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i drempt that i was just finishing working the job with some extra kids who i wasnt exactly sure actually had worked. uhm any way then i went to this party and i didnt realy know any body there and i was kinda moven around akwardly. it was kinda like a school to in the first two rooms of the house there was like a classroom and i commented "i love rooms with measuring bars and : and later i walked to to the backroom where some dudes were watching porn. i saw naked girls and al lthese guys in the pool, hayley was in the pool so i thought and i just kinda ignored her like i didnt care, but i really did and was upset and afraid she was hooking up with those guys in the pool (sense all theo other girls were hooken up with guys)

eventually i was back at my house and concerned about some sort of Robberybut kinda jus left the house

i just type out my whole dream about a school shoooting and it got deleted some how. basically the shooters got there heads blown off by a shotgun i tried to plan a way to save the way but the swat beat me to it. later a black man tried to steal a car and security tried to stop him but his son killed the security guard. lastly i was parachuting with my family and kept trying different parachautes to see who could land the best. mell and shanon talked a lot and i just listened after a while. i suggested good restraunts but my family disagreed

i was standing in the kitchen with melanie and roxy and i kept singing breathe by pinky flloyd and roxy joined in. "of waht you see is all your life will ever be" my sister also was very busy doing something and didnt have time to listen to what i had to say to her. the rest of the dream is not coming to me right now.

I was in a hotel room in san fransisco. it was the same one or so i thought so of the one that was at icypaa. i was with my sister an some of her friends and we were on a road trip. we were only staying at the hotel till 6 am. i remember a girl named M sitting next to me at dinner. some how she ended up in my room and we started kissing and got naked . she sucked my dick but then left the room naked. when my sister walked in the house she ran back into my room said she almost got spotted by mell naked. she said i could cum in her mouth if i wanted to but i went back to sleep and ironically woke up

wasnt really a nightmare cause it was more like i was watchen a movie than involved with it. there kas a referee during a girls teams for basketball to decide who would get the bell. it was 3 teams nd he stalle d s o muc h and did like the longest inie meenie minie mo people went crazy after ehe picked blue even some of the girlsl were pissed. on the way back to there llittle home a girl in a white dress wiwth blood on her lips cahsed another girl into a bathroom, she like loooked like she wanted to eat the girl and then she had the girl like frozen in the stall some how. when the next girl walked in she chased her to and made that girl like stand dead frozene peeing on the round as she cried. her body blinked as a skeleton so i didnt know which girl was alive or dead. than a sgtronger looking girl wlaked in nd i dont know who won that fight. i

i was going on some trip with my mom but o gpt side rracked with grandma and grandpa and never made it to the vacation.

i drempt i was being a little crnkey and damien had coem by for a dinner and id just fidd not really lie puttingup and playing along with his antics so i kept it very local ley bt but caactually ate meat just cause everyone else was. then i was with ryan from utah just sittign next to him by grandma and mat jajeh from church a goroup of very uncomfotable people. and grandma. damien came over nd made sexual kples

this was a funny dream. some one had recorded a party in which a bunch of old friends from dre fusaro to jajeh to people idont know were all in this house. matt was hookinig back up with trisha. jakie chan was trying to be really sneakky and like hidei bie hind there curtains and stay in the room. he wasaaa. i tried but i didnt work and matt told me to get out of the room so he could bang trishaa. in the other room of the party i was in there and people were just passed the fuck out so i got a glass of woater nd was gonna go to bed but people stoarted getting up

Some how i ended up in a park with a bynch of sleeping bags that night . kmac told me to give me my teeth to him t hr9ugh a dream and i tried realy hard but noting happpend. i ended up staying in that park and sleeping naked. coventina was there and she asked me some questions that i anseeeered;i then a concert was playing in the park so ihad to move all my camping shit. ryan harris wentt to go make a speech infront of all the people and turned to me and cried and i tried to oget him a shot but was afraid to.

i was flying over the sea with my family on this weird sort of airplane that i was hanging onto the nose of. it was like we were not inside of the air plane. my mom and i kept getting int o an argument about if i could drive over the water bridge or not to ruby. then it was a dream witihin a dream as i was with rachael and hella old school cats talking bout ba in the day. i described to matt jajeh a dream i had about him telling him were both like side kicks fighting together when we were stil in the dream. we were all around a bon fire chillin

i was in some very poor kinda group even though i had moeny. my objective was to capture all these picture in dangerous spots. at one point i was on an iraqi like beach where i saw a mans hhed driven into a pole. i told the recon plan to fly it in and take a picture. on the beach i heard a man saying "you owe me money" to another man and saw the threatener shoot the man in debt in the back of the head. immediatley my group being cops pulled out there guns and got into ashoot out. they must have killed the bad guys fast becasue when i returned there was no one left for me to shoot at. dissapointing cuz i had the chance to shot a rocket launcher.

another intresting pot was the bonfire were we all sat around dddddteens with osme older people trying to do AP literature. it was tough for mr sullivan cause mell kept talking out loud i tried to sush people but it didnt work. it was funny

the first part of this dream consisted of me and a bunch of friends hanging out at my house. i believe it was alec eckman kyle merrigan jake steenvorde at some point all kinda just chillen. we went to the park over at the rec center and had a fun day playing in the park. some little kid tried to tackle my ankle.

