For some reason this made me really happy. Well done man! |
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Damn i have my farewell party tomorrow, along with 2 others who are leaving. But I'll be working here for another week. Farewell parties here involve a stupid tradition that you have to talk about each person present there. In return, the others too have to say something about the one who is leaving. Apart from the few people in my team, I don't know anything about the others who have been invited. I don't even know the names of some! What will I say about them? And I can predict what everyone's going to say about me. They'll all say I'm awfully quiet, as if me as a person is entirely defined by the word 'quiet'. I don't get the point of putting anyone through this kind of torture...I suddenly hate this place and people a hundred times more! I can't wait to be out of here. |
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For some reason this made me really happy. Well done man! |
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That would be awesome! Lol |
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Last edited by Anju; 06-12-2014 at 04:42 PM.
Right now i have everything figured out now, it's clear now to me. Oh how i pity this person now believing lies and brainwashing, i'm SO glad no one is around me now doing this. No bullshit, no lies, no rumors, no facebook. I love it. This is why i like having very few friends and life is grand! |
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Last edited by hathor28; 06-12-2014 at 05:32 PM.
all around. |
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RAVE! Karma has finally shown it's face!!!! I am having GOOD Karma now....someone gave me $$$ for being too nice! And i needed it for food. Life's a struggle but karma can have your back once you know how to handle it. |
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Just realized in how deep of a pile of shit I've gotten myself into Llololoolll. I skipped so much classes, and now I have two subjects to do that are pretty tough. I don't even know what to study. I have to do an extra test as well because I fucking didn't hand the assignment in time! I swear to fucking god, if I make this year I will kill myself. |
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Lol, actually he's not here now. He's on vacation with his family and he may or may not be back before I leave. Also we are not friends yet, and I don't see him that often because he travels between the offices and studios on work. It will be odd if I say I'll miss seeing him around. It's funny that last month he said he's looking for a different job and asked me if I am too. I said I'm not. Now I'm the one leaving. |
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Last edited by Anju; 06-13-2014 at 11:24 AM.
I saw a psychiatrist today to talk about the possibility of having bipolar disorder, but I panicked and glossed over the worst of the symptoms because in my head I was like "I better make a good impression, I don't want him to think I'm crazy." Based on the "sanitized" list of symptoms I gave him, he said I seemed fine, just a little stressed... I had to /facepalm myself several times when I got home. >__________________> |
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Last edited by GavinGill; 06-13-2014 at 07:17 AM.
Go for it if he comes back before you leave. At the very least, it's practice. Just walk up and talk, don't think about what you're going to say too much before hand. |
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I did; I was hoping we could go through the list one by one, that way I'd have some sense of structure and be able to thoroughly explain each experience... but he just give it a quick skim and then decided to just hear me out. I was already having a panic attack when I got there, so by the time I entered his office and he asked me to tell him about the psychotic symptoms, I froze up and freaked out. >_< |
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I read something that totally fucked my brain up! |
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Last edited by hathor28; 06-13-2014 at 06:19 PM. Reason: Got more things to say
Actually, it's not people lol...my ex husband wrote it and thinks this way...LOL plus other people are supporting him on it...and i'm like damn no one is telling him he's not correct....people are actually agreeing to this bull crap ahahahaha! That's why i said what i said. |
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Last edited by hathor28; 06-13-2014 at 06:35 PM.
Had a shitty day. |
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Goals
- Think of some more goals[]
While reading a lot of rants and things going wrong in people's lives and mine...i also learned about the astrology and how it's affecting 2014....Mercury retrograde affects EVERYTHING even technology, transport, relationships etc...once you youtube this shit you will understand. |
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I was reading about the Mercury retrograde last week. I even mentioned it in the skype group, though no one seemed interested. Apparently, it's not a good time to sign contracts and any long term decisions have to be postponed till the retrograde is over. But it affects each person differently and I see more of positive changes in my life. Dad says the astrologer had predicted that I'd be changing jobs in June. I have a personalised horoscope written by a famous astrologer. My parents met him in person and got it made. I don't believe much in astrology, but a lot of things seem to be true whether it's coincidence or not. |
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Happy to hear the party was tolerable, Anju |
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Hm, I used to get those things as well. It was mostly a combination of alcohol, anti-depressants and prolonged anxiety and stress. I think anyway. |
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It's oveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer yay! Everything went fine I think so I'm just going to burn EVERYTHING. |
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I like destruction and reality, and one invariably leads to the other.
'Dreams are real while they last. Can we say more of life?'
'We die to remember what we live to forget'
I think Mars, Jupiter, Venus and Moon signs will be affected either in a good way or bad from Mercury becoming "backwards" which means retrograde in astrology terms....i think those signs Aries, Sagittarius, Libra and Cancer will have good things this year and next...but my sign Cancer i heard that will be very promising. This is why i'm expressing myself now more because it has better effect now. |
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Heh, I've been wondering the same thing myself for the last couple months, Tommo. I checked out his profile at one point and he was still active, just not here |
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Well, the anger is back.... thanks scumbag brain. |
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Well the good news is I've narrowed down Four Loco as the thing that turns me into a crazy, blacked out sociopath. The bad news is I went to the bar friday and on the way home I decided to grab a four loco. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
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