=of the world, even though me and susie new it wasnt. we meditated on purple chakra. the people began joining. we ended up or i did at leas was in a bed full of people and some naked indian girl laid on top of so after i laid on her and almost licked and fucked her but apparently she was new to the program and needed to take the pill that made the red girl really small.

last part of the dream was freaky and i was in like a bar talking with people and cud seee ronal mcdonald across the rooom. there was girl who kept playing a machine as well. mcdonald comes over and shakes my hand very nice guy. he expresses fears bout girl who keeps playing gthe same machine. damien thinkgs shes on to many vikadens. she gets really angry, that the machine breaks, and then somehow startes hanging out with us. she is constantly scratching or talking to people that arnt there. she ends up sitting next to me and trying to scratch me. she thinks the skittles i have are the rainbow and eventuallyl starts chasing mel i have to have ronald mcdonald and my friends restrain her. later ronal mcdonald tries to run from her but she catches up i woke up really scared

This dream is recorded in Fragments.

1) I bought weed from someone and kept it in a small dental floss case. Susie/Dee Dee later entered the room and asked to search my bags for it, I let them and she found it. We talked and she said she would not tell anyone but she was clearly upset. I told her it had been a long time since i last smoked

2) I was crossing the Golden Gate Bridge but it was a bridge made out of water. it was like a smoothe lake and i wondered "how do they build such flat water on the lake"

3) when we crossed to the other side we some how ended up in the water. A bunch of people were in there and i fraked everyone out by saying "yes the Golden Gate Bridge is a famous great white shark breeding zone" then a man came by and sprayed some solution near the exit to the water which removed the 2nd hand ciggarette smoke the water so we were able to get out

3) was with some old friends and kept wanting to do like a dog pile on em