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Africa Trip, I love you soup. Magical.

Went to a trip to Africa, trouble recalling. I remember having a soup at the campsite by the fire pit in the morning. I think I said I love you to the soup since it was so good. There was some magical event, I forget what. Something about voodoo.

Anastasia

I was somewhere up the mountains of what appeared to be the old soviet union. Mountains, or somewhere deep into the woods, away from civilization mostly. I saw Anastasia there, she came from the woods and we planned for a better life. Went to some sporting dome into the city, I recall recruiting people. The farm area that we set up were getting transformed now. We decided to form a contract from people from the states or something to create a pharmaceutical research center. Our income was like tripled now, but soon we were super taxed and our income was back to same. Someone was mad, Anastasia or me or another person, or maybe all of us.

Juice lion

Saw nlion offering me juice or something, he then went back on his computer then played some games.


Notes: Felt like giving up honestly. Don't know. Trying really hard at it but don't know. Felt like I wasn't sure why I was trying so hard at something that showed so little result. Felt like an idiot. Felt bad. Cried a little, felt better. Went outside into the cold, did wim hof, felt better- felt lucid just then. I''ll still do my best though. Maybe until the end of the month, maybe it'll work. Maybe oughta give up, or just take a break. But all those don't knows and thoughts about giving up are just excuses probably. I'm trying too hard probably. Gonna take it easy. Screw it, I'm just gonna have fun.