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today i drempt that i was in some sort of schoolwith a lot of people i liked then my friend katie rode into class on a horse nd i thought it was hella normal. Later this ladey had a gun pointd at my head and a knife at my throught , she stabed me in the wrist and shot me down my mouth i asked help from suzie and my grandma was there we started driving to hospital then some how i ended up driving on the bay bridge with some kids. We were at some party on a boat and my dad was in the water of the ocean. I went into the water and there were all these kraw dads, and one grabed onto my and slenches it claues in. I swam for a lil and said fuck this thing nd broke from it and started trying to beat the thing up. And later the dream changed.

so basically i started my dream out in an all out war with someone and i hadthe powers of a sourcerer. eventually i got tired and i remmembered just getting school and driving home to bullshit with friends. not too much later we retruned t oschool and we werte released for not diodddddddddddoing any thing rong

i was with my friend and we were meeting someone who uses a lot at like a lake or somthing. It was very beautiful place we were in but we were so obsessed in the nature of the conversation we did not ennjoy the place. Back at my house my mom found the bag of weed i tried to explain matt wass buying it nd i dont no what she thought cuz some random guy started baboling on about additive sin caffeine

I drempt that i was in charge of heading and taking people to meetings. I remembering wlking to take my dad to a drem in millbrae and we walked through a hotel and there was a buffet but we ke kept walkinga and did not stop

MAYBE ITS CAUSE my names matthew and im and alchohalic addict and i got 6 months that i keep haivng the dreams. Last nigyht i drempt i was at a hotel smoking a blunt with some kid named jimy and i also wanted a black and mild its prolly cuz of that shit well im like i smoked a black so mine as well have a blunt . its okay it is scary feeelings felt in dreams that will keep me sober

i suppose whawt happened first was that i went out with yu yu and we were at like a huge highway that led to the free way which was closed. All these kidsi were smoking and i guess i did to and got home really late. I went home to bed drempt about someeee gnomes that would kick you if you were a kid and you were breaking the rules at school, I finally ran into the teachers bath room and then the thing started stabbing the door.lsyrt i trslicxrf if trlspdrf snf my pstrnyd asked me bout it so itold them

i had a really weird nasty dream that i was at some long table inside the movie theater. I was with some weird people who i felt were judging my every move and we were watching like saw 12. In this one a man had to eat out a half dead girl with no skin on her face just skeleton. i let after and then my friend yu yu showed up outside the movie theater, and i got my ticket for like 3 other movies . I ended up trying to take a curtain from a stage home and i called it anight

I remember being al aorund mill brae with different people. at the end of my dream i was wiht maggie and she kept dancing on me, and then kiseed me on my neckk, i kissed her back my old math teacher walked up and he was proud nd said i used to be like an asian kid then i traile off she laughed then she went away i walked away hse said by mattie like wtf u didntn sasy bye

I remember being at a pool party and it was lil uncomfortable for me cause everyone was getting super freakey and i didnt o what the fuck to do. later i was in some private room nd was spraying beers at people laughing having a good time. I woke up cause someone pressed a button on my chest which sounded the alarm

i drempt i was out in the nsow going up a montain and i used weed and as i was going up a mountian ijust sat their scared tro[[em mits and the ride never ended. later irobbed a bank with a cop nd the cop got me. i was in jail for a lil at grandmas house nd she apolagized to matt. i was stryen to rob some grandma at st dunstand but they found out, mom nd shelly were like wtf nd i walked out nd it was all rainey nd iwas taken to this fancey british jail where i asked if hot girls could come obver

i drempt that i had become a horse jokey and was entering the race, it was a big adrenaline rush for me racing the horses and itook it very seriously.
also after i went around the mall from store to store running from some kid chassing me cause all the food was infected and it had to be stopped the spread of all the food in the mal had caused and outbreak of disease and everyone was dying.