* when we went back to my house everyone was talking about going out that night and i wanted to also. aleck asked if i would be okay since i am sober and they all drink, i saiid impatiently of course il be fine.*

The dream then swtitched and iwas like in a dry ruinious play with millions of people. there was a man who would reach into a bowl filled with blood and pull out a scrappy bunch of meet that had been soaking in there. apparenty that was the signal for everyone to go crazy and *people just started dancing and yelling and causing all sorts of chaos. i remember at some point in the sandey deserted place playing soccer with some kid and being with Patrick. he said he wouldnt leave me here to diel*

as i traveled on the train i got the niccce roll out bed and i sat there was the train moved i went to sleep in the dream and had a dream within a dream. *i then started thinking about walking towards a small shopping plazza and seieng a place that said "boy who have like sexual problesS" go in this store but dont be afraid. i dont kkow why i went in but i did and the man tried to hold me hostage in the store so *i bolted. turns out he is the devil and was really acrobatic. he chased meo n top of roofs on the ground any where u cud think of. *eventually iran home but he had my number and he took me to hell with him. in hell there was a game being played by all sorts of fuzzey creatures (humans dressed in mascot like costumes) they were alll trying to kill eachother the whole time. *i had some sort of like asian catana sword with 8 bladse and killed a couple people but was eventually had ty the zomies. so hell became like a fucked up video game and i just killed peopole and kept responpawning. thats preyy much it i woke up abruptly and felt very tired.


Also i learned that i was semi lucid when the man was chasing me cause i thought to myself "it doesnt matter where i run because this is a dream" it didnt rejister though, good job though matt cause it shows your awarness is growing

i was driving with hayley and we had planned to spend the last couple hours of our niht together. i drove her all the way to redwood city and then she told me to pul over. she said her mom needed her home so they could shop for a jumper like the under shorts. i immediatley was upset butdid say anything. i tried to disregard my expectations but couldnt. i had to tell her . i call her but think i got voice maillater in the night.

i drempt about driving to a rugby game with a coach and friend. we were following morogan in the car but we lost her and then kinda back tracked. aafter we got off the off ramp of the free way i found a luttle bungalow that i culd rest under. there were 2 of my friends and 3 of my enemiesl they were big and scared me. they tried to take my bike so i picked up my bike and slammed it accross the face of the tallest one. he dropped to the ground nd i kpt him submittied through reweseling moves.

then i kinda shifted focus and was picking out a greeting for my mom for mothers day. she did not believe me when i said i was down in los altos so i figured id send her a video of some baseball player singing. when i got home i think it sent to her but i never gotta see her reaction to it cause i got side tracked talking withw my dad about somthing.

and before all this i remember damien and i were coming home from a road trip trying to think of a place to go. he said were ever we end up is where we end up,

and of course the ending of the dream a dream character refrenced the movie i just watched about "time is money" and he was extremly young looking but old in a weeel chair. he had been alive hundreds of yaers and became mentally done with. he offered me some of his years

well i dont remember the dream fully however i do remember that i iwas later pretedending to be streeet preforerm in overalals to attract customers tso stores and makes money

I was in the middle of a park on some bleachers preparing myself for a "sit down" meditaiton. I had preminition that danger was approaching and felt the need to escape to higher ground. I tried to climb to the railing above the bleachers but my efforts were in vein as a hoarde of people in halloween costumes soon trampled over me. They pulled at me and i was very scared and uncomfortable. I had no control of my body as many masked people were holding my limbs stretched in all different directions. They laughed at me and i could not make out any words of what they said but it was just a loud clamour of noise. i remember specifically a jack o lantern man kept tickeling me nd i painfully laughed "stop it!!!" then matt jajeh approached the bleachers and brought up soem really embarassing child hood memories as all this occured. I dont remember what happened in the rest of the dream. I just woke up really depressed

they said meditate and so i tried to get higher cuase i had a feeeling they would sotrm in andsure neough all sorts of ugly cotume came running in adn iw ias iterrfied and everyone was forciwng me to do thigns an best friend matt j was calling out embarrasing bullshit tellling me t o di it buthe didnt really want to do it then later i got f wasfreaked out got em to stop and slowly woke uep after