Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by rumpel

I'm 20.



I never decided to be born. Especially not in this dumb way.
But yeah, I know that it *can* go better. It once got really nice for a short time but now it's even shittier than it was before. Perhaps you're right though. I can't look into the future and because I'm already at the bottom, how should it get worse? But looking into the future (in a positive way) isn't my thing really. I'm working on living with some professional help and medicine but that didn't help much yet.

You can find a million things to make you happy, seriously! Don't do something you would regret. Life is a gift that comes only once, and you're young, don't blow it. Just find something to make you happy and try to be positive. That's what I did(I was really depressed, worse than you), and now I'm the happiest man alive. It's actually really really easy. And be open-minded, so you won't miss opportunities and what so on. Stay strong pal.

Fuck parents. Fuck the New yea. fuck dehydration headaches and fuck people. Urgh.

Crap
I had to go out in the white shit for eggs and milk because tomorrow is gonna be worse, It's enough right now....wind chill-3 half mile visibility.
I dont mind winter driving but its from the truck to the store its bad and i'm getting tired of cleaning the white shit off my truck..
Tomorrie I buy a cordless leaf blower to do it maybe,
At least there's only 4X4's on the road for traffic.
All the cars are already safely out of the way in the ditches.

I feel like all the states surrounding me are supposed to get at least 10" or more of snow, yet all we're getting is a measly 4-6". I really need to just move to the top of a mountain and shun everyone. I'd ski to work and install a lift to come home. I guess I'd bike to work in the summer, but I'd need to practice more before I'm comfortable flying down a mountain on wheels.

I suppose that's not very practical at all, but I don't care. It would be awesome.

Oh, I see...just think positively for a few days and then tell me if you feel better, being positive makes you and people around you, give off good vibes...? Everyone/thing is here for a reason, yours might just be to learn that there is a consequence to every choice, and you have to make the right one, I'm only 13, life hasnt really been harsh to me, so I can only sympathize, but either way, you sound like you have a fair few problems...Scream therapy can relax you, therefore lessen the tension of the problems, try doing relaxing things and soon you should start to feel better

Whats up with horses? They are all devoted to them horseshoes for their whole life! Their gonna take over the world!

NEW WORLD ORDER!

The snowplow hides down the street and waits for me to clear out the end of the driveway, Then it makes a wild charge to fill it back in...

Originally Posted by Wishfulthinker

Fuck parents. Fuck the New yea. fuck dehydration headaches and fuck people. Urgh.

Tell me about it... I woke up after new year's eve and chuckled 500 mL of water in one go. Then I fell asleep peacefuly. Which reminds me! Happy new year everyone!

Haven't been on this site a lot lately, even though I really like most of the people here. Life has been busy, but enjoyable as well. But I really should go to bed at a normal time, it's 4:47. I've been lost in myself the past hour while drawing a candle, I'll upload it somewhere else on this site.

Originally Posted by woblybil

The snowplow hides down the street and waits for me to clear out the end of the driveway, Then it makes a wild charge to fill it back in...

ha. i got lucky coming home. i was about to turn down the un-plowed road before my apartment's parking lot when 4 trucks went through and plowed it. but the actual parking lot hasn't been touched... so I probably just woke up all the people there by flooring it in 3rd gear (only moving maybe 2mph) to get to an available parking space.

Silly me get parked fairly nicely, but decided, "I can do better," and tried to maneuver a bit. One touch on the gas and I started sliding the front end towards the car parked to my left. So I stopped and now I'm parked like shit. Ah well, hopefully that guy leaves before I need to. If not... well, I might be kinda screwed and will have to dig out the snow from under my car.

Originally Posted by sefalik

ha. i got lucky coming home. i was about to turn down the un-plowed road before my apartment's parking lot when 4 trucks went through and plowed it. but the actual parking lot hasn't been touched... so I probably just woke up all the people there by flooring it in 3rd gear (only moving maybe 2mph) to get to an available parking space.

Silly me get parked fairly nicely, but decided, "I can do better," and tried to maneuver a bit. One touch on the gas and I started sliding the front end towards the car parked to my left. So I stopped and now I'm parked like shit. Ah well, hopefully that guy leaves before I need to. If not... well, I might be kinda screwed and will have to dig out the snow from under my car.

Then comes the good part, I love Global Warmers, Wish they were here (so I could shoot them)
I got 4X4 truck for that here in the hills but forecast temps by monday night are -5 to -15 below zero and high of -5 tuesday...
Plus wind chills with 35mph north wind. I could damage the truck by starting it
Plus I have electric heat and the meter's spinning so fast its gonna bust.. (Then with everyone using it the power will go out)

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Originally Posted by woblybil

Then comes the good part, I love Global Warmers, Wish they were here (so I could shoot them)

wut....

Rant: People who deny all the evidence for climate change, I wish there were laws allowing us to kill anyone so stupid, without repercussion.

Originally Posted by tommo

wut....

Rant: People who deny all the evidence for climate change, I wish there were laws allowing us to kill anyone so stupid, without repercussion.

Yabut..What would you do without us ?

Hey I'm back,

Rave - Went to the girl's house, we snuggled and watched movies, hell ye

Rant - This is a rave

Rave - Still have a dry spell, raving about it because rants are lame

Rant - Everyone in this thread thinks they're not awesome, but they actually are

Rave - I should go to a rave in my dream, hell ye

Rave - I just luv you, Mr. Computer Head ^^

Rave - And yes, everyone in here is awesome, even the occasional grumps. Which is great because I'm about to get grumpy..