I guess being sober for 5 days has caused urges to return, Last night i had a dream that my friend sold me 200 dollars worth of weed in the agreement i would give him 200 brand new songs on his ipod, how strange....anyway the weed looked amazing and he also has hash he was gunna sprinkle on theirrrr...i had wondered hmm i need rolen papers then i looked at my desk and wat do u no was their? I need to stop this madness dreaming about weed makes my mouth water,... O also hahaha i drempt i was going to these 3 fine girls house nd we were all like animated sims characters and all the girls were licking eachothers pussies end sucking my hard long dick. I decide to take eat a codeine pill nd immediatley realized wat i had done nd then called damien to tel him im like fuck i must have fuked up my liver so then i left. HAhahaha alsoo i was driving a car with three friends nd i guess i had just smoked out of a pipe that i had stolen from a pipe warehousee nd then my friend wudnt drive to were we neeeded to go to so i told him let me drive i drove nd the wheel of the car was being really weird nd i kept crashing to shit and the car would spin out of controll on the freeway nd i finally pulled over and we switched drivers nd the front of the car was huge like a cadilac but realy big front rims anyway, weird fucking dreams obsesed with drugs.

All of the sudden I started feeling all ecstasy like and im like oo im dreaming then the world jus went hell trippey and everything started floating and nothing was real and all the pain was gone nd my legs worked again and I felt beterr'
then I played madden at a friends house in a different dream yeaaa

Sitting across a dinner table from a girl I cant stop thinken bout latley
Next I am at a ski resort with my mom and a friend flying up this ski lift that takes us to the top of heavenly
It is litterally heavenly snow is amazingly powderey and everyone snowboarding and skiing is extremley good.
I felt a little socially out of place since im not as good as everyone else and this distracted me from becoming lucid because I should have realized people cant jus do flips from the ground. Anyway I got off the chairlift which was I high speed to seater and it led me off to a conver bely circle thing where I picked up my board. I got it then skiid off to the left with little struggles. Cant remember what I was wearing. Next I saw my mom and she was going to chilll back while me and my friend skiid. Some guy talked to us about not skiing the schoolyard cuz u culd get hurt and that’s basically it

Jail Dream

I had a dream that me and three other friends were put into a Jail, the only difference that this Jail wasn’t really a Jail there were no bars and no jail. IT was more of a Hotel with three really shitty beds. WE had a TV in our room and I was playing Gameboy. Art was watching us and we pissed em off once for being to loud. Later we drove around nd I got into an argument withi a friend nd I stoped talking to him for a while. I then was inside a party taking pictures with people and some kidd had just copped a fat old bad of ecstasy nd people were buying them off hi, I then ended up in an arcade room with some cute girls and we talked flirted and attempted to win the video games. I ended up in the end smoking a bong with asher roth and eminem.

first of all i remmeber being all pissed of about some kid stealing my shoes or some shit some kid named jaquie nd i was gunna find him and beat the shit out of him i ran around my dream looking for this kid and never found him but continued being pised off. finally i took a knife and thrust it deep into my stomach. I took it out and felt the blood go out and it still felt as a regular cut would feel like. i bled everywhere and told my mom what i did and she took me to the hospital. i cudnt get to the hospital floor cuz i cudnt float up to it. and then there were all these infected people and i was driving on the golf course trying to avoid catching their disease. fucking weird ass shit. i want to be lucid tonight

got into a fight with my dead and beat the shit out of him absoultley dropped him. shot double leg hurt him on his back nd felt bad. I hoppedo on a dirtbike and rode to a pancake house were a few of my friends were eating pancakes i ordered some then left home real fast on my dirt bike, I ran inside the house and ran back out and hopped on a new type of vehicle it was like a white small atv that was rather confusing once i figure out how to work the things and then i drove to the pancake house and munched on some delicious pancakes drove home saw my dad and he said i hurt him i said how and he said i beat the shit out of him and i felt bad and apolazied