 Originally Posted by Sageous
^^ Funny thing: I barely notice transitions, no matter how many LD's I chain through DEILD, much less look for them.
For me the transition in DEILD is a very subtle thing, with very little interruption to the dream, except maybe some fadeout of imagery, and some recognition of my waking-life environment, like the back of my sleep mask or the feel of the blankets. In a sense, it is little more than a momentary pause or blip in the dream while my body keeps up with my interest in staying asleep. I think that one of the nice things about DEILD is its lack of a substantial and potentially distracting transition.
This of course could just be me, but what if it isn't? Perhaps, Imaginary, your problem might be that you are looking for, or waiting for, something that is not substantially there. Something to think about, at least...
I have had a chain of maybe 11 tops, more often 4-7. That was when I was able to count them, because of my epic transitions. And sorry sageous, I have to say it, but I love my transitions. Maybe because I never had any longer epic LDs.
But last maybe 5 times, I have lost my transitions. I no longer call them DEILD chains, but lucid events. My chains, even the longest ones lasted maybe 20 min. But these events last from 30-60 min.
I don't feel the transitions no more What I experience is me saying "oh, the dream has ended. I'm just gonna sit here wait for another lucid." Then I immediately realize "wait a minute, I'm still here, in a dream, and I'm lucid." So I either try to force a transition by force of habit, most often a falling backwards sensations, which I'm so fond of. Or I just stand up from sofa and walk away.
I think realizing that I'm still there was the hardest part. But since I have done it, and wrote it down, and thought about it, now I just remember it when in limbo between dreams.
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