I've been trying to lucid for a very long time. I used to be really into it when i first started (about a year and a half ago). I got 1 or 2 few second lucids and I remember how amazing it felt and how real it was. But I got away from it for a few months (during intense final studies) and I've been off and on since then trying to get more but I just realised that im not interested in it anymore. I've tried taking breaks and when I think about a world thats as real as this and that I can do anything is, i know it's amazing but I can't truly think that like when i first started. And i think that is directly related to why i haven't been able to get any lucids in a year or so.

So i want to know whats kept you've interested or kept you trying when you failed. What specific things did you reach for (i dont have any specific goals, nothing seems interesting even though i know that things like flying would obviously be awesome, i just dont feel it) or how did you keep it fun?

Any help is really appreciated, i might quit if i cant find something that makes it fun and that would suck.