Rant - Someone in this house is about to get a whoopin* for thinking she's 36, and not 16.

Rave - It'll be a double-whoopin for her which will make me feel better.


* I don't whoop my kids, but it's never too late to start :p

Well, I've got the crying down pat.

I'll just be stupid and rip my heart open for an uncharacteristic moment of emotional truth: Everything hurts. My entire body feels like someone dumped me in a pit of acid and lit me on fire. I feel so weak, and so powerless, but I know she must feel even worse. And that only makes the pain worse.
I'd give so much of anything to just to help her. I'd turn myself into a catatonic vegetable, and I'd take it for myself instead of making her deal with it. It's always the beautiful ones leaving us to hurt and suffering in ways we should have. So much of anything.
I want to go back and change it all, do anything to make her happier, do anything to maker it easier, do anything to help her, do anything to spend more time with her, do anything. More memories flood my memory than I could remember and more than I could tell you about, and each is so, so intense, but I would give anything to try again. To make it better. To make sure she knows I love her so much more.
I'm so close to trying to erase the pain, but I can't. Something deep inside me knows the pain is only my love.
I wish I could tell her how much I love her.

If you love someone, hold them close. Don't make the same mistake I did. Spend your time with them. Love every moment as much as you love them, because not having them when you wake up the next morning is so much closer than you could ever dream it was. Tell them how much you love them every day, do something with them. Hold them close.

Originally Posted by woblybil

Yabut..What would you do without us ?

Be living in a world run on solar and wind energy, almost zero pollution, and where everyone has respect for the environment which sustains us and every other species on Earth.

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

Rave - And yes, everyone in here is awesome, even the occasional grumps. Which is great because I'm about to get grumpy.

What about the occasional happy people who are mostly grumps? Can we get some love too?

I woke up a little after 1PM to use the restroom, and when I got back in bed I heard a loud sound in my head. It sounded like a the page option on a 2 way radio, and then my whole body went numb. Heh, I had to turn the tv on because it kinda spooked me.

Originally Posted by Rums03

I woke up a little after 1PM to use the restroom, and when I got back in bed I heard a loud sound in my head. It sounded like a the page option on a 2 way radio, and then my whole body went numb. Heh, I had to turn the tv on because it kinda spooked me.

Wtf. Something in your inner ear maybe? Or one of the symptoms of a WILD onset? That's trippy

I'm never ever drinking alcohol again. I drank so much on the new years eve party.
I woke up the next day with the worst headache ever. Like seriously, it felt like my head was about to explode.
And I couldn't remember a single thing from the party either. But according to my friends, we had alot of fun so that's a good thing.

My bike got stolen last night. And I know who did it. My neighbours' son just moved back in their house and he has a history of dealing drugs and stealing.
So I'm pretty sure either him or one of his friends stole my bike. I really want to go and tell the police. But it would probably make things a lot worse.

A good friend of mine smokes weed from time to time. But yesterday, he told me he had used some xtc pills on a party. And all of a sudden, he took some cocaine out of his pocket.
He told me that he found it on a train. I've never used drugs in my life before. I was so tempted to use it. Even though I barely know anything about it.
I used to have a heart disease, so I didnt think it was a good idea for me to use some cocaine. But I have to say, I got really tempted to.

I'm so tired omfg. I've been sleeping for about 10 hours a night for the past two weeks. And I'm still tired? It just doesn't make sense to me. I've got to go to school tomorrow and I really don't want to go. I actually rather kill myself than go to school. My anxiety is killing me right now. I cut myself this moring to make me feel better, so I relapsed again. And it did work for a bit, but now it makes me even feel worse. I'm really mad at myself right now. I was doing okay for the past few weeks until today. I've got pe on tuesday which means I'll have to wear a t-shirt so everyone will see my cuts. I really don't know what to do about that? Tbh, bring me the horizon has saved my life a couple of times but I'm afraid one day, they won't be able to.

Sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes, my english is shit .-.

Ophelia, did you do something to your eyes!?

Rant-Rave(don't know what they mean): I love life! I hate Lebanon!

Why yessss, I had my eyebrows done. You like?

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

Wtf. Something in your inner ear maybe? Or one of the symptoms of a WILD onset? That's trippy

I hope not, I don't like the idea of an hallucination on demand specially if I want nothing to do with it. Actually that couldn't have been it, curz I damn sure wouldn't have intentionally gave myself a fright. No for you for putting that thought into my head. Hah.

When it happened all I could do is focus on how my body felt, and when I lost interest with that I turned on the tv to see what time it was. You know what, holy crap! I just now remembered what I saw on [adult swim] last night after I checked the time. Some strange anime where this chick was chasing her friend who had been fused with some kind of big tick-pumpkin monster that was kicking everyone's butt with kung-fu. I should look that up because whatever the hell that cartoon was, it was pretty freaking cool.

Anyway, I went outside to smoke a cigarette to calm my nerves. Had to be done, my body was too amped for some reason. I drink Vodka a lot, I wonder if that has anything to do with it. Shrugs.

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

Why yessss, I had my eyebrows done. You like?

Yeah yeah sure, but your eyes...... Weren't they blue?

Rant: My dog is biting me. I wish I can turn his instincts off. Can I install a button for that?