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there was an ap lit group in my house and we were disscussing the book and i was giving my interpretation of the book in my head but as this happened i could see the story playing out in real life. I remember there being mr sullivan my house and a black light in my living room i started drawing stuff on the walls nd it looked cool. some one brought in music or somethan nd there was a dance partty. the cops showed up and people dissapeared litterally. I put bayley in a room by her self and then put on the tv as if i didnt care that the police were there. They were upset and had complaints about drunk kids wandering around or somthing. mom just tried to talk to em nd i just watched tv

i started thinking about what it would be like to travel on a boat on a river with lakes. first i visualized docking the boat and driving it out and at first icould not crontol wether my boat hit another persons but i realized that it was my boat and i could steer with out the wheel. i then tried to drive the boat with my mind accross this lake while standing on the front of the bow like the titanic. i started cruising very fast and then all the sudden the dream got vivid like i was actualy there adn i was like ohh shit hella excited. i could see the greenery of plants. It was awesome and i tried rubbing my hands to regain control but to no avail i woke up. Before hand i used SILID method where u tap into sense but i fortgot about it eventually . awesome experiences hella jus motivated me

i remember specifically being very paranoid in this dream throughout the hole thing. well i know i was at my house for the longest time in some reggae band with my friends. i was having trouble leaving because my mom kept me asking to do varios chores which began to annoy me. there were 5 hour energys and i new they were mells up there in the cabinet but i took one and some 5 hour chap stick. also i remember being at my grandpa at some point. plotting somthing.

i was with andrea fusaro at some point, fucken i know haley was there. WEird how i keep having these two girls in my dream. Dream guides please give me more insight on this tonight i am paying attention now thank you. and yea not sure

i drempt about being in a sera class with Hayley. She was sitting next to me. I remember standing up after the bell rang, and i poked her stomache and asked what time she would come over tanite.

Later i was out on 20th and saw peter and he asked if i was going to the football game that night. I said maybe what time. And he gave me a rude response and just whined cuz i never hit him up in which i argued he never hits me up.

The first part of the dream i believe andrea fusara and i were at some party in a room together and she was stroking my dick and made me cum all over the place. Like spraying cum and i aimed my dick at her and shee was like "ew noooo" I saw hayley later that night at the party and felt kinda guilty

Also i remember being at a theme park of roaller coasters. seeing where peter had snuck in last time.

i dont know how it happened, i don't know who she was. All i know is that i was in the bathroom of a restraunt with a dead drunken girl in a shoddy bathroom. I tried to leave but someone i knew was going to enter the bathroom so i ran back in and said "OH i forgot my phone" i waited and tried to peer out of the bottom crack of the door and see if anyone was there. I waited and waited. FInally i sneakily openned the door and tried to slide out but a lady was waiting to go in, i said "excuse me" in a rushed and anxious manner and she laughed and said "OH ho HOO looks like this one had a few too many Oh ho hoooo"

Later in the dream a friend of mine sent me a text and said thanks for inviting to the rave but i had to go back to camp, he sent me a pic of a huge college party. He was just being polite. Later i drempt i was twalking down the hill very late at night and ran into a girl I knew who invited 2 girls who had just got done partying to a picnic. "i thought well, this is just not an appropriate time for a picnic" then i remembered my whinney the poo philosphy and thought wat the hell just go with it

i was in all these various parts of society; first i was with jose who stole major items from criminals and sounds like was involved with the wrong people. I was with hayley wen i saw him and she started making out with me and stuff; Some how jose was afffiliated with rugby
Then later i was at susies with britanny and was having tea out of some intresting device. i was naked like halfway. I remember susie saying somthing about paying me to watch the bathroom at night. JAmes rang the doorbell i answered it which is strange cuz her door is usuall unlocked and i ran up to the ll kid called him vincient and picked him up and swung him around.

then we were in a wallgreens and my mom mom took off with all the sun screen and things we had purchased.but on a lil side story i just remebered
there was like a side story withsome ddude trying to kill another dude but he couldnt for some reasoon.
ryan was l slangen weed and ryans dad said hw wud take it affter ryan made his profit. and yyear

i remember all t hese like gaps in society and knew it was fromm all those who sto le

*i was at my grandmas house and was sneaking around way passed bed time looking for stuff in a shed that was also alanis morasets editing studio. *instead of softwaret here were tapes and stuff. before hand i wiais at camp pilssburry and we were doing something with a like fight in the wilderness on the rudgged landscape but no one could decide on th eight place. so we kept aimlessley *taking pictures of *shit around us. 2 kids hot in a fight i believe they were both black and there fight did not make any sense. Also i remember being really freaked out about relapsing on like ecstasy then saying well it is only a dream so fuck it and then i dropped some acid and asked daren sabien for some lil pills. he gave em to me but i dont think i took em. weird how i was like semi lucid. it is almost as if i konw that the only place i can relapse is in a dream so perhaps thats wehre i go for that. Wonder what it means

i am recalling many hours after the dream bu its beter to get something in then nothing at all

so i drempt at one point about a cop car that pulled me over. There were kids drinking in the seat next to me. i was worried that the cop would be mad i was driving with kids after 8. The cop ended up prancing around saying threatening things but i got lost in thought and eventually the whole seen dissapatiated. Perhaps more will be revealed to me later

for me to love and to give always ...to stop thinking aobut if im going7 t 7be 74taking care of and just realize that i can give and accept what comes back me instead of expecting something because of my own doings. I can reallyt just give and love as friends to enjoy the company of girls and make there day better rather then thinking how can they can make my day better. i love myself and am really neverous cause i feel likeif i mess it up or dont say the right thigns then im not going to be like or accepted. How bout ijust try and do what damien says and completley show my self when asked to and just lead by example and be myself my beautiful cute and funny safe not a fraid to show my confidence maculinity or gir0\\\\\\\\\\\\\feminenes like a pussy cat

well first of all, i remember being on a beach and the waves were kinda sucking me in, and it was realy dark. Then there stufff in the weater trying to pul me under, so i got the hell out of there, because i was lucky enough to see a mutha fucking spot light i crawled out and saw aww these men sleepoing on the ground with guns and other men running by the,. Later in my dream i was getting head from some older chick, and then some weird shit happened and she tried to get me but i was like no i got u and i locked her in a closet nd let her out

i remember being with some crew who was going to san fransisco but first i was with jakie and we got a black and mild. Later i was with others and we went and got weeed, (i was with like britany and all thse other raNDOOM people. after that i went home for a litle bit then they picked me bac up nd all was well

the last memory i recall was walkin with my friend yu yu who asked if he could slelep over cause his dad diedd. id say okay nd after we got him out of triumph acadeemy. I was in the car with ryan nd we nh walked sispped off. i also orderred jot chocolate with my mom

the dream was that i punched some lady in the face at a job after doing a bunch of other illegal shit and i was put outside in a jail cell witha braclet shelly dorve by with matt nd all his friends and then matt lit of all these firworks that didnt do much and i was free but not big eenough deiversion was saet.e

i drempt that i was in lego land againa and when you walked in there were like these things of water u dip ur hands in to clean them. I also drempt i thought i had a relapse earlier on and ifreaked the f out. OO no i got it i was like back at triumph but instead we all slept upstairs in an attic nad people would throw shit at the other side of the street i left the room of darkness nd asked if anyone else wanted to come , no takers. i remember being with like maggie or someone nd then later some mom was yelling at me bout shit haha