Cinnabons are evil At around 8:30PM Hubby sent me out for Taco Bell Chalupas and I picked up an order of 4 cinnabons as well. I was asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow at 9:30. |
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hehe, the other day, I saw a spider hanging upside down in the bathroom and I wanted to sing "spider pig", but with "spider" instead. It literally took me a minute to figure out that that wouldn't work. And it occurred to me JUST now that I meant to want to say "bat spider". My bird was hanging upside down which made me remember all of this. I call him bat bird when he does that and my oldest son sings "spider bird" (instead of spiderman). My brain has not been wanting to work at all lately! |
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Cinnabons are evil At around 8:30PM Hubby sent me out for Taco Bell Chalupas and I picked up an order of 4 cinnabons as well. I was asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow at 9:30. |
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It sucks that it's lagging. Have you tried turning the minecraft video settings down? Like decreasing render distance, etc? |
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Wishful is now dating the great kisser from the party she went to. It's quite nice. We both have issues so it's easy to relate to the other and support them. Think it might work. Mum's invted him to dinner with the family for my dad's birthday. She likes him. She's never liked a boyfriend of mine before. Oh God. |
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Alright, just catching up here...I know I'm a little late, but spider erotica? EW. I'm down with most stuff but spiders cross a line. Dianeva, hope your test goes well. Totally understand the stress of stuff hinging on one class and that class being up in the air. Wishful, glad you've got a guy, hope it works out! |
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“Never forget that once upon a time, in an unguarded moment, you recognized yourself as a friend.”
The fact is, when he can't stop talking about you.....you win. - The ex diaries. |
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Well, single again after less than 2 months. Everything was so perfect for the first month, then the truth started showing through. ...perhaps, rather, I was blinded by my emotions which I've kept penned up for quite a long time and then I started to see reality again. Lies, lies, lies, and more lies compiled upon cascading layers of lies. I have never met someone so screwed up in the head that they couldn't be truthful about anything at all. Then it's Adderall, Adderall, Adderall, Adderall, Adderall, and more Adderall. ...then Xanax to knock herself down when she was ready to sleep, if at all. How the fuck can someone still be alive after running their body into the ground like this for months at a time??? Holy shitballs. |
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Unfortunately, Dianeva, it's just my computer. I'm in major need of an upgrade. I'm only getting 6-13 FPS. I was getting almost 60 on the laptop before it died. |
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Wow.... Just caught up with a friend and he's gone full deep in to Illuminati, satan, conspiritard territory. |
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So very far away from home & living alone with more time on my hands than anyone should ever really have at their disposal..... |
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Zhaylin there are sheep everywhere lol, in those fields in any direction I think. If you're talking about the same server that is. |
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I'd swear the two of you "ate" all the sheep I can't find any anywhere. But I get lost so easily it's ridiculous (IRL too lol) I JUST did find your horses, pumpkins, netherwort etc. I built a little shack on a hill nearby because I hadn't yet found the house under the horses and creepers were chasing me. I kept thinking... "Ugh, they'll kill me if these stupid guys blow up here " |
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I spent the break drinking and watching TV shows. Now in the last few days before we go back I realise I barely understand anything for chemistry. |
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Glad you enjoyed your break... but catch-up is a bear. Once you start using the Chinese again, I would imagine it would come back quickly. |
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Same here. My 2nd language teacher asked me once "what do you do every vacation? open your head and wash your brain?" |
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I've come to realization that the road isn't done with me. Deciphering the symbols of the last dream that meant anything to me, I remember a moment where I conversed about writing, and the girl I spoke to suggested asking at the counter of the cafe we were in for a piece of paper. So we walked up front, and a man there had a bag of food ready and handed it to me, or I took it from him. On the road, people give you things, and gifts are always around the corner. In the dream it seemed natural to see a bag of food and graciously accept it, upon waking I wondered if I sensed some hesitation. Retrospectively perhaps many of my patrons held hesitation about giving stuff to strangers. In either case, the symbol seemed clear. We were talking about writing, receiving her suggestion about a piece of paper, and then receiving a gift like I did when I lived off nothing but them. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
Shit yes OP. I was just realising the same thing about myself. I wish I *could* just improve for me. I mean, I do.... but when a girl comes along, it's so much easier. I barely even take care of myself like brushing my teeth etc. if there's no girl in my life. Quitting smoking is easy. That should be the prescribed method; find a girl who hates smoking and fall in love with her |
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It's today, Anju. The 28th. If it wasn't for email from every website I've signed up for (not really lol) I wouldn't even notice. Even if I don't officially celebrate, I have hit a milestone I guess. The |
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Tommo - Thing is, my involvement with that girl lasted two dates, I had to find my own resolve after that. I couldn't just say fuck it and smoke the moment I realized she wasn't that interested in me. So I figured out something else. Realizing someone you want doesn't want you has an effect. You're humbled but embittered, steadfast, finished. You gain the opportunity to look at yourself and say you don't want to be that person. If that person can't find acceptance, there's no point in being them. You can turn a corner, but smoking's still ingrained in habits, the body still clings to it. Every unconscious thought serves the body, and the body wants nicotine. My disgust of rejection pushed me forward part of the way, but the method I keep referring to is super-consciousness, bringing full awareness to the compulsion. Problem is right now I really don't care enough. I'm grateful for the power to be grateful for the little drops of relief I get. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
I have such terrible luck with guys! I always do the wrong thing at the wrong time! |
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Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain |
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No worries LouaiB and Dianeva. I spent the day in bed catching up on much needed sleep I woke at 7PM and I've been (for the most part) on Minecraft lol Egad!- I'm hooked on that game Dianeva, do you know if you can pay for Realms with the Minecraft card you get at stores? I seem to be taking over your realm I've been doing some major terraforming... and of course I never notice someone's workbench and shelter until after I level the place |
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Ugh... I am making 3 mountains in MInecraft to partially encircle my new town. Right now I have one but it's a rough model. I still have to randomize ridges and what not. The mountain is hollow, lol, because it was taking up WAY too many resources. I have torches all throughout it but bad guys still keep spawning inside it (three levels). I'm going to place a a lake at the top and a waterfall into my town to create a sort of mote around the place |
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